When u r mine ur dreams r also mine.. (part 22) (first failure)

Helloooooooooooooo guys… am back again..

Hope you all are happy to see me back early…

I thought to give this part early as a compensation for all the late updates…

So today’s question is…
Which is your favorite character from any Hindi tv shows???
Mine was both our SWASAN.. who taught world the real meaning of selflessness and love..

And my other favorite character was khushi from ipkknd, madhubala but the most favorite one is jethalal from tmkoc. I just love him to the core..

Waiting for your answers too…

Now let’s start with the update…

The days were going on and swara had her first periodic exams in between….

They were not much important for the final result…
And she was not taking it much seriously…

The exams were there immediately after her Diwali breaks and she couldn’t have a proper time preparing for it..
As there were a lots of guests in the house and besides it was SWASAN’S and raglak’s first Diwali after marriage and the holy puja was performed in the house…

In all this swara couldn’t prepare properly for her exams….

Sanskaar was telling again n again to tell her to study and swara was sometimes busy and sometimes ignored his sayings being too tired..

So Sanskaar also chose to stay quite and let her learn her lesson on her own…

Her exams passed away and when asked she said that her papers went ok-ok…

After few days…

At night.. after dinner…

Swara was sitting in the balcony on the floor with her head hunged down and she was staring at her fingers which were on her lap…

Her eyes were a bit teary….. she had bit both her lips tightly….

Sanskaar who entered the room at that time only came there and saw her sitting on the floor…

He wasn’t able to see her face as her head was facing downwards…

He frowned seeing her sitting like that.. don’t know why but she was behaving weired since the time she came home..

Now it was making him worried…

Sanskaar: (acting casually) swara.. what are you doing here… you are doing time pass only these days.. now come inside fast and study for sometime.. always I have to remind you to study….

Hearing this tears started flowing freely from her eyes…
She tried her best to control her sobs but failed as a few sniffs escaped her mouth….

Sanskaar’s eyes widened hearing her sobs.. thought he being worried…..

Sanskaar quickly sat beside her and enveloped her in hug…

Sanskaar: (worried as hell now) swara… shhh shona what happened dear… why are you crying please at least tell me….

Swara just kept on crying shaking her head in no…

Sanskaar: swara… swara.. shhshhh.. (he separated himself from her and made her look at him wiping her tears off by his thumb) (she was still looking down ) swara… look at me.. at least tell me Na…

Swara: (crying) I.. I.. am not capable Sanskaar… am not.. I failed sanskaar.. I fai.. failed… i fail… I failed you… I failed my mama…I.. I…

Sanskaar just looked at her with concern filled eyes…

He made her sit on the bed and made her drink water…. then he asked her calmly about what actually happened…

Swara : you know Sanskaar… i.. I got my anatomy marks today… I… I… just got 50/100… in theory I got 25/60 and in practical I got 25/40 I failed in theory Sanskaar..  I disappointed everyone.. I disappointed everyone.. I disappointed you.. I ….I…..

Saying this she chokes and starts crying again…

While Sanskaar took a deep sigh and wiped her tears off caressing her cheeks gently….

Sanskaar: shhshhh.. shhshh shona… stop crying princess… stop crying…(makes her look at him) hmm.. now come on look at me.. come on… hmm.. now answer my few questions okay…

Swara looked at him with innocent eyes…..

Sanskaar: swara which sportsman you like???

Swara : (confused and innocently) dhoni…

Sanskaar: hmm so did they dhoni alwats beat a century?? Didn’t he ever get out on 0 runs??

Swara : (innocently) no sanskaar he did.. in fact in first few matches he scored really less…

Sanskaar: (raising his brows) so does that mean that he is incapable of playing cricket…. does that lessen his talent (she nods in no) no right??? The same implies to you too swara… don’t take this failure upon you.. don’t let it suppress tour power.. don’t let it depress you.. let it expose you swara.. let it expose you..
This test of yours was just to teach you that this wasn’t enough.. this isn’t enough.. where is your passion swara.. where is passion for studying this subject.. where is your curio.. where is your planning where is your hardwork.. where are your sacrifices… what are you giving away for your studies.. what are you sacrificing for it that it will return back to you in form of results.. what swara??? Don’t answer these questions to me..answer them to yourself. To gain something you have to lose something to.. are you ready to lose it?? Are you ready to study when everyone else is enjoying?? Are you ready to spend your holidays in this room studying when everyone else is roaming out… ask yourself swara.. and decide what you want to do off this failure . You want to learn or you want to let go and sit there crying… but always remember swara sacrifice is the toughest part and it is what makes you more stronger then others.. you will have to sacrifice tour wishes your time tour hunger your  sleep.. remember swara I can help you but it’s you who has to take and make decisions.. I will always be there for you.. but it’s you who has to make the move ….

Saying this he went from there leaving her fighting with her own thoughts….

Precap: working out TOGETHER….

Hey guys am so sorry I know am more than late and I have nothing to give except for apologies…

I promise the next part to be early if I get some good response especially on Tu…

I don’t know what I have wrote in this part.. I know this part was too boring.. no swasan scenes no cute scenes but it was important part of the story… hope you people liked it and hope I have not bored you people much..

Am so sorry if it was too boring.. the next part will me a longer one..

Meet you all in the next part. Till then bubye…
Love you all..
LOVE SWASAN…