Hi Friends,
I couldn’t post it yesterday…So many reader’s note is given in this episode…Hope it is not confusing…Enjoy reading….
Twinkle was surprised to see that all the photographs were of Twinkle.She never knew that Kunj has taken these many photos of her.
Twinkle thinks, โWhen did he click these many pics of mine? Of course, he used to tell that he has a craze of photography and used to click pics. But I thought it was of random thingsโฆNow I realize it was just meโฆ
Twinkle checks the pics. All of them with her different expressions, either talking to someone, doing work or eatingโฆSome photos were of Kunj and Twinkle together, which she knew that he clicked. She collects all of them and keeps it in bed. She is looking at the pics and suddenly realizes that there is something written on the back of every photographโฆ
Kunj has noted down the date on which it was taken and the occasion or event which was occurring at that time. With the help of the date, she arranges all the pics and starts reading. First pic was of Twinkle blushing and looking at the ring. Twinkle turns the pic to find what Kunj has written.
โAaj se hamara safar shuru ho reha hainโฆAur izz safar ka ek bhi lamhe ko main khona nahi chahtaโฆInn tasveeron ke zariye vo har lamha, vo har yaadein jo humne ji hain, hamesha ke liye apne kareeb rekhna chahta hunโฆโ Date
โAnd she said yesโฆOur journey beginsโฆI donโt want to miss any of the moments which I spend with youโฆSo from now on, I will be capturing all the moments in pics and keeping it with me forever.โ Date
Twinkle: OhhโฆSo he started clicking my pics from the day he proposed meโฆ
Next few photographs were of Twinkle in canteen, either chatting with Sanjay or any team member or some team memberโs bday celebration. Some with Twinkle shopping or selecting clothes at mall. She I finds Kunj has written โGalti se kabhi kabhi do dhari talwaar bhi girly ho jaati hainโฆโDate.
Twinkle has a smile on her face reading it. Some were of driving classes where Twinkle is learning driving. โMadam irritated with driving lessonsโฆโ Date
One with Twinkle in an angry mode, and the caption was โTeacher Sadu Sarna se pareshanโฆSherni ka driving classes chodne ka phaisla โฆtume kya pata meri jaan, tumhare saath do pal bitane ke liye, dost ki gadi udhar me mangke sikha reha hunโฆโ Date
(Sherni about to quit driving classes due to teacher Sadu SarnaโฆTo spend some time with you, I made this plan of driving classes and that to taking my friendโs car for an hourโฆDate)
Next photo was of Twinkle looking at Kunj innocently and she is in the driving seat.
Twinkle: AahhโฆThis I know.. It was taken when I have just learnt driving and took car and made a traffic jam. He took it saying I want to capture this expression of yoursโฆ
She turns behind to see what Kunj has written.
โKal jo humne vegetable market me traffic jam kiya tah, uss se thoda kam hain aaj ka jamโฆImprove ho rehi hun meโฆDateโ
โOhhโฆSuch an innocent face which says last time I made a bigger traffic jam at vegetable market than thisโฆthis is quite small and acceptable oneโฆDateโ
A pic of Twinkle blushing in a beautiful dress had a caption of โGood job, Yuvi..I donno how you predicted that she is gonna be your bhabhiโฆDateโ
Twinkle looked at every picture and the caption written on back.. She was reliving their love life through those photographs. She was so touched by Kunjโs gestureโฆ Donโt know why but Twinkle had tears in her eyesโฆBut that was definitely of happiness. Happinessโฆ that the guy whom she has chosen as her companion is the best. He loves her to that extent that till date he has kept all these memories with him. The way Kunj has preserved each and every moment of Twinkle was melting her heart, her ego and her complainsโฆ
Twinkle took the dairies to read. There were 5 diariesโฆ 5 years of togethernessโฆ
Date
New companyโฆnew teamโฆSeems interesting and scary tooโฆ I hope decsison of joining this company proves to be a right choice for my careerโฆHappy to see Alisha there..at least one known face is thereโฆI donโt know whyโฆBut one name stuck in my mindโฆNakshatra Nambiar…What kind of a name it is…Thank godโฆ She has a nick name โTwinkleโโฆ It is too difficult to call someone Nak..Nakshatraโฆ weird name, but catchy one though.
