You could have waited a bit more?

Vansh’s POV:

Three and a half year

I dont think there is anything left.
I was there on the dying bad,oh no,my body was not abandoned by my soul,it was just what they medically claim,coma?
Ya ,its that.
My wife,my kids,how miserable it would have been for them to pass this phase,my family,had no one else than them ,my soul,ahh,it would have been better if I had died.
They would,have not died then,well slowly my fingers showed movement,and as soon as my gaze striked the cieling,lying there with wires all over,the tears,oh,they were warm ,man,I remembered everything,and when there was no one else but the nurse,she told me that it 2 nd half years till I am in coma,she moved,she moved to call my wife,and tell her,that her Vansh is now alive,but I stopped her,I will reach them myself,let it be a surprise,
Three days,it would be a lie if I say I had not expected them to visit me,I did ,I did see every moment,at the door,they would be marching inside any moment,and would get unbounded happiness,but hey,they didnt,It means,they had stopped visiting me all through this time?
Preferably yes,but not their fault,fault was of destiny,and it’s great indeed,why was I expecting them to visit daily.
Well i recovered enough in three days to reach them,to reach the VR mansion, to see that reaction of theirs, when i would be standing at the door,
My arms opened,my wife,Ragini, would die in the moment ,but i would not let her,to shed even a single tear,my love,my life,my kids,they would have grown up right?
Not that much,they are still 6 and 3,right?
You are going to have no idea
how much am dying to live the moment
When you will  be there,my arms open
To embrace you tight,new era of our life.”
But nothing happened, they had,successfully moved on with a man.
I dont repent,I have no animosity or hatred,its just,she could have waited a bit more?
But it’s okay,I am okay,indeed okay.
These tears? Ya,it hurts,it hurts a lot,no man would accept to be replaced, in the life of his own life,but ,its okay,it is really okay.

“Stop it”,and her scream echoing from the dark clouds all around,the storm enough to cover her face,from her hair strands,and she took no moment to pull him back,while he was stunned for a second,who is she to stop him from jumping off,when his own wife ,had left him,who was she to care about his life?

But her pull,covering his arm with both of hers,and incessant,scoldings !
“Have you lost it,what were you going to so,and why,for what purpose,you have to stay still,stay still until i order”
And he smirked within seconds,from the state of confusion to confidence,he was sure enough to take his life.
“I had died long back Ma’am,its just that body is going to separate from soul now”
And his force,to push her aside,he was stronger,and she just couldn’t believe, why was she dying to save a stranger,why wont she,any human would,and so continued with her endless efforts,of pulling him,of cupping his face,of making him understand,endless chanting,she is there,she will take care of everything,but for him she was,just a stranger,why would anyone listen to a stranger.
No one would?
And he too,didn’t,and within seconds,just jumped off,all lost,in the thoughts of ,his Ragini.
And she,Riddhima ,she was just,deeply affected by all this,this encounter of some moments,they shared so much emotions,via their eyes,was enough for her to live her life,alone,endlessly.
Its not hurting that you chose her over me
It’s extremely okay,just as our instant love is
It’s just that,we could have been
We could have got better feel,if you would have waited a bit ..”.
Dishathakur

ख्वाहिशे बदनाम है ।

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