Hello all so here ‘s the 15 th part of my story…
So sry for updating late its bcz of my cochng nd tysm for showering my work with ur love in the previous epiisldes many silent rdrs have cmntd nd tysm dearies for sharing ur views it means alot to me nd keep cmntng on future prts too nd its a humble request to silent rdrs do share ur view. Ohk wanted to tell u all that i wud try to give u long updates as much as i cud but bcz of my bizy schedule u all r getting late updates well well u all need to bear me nd co operate with me for this ❤❤❤❤
Love u all…
So here i go…
Topic : ~PAIN~
Thapki screamed : Aaaaaaaaahhhhh
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Some hours later , 3 : 30 am
Thapki’s bantam and languid body was resting on hard wooden floor , lifelessly. The room was dark like her life. Some moonlight escaped in room through windows. Thapki with her partially open, swelled up eyes managed to catch a glimpse of moon with pain plastered on her visage. All of sudden a cool yet strong breeze blew causing windows to rattle, with a sharp scary sound. On hearing that thapki’s whole body shuddered in fear.
Thapki under her breath muttered which was not even audible to herself.
Thapki to herslef (stumblng at her words ) : p…p…plz g….god n..n…no nnnnnot a…again c…c…c.cnt t…ollerate more ri…..ght now.
She felt difficult to breathe nd she took some deep breaths trying to pump some air to her lungs. She scaredly looked upwards and was calmed as soon as she realised it was windows which made that sound which caused her hrtbeat to skip. Suddenly her whole body wabbled vigorously as saline water flooded out her big eyes. She was absorbed in pain , when a sudden knock on her distracted her.
Thapki shivered in terror. Sweat filled her facade and trickled down her rose cheeks. Thapki gulped down the lump formed in her throat . Sje slowly stood up to sit up straight. She , in a half conscious state with her partially opened eyes gazed at the steel door. There was again a knock on the door this time it was quite blaring. Thapki with her shaky phalanges wiped away small drops of sweat trilling down her face. She somehow managed to utter something as the knock became more and more louder. Sje said in a quavering voice.
Thapki : w..w…w..who..s t..t..th..ere ?
Kosi (shouting) : u open this blo*dy door once, then i will tell u whos there….
Thapki released a sigh of releif on hearing her voice.
Thapki : s..s..sorry c..c..coming
Kosi was about to shout at her but she stopped as she saw dhruv coming.
Kosi : its ohk , u dnt need to appologize.
U r like my daughter . Well, open the door thapki deary, i brought milk for u….
Thapki : w…w..wait a m..moment. she struggled to stand and after a hard work of few mins she stood up yet wambling.
Kosi : are thapki open the door , this milk is quite special dhruv has sended it for u with so much love & care…..
As soon as she hrd DHRUV her whole body trembled & her legs shivered violently not allowing her to hold her balance and she fell on the same spot where she was laying few mins ago.
Thapki(muttering) : D..d..d..d…h..r..u…v
She sat near bed holding her thighs close to her chest nd quivering in complete terror. She closed her eyes tightly with anxiety spreaded on her btfl face.
Dhruv ‘s gaze fell on kosi standing outside thapki’s room holding glass in her hands.
Kosi looked at him and smiled at him flashing her 32 teeths out.
Dhruv came to her.
Dhruv : what the hell u r doing here still holding thsi glass in ur hands ? U shud have given her at the first place when i asked u to do that…
Kosi : vo..i came at that very moment only when u asked me but she is not opening door what can i do ?
Dhruv : what…how dare she ?
He gritted his teeths in frustation.
Dhruv (knocking on door ) : open this damned door thapkiiiiii…..
Thapki widened her eyes in fear as soon as she hrd him roaring in fury.
She hushed herself with her shaking hands so that not even a single moan cud escape her mouth.
Dhruv takes hold of glass.
Dhruv : ma u may leave i will give her its quite late u take some rest and have a sound sleep. Well , good night ma….
Kosi : but dhruv u…
Dhruv cuts her in btwn.
