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Swara’s pov starts….
“When we entered in his cabin there was an awkward silence between us….
My chain of thoughts gets broken when he asked me how I am…. With the same love, affection and care filled in his voice….
Not a single tress of anger is there….
I want to tell him many things but don’t know how he will react…. Rather than I’m myself is not ready to face him….
How can he be so gentle after knowing that I broke his heart when he needed me most….
That time I lose my control on my emotions n tears make their way….
By seeing tears he wiped them off immediately n asked me why I’m crying with same concern as before 4 years he used to have…..
Being unable to stay in front of him I tried to leave from their by giving an excuse, but he held my hand n pull me back towards him….
“Not this time shona I want answers….” he told me in a cold voice…. Maybe my act made him furious…..
We’re looking deeply in each others eyes….
Someone knocked on the door which makes us come back to sense….
Hearing the knock Sanskar loose the grip on me n I get parted quickly….
For disturbing our moment he asked in a rude voice “Who’s this….”
“it’s me Sanskar….” reply came from outside….
I recognized that it is Mrs. Maheshwari….
Sanskar asked her to come inside….
I stand in with safe distance from him n he too noticed it with the corner of his eye….
“Maa you here…. I mean anything serious that you didn’t call me….” Sanskar asked her while making her sit on the sofa nearby….
“Nothing serious…. Just came here as I asked Dr. Swara to meet you here as you don’t have time to visit her in hospital so I also came to make sure that you’re not making it difficult for her….”said Mrs. Maheshwari strictly….
I thank God for sending her….
“Badi maa, I’m glad that you came but I think I will like to talk alone with her if you don’t mind because there are some matters which I’ll not feel comfortable to share in front of you…. Don’t worry, I’ll not trouble her in any means….” Sanskar said assuring her n signing me to keep quiet….
“Sure beta, (to me) dear,if he troubles you then call me immediately I’m outside only….”Mrs.Maheshwari assure me n left the cabin leaving us alone….
“So Mrs. Maheshwari is Sanskar’s badi maa…. How can I done such a mistake in recognizing the relation between these two…. If I had thought about it before only then I wouldn’t be in this situation today….” I was cursing myself in my thoughts….
“Shona…. Why you left me alone….” Sanskar asked sternly…
Which grabbed my attention towards him…. I can clearly see in his eyes n his voice reflects that how much he’s hurt because of me…. He was looking curiously at me for answer, but I’m helpless…. I can’t tell him the truth…. He’ll not be able to bear it….
“Speak up Shona….” he shouts louder being impatient which makes me outraged….
That Sanskar whom I know was really calm and cool, he’ll never shout on others whom he loves a lot…..
I moved towards him, held his palm in mine and make him sit on couch and sat beside him….. We are looking in each others eyes….
I put my other hand on his shoulder assuring him n told him, “Calm down Sanskar why are you getting so hyper…. This much anger is not safe for your health….”
He immediately embraced me…. I don’t know what happed to him all of a sudden neither I ask anything, nor I hugged him back I don’t know what to do…. After a few minutes I feel my shoulder a little wet…. “Sanskar are you ok….” I asked out of worry….
“Please Don’t leave me, I can’t leave without you” He whispered to me….
I attempted to break the hug, but with my attempt his grip on me get tighter….
I too hugged him to reassure him that I’m with him now….
“Sanskar I’m with you only…. Calm down….” I tried to calm him down…. Don’t know it will lead to what, but for now it is needed….
Later some time we broke the hug…. I wiped his tears n cupped his face….
“Sanskar what is bothering you this much….” I asked him looking straight into his eyes….
He stands up and walks towards the window of his cabin…. I was still sitting on the couch….
“Why everyone whom I love left me alone in this world…. First bade papa then dad then mom n after them you…. After mom-dad’s demise, I began feeling that I’m cursed for everyone…. Only you make me believe in myself…. I thought you’ll never leave me alone…. But…. ” He sounded off….
“I can sense how much he is broken from inside…. This is all because of me…. I know he’ll not let me go easily without giving his ans…. I hope this conversation will not lead to any argument between us….” I think taking a long breath before proceeding further….
