Hello all, sorry for posting it this late.
I’m really sorry.
“Days passed……every second without him felt like an hour, I never confessed my feelings to him. I came to home after after my graduation. I stay in an orphanage with a family of 100 members. I don’t to to whom I was born. I tried contacting my biological parents, but I failed miserably. And now, Sanskaar…… I don’t know why is god playing with my emotions and feelings. I heard someone calling me ‘Ragini di, please come down….. Babu sir calling you’ I went down to meet Babu sir (he helped me alot in this orphanage, he supported me a lot) with the help of my stick.
I could feel the positivity when I entered Babu sirs room, He hugged me tightly, I felt his tear droplets on my neck. I asked him what was happening? He said ‘Ragini, aaj se tumhari saari dukh gayab ho jayega……hame tumhare liye aankhe mil gyi h Ragini’….. I felt nothing at that time, I was happy but wasn’t able to express my happiness knowing that someone else is losing their happiness, their eyes. I asked him ‘who is donating me eyes?’ He said someone one passed away recently and their family decided to donate the organs. I hugged him back and headed to back to my room. God is again unfair, He killed someone to make me happy, I don’t know what to feel…. Should I feel happy because I get to see this world? or should I feel sad that someone died? I was thinking all about this when babu sir came into my room.
He asked me ‘if everything was okay?’ I said ‘yes, everything is fine’. He asked ‘aren’t you happy?’ I said ‘yes yes I’m very happy, finally I get to see this beautiful world’ showing my fake happiness on my face. I guess he saw my fake happiness and said ‘hmm Ragini, I know what are you thinking, but you should know that everything happens for good. Don’t think too much about this..and take rest, Operation will take place in 2 days….. don’t be sad because of this’ He tapped my shoulder saying this and left me in my room with my thoughts. I still don’t know how did he figure out what I was thinking?…..two more days to see this world, I don’t know if am excited or not, but as babu sir said ‘everything happens for good’ Let’s see what God has planned for me in my future days.
Thanks for reading.. 🙂