ISHKARA FF : WHEN PASSION MEETS COMPASSION ……PART 20 [By Renima]

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ISHKARA FF : WHEN PASSION MEETS COMPASSION ……PART 20 [By Renima] Hello Ishqies….I am really feeling much sorry for delaying this ff…..Almost this ff is related with om’s struggle and I know u all waited this one for long……I couldn’t made ishkara meeting in this one also due 2 lack of time…..But next episode u will get it…..And almost this ff has reached 2 it’s climax……..Only few episodes are left and here I have made some thing which may be not acceptable 2 u guys…..But as per I believe every one’s life there might be a reason for becoming +ve or-ve and I have tried that on today……It was bit hard for me 2 write as one thing was lack of time and another thing, it was really hard for me 2 control my tears…….Links for previous part….if u have missed or forgotten my ff’s story…..
Part 16
Part 17
Part 18
Part 18

Pls read all and drop ur comments…..Am eagerly waiting 2 know ur views…..

Scene -39 {@ Oberoi mansion…continuation from last part}
Shivaay : Mom…what have u done ?
Pinky : I did the thing which a mother has 2 do….
Shivaay : But om is my bhai….
Pinky : If he is ur bhai then u are my beta, shivaay…..I am not a great wall like u 2 protects and stands ….I can’t tolerates if some one will blame my beta, it hurts me…..[emotional] Omkara : I am sorry choti maa , for hurting you….But shivaay has broken my trust today…… He has lied before the whole world and u know it very well that I hate lies……

Shivaay : Om…pls try 2 understand my view, U know the situation was like that and I don’t have a choice as they were asking so many questions with regard 2 business as well as family ……And I don’t find a choice there……So I just…..
Omkara : Great!!!! Wow…Shivaay Singh Oberoi…..Today u have proved that apart from my bhai U are a business man, the No.1 Business Man of the year, The elegant Business Magnate and now I am clearly understanding ur professional ethics…….U know some thing if some one betrays u, u can hate him……If some one hurts u , u can ignore him or u can slap him just like what choti maa did now….…..But what u have done today it is apart from hatrence, hurt and betrayal……..Not only u lied, but also u supported Mr.Oberoi who filled darkness in my maa’s life and who broken the trust of this family…….U knows it better that how he ill-treated maa and now my maa has hardly gained back a normal life by sending him 2 prison and we all accepted it as we are living eye witness of maa’s pain since from our childhood…….And I thought my bhai as a independent self-sufficient business man now…U know I can accept when u follows lineage, surname, status everything as it’s ur personal view , but I never thought that u will degrade urself much by following it for the professional ethics also…..The man who is a murderer, betrayer in his name u got business deals and u are naming it as “professional ethics”…The Great Wall Of Shivaay Singh Oberoi…..I thought this wall will never be weak, but now I find that u are ……[emotional]

Jhanvi : Omkara!!!! Pls stop it……..Do u have any idea what are u telling now ?
Omkara : I am telling the truth…..
Meanwhile camera lights flashes on omkara and shivaay……Reporters rushed there 2 ask questions……Some one starts live reporting there itself and Shivaay remained silent without uttering a word…..
Dadi : Sakthi……Pls tell these media people 2 go….It’s our family matter……
Sakthi : Ji maa….[sakthi and khanna moves forward and some how managed 2 clear the media] Pinky was trying 2 tell some thing, but shivaay stopped her by holding her hand and asks her 2 remain as silent….With teary eyes and depressed heart pinky was staring shivaay only….
Shivaay : Om…..They were firing me with certain questions and I was not in a condition 2 give any explanations…..That’s why I hide truth…..
Omkara : Really, If u are not able 2 tell truth, at least u would have tried 2 avoid that interview……Was it so much urgent, shivaay ??

