First Love in School (nesam) part 6

Okay guyz now. I just cant control myself. Whenever I say I will update after a long gap.. I started writing that minute only.. And when I say I will update in next two three days.. I took a week.. I AM JUST AN INSANE PERSONALITY πŸ™ ‘duhhh’

So I wrote it down.. Do tell me your views after reading πŸ™‚

Anybody can become angry β€” that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose, and in the right way β€” that is not within everybody’s power and is not easy.

Neil was punching the bag with body sweating profusely and lungs respiring heavily. His anger was at the peak. He punched hard everytime her face flashed.

Punch! Punch! And Punch!
After hitting it the last time his body refused to do anything besides inhalation. He slided on the floor. His breath was hacking. The shirt was sticked to his chest and heart was pumping fast to provide the required oxygen.
He was acerbic and aggrieved the very moment. The only thing running repeatedly at his mind was how she ran away from him for Rahul. It was not a very big thing but it hurt. Hurt deeply. He had never felt so much occupied by a girl before. Whenever she is near, she overtakes him. A sudden possessiveness arouse.

He gulped the water vigorously and was distracted by a pair of eyes gazing at her seductively.
He didnt reacted nor did he ignored. Considering it as a sign of welcome, the tall slim figure with tiniest waist came in vision.
Priyanka, she was standing right in front of him with a sweet smile tagged in her red pouty lips. She had her fingers of both the hands entwined in the front and was constantly staring at him waiting for him to inititae but ..all drowned.

He got up, took the bag from the chair aside her and walked away. He didnt cared to even give her a look.
She was completely bewildered and sudden embarrassment ran through her blood. As she realised she was ignored, her blood boiled.
She had always considered herself the beauty queen of the school. It was not her fault, her friends, classmates always kept praising her for her looks and beauty that she got trapped in it. But Neil didnt even looked at her.

She needed to understnd
Beauty is not in the face but a light in the heart. Appearance means nothing if inside you are ugly.

Neil and Rahul both were hurt seeing their love with someone else.

In the corridor, While following Rahul, Sam was continuously thinking about Neil. She had heard from her friends that when boys get angry, it is very dangerous to face them and she had no idea how to be in such cases.the thoughts swapped and feets stopped when her eyes caught Rahul standing under the large tree at the school ground.

How much she knew Rahul, he would never hurt her even if he is angry to the most. But this time, she was stumbling and while taking steps towards him.

“Sam!” the sharp cold words reached her ears.
She looked up. Rahul hadn’t turned. He heard her footsteps and called the name.
Her steps became confident this time.

“Rahul!!!! Please dnt be angry” she whispered.
Tears almost roll down her cheeks. She was feeling guilty of hurting her friend. She knew how much he loves her nd she is hurting him again and again and she did feel the pain. If you cant love then atleast dont hurt them.
Rahul looked at her and gave a side hug with his left arm around her shoulder and rubbed it controlling the emotion raising in his heart. He closed his eyes gritting his teeth not in anger but in pain. He didnt looked at her.

“I am sorry Rahul.” she said in crying tone and ran away from there no more able to see him like that.

She never wanted to be like this. She didnt knew when he started feeling so much for her? She never gave any hint for a relation,. It was going all so well.
She sat at the cemented bench covering her face with both open palms sobbing remembering the moments with her best friend.

She had never been in a relation. Everytime, a boy asked or proposed, she would simply say no and Rahul used to tease her always with some funny names kept for the boy. And after a week, the name changes till another boy proposed. It was such a great time. She cried vigorously feeling new to the world of ‘love’ emotion.

When did this happened? When did he built up such feelings for her?
Her eyes and nose peak went red. The evenly white face was now red all around.
Suddenly, she felt a hand over her shoulder. She raised her face and saw Divya.

“Sam? Why are you crying darling? What happened?” a tensed and concerned tone from Divya made her emerge in tears.
She hugged her and after a while narrated the whole thing.

“Ohkay.. I will talk to Rahul but what about Neil bro? Is he angry too?” Divya asked but Sam had no answer.