Date
Out of all the 3 team leads, Twinkle seems to be the most difficult one to handleโฆKind of roughness, arrogance is thereโฆThe way she stands for her team members is commendableโฆBut it is hard to handle her anger issues and mood swingsโฆShe is not ready to listen itself..I tried to advise her regarding her anger using example of do dhari talwaar..Instead of understanding my point, she convinced me that she is rightโฆ.Aur khushi khushi do dhari talwaar naam accept ker liyaโฆSahi naam diya hai maineโฆSach me do dhari talwaar hainโฆ(And she accepted the name happilyโฆI think that name perfectly suits her.)
Date
PhewโฆFun FridayโฆNormaly that seems to be interestingโฆBut today I had to answer the concept of my life partnerโฆWeird that Sanjay finds it to be matching with Twinkle..
ReallyโฆNo…She is not of my typeโฆHe thinks I am trying to impress her and I am in love with herโฆNever ever thought of her like thatโฆI am impressed with the way she worksโฆHer professionalism, commitment towards her team, her attitude are commendableโฆHer ego, attitude and that roughness makes her stand out among the girls in the teamโฆBut that doesnโt meanโฆ I love herโฆI think I should stay away from herโฆat least to convince Sanjay..
Date
I canโt handle this anymoreโฆI am trying hard to resist myself from falling for herโฆ She is impossible to ignore. She has become my center of gravity.I am making stupid reasons to meet her or talk to her..I think Sanjay was rightโฆI am in love with herโฆPer kabse..aur kaiseโฆYe sab kab hua pata hi nahi chalaโฆAisa toh kya hain Twinkle me, jo muje kheech rehi hain uski tarafโฆ (I donโt know from when I have started loving herโฆAnd what is that which holds me close to herโฆ)
Twinkle is keenly reading the diary and has forgot the time tooโฆClock start ringing (clock which makes specific tone in every hour)and she reazlises that she wonโt be able to read all the diaries in a single nightโฆMoreover she has to keep them back before everyone comes back from movie. She decides to read the last diary. Twinkle wanted to know the feelings of Kunj when he decided to break up their relationship. )
[Readers โ English translation of this part is written after ——– line.]
Date
Aaj Papa ko ICU se ward me shift kiyaโฆThank god he is fineโฆVo sabse pehle mujse baat kerna chahte the..vo bhi akeleโฆMuje pata tha ki Twinkle ke bare me hi baat hogi..Aakhir hamare pyaar ke bare me pata chala tabhi toh unhe heart attack aayaโฆMuje laga tha ki vo Twinkle ko bhulne ke liye kahenge..Per me galat thaโฆUnhone aisa kuch bhi nahi kahaโฆ
Aur jo kahaโฆVo me zindagi me kabhi bhul nahi saktaโฆ
[For readers, I am keeping this part in Manoharโs voice so that you get the actual feelโฆ Hope I am able to do thatโฆ]
โTume lagta hain ki tum uske bina nahi jee saktey aur vahi tumhari zindagi ki manzil hainโฆHain na? Me samaj chukka hun, ki tume kisi bhi cheez ka vaasta de do, toh bhi tum uss ladki ko chodne vale nahi hoโฆPehli baar maine tume, mujse ladtey huye dekha haiโฆJo bhi tumne uss din kaha, sab man liyaโฆTumhari apni zindagi hain..Aur tume tumhara humsafar chun ne ka pura haq hainโฆAb me tume nahi rokhungaโฆJo jee me aaye keroโฆShadi kerna hai to kero, ya bina shadi ke rehna chahtey ho to vo bhi kerloโฆ
Muje pata hainโฆ tume aaj itni himmat kaise aayi hainโฆYun mujse uss din uchi aawaz me kaise baat kiyaโฆTume ye ache se pata hain ki, papa ab budhe ho chuke hainโฆaur retired bhiโฆAur ab me kuch kamata nahi hunโฆYe ghar ab tumhare income se chalta hainโฆYuvi ki padhai aur bank ke loan abhi baki hainโฆMera pension toh sirf ghar chalane ke liye enough hogaโฆToh tume ache se pata hain ki tum mere izz majburi ka fayda utha saktey hoโฆ