“It’s not like that Sanskar…. You promised me one time that you’ll never take situation negatively…. Then what happen now….” I make him remember promise which he afforded me while we’re together…. Placing my hand over his shoulder….
“I agree, that’s why I never lose hope for meeting you once again till now….” He stated, turning towards me and cupping my face with a slight smile….
“Then why you became so reserved like before…. Only because I left you….” I asked him….
“Yes, because I can’t imagine my life without you…. Only I know how I managed to survive these 4 years without you….” Sanskar told me…. His voice was reflecting pain….
“Sanskar I can’t be with you for a lifetime…. You have to move on with your life…. One day I’ll leave this world physically, then….” my words left incomplete as he kept his finger on my lips to halt me from saying further….
“Today you said but don’t repeat it in future or else you don’t know what will I do…. I already lost three most precious persons in my life and now I don’t hold the courage to lose you….” Sanskar said furiously crushing my both arms….
“You have to admit the truth of life Sanskar…. You can’t stop living your life happily because of your loved one’s disappearance from your life, I had told you this earlier too…. How can you forget your present family who loves you a lot n cares for you day n night…. They can’t see you like this…. You should live happily for them at least….” I attempted to make him understand holding his hand in mine….
“I know Swara…. I tried a lot but I’m unable to do so….” Sanskar told being discouraged….
“I can understand his situation, but, I have to get to him that old cheerful Sanskar…. He turned a stone hearted person because of me, now I’ll only cure him….” I thought to myself….
“Let’s forget everything Sanskar…. Let’s start a fresh…. A new beginning…. But you have to promise me that you’ll not think about the past nor will ask me anything about it….” I asked him having hope that he’ll agree….
Firstly he gave me a surprised look, but, He thinks for some time and uttered….
“Fine I’ll not ask you anything…. But you also hold to promise me that you’ll not leave me alone again at any cost and will keep it for lifetime….” He demands holding my hand….
“Promise I’ll not….” I said quickly putting my another hand on his….
As soon as I promised him he consumed me in a bone crushing hug…. I can feel his happiness….
“You don’t know Swara how much happiness you have given me by your decision….” he said breaking the clinch….
Then he laid a gentle kiss on my forehead expressing his happiness and hugged me again….
He don’t know, for me how much it means for me to be in his arms…. It feels peaceful n heavenly….
We broke the hug when my cell start ringing….
“Laksh” Sanskar read it n looked at me confused…. I immediately picked up….
“Tell me Laksh any emergency….” I asked him flushing my personal thoughts….
“Yes Swara, Dida is here n I’m unable to handle her please come fast….” Laksh told being panic….
“What…. Dida …. Make her calm till I come….. I’m coming in 15 mins….” I said n cut the call in tension….
“Is everything fine Swara…. Why are you so tensed n how’s Dida….” asked Sanskar seeing me in tensed state after call….
“I only don’t know….” I said in tension….
“What you mean” asked Sanskar being confused….
“I’ll explain you everything later on…. I need to go now….” I assure him picking my handbag….
“Come I’ll drop you….” he insist….
“I’ll manage Sanskar…. Don’t worry…. Now focus on your work…. I’ll call you once when I’ll get free….” I said in One go and turn towards the door to exit….
I laid off for a moment….
I just turned peck his cheek n run from there saying Bye to him….
Swara’s pov ends…..
Sanskar’s pov start….
“I was smiling like an idiot while sipping coffee sitting on the couch thinking about how she smacked my cheek and left in a hurry before I can react….
I’m so happy today…. We’re together after long time…. I rest my head on the back….
Swara’s words were continuously roaming in my mind….
When she stated she wants to start fresh with new beginning I was shocked to hear it from her…. First she tried to convince me to move on in my life but suddenly changed her mind…. She even didn’t tell me about her whereabouts these years…. She simply ignored that topic….
Something is wrong with her I have to find it out….”
My train of thoughts gets broken by badi maa’s voice….
“Sanskar what you done to her…. Why she left like this….” Badi maa asked me angrily….
“Badi maa trust me I didn’t do anything…. Actually she got an emergency that’s why she left….” I told her….
“oh…. so how are you feeling after meeting her….” Badi asked me curioisly….
“Badi maa you don’t have any idea you have done such a big favor on me by giving my Swara back to me…. But how badi maa met Swara….” I thought to myself….