As the last bell rang, the students rushed to their respective vehicles.
Sam had her bag in one shoulder and walked lost in the way. Divya was ranting something by her side.
She was asking something to her but Sam was so lost to pay attention to her.Divya poked at her shoulder and she winced.
Rubbing the part, she annoyingly enquired

“Where are you lost? I am asking you the last time…… You wont be staying?”

On spur of moment, Sam remembered about her stay back at school for the dance rehearsal. Her feet stopped.

“Shit yaar… I completely forgot about it. Thanks Divu” she acknowledged with half surprise half thankfulness.

“I was telling you this since we came out of the class..Now you got your brain? So, I was saying this is your chnce to say him sorry. Maybe bhaiya forgives you” Divya added.

Sam had told everything to her except the intimate thing which she was very much embarassed to even think. Her mind said Divu will think wrongbout her character. But it was actually all her illusion only. She herself was pointing on her character.
She had briefed the story while narrating like she was in middle and both boys were angry with her and she went to Rahul.

Since Divya had already noticed and figured about her neighbour Neil and her best friend Sam, it didnt took her long to understand.

“Now you go. Driver uncle will call me…. Bye” Divya rushed to the bus.

Sam waited for the bus to disappesr from her sight.
Then she took steps towards the hall where the dance rehearsal will take place.
Tomorrow itself the teacher had told aboit it so she had informed her parents. Moreover, her brother was also in same school, so no need to worry about her whereabouts.

She entered the hall, it was shaded room to provide the limelight at the stage only.
She slided her bag to the chair and searched for any friend.
Some figures and faces started appearing.
She noticed Laxmi, Priyanka and Rahul from her class.
(laxmi, the new friend of sam and divya)

Then, she saw Hardik who was Raghav’s classmate.
Uh! This one also intelligent student. Mostly, all the boys of Raghav’s batch were full of Einstein’s generations. All good and brilliant. That is why they have a lot of competition. However, in her class girls were very good in studies compared to boy.

Sam was also the topper of her class, but was not a bookworm. Raghav was the same. And almost how much she knew Neil too was not.

It was the only thing that Priyanka never cared to compete about. She had always concentrated on her beauty not study.

Sam noticed some more pairs but failed to find the one she was searching for. It was fifteen minutes after the school got over.

The lady dance teacher also entered and asked for pairing.
Everyone took their positions. But Sam stood alone with her head low. Her partner was missing.

“Where is Neil?” the teacher asked.
“Hardik?” she asked for an answer.

Just then, the handsome hunk made an entry.
“Sorry Ma’am. I had been to home to get my bike.” he calmly asserted and looked at Sam for a second from the corner of his eye taking his position by her side , Both of them at the front.

Sam observed him, his white shirt half tucked in the black pant and half out of it. He looked ravishing even when his black hairs were dishevelled. How does he manage to look so hot??

Sam started thinkin something, the bus had just left and he went and even returned so quickly.
Gawd! How fast he must be driving? She shook her head calculating the speed.
Before getting the answer, she felt his touch at her waist.

She washed away her thoughts and moved dancing as the song started.

Rahul had his eye constant on her. Everyone heard his partner whispering though enough for everyone to hear.
“Ugh! Rahul!”

Even Priyanka was gazing at Neil and was only swayed by her partner. Another pair of eyes staring at Neil was of Laxmi.

Sam was not able to look at Neil nor did he gave any glance. Both danced but the charm got lost. Her balance flicked in a step when her weight was to be on her left leg. But Neil had hold her in time.

“What happened Sam? No one is concentrating today. I am observing since quite long.
Rahul! Where is your mind? Your partner is complaining repeatedly!!
And Priyanka your body is also refusing to dance with Karan( her partner)…..
And.. Neil and Sam, the main ones have their focus in the surrounding more than the dance and song..”
The teacher scowled at all of them and gave a final blow.
“rest for a while.. Bring your concentration. I wil be back”
She left the hall frustrated.

The partners got busy in discussing about themsleves. Sam sat on the floor and rubbed her feet. She saw Neil’s back as he stood right there with eyes in the window and hands on sides.
He turned and faced her expressionless.
She didnt wanted to talk either. Her mind heart tongue refused altogether. Why will she talk? And about what? Rahul was her best and childhood friend. Obviously, she will be concerned about him. Why to apologize Neil?
From long, she was caring and thinking much. He was just her brother’s friend and he must not have done what he had. But since, it cant be changed, she will be calm and cool.