Dhruv : ma i said good night and go to ur room plz…
Kosi nods and left.
Dhruv (knocking violently ) : Thapkiiiiiiii i said take this glass varna uk what i can do so plz dnt force me sweethrt.
Thapki’s face was full of tears by now. She blabbered something continuously without a break under her breath in a cadence with her eyelids tightly closed.
Thapki : r…ram g r…am g r…a..m g r…a…m g….
Dhruv (mind) : i guess she is sleeping not a single sound is coming from room….but i shud try once more.
Dhruv : thapki dnt provoke me open the door ….this is last warning.
Thapki’s hrt skipped a beat. She rose from the floor with the help of bedpost not making a single sound. She proceeded towards door wobbling. She placed her shivering hands on the lock not to open it but to check wdr its properly locked or not, on finding it properly locked she felt lil bit secure and she sighed in releif.
Dhruv again screamed.
Dhruv : thapkiiiii…
Chills ran down thapki’s body and she moved few steps back in a reflex on hearing his earpiercing . She breathed unrhythimically. He knocked again producing a loud sound….”THUD”.
she gazed at lock and tried to calm herself down.
Thapki(mind) : dbt w..wr..y thapki r..r..room i..s locked calm d..d..down.
She was still gazing at the lock. Her mind alerted her – what if the lock is not strong enough then he will come inside ? Then what will u do ?
Her hrt for the first time agreed to her mind. Thapki went towards a chair nd after gathering all the strength she was left with she lifted up the chair and kept it in front of door.
Dhruv (mind) : i guess she is fast asleep . Well its quite lait i shud also sleep.
After few mins,
Thapki (in her mind) : i g..guess he l…left.
She still stared at chair nd was unsatisfied she removed chair from there and she positioned herself in front of door holding her thighs close to her chest tightly as if she was consoling herslef by giving a tight hug to herslef only. Thapki ‘s eyes were once again ready to pour tears out. She quietly cried , releasing her pain and staring moon. She didnt even bothered to switch on loghts coz rt now all she wanted was darkness which she hated the most. She sobbed , bawled & shedded her tears. Her room , thsi darkness was only witness of her sufferings. Thapki was absorbed in pangs of helplessness & collapsed in throes of agony.
Bihaan ‘s room,
Bihaan : thapkiiiii….
He looked around the dark room and as soon as he relaised it was a nightmare he sighed in releif. Sweat trickled down his bearded cheeks and lines of concern made theire place on his forehead. He clenched his fists and took a deep breath . He stood up and switched on lights. He went out to breathe some fresh air as he was feeling uneasy captured in walls. He stood in balcony staring moon with his tiny eyes. He holded railing tightly trying to dig his trimmed nails in strong iron. He closed his eyes tightly and breathed in a irregular manner. Soon his grip on railing loosened and tears made their way out of his tiny eyes. He opened his eyes and moon freezed in sky welcomed him. A drop from his eyes mad its way his left cheek & landed at the back of his hand safely he bowed down his head in a shock and gawked at the tear drop in confusion. He quickly wiped away his tears.
Bihaan : godddd damn it !!
( he gritted his teeth in agony)
What’s happening ? Y m i shedding my tears that to for thapki…..?
He questioned his conscience. His hrt replied.
Hrt : bcz u have feelings for her in me which r unknown to me too so i cnt tell u that what that feelings r ?
Brain : will u just shut up…nd stop disguiding him & mr b for bhudhu (foolish) b for bihaan how can u feel for her ? Dnt forget u r only here
to help her.
Hrt : truth is always bitter nd plz u never agree with me nd m not disguiding him i m damn right & ik that. Bihaan listen , to me we just need to find ans to our question that what these feelings r ?
Brain : listen mr hrt bihaan is not insane like u so he will definitely listen to me. Right bihaan ?
Hrt : no, he is not inhumane like u so he will listen to me. Right?
Brain : m gonna kill u. Bihaan can not do what u r asking him to coz thapki is kabir’s love y cnt neglect that fact so easily.