Tumhare nazar me, mere paas tumhare shadi ko maan ne ke alawa aur koi rasta hi nahi hainโฆAakhir yuvi ki padhai, loan aur ghar tumare paisons se jo chalta haiโฆ.Per yeh galat fehmi hain tumhariโฆIss kadar majburโฆ Manohar Sarnaโฆ na kabhi hua tha aur na hogaโฆMe itna bhi lachar nahi hua ki apne bete ke saamne jhuk jaunโฆ.Agar tume padha likha ker, iss kabil banana janta hun toh aage bhi kya kerna hain yeh me janta hunโฆMe job kerne lagungaโฆChota mota hi sahi,kahi toh muje job mil jayegiโฆKya kereinโฆMaa baap ko, iss budape me aake naukri kerni padti hain, agar tum jaisa nikamma beta paida ho tohโฆJaise taise me Yuvi ki padhai ka kharcha toh nikal hi lungaโฆBus bhagwan se yehi prarthana hain ki jab pad likh ke vo bhi kaabil ban jaaye toh baap ko laat na mar de tumhari tarahโฆ Tume shadi kerni hai na uss ladki seyโฆbeshak kero..Bus ab ghar ki fikar mat keroโฆ.Manohar Sarna abhi zinda hainโฆโ
[Back to Kunjโs voice]
Sach kehtey hain log ki words are sharper than a two edged swordโฆAgar papa muje chaaku se mar detey toh itna gam nahi hota, jitna muje aaj hua hainโฆVo mere bare me yeh sochtey hainโฆKi me unke majburi ka fayda uthaungaโฆManta hun maine unse jagda kiya..Per vo isliye ki me uss kadar Twinkle se pyaar kerta hunโฆAur bohut ache se janta hun ki usske bina me jee nahi saktaโฆAur muje laga tha ki, Papa mere feelings ko samjengeโฆ bhale, pehle thoda mujse jagda kerleโฆIsliye nahi ki papa ka financial condition ka fayda utha ke unse apni baat manva sakunโฆ
Aapko sach me aisa lagta hain ki me aapki majboori ka fayda utaunga? To mera bhi yeh vaada hain Papa, ki me tab tak shaadi nahi kerunga, jab tak Yuvi ki padhai aur aapke loans chukka na dunโฆJab tak ki Yuvi ko iss kaabil na bana dun, ki aapko meri zaroorat na padheyโฆEk baar Yuvi ghar ki zimmedhariyan uthane ki kaabil ho jaaye, toh me chup chap yahaan se chala jaungaโฆAapko mere paison ki zaroorat hain naโฆ Toh aaj..iss waqt se me bus aapke liye ek paisa kamane ka machine ban reha hunโฆVaise bhi Twinkle meri zindagi hainโฆAur uske bina, me sirf saas leta hua ek ATM machine ban jaungaโฆ Itney saal aapka dulara beta kehtey rehe aur ek jhatke me yeh keh diya ki me nikamma hunโฆAapko sirf paise se matlab hain na mereโฆTo vahi sahiโฆ Aaj se aap ka beta, Kunj Sarna mar chukkaโฆAb bas zinda hain toh ek machine jo sirf paisey kamata hainโฆ
[Readers,
If you remember, I have mentioned in episode 2 that after Manoharโs denial, Kunj never came back to Amritsar and just used to send money in accountโฆ]
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Date
Today Papa got shifted from ICU to normal wardโฆThank godโฆHe is fine and at a stable stage nowโฆHe wanted to talk to me first personallyโฆI was sure that it must be related to Twinkle. Of course, it has to beโฆCoz the last talk we had with each other before his attack was about my relation with her. I thought he will ask me to forget Twinkleโฆ.ButโฆI was wrongโฆWhatever he said just blew my mindโฆI never expected something like thisโฆ
[For readers, I am keeping this part in Manoharโs voice so that you get the actual feelโฆ Hope I am able to do thatโฆ]
โYou think you canโt live without that girlโฆRight? And she is the ultimate destiny of your lifeโฆFineโฆI have understood that I canโt persuade you from that relationship. At any cost, you are going to get married to herโฆFor the first time in my life, I have seen you fighting with me for that girlโฆWhatever you said that day while arguing is all true..It is your life and you have all the rights to choose your partner. NowโฆI wonโt stop youโฆDo whatever you feel likeโฆYou wanna get married..go aheadโฆOr you want to stay with her without marriage, that is also fineโฆ
