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Tears rolled down my cheeks. I said those words but I really didn’t meant it. Those words were just blurted out of anger I couldn’t take it when she was making me responsible of all the turns of events in her life. I could never ever think for my Ragini like that because I Love her and can even sacrifice myself for her. I closed my eyes in pain.
The song got finished everyone one was hooting, cheering, clapping for her. This was indeed a refreshment for Uttara. She was smiling there looking at Shobhit lovingly, after all she helped me so much in realising my love for Ragini. 6 months ago when Ragini left me, I suffered from depression and she was the only one who stood beside me helping me to overcome it. I used to fight with myself, keep on crying the whole day when she took me to a psychiatrist. I was initially afraid listening to ‘psychiatrist’ but everything went on smoothly. I was fully cured in 3 months just because of the fact that Ragini loves me and I love her ?
“So let’s rock the dance floor” Swara announced
“Umm Couple Dance?”
A bright smile occupied my face listening to Uttara.
“Yes and we’ll change our partners after every song” Swara said looking at Sanskar from the corner of her eyes
I stared Ragini who was busy listening Swara carefully and was probably tensed. Uttara came to her and kept her hand on Ragini’s pacifying her.
Don’t worry Ragini you’ll dance with me only.
Ragini’s POV :
What the hell? Do I have to dance also that too with every guy?
“Everyone take your position”
Why do this Swara is always so excited for dance. I turned and saw Laksh coming towards me but suddenly Rehaan came infront of me and extended his hand for dance and I accepted!
Na jiya zindagi ek pal bhi
Tujhse hoke judaa sun zara
Bin tere mujhse naaraaz tha dil
Tu mila hai toh hai keh raha
(We went to the dance floor and kept my hands on his shoulder sliding to his neck. He tried his best to make me comfortable. He encircled his hands on my waist.)
Main toh tere rang mein
Rang chuka hoon
Bas tera ban chuka hoon
Mera mujhme kuch nahi sab tera
(I LOOKED HERE AND THERE. EVERYONE WAS BUSY IN DANCING. TO MY LEFT WAS UTTARA WITH SHOBHIT AND TO MY RIGHT SWARA WITH SANSKAR.)
Main toh tere dhang mein
Dhal chuki hoon
Bas teri ban chuki hoon
Mera mujhme kuch nahi
Sab tera, sab tera..
Sab tera, sab tera..
(HE TWIRLED ME AND DIPPED ME. I WAS IN THAT POSITION FOR A SECOND SAW LAKSH LOOKING AT US. I ABRUPTLY GOT UP AND COMPOSED MYSELF.)
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Dhoop se nikal ke
Chhaanv se phisal ke
Hum mile jahaan par
Lamha tham gaya
Aasmaan pighal ke
Sheeshe mein dhal ke
Jam gaya to tera
Chehra ban gaya
(WE REALISED THE SONG AND HE PUSHED ME SLIGHTLY WHILE I WAS REVOLVING SANSKAR HELD MY HANDS AND I STOPPED ON HIS CHEST. HE KEPT HIS HANDS ON MY WAIST THOUGH I WAS INITIALLY UNCOMFORTABLE AND HESITANTLY KEPT MY HAND ON HIS SHOULDER)
Duniya bhula ke tumse mila hoon
Nikli hai dil se ye duaa
Rang de tu mohe Gerua
Ranjhe ki dil se hai duaa
Rang de tu mohe gerua
Haan nikli hai dil se ye duaa
Ho.. Rang de tu mohe gerua
(I DON’T HAVE THE CALIBRE TO MEET HIM, MAKE EYE CONTACT. “RAGINI I KNOW YOU MIGHT BE FEELING THAT BECAUSE OF ME YOU ARE IN THIS SITUATION AND…… AND I’M SORRY FOR THAT AND I KNOW SORRY IS SUCH A SMALL WORD FOR THAT”)
Ho tumse se shuru.. tumpe fanaa
Hai Sufiyana yeh dastaan
Main kaarwaan manzil ho tum
Jaata jahaan ko har raasta
Tumse juda jo
Dil zara sambhal ke
Dard ka wo saara
Kohra chhan gaya
Duniya bhula ke tumse mila hoon
Nikli hai dil se yeh duaa
Rang de tu mohe gerua
Ho.. Ranjhe ki dil se hai duaa
Rang de tu mohe gerua
( WE CONTINUED TO BE IN THAT POSITION. I HAVEN’T EXPECTED THOSE WORDS FROM HIM. NO, HE WASN’T THE REASON FOR MY SITUATION, MY IMAGE INFRONT OF MY FAMILY, I WAS THE ‘REASON MYSELF’! HE WASN’T AT FAULT SO FAR)
O.. veeraan tha, dil ka jahaan
Jis din se tu daakhil huaa
Ik jism se.. ik jaan ka..