Hrt :m not , m not neglecting it but he has done alot for kabir nd will do in future too but he can not always b selfless i mean its imp sometimes to b self-centered.
Brain : listen zip up now , u r crossing ur limits. Bihaan just ignore him.
Hrt : how do u knw that m male or a female ? M just an organ.
Brain : yes u r just an organ nd m master of this whole body infact u also follow my orders nd ik that u r a male coz u r in male’s body nd yes u better do what ur job is nd that is to pump blood
Hrt : without me u r nothing u too need blood. Bd m damn sure he will listen to me.
Brain : u r so stbrn. He will losten to me..
Hrt : no me….
Brain : no me…
Hrt : no me…
Brain : no me..
Bihaan (screaming) : shutttttttt upppppp!! Will u 2 just shut up m already stressed so plz stop irritating me…
Hrt & mind : sry….?
Hrt : escuse me , plz tell what have u decided ?
Bihaan : there’s no doubt that brain is always right.i can not feel anything for thapki bcz m forbidden to do that nd moreover , kabir wud not forgive me if i do so nd i cnt hurt him.
Brain : u r right bihaan , nd u mr hrt now just shut up !!
Bihaan & his mind suppressed the innocent hrt.
Bihaan : but , wait a min y m i feeling so restless that dream god…..y m i feeling that thapki is not f9. That dream it was horrible thapki died in front of my eyes….nd i didnt saved her …..No, this surely will never happen my aim is only to protect her from every trbl. If death will b written in her fate i will change her fate. Bjt , there ‘s something wrong my hrt is constantly telling me this that thapki is not f9 wait, i have her no. In my call logs i shud call her. Bihaan rushes inside. He dials her no.
There was no ans. He grew impatient nd tried again. But , there was no ans. Bihaan tried to calm himself and he again dialed her no. With shaky hands.
Thapki’s room ,
Thapki was quite tired and her legs were paining. Her feets were drenched in blood. Sje gazed at her ph helplessly coz she was too fragile to get up also was scared that what if the lock gets loosened and opens and dhruv comes inside although it was locked oroperly but still fear dominated her thoughts. She again closed her eyes as ph stopped ringing but in few seconds it again ringed attracting thapki towards itself.
She stared at her ph thinking – what if sahir is calling ? Or someone close to her. But her no. Was only with sahir , piu , kosi , dhruv , her parents , shradha &no one else suddenly something clicked in her mind that her no. Is with bihaan too. What if he ‘s calling? After thinking abt bihaan she gathered some valor she proceeded towards her ph ignoring her shooting twinge. She , with the help of things kept in her room reached near sidetable and grabbed her ph. She felt a sudden excitement growing in her as she saw bihaan’s name flashing on screen. She caressed screen of her ph as tears made their way out of her eyes and landed on the screen of ph. B4 she cud pick his call it disconnected. Thapki again went back to her place and positioned herself safely in front of door and sat holding her thighs close to her chest. She hugged her legs and held her ph tightly in her left hand gazing at the screen in a hope that mayb he will again call her.
Anger aroused in bihaan and he threw his ph on the bed. Bihaan placed his hand at the back of his head brushing his hand in his silky hair. He sat on bed holding his head in his palms and he sighed in frustation.
Bihaan : is she mad , m calling her from last half an hour but , she is so blo*dy careless that she didnt even bothered to pick my call once. Suddenly , fear dawned on bihaan and his hrtbeat raised bihaan tried to compose himself and calm his hrt by placing his palm on his chest and caressing it.
Bihaan : calm down…
Hrt : what if she ‘s in some trbl ?
Brain : she ‘s ignorant that’s y she is not pickjng up his ph or mayb she’s in a deep slmbr njoying this night.
Bihaan shushed his brain and this time he preferred his hrt over his brain.
Bihaan : yes what if thapki is not alright ? May b that ‘s y she is not answering my call. I guess it wud b btr if i try once again mayb last time.
Yes i shud….
He dialed her no. Hesistantly.