Shivaay : Om…….Some times emotions conquer ourselves and in ur profession it may work out as u are an artist and u depicts it on artistic way through ur sculptors, poetries, paintings ,idols and whatever ……But for me it’s hard as I have 2 be practical and I have 2 think everything with a perspective of a business man and above all this business leads the big life oberois are living…….And I think what I did is …..
Omkara : [interrupts] Not a big deal….isn’t it ?? U wants 2 say like that only, because for u every relationship is a deal only…….And no matter if u get deals in the name of a person who destroyed ur badi maa’s life, who never show concern 2 his children and who played with every one’s emotions, u won’t mind because u are business man…..Business man….
Dadi : Omkara….puthar……shivay is ur bhai…..
Omkara : Exactly dadi……That’s why I am feeling …..[omkara stares dadi’s eyes] I understood more than my bhai he is business man, shivaay only……. I salute u….. The Great Business Man….Shivaay Singh Oberoi……Rudra…..he is not our great wall……

Shivaay : Om…pls…..[shivaay moves closer 2 om and holds his hand] Omkara : Leave my hand, shivaay……
Shivaay : What ?? [shocked] Omkara : I said leave…….If u have hold my hand as my bhai I would have never allowed u 2 leave my hand……But today u are standing as business man only……Pls don’t touch me……. [omkara stares shivaay’s eyes sharply] Rudra…..Take me 2 my room…..
Rudra : O….[emotional] Omkara : U can’t do it, right ? I wish my legs could be fine……But my bad luck, am still in this wheel chair only…….U won’t help me , rudra……It’s ok…..I will tell prinku and mona……as they are my sisters….
Rudra : O..pls….[rudra holds omkara’s hand] I am coming…..O…..
Shivaay : Rudra u stand that side…..I will….
Omkara : I told rudra only, who is my bhai……[om stares shivaay sharply] Lets go……
Rudra : Haa…..O…[rudy stares shivkara with teary eyes and takes om 2 his room] Shivaay felt a kind of shock by seeing his bhai best man omkara ……He [email protected] his own knees and pinky , dadi and jhanvi rushed near him……
Dadi : Billu……puthar….

Shivaay : Dadi….U told me that we brothers will remain always as One ……But today Om…he is not calling me as bhai……Dadi…..He is right…..I am business man, shivaay singh oberoi…..only…..not ….omkara’s bhai….shivaay……No….[emotional] Dadi : Billu……Everything will be alright…..[dadi holds shivaay’s hands] Pinky : How everything will be fines ?Maaji……His bhai as tolds that now great wall is weak….. My shivaay every time stood as the great wall for brothers, more than me he loves his omru…..I never feels regrets on that , some times he doesn’t have times 2 talk with his maa also…..But I never feels bad, because i always wish my shivaay’s success and happiness only….I knows its betters as he is happy with his brothers…..which makes his maa also 2 feels happy…..But todays…..his bhai blamed him, avoided him…….[pinky literally cries] Jhanvi : I am sorry pinky……I am really sorry….whatever omkara did….
Pinky : Oh My Maata, jethaniji……My beta is not the best man like omkara…….He can’t be ideal like him…..But he always loves his brothers more than any one in worlds…..My beta has broken omkara’s trust …..isn;t it ? I agrees with it….Jethaniji……He is human beings…. My tongue used 2 slips some times and I makes faults, and shivaay is my one and only son…..this time his tongue has slipped…….jethaniji…..[pinky folds her hands before jhanvi] Jhanvi : Pinky……pls……[pinky hugs jhanvi and weeps into tears]

Scene shifts 2 omkara’s room
Rudra : O….shivaay bhaiya intentionally not did that….Think from his situation also…..
Prinku : Haa om bhaiya…..He might have confused…..Pls don’t be so rude 2 him…….
Omkara : U forgot whatever Mr. Oberoi has did 2 us ??
“No I have not forgotten any thing……Not oly me, but no one in this house will not forgive him….” [every one gets surprised 2 see jhanvi standing near the door] Omkara : Mom….pls……
Jhanvi : Why Om?? Circumstances demand man 2 do so many things which he actually don’t wants 2 do…..And after all he is your bhai, shivaay…..pls go and talk with him…..He can tolerate anything, Om….but he can’t tolerate his ignorance……
Omkara : One can’t blame circumstances for hiding his wrong deeds…..
Jhanvi : Is it…..Then I will say once u was also remained as the biggest liar only…..
Omkara : Mom!!! [shocked] Jhanvi :When I was shattered down and I tried 2 kill myself by burning in the fire, u burnt ur own heart……U hided ur own heart and pretend 2 be stubborn from out….If shivaay has lied, then u have also lied…In fact u have lied 2 ur own heart only…..
Omkara : Mom I made my pain as my weapon and didn’t allowed my heart 2 weep out because that time I want a victory in my challenge 2 Mr. Oberoi….