Darza mujhe haasil huaa
Haan.. pheeke hain saare
Naate jahaan ke
Tere saath rishta gehra ban gaya
Duniya bhula ke tumse mila hoon
Nikli hai dil se yeh duaa
Rang de tu mohe gerua
Ranjhe ki dil se hai duaa
Rang de tu mohe gerua
Haan nikli hai dil se ye duaa
Ho.. Rang de tu mohe gerua
(“RAGINI I DON’T KNOW IF YOU WANNA TALK TO ME OR NOT BUT I CAN ASSURE YOU THAT I AND SWARA WILL SUPPORT YOU, NO MATTER WHAT THE SITUATION IS. HOPE I CAN REPENT IN ANY WAY.” TEARS ESCAPED FROM MY EYES. “THANKS SANSKAR AT LEAST THERE IS SOMEONE WHO CAN UNDERSTAND ME THANKS AGAIN” I SAID THOSE WORDS LOOKING IN HIS EYES CONFIDENTLY! )
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Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
(HE MOVED AWAY I STAYED THERE NUMB. I FELT A MASCULINE TOUCH ON MY WAIST AND SHIVER RAN DOWN MY SPINE IT WAS A FAMILIAR ONE. HE TOUCHED MY HAND AND PULLED ME TOWARDS HIM. I HIT HIS CHEST AND LOOKED AT HIM. I FROZED.)
Tu ki jaane pyaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil, tunhion jaan meri
Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Tu ki jaane pyaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil, tunhion jaan meri
Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
(NO ONE WAS LOOKING AT US. HE WAS STANDING THERE SMILING. MY BLOOD BOILED. “LAKSH” BEFORE I COULD REACT HE DIPPED HIS HEAD ON MY NECK. I WAS SHOCKED AND I PUSHED HIM BUT HE AGAIN PULLED ME.)
Mere dil ne chun laiya ne
Tere dil diyan rahaan
Tu jo mere naal tu rehnta
Turpe meriyaan saaha
Jeena mera haye
Hun hai tera, ki main karaan
Tu kar eitbaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil, tunhion jaan meri!
Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
(HE HUGGED ME FROM BACK AND CARESSED MY ARM SESUOUSLY. HE KISSED ME ON MY NECK. I GOT MORE ANGRY. WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING? I PUSHED HIM AND LEFT FROM THERE)
Ve changa nahion keeta beeba,
Ve changa nahion keeta beeba
Dil mera tod ke
Ve bada pachtaiyaan akhaan,
Ve bada pachtaiyaan akhaan
Naal tere jod ke
Tenu chadd ke kitthe jawaan tu mera parchanwa
Tere mukhde vich hi main taan
Rabb nu apni pawaan
Meri duya haye, sajda tera, karti sada
Tu sun ekraar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil, tunhion jaan meri
Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
I CAME TO THE GARDEN AND CAME UNDER THE TREE. I WAS FEELING SCREWED. HE CROSSED ALL HIS LIMITS TODAY. I DIDN’T KNEW HOW TO REACT THAT TIME.
“Ragini! Why did you came here?”
How can he be so casual? Do I have to repeat what he did inside? A complete shameless fellow!
“Ragini I am asking something?”
He held me by my shoulders.
I didn’t replied but jerked his hands. He was shocked but composed himself. He closed his eyes and sighed and then opened.
He sat on his knees and forward a ringbox towards me. Is he going to do that? No!
“Ragini I know you might not trust me again but believe me I didn’t do anything deliberately.I loved Swara and thought that she is the only one for me and thought that no one can take her place but Ragini I love you and I was so stupid to not to realise it earlier but I do and I know you also do. Ragini please give another chance to our love…”
“So that you can again play with me, play with my feelings, play with my respect! No Mr. Maheshwari I am not that fool to repeat my mistakes. You know whatever I did was just for your love but what I got in return was the title of ‘sl*t’. Sorry Mr. Maheshwari I don’t love you and never wish to do that in future too.”
TO BE CONTINUED…
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