His eyes were all on hers observing her.
The cold glare turned into a dreaded one as Rahul sat beside her.

“Sammy? You alright?” Rahul gently asked.
Neil was turning mad as a hornet. His lips drew into a thin line and teeth gritted.
His rage got instigated more when Rahul took her feet into his lap and rubbed the bare feet.

Sam noticed Neil’s pounding fist and the heated body. Her skin tightened seeing that and piloerected. Oh crap! The volcano will erupt. Before that, she jerked her foot from Rahul’s hands and stood upright.

“its ok Rahul. I am fine.”

Neil’s expressions changed a little but not much. He was still gazing at her and then to Rahul till he went to his partner.

As the teacher arrived again, Neil took some steps to reach to Sam. He arrogantly pulled her waist to hers. She wanted to pull back from his hold but as the song started and everyone started dancing, she had to eat up her fear. As the moves proceeded, his look became intense and it compelled her to look at him too.
Her heart was beating fast this time unlike before. He was swaying her in his tunes.
The people around was fading.

It came in view when the girls parted aside and the boys opposite.

“Students… It was splendid. You gave an amazing performance. Now, I want to check you all individually. From the last keep rolling and show your best..” the lady teacher announced happily but strictly.

One boy from the last came and showed his forte then a girl with contemporary dance… Four partners did so
Rahul did some locking popping and Priyanka threw a seducing dance….

then came Neil…
He did hip hop and grabbed eeryone’s attention waking them up from the laziness and tiredness. It was very clear that everyone wanted to join and dance with him on his tune. The others clapped cheering and teacher smiled watching with joy.
As he finished Sam came front. She was so much stunned by the previous performance that her nervousness raised.
She rolled her hips and caught everyone’s attention at her first step only. The others started cheering. Her every step followed their “wooooo….” and claps.
She mixed five dance styles and gave a brilliant performance. All were amused at that.
As she stopped, it was all silent around. She got more nervous and looked at them.

The next second it filled with the claps and praises.
“Excellent Samaira! Welldone.” the teacher said as her hands clapped.

Sam smilingly thanked.

“So students. Just a day left. You all practice whenever you get time. And day after tomorrow be fully prepared. You need to give a thrilling performance jut like you did today OKAY???”

“YES ma’am” the students said in unison.
The hall was left by everyone.

Sam walked out and grabbed her phone from bag to call home. She needed to be picked.

Before she could dial, he came there on his bike just a feet away from her.
She took a step back making way for him and got busy in her phone though pretending.

“Come. SIT” he clearly intoned.

She raised her face surprised.
“Its okay. Raghav or Dad will come” she replied sweetly denying him.

“They had asked me to pick you up” he firmly stated waiting for no reply.
Sam stood for few more seconds than sat at back.

She kept her hands at his shoulder consciously. He was not driving fastly like always, it was in a normal speed.

Suddenly her eyes caught the car driving at speed which got passed by her side. A sudden fury spread over her skin.

“Hey drive fast! Beat that red car!” she exclaimed at his ears loudly.
He jerked at that but then rolled his hands speeding the bike. It cut the road and vehicles coming at the side overtaking everyone.
Sam felt hard to handle her body and thought she will fly away if she remained like this.
She moved her hands around his waist reaching his abs and hold him tightly.
The car participated. Sometimes, it was forward or sometimes the bike.

“come on.. Drive fast!” she cried.

“Oh my god!” she screamed fearfully and in the most pitched voice. She felt like flying. He just performed a stunt. The bike was in air for a second with two almost adjoined body.
As she realised and confirmed the bike was driven in the road only, she turned back to check, the car was not in view. She smiled happily.

“Yeah! We won!” she excitedly shouted at his ears.
He didnt reacted and the speed abruptly turned to normal. After a minute of silence, they entered the camp and to her quarter.

Without saying a word, he drove away.
It disappeared and she moved to her home.

