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This is for eighteen +, so skip if u r uncomfortable
“God, I’m so nervous. Y this day came in our life? I married to a stranger to whom I met only at once. How could I gave myself to him? Does the meaning of marriage is s*x only?”
Suddenly the door opened and She clutched bed sheet tightly. Sanskar was standing at the door.
“Come on Sanskar it’s ur room Y r u so afraid? She is ur wife.” Lots of thoughts were conflicting in his mind.
“Nervous.” Lucky whispered in his ear.
“Bhai, what r u doing here?”
Lucky directly went inside. “I came here to give my blessings to bahu rani.” He was fully drunk, holding the glass in one hand he moved towards Swara. “Bahu Rani, my chotey(little brother) is quite nervous.” Lucky was about to fall on bed, meantime Sanskar hold him.
“Bhai, u have to be in ur room. I’ll manage here.”
Lucky pulled his cheeks. “I know u.” He looked towards Swara her face was covered in veil. He kept his hand on her head. She became afraid. “Always be happy, God give u both every happiness.”
“Bhai, now u please go.”
“Ji ap yaha kya kr rahe h? (What r u doing here?)” Ragini came inside the room in search of Lucky.
Lucky took his gold chain. “Bahu Rani, this is gift from ur Bhai.”
“Ji, it’s too expensive how u…” Lucky threw the glass on the floor with full force. Ragini and Swara both shivered with this act.
“Who the hell r u to order me?”
“Ji woh.” Lucky hold her arms tightly.
“Come with me I’ll show u your place.” He forcefully took her outside the room. Sanskar closed the door.
“Sanskar ji, u should go with them.”
“U don’t worry about them.” He sit near her. He removed the veil and saw her beautiful face.
“But Sanskar ji.”
“Sssh,” He placed finger on her lips. “We will discuss about them later.”
He cupped her face. “U r very beautiful Swara.” He kissed on her forehead, but Swara closed her eyes. She knew what would happen next. He removed the nose ring. She didn’t got courage to open her eyes. His hand moved towards her ear rings. Her body was badly shivering in fear, in fear of losing herself not willingly but under this rule of society. She couldn’t say no to him. How could she? And if she did there might be chances that he would be more harsh towards her. While removing the bangles, her wrist got hurt.
“Aaah,?.”
“I’m sorry.” She looked in his eyes. She was shocked as well. Husband never says sorry. No matter how much they hurt their wife but it was, it is, only her who have to apologize. Many time she saw fights in her home, her father even slapped her ma. But always her mother apologized. She taught that it was women who have to bow down before man. Though it was a small matter. He immediately took first aid box and clean the wound.
“Swara, is it paining?” She nodded her head in no. He removed other jewelries. He moved closer to kiss her, she tightly closed her eyes… Her heart were beating very fastly. ‘God Please save me.’
“Swara, I think u should change ur dress. It’s too heavy. U go.” She was beyond shock what happened to him so sudden. She left for bathroom. When she returned back, Sanskar cleaned the glass pieces. Still questions was running her mind.
“U r not feeling sleepy.” He asked.
“Sanskar ji, u…”
“Come sit here.” He hold her hand. “Swara, I know lots of questions r arising in ur mind. U r thinking na Y I didn’t touched u?”
“It’s ur right Sanskar ji.”
“Do u love me Swara?” She became silent. She had no answer, or she didn’t love him. “I know u don’t. Swara what is the real meaning of shuhagrat.”
“Man makes love with his wife.”
“Right, love making, but for that we should love each other but u don’t love me now. So u tell how can I touch u without ur wish.”
“But I didn’t denied. U r my husband u have full right on my body. Ma said a man completes her wife by doing this.”
“Doing
“Doing what? s*x.”
She nodded yes.
“Swara, real man wins women heart by his love, not her body by force. Swara I fell for u since the time I saw u. I can’t force my love, I saw how afraid u were when I tried to kiss u.”
“I’m sorry.”
“U need not to. Now u take rest.” She slept and sanskar laid down besides her. “Don’t worry I’ll not cross my limits.”
“I tust u.” Swasan tried to sleep but they couldn’t.