“what are you thinking Sanskar….” asked badi maa making me come back to sense….
“nothing badi maa…. Why are you standing sit here…. Wait I’ll order juice for you….” I made her sit on couch….
“wait beta no need of juice…. I have to go as there are many arrangements are remaining for the engagement…. I just came to ask you about your experience with her….” Badi maa told me….
“Don’t worry everything will get ready on time…. I’ll make every arrangements n about my experience I’ll tell you afterwards for now tell me how you met her…. I mean she is very nice doctor I met till now….” I asked her normally….
I can examine the slight smile spreading on her lips….
“You know now how much I was tensed about your wellness…. One time I told about you to one of my friend and she suggested my Dr. Swara’s name as she is very famous psychiatrist…. I contact her, but she was in London these days, so I just talked to her on the phone…. Today only she returned from London n you know what on my one request she came to meet you….” badi maa told me….
“Ohhh… Let it be I have nice meeting with her…. By the way I want to share something with you badi maa after Ragu’s engagement….” I told badi maa to which she gave me smile….
She put her hand on my head n said ” you can tell me anytime…. Now I’ll take a leave n ha try to come in the engagement at least for mine n Ragini’s happiness….”
She departed for home….
“So Swara was in London…. That’s I was unable to find her…. Now I have to find what happened with her which took her away from me…..” I was thought to myself….
Sanskar’s pov ends….
@ Hospital….
When Swara enters in the hospital,
Every staff member she met says all the best to her which hit her more tensed….
Now she is standing in front of her cabin…. She takes a deep breath and slowly peeks inside without getting any noise and saw Laksh standing at one corner n Dida looking out of the window of her cabin, her back was facing Swara…. She threw a small paper ball on Laksh to grab his attention towards her n she gets succeed also…. Laksh looks at her then at Dida n sign Swara all the best….
“is she calm down….” Swara asked Laksh through sign language…. Laksh nodes in no….
“Hey dida how are you” Swara asked Dida in extreme sweet voice….
Dida turns towards her and starts lecturing her….
“where were you Shoru…. Do you have any idea how much it hurts when my granddaughter after coming to India after 4 long years lived to meet her patient first and not to me…. Why will you care….
You even not care to inform me that you’re coming to India…. Thanks to Laksh that he told me about your arrival…. You forgot all human values I taught to you….” Dida sat on couch with angry expression….
Swara goes to her n sits beside her….
“it’s not like that Dida…. I wanted to gave you surprise, but this idiot lucky spoiled everything (she passed deadly glare to Laksh who was relishing the whole scenario while giggling….) I swear I want to meet you only but that patient’s mom was really tensed about her son’s health n as being doctor patients are my first priority, then family….” Swara tried to make Dida understand….
“I know n I’m proud of you…. I was just kidding…. It was mine n lucky’s plan….” said Dida winking
“what…. Here I was tensed thinking about you were angry on me n you both…. Leave it I don’t want to talk to you both….” said Swara with angry pout….
“Stop your drama…. I know you can’t….” said Laksh pulling her cheeks….
The trio looks at each other and bust out laughing….
After sometime trio were sitting having juice n lovely time with each other….
“At least now lucky tells me the cause why you forced me to come back that too before today only….” asked Swara being impatient….
Laksh saw towards Dida…. She nodes in yes….
“ok fine first listened to me fully then react…. So the reason is that I’m getting engaged today…. I love her…. We’re dating each other since 3 years so now I thought to make it official relation….but I didn’t tell you bcoz I thought you’ll get angry on me for hiding such big decision of my life that’s why I hide it from you till you came here” told Laksh in one breath….
Swara’s mouth hung open in shock….
She was not getting how to react….
She starts jumping in happiness n hugs lucky in excitement….
“I’m so happy for you lucky….”said Swara hugging him….
She broke the hug….
“How can you think I’ll get angry on you…. My happiness lies in your happiness…. Forget all this first tell me who is that lucky girl…. Show me her pic at least…. How you both met…. I want to know everything….” said Swara curiously….
“Calm down Swara…. He’ll tell you everything and now I’ll take a leave I have to make many arrangements for the eve…. You both come home soon…. Bye” said Dida n leave from there….