I know now you have grown up and you are capable of arguing with meโฆI know what is giving you confidence to argue with me and go against my decision. Now I am old and retired too. You very well know that I am not earning anymoreโฆYou are the one who is financially supporting the house. Yuviโs education is not yet complete and bank loans are also thereโฆMy pension money is barely enough to support the household. So you have decided to take advantage of my conditionโฆ
You think that I donโt have any other options other than saying yes to your marriage, because I am financially in a crisis and you are the only one to support meโฆBut you are getting it wrongโฆManohar Sarna wonโt get into your trapโฆI wonโt let that happenโฆKunjโฆI have worked so hard and invested all my money in giving you education..If I could do that much, I can handle this situation tooโฆI will go and find a jobโฆOf course I am old now and wonโt get a good job at this ageโฆSomehow I will manage Yuviโs education expensesโฆPeople will start talking about itโฆBut what to do? When you have such useless son, you will have to work hard even in your old ageโฆ I hope Yuvi at least, doesnโt do the same with me after his education is overโฆYou want to get married to her, Right? Go aheadโฆDonโt worry about the family. Manohar Sarna is alive and I know how to support my familyโฆYou donโt have to worry about it anymoreโฆโ
[Back to Kunjโs voice]
I have heard it somewhere that words are sharper than a two edged swordโฆToday I experienced itโฆ It would have been better, if Papa had hurt me with me a knifeโฆHis words are 1000 times more painful than cut from knife. This is what he thinks of meโฆI canโt believe itโฆI agree, I fought with him that day and argued terriblyโฆBut the reason was I love her to that core and I canโt imagine a life without herโฆI felt Papa wonโt agree first and after a few arguments he will realize my feelings for her and say yes to our relationshipโฆI was not arguing with him coz I am the one who financially supports him.
Papa, you really think soโฆYou believe that I will take advantage of your helplessness..Then I promise youโฆI will never get married to Twinkle unless and untill Yuviโs education is over and your loans are paid offโฆ I will be with you and will support you till the date Yuvi is capable of taking responsibilitiesโฆOnce Yuvi is ready to support the family, I will leave you all and go from here. You only need my moneyโฆSo from today, from this very momentโฆI am just being a machine to earn money for this family.Anyways without Twinkle, I canโt have a lifeโฆI will be like an ATM machine which respiresโฆThatโs itโฆYou always told me that you are proud of meโฆJust because I am in love with a girl whom you donโt likeโฆYou termed me as useless son..I have understood that you just need money from me to support youโฆSo here ends the life of your son, Kunj Sarnaโฆ.Now I will be just a machine earning moneyโฆ
[Readers, If you remember I have mentioned in episode 2 that after Manoharโs denial, Kunj never came back to Amritsar and just used to send money in accountโฆ]
Precap – Twinkle reading Kunj’s diary
Jisha ๐
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Yrr jisha di i’m a silent reader but now your episode us ne bolne pe majboor ker diyaa .. yrr kya likhte ho .. Aj waqai rula diya ., I m crying like hell .. First episode se lekar abhi tak padha hai .. Yrr u r a fabulous writer like seriously .. Itna achha kesay likhte hoo .. Plss mujhe bhi sikha do na
Hi,
Thank you so much…that means a lot…I am happy I could make you feel the emotions… welcome to our group…
Aj se pehlay kisi ff pe comment nhii kiya .. But from now I will
Wowwwwww …… i mean…. Kunj is tooo cute??? just a perfect guy that every girl dreams of!!!! I mean seriously…… ab to twinkle ko maan hi jana chahiye….. itna sweet or cute life partner jo mil jayega use???????
But manohar???….. he was so mean at that time with kunj…. so rude!!!!