‘First time sleeping with a stranger.’ She turned back and looked towards him. ‘Thank you God for saving me. Sanskar ji is very nice man.’
“Swara, u r not getting sleep.”
“No, can we talk Sanskar ji.” They sat taking the support of bed.
“Sanskar ji, Tell me something about yourself.”
“It’s nothing interesting about me. I’m a farmer, before u my alliance was fixed with a girl but she refused because she didn’t wanted to live in village, but I didn’t felt bad. But Swara when we got engaged I was afraid, what if u would say no.”
“How much u love me?”
“Don’t know.”
“Sanskar ji, I would not able to love u back, then U will…” He understood what she wanted to say.
“I’ll not face u Swara. I’m not a coward. Swara I want a promise from u.” He hold he hand. “U love me or not it’s ur choice but promise me that u will not cheat me. If u love someone else or anything…”
Swara kept hand on his mouth. “Please never say these words to me. I never had any relation with anyone. For women her dignity matters the most. I promise I’ll be faithful.”
“Sorry to hurt u. And I promise to give u respect that u deserves.”
“Please don’t be live ur brother.”
“Bhai, is not that much bad as people think.”
“But he forcefully took bhabi.”
“Swara, Bhai loves her but never shows.”
“Y? If we love someone we have to show it. Like u.” Sanskar smiled and took Swara in his embrace.
“So, u like that I love u.” It was obvious that we felt especial when we got to know someone loves us, and for Swara that someone was her hubby.
“Actually Swara, Ragini babhi is Bhai’s second wife. He loved his first wife a lot but she eloped. People said he gave lots of love to her, she misused it. Then Ragini bhabi came in his life. Slowly slowly Bhai fall for her but he never gave her that much love and respect because he is afraid.”
“He is afraid to lose his love again.”
“Ya Swara, moreover people said if he keep his wife under his feet she will not disobey u. Bhai believes if he would rude with her she will never leave him.” He looked towards her. “That’s why asked that to u. Please don’t leave me.”
“Sanskar ji, U will also become like ur bhai.”
“No, worse than him. I know more day I’ll be with u, my love will increase more and more.”
Swara hugged him. “I’ll not leave u… I’m very lucky to have u.”
Sanskar caressed her hairs. She slept in his arms.
Their first night. Most beautiful for them. Swara never knew that someone loved her this much that he would ready to wait for her approval. She knew she would definitely love him. He was the best.
Next morning, Swara found herself in Sanskar’s arms. She was just admiring him. His words touched her heart.
“Knock, knock…” Ragini came.
“Devrani sa, it’s not ur home. Devar sa to marad h woh jita chaheyh so sakte h par thare ko, ( Sanskar is a man he is allowed to sleep, but u have to.)
“Sorry.”
“This is ur clothes, ma sa send this for u. Go change.” Swara left.
Ragini went towards their bed where Sanskaar was sleeping. She looked towards blood spots on the sheet. She interrupted the situation wrong. She thought, perhaps Swasan got intimate, and Swara lost her virginity.
“That’s mean, Devrani sa is right… Choice for Sanskaar.” Swara came out, she noticed Ragini was staring Sanskaar.
“Bhabi ji, what r u doing?”
“Nothing.” She kept her hand on her head. “I’m happy u didn’t lied. After taking blessings from ur husband come down.” She left.
“Jeth ji, is not showring his love on her. That’s why her eyes is on my Sanskar ji.”
“Devrani sa.” Ragini called her.
“Ji coming.” Swara touched Sanskar’s feet. He woke up.
“Swara, what r u doing?”
“Ji, u r my husband so, this is our ritual to start day by taking the blessing from our husband. Because husband is God.” He smiled.
He moved forward to touch her feet.
“Ji what r u doing it’s a sin.”
“Y? If husband is God then wife must be Goddess.” He cupped her face. “Swara, husband and wife both r equal. If u will touch my feet then I’ll also.”
He kissed on her forehead. “Good Morning my love.” He noticed tears in her eyes. “Sorry, I’ll not kiss u again.” He took, a letter from Almera. “I know u want to study further. This is ur admission letter. I have already talked papa about it. U can join from tomorrow.”
