Tujhe jeena h mere liye ragsan (epi 18)

Hey guys this is chhaya back again.now the secret will be disclosed,always show ur support guys.
Recap-sanskar gets ragini diary

Sanskar doesn’t want to read the diary,but something bothers him to read the diary.
That was written”my crush – Sanskar”.
Yes ragini had a crush on him,during school time.
(I will give an overview of diary)
She had wrote about her school days,how she craved to make friends but can’t,as she was afraid of people.what hardships she faced ,but her life changed when Sanskar entered her life,he was the heartthrob of school,every girl was drooling over him,she also had a crush over him but she can’t express to anyone,she was loving his friendly nature,when he said “hii” to her for first time,how he help her during the skit,how she help him during exams etc etc.
During twelth farewell she want to express him,but can’t as she thinks they r so different from each other.
Then her life changed when her father left her ,her world was upside down,she was so helpless,then she decided to be strong for her family.
She then started her business by overcoming many hardships (as no one wants to finance a girl),but after facing some worst phases,she was successful businesswoman.she decided to help poor people to get better treatment,so she open a charitable hospital on her father’s name.
In All the tough phase of her life,her family and her best friend doesn’t left her side ,they always motivate her.
But only she hates is God,she doesn’t believe in God ,after her father left,as she beg him to save her father but nothing happened,that day she herself pledge not to enter any temple.
(This is story before Sanskar entry)

Now her pov after her love confession –
I am on the top of the world ,I got my love ,I am so happy,now everything will be fine,we will soon tell to our family and soon we will be together.

After that 2 dates page were blank(as she was busy then)

Her pov-
Everything is finished,i lost my happiness,i can’t express how much pain I am feeling,
I know I had very much less time,so I want to live fully with my family,with my love.i want to enjoy each and every moment.
I want to eat every dish from mom’s hand,i want to cherish each moment wid swayam,i want to play wid my niece or nephew ( as Shruti was pregnant),I want Shruti di to do champion on my hair,and most importantly I want to live wid Sanskar,i had just get him and now only I am going to left him,i was just feeling loved,when I heard I am suffering from”leukaemia” and I had very less time ,I just want to be wid him till my last breath.
But when I heard swara talking to sanskar ‘s photo and said that she loves him,i realised I was being selfish,i wld go but Sanskar will remain here only ,I know he loves me so much and he wld never get my place to anyone,but he needs to live his life ,he need to move on and if I leave him now so he can move on,then I will make swara confess him ,then they wld be together
I know I am doing wrong by breaking his heart but it is necessary,pls forgive me Sanskar.
(This page has some blood drops over it)
End of her pov
Now Sanskar was shattered,she was suffering from so much pain but she doesn’t let anyone know abt it,she alone was bearing this,his Ragini is so pure hearted,she always first think of everyone and he was ashamed of himself how he hurted the most pure soul.
He wiped his tears and was determined that he wld save her at any cost,he wld never let her go.
He wiped his tears and keep the diary in the bag and walk out of car.
He was walking lifelessly toward the hospital,zaroorat plays in bg
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiye
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Kyun rooh meri ye sahe
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Hardum ye keh raha hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai (x2)

Andheron se tha mera rishta bada
Tune hi ujaalon se waaqif kiya
Ab lauta main hoon inn andheron mein phir
Toh paaya hai khud ko begaana yahaan
Tanhaayi bhi mujhse khafaa ho gayi
Banjaron ne bhi thukra diya
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Khud par hi ik sazaa hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
(He was walking everything around him was blur only he was walking)
Hmm.. tere jism ki woh khushbuein
Ab bhi inn saanson mein zinda hai
Mujhe ho rahi inse ghutan
Mere gale ka ye phanda hai
Aaa..
(He look towards ragini through the glass wall and remembers each and every moment wid her )

Then doctor came and he was saying that I had checked her ,I am sorry she is suffering from leukaemia,and she has less time left.He was only looking towards her but after listening the last line,he was angry and he grabbed his collar and said”mind ur language,she is not going to leave me ,u heard me she won’t leave me”some peon tries to release the dr and they succeeded and then he sat wid thud while saying”she won’t leave me”

Ho.. tere choodiyon ki woh khanak
Yaadon ke kamre mein goonje hai
Sunkar isey aata hai yaad
Haathon mein mere zanjeerin hain
Tuhi aake inko nikaal zaraa
Kar mujhe yahaan se rihaa
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Ye sadaayein de rahaa hoon (sadaayein: awaaz)
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Screen splits on sanskar’ s crying face and ragini pale face.

Precap- everyone come to know abt ragini and ragini missing