Overall the episode was WONDERFUL!!!!Awesome
Try to post next soon!โบ
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Hiiii hw r u?? Remember me…me yad hu b nai app ka ek ek epi pda h mene,ap no1 writer hoo.. Kya story h mza aata h… Luv u…
Hi Jasmine,
I am fine. …of course I remember you… thanks dear…next episode posted
Hey guyss … Please mujy bhi is family mein add ker lo na .. I’ll be very thankful to u all ..
Hey dear! welcome to TEI TU family…. Hi I’m shalini.. u can call me Neha also…a ff writer n ff reader …..can u pls tell me ur real name if u don’t mind…
awesome di… I had tears in my eyes… hw do u manage to write so well di… I don’t have words… seriously speechless… ur amazing di…
love you… tc of u and ammu too…:-)
Suprb di
Thanks UC…. next episode posted
Hey Jisha di,
This was amazingly amazing…This was something beyond one’s imagination.
You said to me that you loved the way I describe but actually you are amazing at describing emotions!
I am left spellbound after reading this stupendous piece of creativity!
Post the next episode soon ๐
Loads of love and support โกโกโก
Keep smiling ๐ Always ๐
Everything was perfectly shown manohars thoughts were clearly understanding do continue
Woaaah di it’s amazing ???lovely. Loved it. Finally twinkle came to know about kunjs feelings. I am soo very happy. Loved it to the core.
I am sorry i dont know how to write long comments like others, I actually dont know wat to write. Sorry
Plz post next soon
Love u?
Di I don’t know what to comment after reading this episode…I’m speechless…I’m having words lacking problem…di u left me spellbound…I want to give you standing ovation for this episode…u nailed it di…di I want to give you a tight hug and lots of muahhhh for this episode…Kunj clicking twinkle’s pics and writing date and event on back of the pic is so good and cute…Kunj’s dialogues are so emotional and heart touching…I legit cried while reading Kunj’s dialogues…I just hate this manohar…how dare he say Kunj useless son Huhh ???? twinkle is really lucky to get Kunj…now tho twinkle has no other way other than keeping her ego aside and accepting Kunj…di when I read last lines from Papa u really think so….to here ends the life of ur son Kunj Sarna now il be only machine earning money I felt like someone stab on my heart…this episode is so emotional and it is amazingly written…
Di I’m damn excited to read remaining part of Kunj’s diary…try to post next as soon as possible di if ur health permits…
Take care di…
Love you ???
Di I don’t know what to comment after reading this episode…I’m speechless…I’m having words lacking problem…di u left me spellbound…I want to give you standing ovation for this episode…u nailed it di…di I want to give you a tight hug and lots of muahhhh for this episode…Kunj clicking twinkle’s pics and writing date and event on back of the pic is so good and cute…Kunj’s dialogues are so emotional and heart touching…I legit cried while reading Kunj’s dialogues…I just hate this manohar…how dare he say Kunj useless son Huhh ???? twinkle is really lucky to get Kunj…now tho twinkle has no other way other than keeping her ego aside and accepting Kunj…di when I read last lines from Papa u really think so….to here ends the life of ur son Kunj Sarna now il be only machine earning money I felt like someone stab on my heart…this episode is so emotional and it is amazingly written…
Di I’m damn excited to read remaining part of Kunj’s diary…try to post next as soon as possible di if ur health permits…di this episode made one of your silent reader to break her silence…congo ?? for that di…
Take care di…
Love you ???
This is nt fair… Jisha di this time too u made me cry… Yrr di hw do u potray all these emotions so well… That kunj’s voice it left a very big impact yr di wid whole lots of tears in my eyes.. episode ws extremely emotional.. that ws so so so good.. will b waiting to see twinkle n kunj together again i hope there r no more twist n turns in thier lives
Wwoooww diii pls pls pls post next sooon
Love this track
Love u jisadii
Hey Jisha di,
This episode was so damn amazing!! I loved it so much. I couldn’t even make a guess that so many emotions will be related to this past. I am kinda sad now, but I do understand the practicality present in here. Also, I do remember Kunj not returning to Sarna mansion after Manohar’s denial for the marriage. I’ll be waiting for the next update.