She hugged him immediately. “Sanskar ji, ap sach mai bhagwan ho. (Ur really a God.) I was very much afraid, what would happen after marriage but, u completed my all wishes without saying.”
“I’m not God Swara, even I’m selfish. I’m doing this to win ur heart, to get ur love.” He broke the hug. “I love u SWARA.”
He left for washroom. Swara was feeling herself most luckiest girl. but for Ragini who was watching all this, it was an another wound on her heart. This much love, this much respect. This man literally defined the true meaning of love, and in that field her hubby failed.
Swara was happy. Like this day passed and Swara completed all duty of good wife and bahu… One fine morning. Swara’s hand was dough with flour.
“Devrani sa, do it fast we don’t have full day.”
“Ji, I’m doing.” Ragini left.
“Swara, where is my key.” Sanskar was continuously shouting. Swara ran inside the room.
“Sanskar ji, it’s there on the side of that painting.” Sanskar tried to take keys by painting on the wall fell down and slightly hit on his forehead.
“Ahh…”
Swara immediately cupped his forehead. “Let me check where it hurt. U r very careless Sanskar ji.”
Then she noticed all the dough flour was stuck on his face and hairs.
“What u did Swara?”
“Hahah ???? Sanskar ji look at u. U r looking dam funny. White ghost.”
“Haha, very funny. What u made ur hubby in ur love. Flour man.” Swara was continuously laughing.
“Haha ?? white ghost.??? .”
“Swara now stop laughing at me.”
“But u looks funny, my cutiepie ghost?.” She pulled his cheeks.
“So u won’t stop.”
“No.” He hold her wrist and pinned her at wall. “Sanskar ji, leave me.”
“Now say what r u saying? Who am I? White ghost?.”
“No no, ur not ghost. U r Sanskar ji.”
“No, I’m ghost now I’ll not leave my victim.” He kissed on her cheek. She closed her her but time not in fear but in new arising feelings. “I love u.” He kissed on her forehead and left to washroom.
Ragini who came to call Swara, saw this, she didn’t like it.
Swara knew that she had started falling for Sanskar. And Sanskar could also saw the love in her eyes. But he wanted her to take initiative for their relation. Swara wanted to make everything fine between Ragini and laksh.
“Jeth ji, chai( tea.)☕.”
“Shukriya (thanks) bahu Rani.” Swara was thinking how to start the topic. “U want to say something.”
“Please don’t take me wrong but if u love babhi sa, then U should show it… I mean.”
“Bahu Rani…” He shouted a loud. “Be in ur limits. I told Chotey to show u ur real place.”
“But Bhai sa…” He threw the cup… And left for the room.
Ragini came there. “Devrani sa, Y he was in so much anger. See be in ur limits.”
“But bhabi sa, I…” Ragini showed her hand.
“U need not to interface in my matter.”
She wanted everything to be right… Should she help them or leave it thinking it was their personal matter. But she determined to sort out everything, whatever her mother taught her. She finally succeeded when she lied Laksh that in which car Ragini went, that car met an accident. He became mad and went out but when she saw Ragini watering the plant. He got relived…
“R u OK Ragini?” He hugged her. “Thank God u r OK.”
“What happened ji?”
“Swara said… U, accident.” Then he realised what he did. He broke the hug. “Nothing, he left.”
Swara smiled seeing this.
“Devrani sa, go take food devar sa must be hungry.” Ragini tried to hide her happiness.
“Ok,” Swara hide her smile. She was about to leave.
“Swara.”
“Ji bahbi sa.”
“Thanks.”
Swara was happy atleast her little try brought closeness between them. She wanted to share this with Sanskar.
“Sanskar ji, food.” She looked at him her was completely drenched in sweat.
“Swara, Y u came here u can send ramu kaka.”
The sat down under the shed of tree.
“Shona, it’s too hot and ur clothes r too heavy. U go home.”
“Sanskar ji, Y u work here in field.”
“I’m a farmer Swara.”
“But, u have lot of money, u can choose any profession. Doctor, engineer, any thing…”
“For me this profession is best, we farmer gives food to doctor, engineer every person. No work is small Swara and I’m happy with my work.” She admired his thinking. “So Mrs Maheshwari what u bought for me.”
