Helllllllooooooooooooo guys am back.. finally my theory exams are over so thought to give an update..
Hope you like it and guys please do tell me whether you are liking the way the story is proceeding or not..
Especially ShiningPearl16 Di.. ???
Recap: introduction to swara and a boy misbehaving with jeevi, swara beating him..
The boy standing with jeevi kept on staring swara till she dissapeared from his eyes…
He came out of his trance as he heard jeevi speaking..
Jeevi : (shaking him) Bhai Bhai…. (shouting near his ear) SANSKAAR bhaiiiii….
(I know that all of might have guessed that that person is none other then our hero sanskaar but still???)
Sanskaar: (coming out of his thoughts) ya jeevi tell… hmm are you fine???
Jeevi : (in hurry) yes Bhai … am fine… I will talk to you later for now I have to go to convince her bye…
Sanskaar: (still lost ) hmm bye….
Saying this he went out of the college towards his car…
But still his mind doesn’t stop wandering around that girl…
She had guts man… he always loved bold girls.. she was strong…
He got smile on his face remembering her cute face filled with anger…..
On the other side swara taking long strides went towards the college backyard….
The anger which was within her till now was now evaporating but by bit…
And now her anger was taking form of tears.. and of course she didn’t want to show her this vulnerable site to anyone..
She was walking fast almost running at some steps…
She was harshly wiping the tears that were escaping her eyes….
Finally reaching a lone place… she just snapped hard at a nearby wooden bench tightly to take our her anger…
Of course her delicate hand did hurt due to that…
It turned red but her concentration was not there…
‘noooooooooo… nooooooo don’t don’t leave.. leave my mom… leave her.. leave her….. no nooooooo mooommmmmmm’
She came out from her thoughts when jeevi jerked her.. she quickly wiped her tears and turned her back to her….
Jeevi : shona.. you are again thinking about that… (sighs) shona … am sorry… please …
Swara : (sternly) please leave jeevi.. didn’t u tell you not to come in front of me.. not at least today…
Jeevi : (concerned) but shona…
Swara : (tired) please leave jeevi.. please???
Jeevika understood what she might be thinking but the only thing that pained her that shona was still not ready to share her thoughts her feelings with anyone..
Why god!! Why that innocent has to suffer so much… can’t you send someone to heal this broken angel…
She left from there wiping her own u shed tears….
Evening….
Sanskaar reached his mansion.. he had a hectic day today and all he wanted was to relax right now… he thought about going out today night with the new nurse who joined his office today, dhara.. and she was interested in him she clearly cleared that with her expressions…
Thinking all this he went towards the hall and saw jeevi sitting there with a sad face.. she was turning the tv channels aimlessly while she was clearly uninterested in any one…
She was continuously staring at her phone as if waiting for someone to call…
Just then her phone rang and she lifted it up with hopeful eyes…
Jeevi : hello Viren.. did you talk with swara.. is she fine.. is she still angry with me… she didn’t hurt herself much right.. please tell her to talk to me Na please…
She spoke all this in one breath without letting the other person to speak anything….
Viren on the other side smiled hearing her concern for swara..
Viren : jeevika don’t worry I talked to her.. though she’s still upset but don’t worry she’s gonna be okay till tomorrow.. after all she’s a fighter a true fighter.. and she won’t allow herself to be weak right??
Jeevi : (softly) yeah umm right… but I hope she doesn’t be much upset with me.. hope she talks with me.. am Missing her in a single day..
She says pouting…
While Viren slightly chuckles hearing her…
Viren: don’t worry she’s gonna talk with you soon.. after all how can she remain angry on you for a longer time…
She smiles hearing him and then cut the call bidding bye to each other….
She takes a sigh of relief thinking that she’s at least OK…
She turns around only to find sanskaar looking at her with curiosity…
Seeing her looking towards him sanskaar comes out of his trance and moves towards her…
Giving her a warm side hug he ask her whether she is okay to which she replies affirmatively…
Sanskaar: waise jeevi don’t you think that your friend over reacted a little today.. I mean age was angry on that guy that’s fine but what was the need to be upset and angry in you.
It wasn’t your fault after all.. huh!! Such an over actor to show so much concern…
Don’t know why his mind asked him to speak these brutal words but then too he decided to follow this words as he trusts his intelligence a lot..
Jeevi : (angrily) Bhai.. please you know nothing about her, her relation with me then how can you judge her like this.. am sorry for shouting like this at you but I can’t help it when it’s for my shona….
On the other hand Sanskaar was surprised to see his little sister jeevi talking this angrily with him for the first time…
‘oh yeah!!! So now that girl is spoiling my little sissy and making her all grumpy and angry young woman just like her ‘
Thought Sanskaar while lightly chuckling thinking about swara’s cute anger and slightly angry on her as it’s the first time jeevi scolded him…
Seeing him making those weired faces jeevi understood that he felt bad…
Jeevi : (softly) Bhai.. am sorry I didn’t mean to scold you but.. (Taking deep sigh) you know shona I mean swara she has suffered a lot till now.. we can’t even imagine her pain.. she’s still suffering she’s still hurting but but.. it’s just that she keeps on hiding her pain behind her rough nature.. with men she especially had bad relations and so when he misbehaved with me she was so angry with me too.. she thinks that there’s no one in this world who will protect you and so it’s only you who should learn to fight for yourself as no one’s gonna do that for you…
Sanskaar heard her each n every word with great concentration… no one to protect her.. no one to stand by her.. how empty would her life be…
His heart was feeling unknown pain just hearing her miseries.. why what was her past?? What could have possibly happened??
While his mind was clearly understanding her thinking, her pain by her actions, her words and her behavior…
Of course he could make it out all clear after all he was dr sanskaar maheshwari the best psychologist…..
Don’t know why but he started feeling an unknown connection with her ….
That night he was just lost in swara’s thoughts and then he slept as he had no mood to go that stupid nurse now….
On the other side….
Swara with a blank face was looking put of the window of her room…
Her ears echoing with those screams…
Why god!! Will she ever be free from those night mares… she wants to live.. she wants to live happily not like this where her pain her thoughts her insecurities are eating her each n every second…
Precap: I WANT TO HEAL HER….
Huff so I end this part here… hope you people enjoyed reading it.. please do share your views about it..
The next update will be hopefully soon..
And guys which story should I post next please do tell me…
Meet you all in the next part till then bubye….
Love you all
Love SWASAN…