Jhanvi : Really, then tell me……What’s the difference in between hiding and lying ? U don’t have answer…..i know…..beta…..But think once…..what will u have done if u have been in shivaay’s place ?
Rudra : O…..i don’t know what is right and wrong……But all I know is without u both I can’t stay……[ rudy gets emotional] U always says shivay bhaiya gives u strength and he remains as the great wall whatever issues may occur……Won’t u ?? When we are in prblm, shivaay bhaiya will tell that everything will be fine …..which makes us strong…..U are the best man….O….Always u shows what is wrong and what is right…..This time if shivay bhaiya has did a wrong thing, then u have 2 show him what is right…..O….U have 2 show him……Because he is our bhai…..O…..He needs U…..[rudy gets emotional] Omkara : Rudra!!!![om hugs rudy and literally cries] Jhanvi : Om……rudra said it….U ,rudra and shivaay can’t be stand apart from one….. If one commits a mistake, other one has 2 show him what is right……

Omkara : U are right mom….Rudra…U know what u are the hero…….U have really become a hero now….Because hero always do the good things , who admires every one with his thoughts and today you did a great thing….U are my hero…..Rudra….My hero…..[omru hugs each other and gets emotional] “Oberoi moment, without me ??? “ [omru turns behind and gets surprised 2 see shivaay] Rudra : Bhaiya…..rudy rushed 2 shivaay and holds his hand…..
Shivkara stare each other’s eyes emotionally…..
Shivaay : Om…..U always tells me 2 think twice….But….What 2 do….I never listens 2 it…….
Omkara : U will stand there only, shivaay…..U won’t hug ur bhai ??
Shivaay : Om…..[shivaay rushed near om and hugs him] Omkara : I am sorry……Shivaay……I don’t know but what u did may be situations demanded it , May be my views and your views always differs , but that doesn’t denies the fact that we are brothers….shivaay,…..I would not have judged u harshly……..
Shivaay : Iam sorry, Om…..Om, if u want u can argue with me, u want u can slap me also as u are my best man……But don’t ignore shivaay’s right 2 remain as the great wall of shivaay singh oberoi…… Don’t ignore me……Om…….It will give me pain…..[shivkara stare each other’s eyes emotionally] Rudra : Bhaiya…..O….always remember that……We are …..
Shivomru : All for One and One for All…….[shivomru hug each other and gets emotional] Omkara : Choti maa…..shivaay……I want 2 see choti maa….I have hurt her…….Pls take me 2 her……

Scene shifts 2 dadi’s room
Omkara : Choti maa…….
Dadi : See, pinky puthar I was telling u now only, shivomru can’t be separated from each other…..See omkara has arrived here…..
Pinky turns behind and sees shivaay holding omkara’s hand…….
Omkara : I am sorry, choti maa……
Pinky : I am sorry…..I should not have slapped u, but my hand slips….what 2 do ??
Omkara : Choti maa…..U have full rights 2 slap me, because u are like my maa only……
Pinky : Omkara….my shivaay always thinks from brains only , not able 2 think from heart likes you……But shivaay never commits something wrongs which can harms his brothers…..
Omkara : I know choti maa…World is real, it is not ideal……Perhaps now I am learning it……
Pinky : But u always remains as my ideal son, omkara……I likes that things in you…..U never lies…..[pinky holds omkara’s hand] Do u feel pain when I slapped u ?
Omkara smiles with wet eyes and nods his head…..
Pinky : U are my sweet beta…..Omkara….[pinky hugs omkara] Mean while shivay gets a phone call…..
Shivay : Om,rudra……We have 2 go…..
Omkara : What happened , shivay ?
Shivay : Ishana will be waiting for us…..
Rudra : What , where is bhabhi ??
Omkara : Shivay…who called u……
Shivay : The call came from my spy only….He told that he got the information that ishana is been kept in a rented house out of the city…..
Rudra : Shivay bhaiya…..O…..lets go……
Omkara : Yeah…..[shivay shows his signature style, omkara waves his hand through his hair and keeps it behind his ear, rudy wears his glasses on his eyes and shows his Mr. Cool style]

