Hi this is VHM…….With a short OS on Shivika……..Please ignore typos and grammatical mistakes……
This OS is an unspoken conversation between Shivaay and Anika .. while Anika walks away after being thrown out of OM and Shivaay locks himself in room……….Basically the conversation between shivaay and Anika in their thoughts……
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(SHIVAAY ‘’ = SHIVAAY POV, ANIKA ‘’ = ANIKA POV )
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Shivaay ”Why did you do this with me Anika?”
Anika ”I had to but I cannot explain you …don’t you know me Shivaay?”
Shivaay ”i know you …my heart doesn’t want to believe all this….but i cannot even deny what i heard and saw”
Anika ”Shivaay…sometimes you have to believe your heart rather than what you see”
Shivaay ”Anika i am not like everyone who believe everything so easily or poetically listen to heart”
Anika ”and i am not the one who can make a person like you understand”
Shivaay ”you should have tried Anika…you should have”
Anika ”Shivaay …you remember we spoke to each other that whatever is the situation we will trust each other..but why did you not trust me today”
Shivaay ”after listening to your words how do you expect me to trust anything else…I was trusting your words that you spoke infront of everyone…the whole world , our whole family…what was my fault”
Anika ”I don’t want to say anything over this …but all I want to do is ask you something …couldn’t you see the pain in my eyes Shivaay?”
Shivaay ”I did see…but I could’t understand anything…..what truth were you hiding Anika and why did you do this…still it’s not late…. atleast tell me now”
Anika ”i cannot come back Shivaay…i cannot come back to tell you any truth….”
Shivaay ”so will you let me live with this burden for ever”
Anika ”Understand Shivaay sometimes truth hurts more than pool of lies…only if you could understand”
Shivaay ”i don’t want to understand anything …i just want you to be the same whom i always wanted to be by my side”
Anika ”i am the same Shivaay…you couldn’t identify”
Shivaay ”ok fine …you will not accept…tell me onething …can you stay away from me?”
Anika ”living without you is an punishment….and i have made myself ready to take this punishment…and I have already started bearing it…….”
Shivaay ”why Anika ..why……i am still longing for you….come and say that all you did was drama…i will still accept you…”
Anika ”when you feel i did drama …accept that this is for you”
Shivaay ”Anika ….i am falling weak….i am really falling weak..”
Anika ”i am also giving up Shivaay…but we both need to be strong…..”
Shivaay ”all these days while you were with me my strength doubled and when you left my confidence grounded”
Anika ” all i can say is you need to take care of yourself…whether i am with you or not’’
Shivaay ‘’fine …you will not come back and I cannot bring you back…so what is the solution’’
Anika ‘’you have to find the solution as problem aroused at your end’’
Shivaay ‘’what if I lose my ability to find the solution’’
Anika ‘’ we will never become one again’’
Shivaay ‘’don’t say so Anika……’’
Anika ‘’only if I could’’
Shivaay ‘’before you leave….i wanted to say I LOVE YOU ANIKA’’
Anika ‘’all these days I was dying to hear this and when you said this I am far away from you….but still I want to say I LOVE YOU TOO SHIVAAY’’
Shivaay ‘’for the first time I felt we should have never met…and even if we met we shouldn’t have been in an unspoken yet strong relationship and all this shouldn’t have happened’’
Anika ‘’meeting and getting separated was in our destiny but remember we are always united by hearts….’’
Shivaay ‘’what if I see someone else after you leave’’
Anika ‘’it’s not possible for you Shivaay because after whatever happened you will not believe anyone else so easily’’
Shivaay ‘’so much confidence on me?’’
Anika ‘’more than I have on myself’’
Shivaay ‘’I will meet you soon Anika and this time only to hurt you for leaving me’’
Anika ‘’I will also wait for you Shivaay …only to answer you in my way’’
Shivaay ‘’may be it will be fun…Tadibaaz vs Jhansi ki Rani’’
Anika ‘’no it will not be fun as you will have to choose between nafrat or pyaar’’
Shivaay ‘’I will miss you Anika…I will miss you a lot’’
Anika ‘’I am already missing you Shivaay…..’’
Shivaay ‘’we will meet soon to have our tashan restarted’’
Anika ‘’yes we will’’
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So that was it…I donno what I have written but this thought just passed my mind and I thought of penning it down…please do post your opinions…all sort of comments are welcome whether it is good or bad……I will try to reply as soon as possible !!!