He was about to eat Swara stopped him.
“Sanskar ji, first wash ur hand. Lots of dirt in it.”
“Let it be Swara, I’m feeling very hungry.”
“No, u will fall ill. And I don’t want this.”
“Caring… U r thinking if something happens to ur hu…”
“Don’t say anything. I’ll feed u.” Swara feed him and Sanskar kissed her hand.
“I love u SWARA.” She blushed.
“How many time u will say this.”
“Through out my life.” They lost in each other eyes. “Swara…”
“Hmm.”
“I want water.”
“I forgot to bring it.” Suddenly it started raining. “See God has listen ur prayer.”
She noticed he was staring her. His intense gaze was making her nervous. “Sanskar ji, let’s go home.”
He hold her hand and pulled her back, she landed on his chest.
“U don’t listen I’m thirsty.”
He smooched on her cheeks. She clutched his kurta. He rubbed his thumb on her lips. “Sanskar ji, koi dekh lega.”
“Sssh,” he kissed on her lips. First kiss of love. New experience for them. He was gently tasting her lips. She also responded. Swara hugged him.
“I’m sorry.”
“Sanskar, please take me home. I can’t walk.” He lifted her in his arms…
They directly went inside their room from backyard. Sanskar pushed the door by his leg. And placed her on the bed.
“U r drenched, change the clothes…” He was about to go Swara hold his hand.
“Sanskar, I love u.” He was on 9th cloud he kissed on her forehead.
“I love u to Swara.”
“Please, love me. I want to give myself to u.”
He kissed on her cleavage and removed her clothes. Her boss*m are rising and falling. She was ready for being complete. This man really won her heart, soul now she was giving him her body also. Completely his, ya that what she wanted. His hand taking the feel of her body. She was soft, smooth a divine beauty. These things can be this much beautiful she never thought, his touch was igniting the fire in her body. When he undid his shirt she was amazed to see him, he was really a iron man. His biceps completely covered her body. They way he was kissing her were making her feel so special. When his lips were sucking her puffy boss*m, she started realising, some sensation below her abdomen.
“Sanskar, something is happening here.”
“Where?” He asked huskily in her ear… She hold her hand and placed at right place.
“Here.” He rubbed his middle finger on her core. She clutched his hand. “I can’t handle it anymore.”
“U r ready Swara, ur body r ready for me.” He removed his boxes. He hold her hand and kept it on his arousal. Shivered, what was that. “See what u did to me Swara?”
She tried to withdrew her hand. But his grip was so tight. She noticed his size… “I’ll die Sanskar ji. I can’t handle this.”
He cupped her face. “Look into my eyes do u really think I would hurt u.”
“But… It was too big…” He could see the fear of getting hurt in her eyes. He kissed on her forehead.
“My love, just look in to my eyes.” He spread her legs. Now he was ready. He placed it at her entrance. He applied little force and she hugged him. “Don’t worry, it will hurt u little in beginning.”
“Hmm.”
She was tight for him. His effort was hurting her. She bite on his shoulder. It was fighting between pain and two soul who wanted to be one… Both were determined at their place. But love won. Her body accepted him. For that his back had to suffered a lot which was badly hurt by her nails. He started thrusting… She also responded. They were enjoying their moment. He shifted his gaze to that place where they were joined.
“Sanskar, I love u…”
She was waiting for his love to be showered inside her womb. He withdrew himself.
“Sanskar ji, what happened?” He didn’t utter a single word and directly went inside the washroom.
She couldn’t understand what happened they were very near then what happened at sudden to him. She wore his shirt.
“Sanskar ji.” She knocked the washroom door. “What happened to u? If u r guilty then, I’m not hurt at all. Please open the door.”
“Knock knock…” Ragini came at the door. “Swara, dinner is ready come down.”
“Ji, babhi sa u go I’m coming.” She wore her clothes back. Sanskar was still in washroom.
“Sanskar ji, all r calling us for dinner.” No response. She was panicked. “R u OK? Please tell me.”
