Hey lovely ppl….I am back with d nxt part
Today before d epi I have something to tell….so pls meri bak bak sunlena for 2min
Firstly Thank you everyone for all those encouraging comments.
Amidst all those comments was that one comment of Mr./Miss hater….But dont worry that wont affect me…..I will end d ff only at d point where I have thought of ending it….a hundred such comments will also not stop me from writing….I am least bothered abt it
Aarohi nd Baby I know how much I mean/meant to u guys nd how much u still/did love me…..Nd thank u for bashing that hater…..but ignorance is d best policy…. So as much as we ignore d person that far he/she will stay from us. Thank u once again guys. Love u ?
Mere 2min nd meri bak bak khatam….lets move to d epi
I stepped into the shower, toes flinching as they touched the chilled ceramic floor. My mind was in shreds I would never get that picture out of my mind. I turned the dial, old and metallic, releasing thousands of lukewarm drops, darkening my hair and trickled down my back. The only thing running across my mind was Twinkle’s question ‘ Do u think I betrayed you?’
This question was running over nd over again in my mind where a battle of yes and no had been taking place. For a moment I FEEL she cant do that to me but d very next moment I THINK even if Aarav lied what about d message.
Its truely said if you realise how powerful your thoughts are you would never think a negative thought again. And this is what was exactly happening with me The power of negative thoughts was overpowering my feelings.
I came out of d shower dressed in my cloths….nd I dont have 1% clue of how my cloths landed up here….this also could be answered only by Twinkle…..but where is she…..I saw around d whole room but couldn’t find her I moved towards d living nd found her sitting on a two seater dinning table with a mug of coffee in her hand. I silently walked towards her and sat right infront of her.She forwarded me a mug of coffee.
Silence surrounded the room. None of us were trying to initiate d talk. As I drank d last sip of my coffee she said ” It was Aarav’s plan to get me back in his life” I placed my mug down nd lifted my head to look at her as she continued telling everything that had happened How Aarav had captivated her….how he sent that message thru a fake sim….how his sister helped Twinkle escape from there.
When she stopped at this point all this seemed like a typical Hindi movie. Even if I believe this… one question still runs in my mind If she escaped from Aarav’s captive what was she doing in Mumbai nd y did she not return to Amritsar….Udit himself said that she lives in Mumbai.
Twinkle sat silently waiting for me to speak out and I dint know what to. To avoid that one uncomfortable moment my eyes started watchting here nd there.
Just then her phone rang nd she moved a bit away to speak…..Whose call was that nd y couldn’t she speak infront of me was another question which took birth in my mind.
She came back pretty soon nd said I got to go to d office some important work has arose…..Will be back in an hour or two….I just hope I dont lose u again….we have a talk yet to finish.
Saying this she rushed into her room got her bag nd picked up her keys from the centre table in d living room nd walked out but not before creating a syappa…..Miss Syappa queen had made some magzines nd books fall from d centre table whe she was in a hurry to take her car keys…..I smiled as I thought she could never change.
I went forward to pick up those fallen stuff. When I was picking up those magazines I found a photograph fallen I picked it up to have a look at it. It was a picture of Leela maa nd Twinkle. When I was placing it upside down on d table I noticed something written on It.
“I miss you maa….I wish u could be here” is what was written on d picture. New thought arising What if Twinkle returned home and d family didnot believe her….just like in what situation I am now were they in d same situation??
Before I could start imagining anything more I could see a black diary lying below d centre table….I bent down nd picked it up nd I could see some more photographs peeping out through it. It was Twinkle’s diary I opened d diary to see what it had.
As I opened d first page it read
” I never had d habit of writing a diary or journal….but today I feel I can share my feelings only with this piece of paper…..I escaped from Aarav’s captive nd reached Amritsar yesterday only to hear a _____ news. Usha aunty said that her son is no more but I know my love is alive. No one is ready to believe me Maa says I am in an emotional trauma….But I am not…..she is just not understanding me”
D second page
” I miss u so much Kunj….I feel so guilty….one stupid decision of mine has led to this situation. Usha aunty lost her son….Uv lost his brother like best friend…..nd I lost my love…..I love u soo much Kunj….pls come back to me……pls”
As I flipped d pages to read many such note’s tears flow down my cheeks. Now I realise what mistake I made by not returning back home just by creating few baseless thoughts.I cant even imagine what pain everyone had gone through specially Maa nd Twinkle. I kept on reading each and every page but what I read next left me shocked
” Maa also left me alone just like Kunj did….Now I have no one with me….I am left all alone….After Maa’s accident I have no reason to stay alive. All my loved ones are leaving me alone first Kunj nd now Maa….I wish Usha aunty should have never seen me trying to hang myself….she saved me at d nick of time….but I wish that never happened I have nothing to do with this life…..I miss u Kunj….I miss u maa”
D nxt page
” Usha maa….yes now she is my maa….she decided to fill that empty space of our life….she decided that I would be her daughter nd she would be my mother….so that we can stay atleast with d support of eachother. Manohar uncles sister had returned from village a few weeks ago. She is very sweet to everyone…..I liked her”
D nxt page
” Usha maa nd bebe are very much loving and caring…..they are always concerened about me…..the never made me feel d absence of maa…..but no one can fill the absence of Kunj in my life…..I miss u soo much Kunj”
I read all the pages nd just couldnt stop d tears from flowing down. I started to read d nxt page
” After 2 years Kunj was infront of me…..the person who we all thought was dead was standing right infront of me…..He wasnt in his senses so I brought him to my flat…..Neil told me everything about Kunj’s whereabouts in d last 2years….but d most shocking thing was He hasnt remained d same Kunj who always respected d feeling of girls nd never took an advantage of them…..I feel guilty coz I am d reason for his change…..but I am hurt bcoz Kunj had thought that I betrayed him…..d trust between us had crumbled just due to some created misunderstandings…..I am not just hurt but even angry on him as he did not try even for once to return back to his family…..but I wont let my hurt my pain nd my anger to overpower my love….I will try my best to sort everything…..nd nothing can let Kunj go away from me this time”
She still loved me dearly…..I could feel d same love of her’s in every line that she had written in d diary. I feel so guilty not to have trusted her….not to have returned back home. But now Its payback time.
Every tear that she has wasted for me will be repayed with double d happiness that she deserves.
Miss Twinkle taneja be ready to get back this Sadu Sarna in your life.
Hope u all liked d epi……comment below nd share your views.
Sorry if anyone had thought or hoped for a heated argument confrontation……I actually dint want anger to overpower things so thought of showing that things can be solved even by staying calm ( which I can never do coz of my short temper??….so thought ff mein hi likh deti hoon)
Comment below and share your views on d epi +ve nd -ve comments both are most welcomed
Next update mostly by Monday
Love u all