I will be very happy if you guyz give time to my other ff’s
. Till that day’ and
‘You are only mine’

So guyz dont forget to write your views an
d comment it fast. I have really wrote it in hurry

Credit to: Roshni


  1. M

    It’s brilliant….. These guys na…..ahhhhhh……

    Nd ur other ffs…..I hv all my tym for thm……f u update……sachhi

  2. nupur

    Brilliant epi…Sam,Neil and Rahul, each of their feelings depicted really well…also the dance portion and bike stunt was too good, I could visualize it perfectly…now I’ll wait for the final dance performance eagerly…also ur cover pic is awesome dear…very aptly describes today’s episode…
    Though I have only one complaint-very short update but I know ur busy with ur entrance exams so no problem…
    And about fb request how about we chat after our exams get over? Actually m busy so won’t be able to chat now…I hope you understand?
    I ll read ur other ffs definitely after my exams….
    Also one more ques, wat all medical exams are u giving?If u don’t mind can u share….
    Myself giving AIPMT,Manipal,COMED-K,AIIMS & JIPMER…
    Ok bye now as my mother is scolding me to concentrate on studies n not on mobile…All d beast for ur xams???

    • Thank you so much dear. I will try to make little long.. My fingers and mind both refuse to work after little work(writing) thats why short one… πŸ™ yeah! Exams are so very near but I hardly concentrate on that… My mom yoo keeps scolding cause shenever she enters my room… I am typimg typing ..hehehehe πŸ˜‰ πŸ˜‰ :p :p I am not giving much of the entrances…

  3. Aashna

    Amazing roshni!!
    The cold atmosphere nd that strange feeling between the both just stole the charm… superrbb!!?

  4. Nt

    Heyyy… Thank u soo muchh… Nw plzzzx dnt take so much tymm… V r waiting here… Plzzz post d next one soonn.., n as usual its amazingg… I jst loved it….???

    • I will try my best Nt… Can you tell me your name pllzz… And I am very sorry for makung you wait.. saw your comment on the previous one and this TU took a lot of time to publish it… :/ πŸ™

  5. Dev

    Roshni u nailed it again buddy…..lovd d epi to d core especially d race……n now sam is confused with neils behaviour…..ok bt how r u……n lots of hugs n love keep smiling dear

    • Dev

      Get ready for d masti long revieew my dear love roshni…….
      Here u go for YOU ARE ONLY MINE…
      Epi 1….
      .nc n pleasant intro woth d start off with vidis intro n d story started of in her pov??…cool entry of rishab???…nc epi….??

      Epi 2 ……
      A vry vl verse writen form..poor boy who had to accept d rage of rishab for looking at vidi…???.n a lovely bahama to get rid of our hero????so anodr nc epi…

      Epi 3…..(MY FAV EPI)
      Good xplaination of party n its hangovr masti at rishabs home..???…n lovd d teasing of rehan ???n risha saving dem…..n lovd d reaction of colg people wen dey saw d duo….???

      Epi 4……
      D jerk jai deservd d tapad of rishab n vidi…slowly vidi falling hmm hmm wah …….n lovd d mocking show btwn our pair lovely… ??

      Epi 5…..
      Completly lovd d hostel sequence .???…bt till now im scratching my head to know how he came in???????

      Epi 6 part 1….
      Is vidi really stupid that she accepted dat she is assisting him in frnt of whole class…like seriousl??????vl dis is my 2nd lovly epi of dis ff n lovd wer he wrote a note on d thinst of d books hihi funny…..vl he know dat vidi is lazy……

      Epi 6 part 2
      Hey april fool is on 1st not on 2nd….u uploaded on 2nd buddy… possessive rishab cant accuse vidi lik dis….bt a nc epi….

      Epi 7
      Vry vl now she wil calm him n poor prof. Anand is a true frnd i think…..n vidi shud b bold in colg like i wud b happy dat im an OUT-STANDING person in my class which im am sometimes bt coz of being d council member i cnt sit in class at least for 2 sessions..wat 2 do….

      Epi 8
      Why d heck is rishab angry on vidi….n who d hell is dat grl…uh oh now drift will start btwn dem….

      Epi 9….
      Like i said above …both hurt n farha n anand are true frnds of dis pair….

      Epi 10….
      Cute epi with lovely feeding scene…n enjoyd d pillow fight n nc specification on vidis parents n bro….nc epi ovrall n my 3rd fav epi is dis…….