“Come on lucky tell me my soon to be Bhabhi’s name….” Swara asked lucky teasingly….
“Ragini Maheshwari…. Wait I’ll show you her pic….” Said Laksh with blush….
But after finding out the name Swara froze for a moment, then asked lucky ” Ragini Maheshwari…. You mean Sanskar Maheshwari’s sister….”
“Yup…. Do you know her….” asked lucky confusingly….
“Remember I told you that I went to see a patient…. He was Sanskar only her elder brother….” Swara told casually to hide the truth about her n Sanskar from Laksh as he doesn’t know anything about their relationship….
“oh… What a coincidence na…. Wait I’ll tell this to Ragini…. Also I have to inform her that you came…. She is very anxious to meet you…. I’ll be back in sometime till then you finished your appointments n I’ll also take a round of the ward then we’ll leave for home….” Said Laksh in excitement….
“ohhh…. Someone is very excited about evening….” said Swara teasingly to which Laksh blush slightly….
“OMG my bro is blushing…. Your looking very cute….” said Swara pulling his cheeks….
“Swaraaaa how many times I told you not to call me cute….. Tease me as much as you want my day will also come….” Laksh said patting her cheeks….
“We’ll see but for now you should work or else you will get late for your engagement….” Said Swara with naughty smirk….
“yup… You also finish your work faster….” saying this Laksh leaves from there….
After checking all patients SwaLak leaves for home….
@ Bose mention….
“Thank god you both came on time…. Now go get ready fast….” Dida told to SwaLak
“first I’ll make lucky ready then I’ll get ready….” said Swara in excitement….
“oye I don’t need your help….. I’m not a small boy who will take others help for getting ready…. I can manage on my own…. First, you get ready and that too in time because girls always take hours to get ready and I don’t want to arrive late on my own engagement….” Laksh said with attitude….
“Achha now see I’ll tell this to Ragini…. N about getting ready in time you barely wait and watch I’ll get ready before you….” said Swara with double attitude….
“I’m not scared of anyone and we’ll ascertain who will get ready first…” Laksh said twitching his nose….
“you both stop fighting like cat n dog…. Go n get ready fast….” Dida shouts on both being irritated….
Both SwaLak goes to their room….
Swara enters her room….
“finally I’m in my room after long time ….” saying Swara falls on her bed….
“I missed this environment a lot in London finally I’m here….”
Soon Swara starts remembering all the things happened from morning…. Her arrival in India then her unexpected meeting with Sanskar…. Their conversation…. Laksh revealing his love for Ragini n their engagement….
Swara’s pov starts….
“Today all happened things were wholly unexpected…. May be this is What is called Destiny…. I thought I’ll never meet Sanskar again…. When Mrs. Maheshwari called me why I didn’t recognized from her voice n surname that it can be related to Sanskar…. I’m such a nostalgic fool…. What if I hadn’t met Sanskar in morning then also my bro’s engagement is there…. He finds Sanskar’s sis only to fall in love with…. But I’m happy for him…. At least he got his true love….
But now it’s time to complete my own love story which I only ruined by leaving it incomplete…. Now I’ll only complete it by making everything perfect as before as per my promise to Dida….
I’ll make you that old Sanskar without letting my past ruining your present
This is your Shona’s promise to you Sanskar….
Suddenly I remembered n I took out my cell…. Screen flashes his pic…. Wait why should I call him now, in some I’ll be in MM only….
Get ready Mr. Sanskar Maheshwari for tonight’s surprise….
Swara’s pov ends….
Author’s pov….
What are your opinions will Swara be able to complete her love story while hiding her past from Sanskar….
And
Will Sanskar get succeed in finding Swara’s past which took his love away from him….
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Precap – Raglak engagement….. Twist in
SwaSan’s life…. SwaSan love
story from past
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First of all this one is for you Kaku dear….
Second thing Big Sorry for disappearing suddenly for 2 months…. My exams were going on so I took break…. I don’t know you all will like it or not as it is very sad wala chappy but no more sadness from next one…. and I haven’t done any proof reading of this chap so sorry if there is any spelling or grammar mistakes….
I’ll post next in next week’s Saturday coz still I’ve 3 practical exams remaining….
So, see you all next Saturday….?