Ph rang : trin trin trin trin trin
Thapki quickly picked the call releiving bihaan.
Bihaan (concernly) : hello!!
Thapki didnt replied unknowingly her lips carved a smile and her eyes pored down.
Bihaan (restlessly) : helloooo!!
Thapki again didnt replied and she closed her eyes hearing his soothing voice. She felt as if her all pains r vanishing. She felt a sudden happiness and contentment growing in her body.
Bihaan(frustated and stressing ) : thapkiiiii hellooooooo ik u r there ans me god damn it!!
Thapki just relaxed and didnt bothered to ans she felt her hrt now working properly, pumping blood throughout whole body accompanied by happiness , she cud feel her breathing turning back to normal but her eyes were continuously raining.
Bihaan : thapki i said ans me cnt u just…say just hello..ohk listen if u didnt answered me i will hung up.
He huffed.
Thapki now felt her hrt shivering with his words –
” i will hung up ” b4 she cud say anything he disconnected call. Thapki sighed guiltily biting her lower lip. She stared her ph thinking to call him once. She pondered over this one thing for few mins nd then after a quick fight with her brain she dialed his no. With her quivering phalanges
Bihaan ‘s ph rang : trin trin trin trin trin…
He quickly picked her call.
Bihaan : what ?
He made a cute pout.
Thapki ignoring her brain and trying to sound normal answered him.
Thapki : h…hello
Her voice breaked.
Bihaan : thapki..r u ..r u alright ?
Thapki : y…y…yes
Bihaan : ur voice i mean dnt lie plz thapki m ur frnd na ? Idk but my hrt is saying u r not alright ?
Unknowingly a small sob escaped her mouth.
Bihaan (panicking) : thapkiiii u r…i mean r u crying ?
Thapki wanted to ans him but her lips didnt obeyed her brain ‘s order and it didnt parted.
Suddenly reality dawned on her and her grip on ph loosened.
Thapki (mind) : w..what i was doing ? I m endangering his life no i cnt i i i ccnt b this mmuch selfish…..she hung up.
Bihaan : gajab !! Khud ne ph kia or khud ne hi kat dia. (She called me by herself nd cut the call also by herself )
But, she was not well its enough now i will go & meet her . Bihaan went out of his room and neared thapki’s room but b4 he cud knock someone pulled him and took bihaan away with him to bihaan’s room.
Bihaan’s room,
Bihaan : sahir r u out of ur mind ? Y u pulled me?
Sahir: no bhai m in my senses u r out of ur mind i mean srsly…
Bihaan pushes sahir away and went towards door while sahir held his wrist firmly.
Sahir(screams) : bhaaaaaaiii!! What the hell r u doing ? Have u gone crazy…
Bihaan(trying to free himself) : listen sahir dnt interfare in my matters u r nobody to do that…
Sahir : srsly bhai ?
Bihaan : yes…
Sahir : oh gr8 so it means m nobody m not even ur frnd now ohk f9..
He removed his hand from his wrist.
Bihaan (sighing) : m m s…sry i was just…damn it
He punches wall and blood oozes out.
Sahir (holding his hand) : bhai bhai wait what r u doing ? See its bleeding…come i will bandage it..
Bihaan : no its f9 but y the hell u r not allowing me to go?
Sahir : bhai u went out without fake beard and without wearing turbon if someone wud have seen u uk what cud have happened ? They wud have got to knw that ramandeep is fake instead u r bihaan pandey..
Bihaan : so what shud i do ? I wanna meet thapki…..
Sahir : at this time see its 4:30 am nd if u wanna meet her in morning after 3 nd half hrs everyone wud wake nd we will leave for pn so talk to her on the way…
Bihaan : u r not understanding she is… aah god she is.. she is not f9 sahir my hrt is saying that…
Sahir (mind) : bihaan bhai has gone mad pkka m damn sure she might b in deep slmbr rt now i guess we shud not disturb her. I need to do something.
Sahir : bhai , chill thapki is alright now only i saw her sleeping i went to her room with kosi mom to give her milk. So chill bhai…
Bihaan : really !! R u sure i mean was she f9 ?