      Epi 11…..
      Nc epi n good dat dey r gettin good with each other even though dey dnt want to….

      Epi 12…..
      Funny n lovly epi with a jealousiness at d last…n lovd d surprise too…..

      • Dev

        Epi 13….lovly epi with nc hanging ending…..n funny too wen she saw him in formals n commented on it haha….

        So now i did dis here coz d commnts were not goin der n i lovd d ff…nc plot with reaction n action btwn d duo…..
        Nc chemistry written in godly phrases..n some more corctions in ur writing u wud b perfect roshni….i mean it …n im happy dat u askd me2 read it ….coz whil looking at d dates of dos epis i got 2 know dat it was during my practicals n model xam time…so good keep going n love n hugs….
        Ill try 2 commnt on d last page of d nxt ff if dey take it othewis ill ri8 here itself…..mayb ill b late … 2moro is my grandmas’ 84th bde….im behind my cousins for shopung n carrying bags with odr guys whil grls r selecting our shirts..ok now ill read d nxt soon n send d commnt…..
        Love u lots

      • Wow wowww wowww that was sooo very sweet of you. I seriously am lacking words like how should I thank you. love you loads for this yr. it really means so much to me.
        And wish your grandma from my side as well like a telly update friend πŸ˜‰ you can tight?
        and hopefully Iwill try to work on myself more..

        Right now my best friend is also reading the episodes and she liked it so both of you are the stars among the readers.
        And yeah you are busy i see .. wont trouble you more. πŸ™‚
        Again bht bada wala thankssssss yr

      • And your analysis. ah commendable. ekdum on the point hehe… πŸ™‚
        Well, where did he entered from is a question left for the readers.. ;( and yeah! anand farha are true friends.
        maybe I posted that on 1st april only but they published later…

        Last qn. Plz where are you from? And the turning point is coming. vidhi will be turning bold now dnt wry.. she will be like you πŸ˜‰ Rishbh will have to face a tigress :p

      • Dev

        Well im from palakkad kerala……urself?????
        Sure ill wish her on ur behalf…haha vidi d tigress…..alri8 ill wait 4 ur 3 ffs…..ill read d odr 2ni8… going now….my cousins r searching my files …..mummy byeeeee

      • Dev

        Well even though im in scientific area of graduation….i love 2 read n write ….n pass comments …so good in xommenting????

      • ??? its fun to chat wid u? i am more on reading but just toimprove ..going through writing.
        I am from assam but currently living in tripura.
        I see, lots of people here are from south of India.
        Are you writing any ff? if yes, do lemme know.

  6. Kavya

    Roshni baby first of all thanks a lot dear…!!! πŸ™‚ u know actually i decided not to visit this page as u told u wont be able to upload..! But asusual i cant resist myself from checking this once.. When i saw this update my happiness knew no bounds..!! πŸ™‚ and yeah its really a treat for me thank u sweet heart.. πŸ™‚ wonderful episode keep going dear . love u πŸ™‚

  7. aastha

    loved it…….its high time sam speaks to both the boys and wave off the fury of misunderstanding……………love u………..

    • Yeah! Speaking to both but Rahul iss her best friend and about Neil she is not at all sure what is happening. perplexed!!

      Stay tuned and love you too babe. :* πŸ™‚

  8. Roma

    Wowwww awesome episode roshn my dearrrr, it’s really superbbbb, nesam were awesomeeeee…..Rahul n Neil both very hurt but sam is stuck in mid of these two….best friend n someone special but she is not sure of her own feelings. ….the dance was really incredible…loved neil n last part at bike was fabulous. …keep it up. eagerly waiting for the next episode, love you loads. muaaaaahhhhhh

    • Hello roma di. how have you been? Was waiting for your comment. Thank you so much and for the analysus.. yeah! sam is stucked.. will get out of it if neil gives any hint.. but will he? thats the thing

  9. Ani

    Hey nupur and roshni I am also a bio student and yes I am appearing for medical entrance exams and also just came ti know that u are also appearing so I cant control and just myself to comment ..
    I am giving AIPMT , AIIMS , GUJCET because I belong from Gujarat ……
    Abd can I ask nupur and roshni both of u are from whicj state ???????

