“Together yet far away” ~~ Sanskar and Swara (Part 4)

Hey guys.. Sorry for this long break but I couldn’t help it as I had my college culturals preps going on full swing.. Wishing all you ladies a “VERY HAPPIE WOMEN’S DAY”..
Also , no proof reading so please forgive for mistakes.
Time passed by and it’s been a week since Swara returned home after that dreadful night. Things haven’t yet changed and of all this one week swara’s health deteriorated even more because of the continous nightmares
None still cared everyone were still busy with ragini’s pregnancy, but all things don’t last long and that was the case here. With the pampering she was being provided with Ragini became completely careless and because of this mistakenly had papaya leading to her miscarriage.
And once again Swara was blamed though everyone knew that it was not her fault at all. But for a change this time Sanskar and uttara supported Swara against all the family members and tried to make them realise their mistake though they weren’t successful..
Swara who had already gone through so much pain was now completely shattered. Frustrated by all that happened in the morning Sanskar and uttara moved to office and college respectively for a little space and peace of mind.

Swara was once again lost in thoughts thinking of all that actually happened. She realised that ever since Sanskar shared his pain with her , from then they dint talk to one another.
Looking through she realised that sanskar who was the only person with whom she shared all her pain with at any circumstances and of all and it was only his shoulder she used to cry on. None bothered to know her when she was always there to hear their pain and solve their blo*dy problem… while solving their problem forgetting about herself her happiness she realised she is standing today all alone . She was hurt and broken and all that happened today broke her even more.
The day passed slowly not really as on one side Sanskar was involved in his thoughts and on the other side was Swara drowned in her thoughts. It was in the evening, quite late when Sanskar reached home and with impatient long strides moved to the guest room and what he saw there was something he wished to never see, it broke him to see his life that way..
In the room Swara was sitting on the bed gazing the broken pieces of a mug and a knife along with it like a loser. Probably, she had assumed and accepted that she was loser. Seeing her like that killed Sanskar.. he was now upset and angry and moved to Swara and asked her what she was trying to do. Hearing the shout everyone gathered outsidee the guest room and hearing swara’s reply were stunned. “ Nothing just thinking how to stop my breathing” was swara’s reply..

Sanskar was now out of control and in anger grabbing Swara, slapped her tightly across the face which was finally a check for her to reality..
Shocked was a word way to small to describe the emotions of all the Maheshwaris..

On being slapped tightly Swara was no more able to control her pain and finally burst out all her pain by her loud cries..
She was crying hard unable to control herself and was in no way able to speak a word. All the while she was crying Sanskar made all the members to move out of the room and hugged Swara tightly unable to see her in pain. Hugging her tight he could feel Swara shaking all because of her uncontrollable cries.. She continued to cry for a few hours after which she calmed down a little.
Sanskar then broke the hug and carrying Swara to the bed laid her there and hugged her tight yet again..
Finally after nearly a year of pain and months of silence Swara was finally speaking to Sanskar..
Kyun Sanskar, hamesha meri saath hi aisa kyun hothi hai, Kya mein insaan nahi dikhthi , Sab mujehi kyun galath samajhthe hein? Har baar mene koshish ki aur sabki problems dhoor ki lekin jab mujhe problem thi aur mein dard me thi kisi ne bhi mera saath kyun nahi dhi? Kya Mein ithni buri hoonki koyi meri saath nahi dhi yahan thak har kisi baath ke liye mujhe doshi mana? Aisa kyun hotha hai sanskar ki hamesha Jo bhi Ragini ki saath hothi hein uskeliye mujhe hi doshi tehraya jaatha hai? Kisika vishwas or saath Ka layak nahi hoon Kya Mein? Thak chuki hoon Sanskar Mein har bhaar apne aap ko beguna sabith karke. Aur nahi hogi. Sanskar aur nahi meine decide karli Sanskar ki main tujhe divorce dekhe yahaan see dhoor chali jhaungi..
All though Sanskar was soothing Swara and trying to make Swara feel better all the while, the last few words of hers broke him, and now he was even more determined to bring her back to his life with compete love and acceptance..

Oke guys.. I know this is a small episode very sorry for making you wait all this while. Now I have no ideas how Sanskar should win back swara so please pour in your ideas. Till the next episode , signing off.
Loads and loads of love. ????❤???????