Sahir : yep bhai y will i lie….
Bihaan hugs him.
Bihaan : thnku sahir for telling me this now i can sleep for few hrs peacefully.
Sahir : yep bhai ? bye and tc of ur hand.
Sahir left
Bihaan : idk y m i still feeling uneasy. Chill bihaan sahir told na she is alright.
Sahir (on the way to his room ) : sry bhai , i lied to u but i had no other option to prevent u from going there.
Thapki’s room,
Thapki was still at the same spot and in same state. She was staring moon and slowly her vision became blurred as a deep sleep embraced her in its arms.
Morning bihaan’s room , (8 :30 am )
Bihaan quickly took a bath and got ready and proceeded towards his destination , thapki ‘s room on the way he met sahir. They both gave each other a small hug and then bihaan hastened towards thapki’s room but when they reached there they were shocked by the sight in front of them.
Bihaan : ki hoya g ? Tusi sare ais tarah aithe kathe hoke kyu khade ho h ? (What happened ? Y u all r standing here in a group )
Sahir : what happened kosi aunty…?
Shradha : from last half an hour m banging thapki’s door continuously but there is no response from her side. Not even a single sound cud b hrd.
Bihaan ( panicked nd astounded) : whaaaaaaattt???
Dhruv too came there.
Dhruv : r u all celebrating diwali here ? Standing together in a grp ? Pack ur bags nd stop having gala time we need to leave for pn.
Bihaan wasn’t in his senses all he wanted was thapki to b alright he pushed everyone aside and banged the door screaming at the top of his voice.
Bihaan :thapkiiiiii g thapkiiiii g open the damned door thapkiiiii g..
Sahir too knocks but there was no response.
Bihaan gulped down the lump formed in his dry throat.
Dhruv pulled bihaan by his arm so that bihaan cud face him but bihaan’s face was still turned towards door.
Dhruv : what the hell do u think u r mr ramandeep singh ? I mean u r just a servent dnt forget ur limits…
Bihaan’s visage was still facing door.
Dhruv (holding his chin and making his face turn towards him ) : look at me…thapki is my fian…
B4 he cud complete his sentence bihaan pushed him with all his might and dhruv met his true mate – hard ground. Bihaan again banged the door still no response.
Bihaan : sahir , need to break it.
Sahir : but…
Dhruv got up : how dare u ?
Piu intrptd in btwn as anger reached its heights in her.
Piu : plz bhai stop this rubbish thapki bhabhi is not opening door plz try to understand u shud b more concerned about her.
Dhruv : are m not worried bcz she might b fast asleep that’s y she ‘s not opening door.
Sahir : what ‘s the harm in checking once…
Shradha (knocking) : thapki plz open the blo*dy door….?
Bihaan : sahir come on lets do thai , break this.
Sahir :g bhai…
Bihaan : 1 , 2 , 3….go…
They both hitted the door several times succeeding but the opening of the door leaded to someyhing which no one was expecting which frozed at bihaan at its position. Thapki’s room was welcomed by tears and screams.
Bihaan & sahir : thapkiiiiiiiii??
Few sec b4 ,
As the door flinged open it also pushed thapki’s fragile body with it as she was sitting in front of door her head hit against the hard floor with the sudden push and blood oozed out but that few drops were nothing in front of pool of blood in which thapki was lyng. Her wrist deeply cut by a sharp knife and her whole body , her arms full of cuts and wounds and blood dried on them. Her clothes teared from various places and peices of glass dugged in her feets . The peices were peiercing her flesh.
Bihaan & sahir were stunned they didnt onew how to react . Bihaan’s worst nightmare turned true. Dhruv too came inside of room but his face was expressionless it was blank like his black hrt. Bihaan felt weak on his legs and he fell.
Bihaan : thapkiiiiiiiiiiiii…..
Ty for reading will meet u in next prt till the goodbye and tc dearies nd yes stay tuned to knw what happens next……????