Hey guys its Nisa here with my Os.
Let me tell you most important thing about this os.
This is a true and this is my Story.you all know i was not active on TU like for 4 months just because you will know the reason after reading this. It is also reason why i am soo dull these days. Posting sooo much late always but please please try to understand.
it took me so much time to write it because when ever i start to pen down. All memories start disturbing me again and again. Which i hate the most.
Also i try to make it short but still its long. Read with 100% patience
And don’t stary judging in middle.I have many reason for my decision that i made. And that desicion are best for us.
And thank to my Best Friend For always there for me and in all my break downs She was there to support me
I LOVE YOU soooo much PERRA ❤
Here i am sitting in my class room Looking on my fav. View outside the window Everyone doing there test and i am sitting Just thinking about my life because i am always first one to complete test
Many Thinks change in just one year ME, MY LIFE and EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE
Talking about life let me Tell you My Story but first my introduction
my name is Twinkle taneja,Age 16 years old. MUSLIM. i am student of 10th class
Let start with Story
Last summer vacation Life was going so well Doing fun with siblings going out with Brothers and having fun with cousins. Its time for Eid always my fav. festival cause i got new outfits,new shoes and many more things. Ofcourse Good food to eat.
On chaad raat i got my mehndi done which look absolutely goregeous. I slept late at night and wake up early. Take shower and got dressed up 💃. Eid day was usual as always. That eveing everything change.
I was scrolling thorugh my whatsapp when something caught my attention. Ohh thats was status update from one of my cousin and my Ultimate Crush. KUNJ SARNA it was something about like girlfriend running away. I was just staring at my phone when something click in my mind. I gather some extra courage I text him
Me: Can i be your Gf?
i know it will be awkward but everything for love and guess what his reply was POSITIVE. i was screaming
we talked for a while but i had to go somewhere. I was too much happy. Finally got someone who love me.
Life was going Usual but beautiful more thn ever talking with him. Doing fun. My heart was overwhelmed with happiness. It has been almost 2 months i told about my relationship to my Brother’s love. To be sister.in.law she is such a sweet person. (let name her mahi)
one day i was at Kunj’s place. i was playing with my little cousin Emaan. She is such a cutiepie.we want some toy. i took Emaan and went in room. He was laying on bed.And toys on his side table. I make Emaan to sit on bed.And start taking toys.But my hands stop suddenly.He was Pulling my cheeks.
I passed a death glare but no use.
Twi: Stop it
twi: someone will come or will see us?
kunj: let them
But i did not say anything Took Emaan and come out side. He too came and start playing with Emaan. I look at him and he wink.
Ohhhh Gosh…He effect me soo much but i composed myself and pretend nothing happened. Soon i left
My Elder cousin was here after 2 freaking years. He is my fav. I was standing at doorstep watching outside because my elder cousin was Going at his Fiacee house and i was teasing him. I was just standing. From Don’t know where Kunj Came and stand in front of me.
Kunj: Take a side
Twi: No 😏
and held door with my hands he again said that but i didn’t move Not even the inch. And he kiss my Hand. My mind went blank. For God sake he just kiss my hand. 😳
I was melting and he was being extra sweet. Ohhh man he was driving me crazy.
I WAS DEEPLY MADLY IN LOVE. 🙈
I was thinking to tell about all this to my brother but i was scared. I ask Mahi to tell my brother and make him calm. She told him but my nervousness was just increasing. At night He come home i was sitting in room He came amd shout at me. I got scared to think he will tell about it to mom.
But for my suprise he start laughing. i was confused. thn he said
Uv: I knew about it from many days and i support you
Uv: checked your whatsapp
Twi: Ohhhh… (Such a Dimwit)
I was relived atleast my brother is on my side and happy. My brother always tease me and i just smiled. one day he was teasing me as same.
Our mom was sitting on couch and my brother was giving me orders by blackmailing me. My mom was seeing us.
Rahul: you know what mom i got a biggest secret of her
Mom: I know
Twi: And whats that? *nervously*
Mom: You are in relationship with Kunj
twi: Who told you? *Pass a death glare to rahul*
mom: No one told me i am your Mother and i know all about Childrens
Twi: Hmmmm and went from there
WTF was that now she will be angry on me. how will i explain to her or if she will tell dad No she will not. I have to talk to her
Twinkle went inside it was Lunch time she was eating her lunch quietly her mom sitting in front of her
Rahul was not there Twi wanted to talk but can’t get right words
Mom: Your Dad had confirm your Marrige with our Uv
Twi: Who Uv??
Mom: Our relative Yuvraj Luthra
Twi: Hmmm *Wth*
Twinkle left the her lunch and pick her phone
Twi: I really need to talk with someone i should talk to Mahi
Twinkle text mahi and her everything
Mahi: Ok first calm down
Twi: How can i?
Mahi: Twinkle just think with cool mind
Twi: Ok thank you I will talk to you later
Mahi: Take care
Twi: You too
I think mahi was right i ahve to be practical Uv is a good man He is well settled to and if i Agree for marriege my parents will be beyond than happy
ok i am ready but Kunj He will broken he loves me I LOVE HIM TOO but i love my parents more than i love him and fate has to play its role too.
My mom gave me birth she is world beat mom and my dad he live away from us just because he wanted to give us better life style.
They both sacrifice their life just for us. so why can’t i Scarifice my love for them. Just to give them happiness.
Ok i will tell about all things to kunj i will break up with him Yeah i know i am being selfish for my parents happiness but If any girl will be on my place she would have done the same
I have to be strong, Love is not only thing to Live Parents are my first pariorities and will remain First.
3 months passed like that Twinkle was trying hard on her feeling but she did not tell anything to kunj
You know you have to be mentally prepare and emotionally Strong before you tell someone the terrible and worst thing about life. And shee was doing same
Its was Usual day twinkle was same. But today she decided to tell everythin to kunj.
Evening twinkle was chatting with kunj
Twi: I need to talk soemthing important
Kunj: ohh. what?
twi: Ummm.. i have a proposal
twi: and i said yes
kunj: who is he?
kunj: but you love me
twi: yeah but i love my parents more
kunj: no thats not right
twi: please try to understand
kunj: you understand “I LOVE YOU”
twi: Kunj please don’t make it hard for me
kunj: you are making it hard not me
twi: please *crying*
kunj: i will talk to your mom
twi: about what?
kunj: that you love me
Twi: no you can’t do this *still crying*
twi: because i don’t love you *pure lying*
kunj: but you said that you love me and you were the first one to confess
Twi: thats was a mistake
Kunj: Haha.. mistake? ok but i still love you
twi: but i don’t BYee
she blocked him and cried her out that was her life, FULL OF PAIN still she smile and laugh. Just because she can’t her parents and that give happiness but hurt at the same time.
that was the day her life become hell but she is strong and will remain strong
let me tell you something
SHE ALWAYS KNOW HAPPY ENDING LIKE FAIRYTALE AND BELIVED THEM BUT “ALLAH” AND FATE HAS ALWAYS SOMETHING OPPOSITE TO YOUR EXPACTATION.
ALWAYS BELIVE IN “ALLAH” IF HE DON’T GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT THAT MEANS THERE IS MUCH BETTER THAN THAT.
BUT WHAT ABOUT HEART JUST LET HIM FEEL WHAT HE WANT AND LEARN TO BE HAPPY.
LIFE IS WORST THAN YOU THINK.
Here its end.
longest article i ever write 😅
love you all