Scene – 40 { @ Rented House }
Mrs. Kapoor gets the shocking news of swethlana’s arrest from news channel…..
Mrs. Kappoor : This sidharth, he has trapped my daughter……. I know now what will be his plan…..He is gone 2 trap me and swethlana for kidnapping ishana…..He will cook some story and make whole world 2 believe that he is right only…… I don’t have any issues with ishana…..Now my beti swethlana has caught and she can’t do any thing then as her mom I am also able 2 do anything…… Ishana was some how right, As a mother I never cared her, never loved her……All I taught is 2 destroy oberois and in that revenge neither she nor me got any thing……I spoiled my own daughter’s life……. She moves 2 the room where Ishana was kept……Ishana was looking tired and was sleeping only….. Mrs. Kapoor stares her for a while, few drops of tears falls from her eyes…….Mrs.Kapoor’s view …….When we lost some one whom we love, it hurts a lot……I have undergone through it ……What I suffered I wish in this world neither any of us have 2 suffer it…….I can’t forgive what oberois have done 2 my family and the desire in my heart 2 see them in pain will never end…..But u came in middle only and I don’t have any rivalry with u……And I can’t deny the fact that your future husband is my husband’s murderer Tej’s son Omkara…… Before shivay will reach here I have 2 surrender myself 2 the police…..[mrs. kapoor takes a deep breath ….]

Scene – 41 [@ Raana Nivas] Sidharth : Dad…..our plan has become successful….Poor shivaay….he even doesn’t know that the magazine interview was done intentionally by me 2 make him in a dilemma only……
Vikram Raana : Yeah..my son…U have made a clash between Shivaay and Omkara…….The game has started now…….[vikram raana gives a wicked smile] Sidharth : Dad, that swethlana…..Her face has got pale, she didn’t expected that I am going 2 give her a shocking twist in her life ? Always she used 2 play game and this time I made her as the player only…..And when her role was over, I put the climax ……I feel bad for her dad….
Vikram Raana : Chill my son…..But sidharth….I think the game has not come 2 an end…… I mean Mrs. Kapoor, swethlana’s mom……I am sure she might have guessed that we have trapped them……
Sidharth : U are right , dad……I will handle it……

Scene – 42 {@ Police station,lock-up}
Mrs. Kapoor : Swethlana…..
Swethlana : Mom…why u came here ??
Mrs. Kapoor : See my hands are also tied in chains only…..Swethlana……
Swethlana : Mom…..They arrested u also……
Mrs.Kapoor : No, I have surrender myself 2 law and order……
Swethlana : No Mom….I can’t believe this…..Why u are accepting failure so soon ?
Mrs. Kapoor : I am the most worst mother in the whole world, swethlana…..
Swethlana : Mom…..why are u talking like these ?? What happened ?? Mom…..all these are plans of sidharth only……..We were wrong that as they are rivals of oberois they might be helping 2 fullfil our revenge…..But they used we as puppets only, Mom…..And the way world knows me, already so many offences are on my head which I did intentionally…..This time even if I will tell truth also, no one will trust me except u, mom……I am sorry, but I failed 2 complete ur wish…….[emotional] Mrs. Kapoor : Beti!!!! [mrs.kapoor literally cries]

