As they go in the car she was beginning to feel nauseous and he opened the windows to let in some fresh air.
The nauseousness subsided and she put her head out of the window to feel the cool breeze against her face.
She smiled as she felt the breeze on her face; she felt care free and was content.
She stuck her head in the car again and rested her head on his shoulder making him give her a surprised look.
He kind of like this Ishita
Playful
Relaxed
Carefree
Is this that she is like when drunk?
Raman was mystified and amused by the sight.
She suddenly came closer and snuggled up against him.
And she hugged his upper arm …..
Partially in shock
He looked at her who now was drifting to sleep.
He tried to adjust himself
To free him of her.
Which only made her come even closer,
As she let out naughty have drunk giggle .
Hmmmm you smell so good.
He was so uncomfortable with the whole situation the close proximity of her …….
Her hair against his face……………
That damned jasmine smell …
He could feel her heartbeat and softness of her bosom and the swell it made with every breath she took.
Not again he thought.
Control yourself.
The car stopped and he was abruptly brought back to reality.
He got out and opened her door and carried her up the stairs to the door.
He opened the door and quickly made his way to their room.
She looked so peaceful in her sleep.
He laid her on the bed
As he was about to free his arm from under her when she pulled him to the bed.
Making him fall next to her.
This caused her pallu to come loosen and fall to the other side.
She cuddled him closer and pulled him towards her.
A jolt came through his body making his eyes pop as he touched her bare skin.
He let his hand linger a while……
So soft and silky…
Like butter……
He gentle moved his hand on her skin to savour the moment
a soft moan escaped her mouth.
He quickly moved his hand away.
He was lost.
He wanted to take her and……. explore her body ………..
Now I’m Stuck here and I have to control myself.
Focus, Raman, Focus !
Why does she do this to me…..she makes my senses go wild…… he thought.
How does she feel about me?
He knew he had to control himself from the primal urges.
This is not the way to take their relationship further……………….I need her to want this too he thought.
His mind was a mess filled with thought………….
Of him making love to her and making her his wife………………in every way.
He started counting as he normally does as part of controlling his anger
1,2,3,4,5,slowly drifting to sleep……………….
Lost in thoughts……..
and unknowingly cuddling closer to her.