Loads of love?
Keep taking care of yourself?
Fabulous episode jisha Di loved it to the core I’m able to feel the emotions and u r the best nobody can portray emotions more beautiful than you di and loved kunj post asap di
Hey jisha dii
Hw r u…
Di…..I don’t know kya khu
U know today’s episode was just awesome mind blowing fantastic
Mere paas words nhi hai usse describe krne k liye tht photos prt ws soooo…. cute n the last diary part ws so emotional. ..
Diiii plz…………. post asap cnt wait fr the nxt one. …
Bie………
Tc
Thanks nish… I am fine.. next episode posted
Wow amazing ryting sklls
Dia u r jxt awesome no words to xprss my feelings
Da episode wz amazng
Thanks Fatma…next episode posted
Jisha di,
I’m amazed once again. The way u described those captions for the pictures just left a huge smile on my face. Can someone please tell me where I can buy a Kunj. I need someone as sweet as him in my life too. Ur amazing and it’s unexplainable how much i love this ff. Can’t wait for the next part. Love you and take care โค๏ธ
Thanks Sara….I wish kunj can be bought….???
Next episode posted
Jisha di just loved it too good I mean the emotions and the picture dairy of Twinj moments everything was just perfect the small captions behind each picture the dairy part was so emotional I mean Manohar’s words I understand how difficult it would have been for Kunj
Hope Twinkle understands his condition ๐
Love you ๐ Take care ๐
Wow….wow….this was so gooood…..
I luvd it di……it was fabulous….mind blowing…..
U explained kunjs emotions perfectly…
Luv u
How r u so good in xplaining emotions di….I loved d way give both the languages bt I like in Hindi tht xpresses d feelings nyc….waiting fr nxt
Omg Jisha di…. I’m toh speachless…. aap toh day by day sirf shocks de rahin hai apne writing talent se….. today u make me emotional…. sach mein di aapne toh mar hi dala…. it was super dupar blockbuster episode…. whole diary part was like a summary… I was thinking as I’m again reading it from the begining …n manohars pov about kunj is completly real….. I mean I’ve saw this in reality…. ek beta jab apne parents ki har baat manta ya unki hi khushi ke baare mein sochta hai toh he is worlds best son but when he starts to think about himself a bit then he is worst son….wow yaar what a thought….well I’m feeling very bad about kunj, his helplesness, his weakness that is he is a kind hearted, caring, emotional guy who never shows his pain to anyone …always use to thinks about others happiness….. I just hope now twinkle’ll accept his love…. accept him as a best life partnar after reading his diary…… n u know what I just love this kunj more n more…. loved the whole epi to the core…
Now post next episode asap if u r feeling good….
Love u di…. keep smiling n tc of urself…..
“Shalini/Neha”
awesome amazing fabulous emotional epi………
loved it Di
please continue soon
Amazing
Diiii.. you left me speechless.. you nailed it yet again.. this is so fabulous.. each n every dialogues of kunj were amazing n the emotions portrayed were superb.. it was a paisa wasool episode n u really deserve a standing ovation??????.. the captions behind each n every pic was so wonderful nd wow he loves twinkle sooo muchhh ???.. eagerly waiting for the next.. take care โคโค
Jisha di
u have a wonderful skill of writing which is lovely….U manage to drive us speechless every time…I don’t know how to appreciate u coz I’m lacking words . Those emotions were described sooo nicely that it felt that I was really at the spot.
U have a special talent of writing nd I think that u should try some professional stories too…. The captions made me smile sooo much nd the last part was beautifully penned…I’m In love with u…
Try Posting soon….
Love u
Di u r awesome amazing aap itne ache kaiae likh lete ho u know u r really beyond words di mere life ka first ff jiske liye Mai itni crazy hu u know i just love ur ff I know love bhi bohat kam word as no words suits to explain dat hw much I like ur ff u r just amazing n I loved d way kunj has captured all moments in photo I really liked it to infinity just loved it n love u
Take care diiiii
Jisha just want to said mind blowing episode and just loved each and every part of today episode. Well done ?? keep wrting ff and can’t wait for next episode.
Thanks sidmin 23… next episode posted