Swethlana : Beti!!! U never called me like that….Mom…..Whenever I came close 2 u, always u taught me one thing only, revenge….And mom, why are u crying ?? No mom….pls don’t cry…..U told me that if we will cry, we will become weak only……
Mrs. Kapoor : Beta…..Scold ur mom for ruining your life…….I made my own daughter’s name my daughter as a slander only…..U got so many titles like characterless, cheap, mistress and much more because of me……only……Burst ur anger on me……Swethlana……Cry beta…. Today ur mom is telling u…..swethlana….cry as much as u want……
Swethlana : Mom!!! [swethlana holds mrs. kapoor’s hands] I waited for ur care so long……I thought I will get it once I will accomplish ur wish of seeing oberois get destroyed ……I thought then my mom’s eyes will be brightening, she will be smiling and she will hug me…..On that thought I never looked back and I never thought that I am wasting half of my life only…..I never felt maa’s love and I don’t know what it is though u was with me……In my life I never give space 2 a man for falling in love with me truly from heart and I never felt any man like that also…..When I spend nights with Tej, I was actually weeping in my heart , but was pretending myself 2 be a characterless woman by degrading myself ….. World knows swethlana like that only……They won’t see what made a woman 2 degrade herself low…….I feel regret of myself today what I am….But it’s 2 late……Mom…It’s 2 late……[swethlana burst into tears ] Mom…..Ishana…..
Mrs.Kapoor : Ishana ……They are going 2 find her soon…..

PRECAP : Love, loss, pain, regret, revenge, sorrow all comes in one life only …… Each one gets any of them in their life….. What we should accept and what we should reject ?

So what’s ur take on omkara being ideal as well as realistic ? I thought it necessary as one can’t always stay as ideal and it’s actually the inner struggle of omkara which I shown today……And I was in a dilemma I can’t justify shivay also, but he didn’t made any big offence like tej also….I have tried 2 show how perfection of shivay and idealism of om work out on life, and rudy’s way of thinking simplicity also teaches much as far as we make our life complicated some times, but on the other side if we think it is simple then it can be simple also……Kindly share ur views on this…..

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14 Comments
  1. Ruby_MarNy

    Wowwww!! Finally, you updated this ff.. I missed this ff very much.. thank u so much..
    I love this chapter.. both are right in this situation.. perfection vs idealism..even though they struggled that much at last they are one for all, all for one..
    I loved Swetlana and her mom’s conversation.. actually, I too started an ff on ishkara..I made Swetlana positive in my ff.. I too includes her feelings become a mistress by degrading herself..

    1. Renimarenju

      Thanks a lot ishana for reading this one…Actually it is bit difficult 2 portray shivay and omkara as even while writing this i myself was thinking abt how could it be?? And it reminded me my own life incidents only and which made me really hard 2 write…as whenever i writes i will try 2 make it as realistic and for me omkara, shivay and ishana are the best choices 2 do so…..And sweth…as i told she is not vamp or not utter bad woman……so i felt 2 do so…glad that u liked it…..Thanks a lot and it’s gud u have come up with ff 4 them…..that’s really nice….Am waiting 2 read it…..

  2. Niriha

    I’m eagerly waited for this ff dear finally u update it
    Episode was awesome no words to say fabulous so emotional I loved it eagerly waiting for next part

    1. Renimarenju

      Thank u for regularly commenting on my ff…..Though am not able 2 post on a regular basis….
      thanks a lot

  3. Aarti32

    Awesome episode Renima

    1. Renimarenju

      Thanks aarti

  4. Yashu

    Loved it!!!!! It was so emotional……..eagerly wanna know what’s gonna happen nxt….

    1. Renimarenju

      Thanks a lot yashu dear

  5. Riddhima

    Renima …. ????
    Precap … ?????
    Renima love you ..???

    1. Renimarenju

      Thanks ridhhima , precap lover

  6. Hey ur angry young bird is here again…
    A person life is a struggle only whether we can accept our pov or we can bow down to circumstances this was very well crafted in obros. … I loved the way u described everything. … Svetlana n Mrs kapoor convo touched me …. even though I am not a regular reader of this ff but I enjoyed the ride …Thanks for portraying relationship so well ….

    Renima di ,it was marvellous
    Take care ….lots and lots of love
    Your angry bird

    1. Renimarenju

      Seriously am surprised now, 2 see ur comment on this ff….Actually long time ago i wrote this ff, and some episodes were so hard 2 write as this is much connected with me and i felt myself some times how should i continue it ? But ishkarians always comments and express how they feels it and much connected with struggle i felt myself struggling through this as some how it is connetced wiith my life…..Thanks for giving ur views on this , my angry young bird…… U are surprising me again and again …thank u

  7. very emotional dear… Amazing update…

    1. Renimarenju

      Thanks ankita

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