Swasan- Judaai (chapter 1)

SwaSan- Judaai

Chapter 1

She left, she just left him. Alone. When she know he need her. He need her more than anything and she just left.

How could you Swara??

I thought you love me but was this your Love for me?

You again chose your sister. A sister who tried to defame you, to kill you. You were able to see her pain but what about my pain?
The pain I am going through.

You didnt trust me. Just accused me and left. Accused for the murder of my own brother. How can you think that I will kill someone? How much ever angry and cold hearted I can become but killing someone? You think of me this much low.

You removed your Sindoor and Mangalsutra, the things which connect you with me. You just left them in my hand.

Even after saying that I will never accept you again, you just left.

May be you never loved me?

He was thinking all this standing in the hall holding her Magalsutra while everyone else just left him standing there.

His eyes were still watching towards the entrance hoping she will realise and come back and will jump in his arms but she never did. He was standing still for about 3 hours. The sun starts to settle down and his hope broke down completely.

Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye…
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Laqeeran vich likh di judaai

Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Ho tera, woh mera
Saath nibhaaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..

His love, pain, tears started to change its form.. his eyes instead of love. started to show anger and hurt.

Hate was never a word. Hate can never be. How much ever he tries he cant hate her but he will never forgive her.

Is she can leave without him then even I can. He thought and left towards their room.

Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni (x2)

No. Not their. His room from today. Only his. Yes only and only his.

He stood at the entrance and scanned the whole room. His anger started to play with his senses. He moved forward and removed everything. Every single thing which was her’s.

Aisa bhi kya milna, saath hoke tanha
Aisi kyun sazaa humne hai paayi, Ranjhana ve
Phir se mujhe jeena, tujhpe hai marna
Phir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai, Saajnaa ve
Laqeeron pe likh di kyun judaai..

But how can he? Even he is her’s.

Somehow he collected all the things and threw it out of the window packing in a bag.
Hiding their pics in the drawers at the most unused places. Where his sight can never reach it.

Gair sa hua khud se bhi, na koi mera
Dard se karle chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholun jo baahein, bas gham ye simat rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan.

His head was still blasting with anger and it started to pain him, his head and his heart hurts. Alot.

He then left the Mansion in the car.

After 30 minutes,
He stopped and looked around and he was standing in front of a Liquor Shop. He came out of the car and made his way their and asked a pack of bottles. The man saw him in horror but gave him.

He then taking the whole sat inside the car and drove to the lonely place.

Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni (x2)

He opened it and was about to drink when he reminded her words from the past.

‘You know what Sanskar, I hate the smell of alcohol. It makes me feels sick and I hate the people who drink it.’

This words rang in his ears, he closed it and threw the bottle out of the window.

He took his head in between his hands.

‘Why? Why? Why? Does it still affect me, her words, her likes or dislikes. I still cant bear her hate, in any sense.
She left me right? I asked her to stay but she just left me. Now I wont let her control anymore. I will not leave her but before that I need find Laksh. To prove my innocence and to make her regret her words. I will not leave you Mrs. Maheshwari but will make your life hell. Just wait and watch. Nothing is Impossible for SM and I promise within 2 weeks, Laksh will be standing in front of you.’ he thought and then take another bottle out and gulped it till half and then passed out there itself.

Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye…
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Lakeeran vich likh di judaai

****

Swara was standing leaning to the window frame and looking outside, straight face with no emotions.

Neither pain, guilt, tears, anger.. nothing is visible. She is standing in her own thoughts.

Ragini came inside the room and saw her.

‘I know Swara you did all this for me, but I will not let you ruin your life. I am not that weak, maybe I was in past but not now. I will unite you with Sanskar, this is wrong what you are doing. For me you are forgetting the person who loves you more than anything. I will not let you push yourself in the hell.’ She thought and moved forward.

She kept her hand on her shoulder, making her to come back to her senses.

Swara turned towards her and passed a smile.

Swara: Do you need something, Ragini?

Ragini nodded in a No.

Ragini: I want to talk to my sister.

Swara: I am sorry Ragini for what ever you have to suffer.

Ragini held her from her shoulders.

Ragini: Swara, you need not to be sorry. There is not fault of yours. It is in my destiny and I trust Laksh will come back soon but why are you doing this? Sanskar must be hurt and shattered, you should think about him.

Swara: Ragini. Pleasee (she removed her hands from her shoulder and walked forward): Dont talk about him, because of him you are suffering so much. Because of him you lost your husband. I know about Sanskar’s anger, I will never forgive him about whatever he did with Laksh.

Ragini: Swara. Trust Sanskar, you know he cant do this. Go back to him

Swara: Trust me Ragini, he can do more. He did a lot in past also but now he tried to kill someone. I can never go back to a ‘murderer’.

Ragini: You are not the Swara I know. How can you say this? I know you must be disturbed but you should trust him.

Swara: Please leave me alone. I cant trust him again. Sorry and I will never go back to him ever.

Ragini: Dont do this Swara, you will regret it.

Swara: Maybe, but atleast then I will be the one to curse but what I am thinking is right then, who will be responsible?

Till the time Shomi called them down for taking dinner.

Ragini left leaving Swara in thoughts.

…to be continued

How was this guys?

Do vote and comment if you want me to continue this.

This is not going to be the normal punishment and revenge game, may be will be having a lot of twist and turns in the futureπŸ˜‰.

Lol, again a new one.. what can I doπŸ˜‘, this was supposed to be OS but I didnt get ideas to complete in 1 episode so it will be a short storyπŸ˜†πŸ˜†..

After exams i.e. 15 May, 2017.

Till then I will not be posting any of my ff’s. M sorry.πŸ˜”. My mom took my phone and even my laptop in her custody so now its really impossible.
This I am posting as it was already written.πŸ˜”πŸ˜ž. Sorry.

Thank you.

Love you all❀❀.

19 comments

  1. Pp

    Awesome. I always wanted it to happen in the real track but it didn’t. But I am excited about this track. So please continue. I want swara to realize her mistake. Please don’t make sanskar fall weak in Ur story. I just want that.sorry for long comment and sorry if I hurt someone by my above statements.

  2. Pramudi

    Pramudi

    |Registered Member

    Interesting dear. But don’t show that ragini this much mahaan. I don’t like her & can’t forget her previous doings. And also i can’t accept swara’s behavior here. She is too rude.
    Best of luck for your exams. Take your time & update. Waiting for your ‘ mine?? yours’ story.

  3. Arshaanya

    Arshaanya

    |Registered Member

    Wow ridhima i alwayz wanted somethn lyk dis…
    i knw both was at fault bt for me swara was more at fault…
    Dis is somethin new… i want swara to rlze her mistake n plz dun show sanskar at fault n weak…
    Loved it
    Continue soon

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