Then she heard shower noise. “Ok, u come fast.” She went at the door, she was happy just a moment before but now what happened to Sanskar. She came back. “Sanskar ji I want to say something. I love u. Only u.”
Swaragini was serving dinner to everyone.
“Ragini, food is tasty.” First time Laksh praised her.
“Thanks ji.” She smiled. And thanked Swara.
Just then Sanskar came. Swara severed him. “Sanskar ji, ur favorite kheer.”
“I don’t want to eat anything sweet.” He didn’t gave any attention to her. Not a single smile. But she kept herself under the false hope might be some reason.
After dinner as soon as Swara entered inside the room Sanskar closed the door.
“Sanskar ji, r u OK?”
“Swara, I’ll ask u something. Answer me correctly. Ok.”
“Ji…”
“Were u in any relation before this marriage…”
“Y r u asking this? I already told u. U r the first person in my life. I love but ur this question hurt me a lot.”
“Really Swara u r hurt. I’m hurt…”
“What r u talking about Sanskar ji. I didn’t deny u. U said u want my willingness for taking this relation in next level.”
“Yes, but I also asked u if u have anything, in ur past life then tell me. Any man.” How could he claim on her character
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“What happened to u at sudden?” She cupped his face. “We r one soul, Sanskar. Y u stopped in middle?”
He jerked her with force. “Because u r not virgin Swara, I’m not the first man to touch u.”
“No, it’s a lie Sanskar ji. Who told u this rubbish?”
“I’m not that much educate but this much I know. If a girl slept with a man first time then, her hymen layer broke and it’s bleeds. But when we did this nothing happened because u gave this right to someone else.”
She had no answer. What she could say she had no proof, no answer. He cupped her face.
“I loved u a lot, if u already in a reation with other then Y u spoiled my life. Tell me Swara…” She was quite. “Answer me did anybody force u… Tell me if is it so, then I’ll not leave that person. Tell me dammed.”
“No,…” She took a pause. “Nobody forced me. Sanskar ji, u r the first person who kissed me. To whom I gave permission to touch me.”
“Again a lie.”
“No… I really love u.”
“I don’t believe u. It’s better u never accept my love. I would live in false hope but never came to know about ur cheating.”
“I didn’t cheat u. I love u.”
“Don’t say this again. Because I hate now… I hate u from the core of my heart.” He left the room.
She cried whole night. What a woman could do when her husband was pointing finger on her character. It was morning when her sleep broke. She woke as Sanskar came inside the room. He took all his clothes and packed them.
“Sanskar ji what r u doing?”
“We can’t stay together. I’m leaving this room. Ur face would always remind me ur lie.”
She broke from inside. “Virginity, this was the base of our relation Sanskar ji. U think I’m not virgin that’s why u r leaving me… So it would better I’ll leave this house.”
Just then someone slapped her she was Ragini. “U cheap. I asked u first day, that u r virgin or not but u spoiled my Devar’s life. U blo*dy sl*t…”
“Bhabhi.” Sanskar shouted.
“Seriously, Devar sa u r still supporting her.” She looked towards Swara. “If u have shame then leave this house. I don’t want any dirt here.”
She spoke this much but Sanskar was quite. She packed her luggage. He looked around the room and towards Sanskar but he turned his face.
“I don’t have any proof Sanskar. I never expected that I’ll get someone like u. U please take care of yourself and one more thing. I love u… I love Sanskar ji.” He wiped his tears to hide his tears from her.
She took her luggage and left from the Maheshwari house. What a joke God played with her. A hymen layer decided her fate. No matter what she did for her family, she gave hope Ragini’s and laksh relation but still one word VIRGINITY decided her character. No matter how much Sanskar loved her. But still every one wants a virgin girl. U know what even God did partiality he gave hymen layer to woman to decide her character her purity but for there is no such layer for a man, Y? Y always girl need to proof her purity. Y God, Y different rules for a girl and for a boy. Boy need not to give the proof of VIRGINITY. Y they r so special? No one have answer all r quite. ?
Sorry if anyone hurt. I hope you got my message, next part I’ll post as per ur response. But seriously this is the bitter truth of society. Ur friend nilu?.