    I feel good to see u both because I was so lonely that I am in 12th but the. Also can’t myself to be here but I was happy seeing that there are many like me …. can I ask both of u please read my comment and please answer because I know I am too late to comment. Here. .. hehehe bye … I wll wait for your comments dear…. All the best both of u ….
    Oh my God just 3 days to go fir AIPMT please Study had and all the best.

    • Yes yaatr really very worried .. too much scared after the mains marks are announced. hope everything goes well all the best to you too and tnks!

  10. Ani

    thanx dear

    from where do u belong
    and can u give me ur email adress so that we can be in touch dear
    only if u agree

    • nupur

      Hi Ani…nice to meet you too.Wow now i have made so many friends of my age in this site…blessed to be here…on this ff page only i met our lovely Roshni,Aastha and now u…Also i comment in Siya Ke Ram page so i have a beautiful and large family of friends there too…
      Myself from Odisha dear…and best of luck for ur entrance exams too…actually both you and Roshni…
      You in FB?Then u,Roshni n me can remain in touch there after our exams as giving email address here is little risky as it’s a public site…

  11. Nt

    Heeyy roshni… Can u plzz share the link for “Till that date” i tried to find it.. But not getting it… Everytime i search d result i datewise serial updates…. Soo plzzz shar d link… I would lykk to read it too…

  12. aastha

    hey Roshini y are you taking soo much time ?????? Exams ??? if so update after writing those well……….hey dev you there ????????

    • Hi aastha? are you preparing for the entrances? yrr I am so so wrried and scared. dunno how to face. πŸ™ all theBest dear.
      and I will try to post soon πŸ™‚

      • aastha

        nope….dont worry….I’ll pray for you….when do you have exams???????? best of luck……….take your time and update dear….dont take any stress…concentrate on ur exams..u can update after that….love u…which all exams are you taking ???????????

      • Tomorrow AIPMT and I know I wont be able to crack it cause i didnt prepared seriously

        just want to fetch some shareable marks πŸ™ thanks sweety. do pray for me πŸ™‚

  13. feby

    hey roshni….i thought of commenting the day it was posted but cudnt comment..well…i always feel my estate experience whn u write this…r u also from defense estate…coz u have depicted it as if u know it…actually..those night parties at house…the school youths with bike rides… girls beauty competition…the brainy tauntrums..boys being bit rude to opponents… the unconditional love of besties….r all exactly wat happns thr…i know it , as i was thr…now my daddy retired..but still i have my roots as a defense product….u always remind me of those times dear….well….u dont have to worry on sharing ur mail id here…. most of thm wont notice it…we have a hangout grp too if TU frnds…might b u dont know…especially mmz frnds r exce[tionally active thr…u will b crazy whn u c their craziness…hahahaaa….well i am waiting for the next one….tats wat actually made me comment here too…love u loads… πŸ™‚

    • Hey feby I am just super glad to see your comment. Lst time I saw you in gauri di’s ff and I wanted to comment but thought it might be invading on others life yr.. and I am not from defence estate.. but I know them very well cause I am a kvian and have lived in defence camps twice and for long period… i really miss it now … And feby plzz dnt lose hope on anything.
      I would love to join you guyz and your pagalpanti… Whats the adddda’s group name? is it in fb or google?

      • feby

        no…it wont b like invading…i and gauri di share a lot of things…i call her abha di…well..iam supr happy to hear tat u r a kvian..but c..u have lived in defence campus…u know the culture there…its unique with ppl of all states and cultures living together…i am missing it badly….ya..iam trying not to lose hope…now i have prepared myself for a battle….well…grp is in google ameena di is missing otherwise it wud b a real paagal grp…u give ur mail id or msg maild id u will find in maandey dis ff…in episode39..c the comment of mine with maandey di…love u….

  14. Nt

    Roshnii… Y no updates in any of ur ff… Update naa dearr… I need something to read as a break…??? books are killing me… Soo plzzzzz update is jldii jldii…???

    • one of my ff is updated dear. amd this one you will get by tOnight and I completely understand. I am sorry for the delay πŸ™

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