Hiii friends…I will try to update regularly without giving long gaps in between each updates…I wanna complete both the fffs asap…And I hope you all will enjoy this update as well…Asusual Ignore my grammatical mistakes here and there…
Chapter 11:
Everything We see hides another things…But what’s strange in it is we always wanna see hidden things from what we see…Today Nandhini too Wanna find many hidden things from what she seeing…
Nandhini:Radhika…One minute…Do you like Arjun?…
She asked straight to her face but Radhika found difficult to answer her question…
Radz:Means…
Nandhini noticing shock waves wandering her face pinched her cheeks and began…
Nandhini: Do you like your stay here with Arjun?…I mean in our mansion…
Radz smilingly nodded yes…Arjun also got relieved seeing both the ladies whom he loves most in this world walking out of the room chitchatting…He immediately after their exit went inside his room and closed the door with a sound thud…
He was just so tired reminiscing everything that happened few minutes before…Even that thoughts itself made him stop and stare at his own reflection in the mirror… A tired man with perfect chiseled features stared back at him…The semi Darkness in his room which prevents sunlight to spread its rays made the reflection of his own self as shaded grey little face on the mirror…But,He din care a bit too…
Quickly Arjun got rid of his clothes to have a cold shower to cool himself…And he still not stop thinking about his girl…How he can…Its impossible for him to do so…He already had many experience in trying to erase her thoughts from his mind…But every time he end up in losing himself in her thoughts more, which ceaselessly follows him like his shadow…
Arjun:Radhika,…You…
Arjun stopped just infront of the bathroom door as an image of her bare body flashed through his mind. A strange reaction from him,he now thought,as it should not really matter to him,right?He after all had a revenge to complete then..The only revenge that had kept him moving forward..The only revenge-..for his Nandhini di…The only revenge – for which he ready to commit any crime and hurt anyone…But what happened all of sudden…What changed his mind…What made him to confess that he loves his girl…What made him to beg for her forgiveness…What…What turns a stone hearted Handsome hunk,who wants to smile in Radz’s tears…
Seeing his own little blood’s innocent antics or His Radhika..Whom he abondened few years back for this revenge willfully and struggling daily with her haunting memories…Yes…He loved her…He hated her…He hurt her…He care for her…He cried for her…He enjoyed her presence…He enjoyed those moments he spent with her in goa…He even deliberately wants to relive those moments in his life once again,…
He was success in gaining her love…Her trust…Once..But This Revenge eats his brain..Because of which he betrayed his only light in his life…He betrayed himself…He betrayed his soul..And today he felt ashamed while looking his face in the mirror…He thought…He was successful in ruining his Radhika’s life and achieved his life time goal…But The real answer what he got was exact opposite…Yes…He gained her hatred…And in return,He lost everything in his life for a meaningless revenge which he even din know the entire truth behind it…
His mind all of a sudden showed the flashback of the moment when he got a chance to see his ladylove undressing herself before changing into a blue Anarkali suit, a few minutes before…Even the flashback had his blood racing suddenly…Her eyes,her lips..Her bare back…slim waist…He just could not forget them..What the hell was happening to him?…With a loud curse,he banged open and shut his bathroom door and turned on the shower to full chill..He had no option other than to cool himself…But When he let the chilling water stream down his naked body,the thought that flashed his mind was Radhika’s undressing moment…Arjun cursed himself again,as he tried hard to control…But all went up in vain now…the heat spreading throughout his body despite the chill water raining on him…
Even the knocking sound and yelling of Nandhini outside seems to be nothing to him at that moment…After a few minutes battle,..Arjun got some temporary relief and he stepped outside of his restroom wearing black pants alone…This time he heard a knocking sound outside again not from his nandhu though…He opened the door was never imagined such a sweet or hot surprise awaiting for him..Yes …It’s our Radz standing there holding a letter in her hand…
And same way,Radz too never ever imagined even in her dream too that she gonna see her Arjun like this again in her life…It made her remember their last encounter in Goa few years back…She averted her gaze and turned back within a jiffy and started stammering something which she herself have no idea about…
Radz:I…I…Dinn see…No…I mean…I came here to give you…this letter…
Arjun noticing her shyness had a cute smile on his face began…
Arjun:What…Love letter Radhika…I din expect love letter from you this soon…Give Radhika…I’m eagerly waiting to read…What stopping you from giving…Probably I’m not…
Hearing this…Radz was bit angry …
Radz’s innervoice:Radhika…you came here to warn him and this gonna be the last meeting with him and from today..He has nothing to deal with you…You already wrote everything in this letter na…Now suddenly what happened to you…You are not affected by him. Its all part of his plan to destroy your life again and take ansh from you Radhika…Dont pay attention to him…
RAdz: .Yes…I’m not…
Arjun pinched his fingers near Radz’s Ear and began…
Arjun:What Radhika..What happened…Talking alone…Are you afraid…
Radz:No…Never…I…
Arjun:Then…bolo…Why you knocked my door…
Hearing this Radz turned to give her reply was again faltered for a second seeing Arjun shirtless and his sarcastic smile on his face along with his eye which is winking at her purposely…She averted her gaze completely from him and gave the letter to him without even seeing him…
Radz:Hold this…I wrote everything what I wanna say to you…This…this supposed to be our last meet…Mr.Arjun Mehra…
Arjun smilingly took the letter from her and that little touch during this letter transfer made both to taste the real hotness…It didn’t stop there…As Arjun pulled Radz towards him to suppress his inner turbulence…It made Radz to hit his bare chest and hold his arms for support… A strange spark went down her body too…and her eyes rounded as she finally realized what she was actually touching..And before she could move her hands away or step back,she was pushed up by Arjun against the wall inside his room…Radz was about to speak but Arjun stopped her by closing her mouth with his palm…Then,He began in a husky voice…
Arjun:Shhh!!!!!…Radhika…Just listen…I know…You are hurt…This time…I don’t want to hurt you more…I don’t need to read this letter Radhika…I knew what you wrote…Please understand once…What you are thinking now is wrong Radhika…You cannot live without me…Accept this fact first…You are ready to live with my memories but why cant you try to live with me in real Radhika…I’m ready to accept your any punishment Radhika…I promise…
Before Arjun completing his statement…Radz removed his hand from her mouth and began…
Radz:Again promise…Stop it Arjun…Don’t ruin the value of that word to fool me again…I have nothing to lose except my ansh and this soul…To separate him from me…you stooped down to any level…I cant digest anymore…you asking me to give punishment…What punishment I should give you Arjun?…tell me…If you loved me,..then why you betrayed me in goa…you said..you have no option other than taking revenge on me na…ok…I’m ready to listen to you…Tell me what’s that revenge,which makes you go insane and even let you dump my love…my trust…my body…my soul…and everything I had on you…
Hearing this..Arjun was shattered and left his hold on radz…He slowly distanced himself from her…Radz continued…
Radz:Why..What happened now…When you are not ready to reveal the reason behind your revenge…Then how you expect me to love you again Arjun…Now I understood you well than before Arjun…You never imagined in your dream too na that I will be mother of your child and will become successful in my career too,…this insecurity disturbs you..So,you wanna destroy my life again…But you forgot that Radhika Mishra never let you win again…
Arjun was hurt by these powerful words of Radz…He even had some unknown tears in his eyes…Radz moved outside and turned back at Arjun began…
Radz:And haan…Next time don’t try to seduce me or come near me cox I wont be silent always Arjun…
Arjun:Oh..Really…Ok…you wish that only right…Then listen… I’m ready to leave you…But remember one thing Radhika…Few years back…you want me to live with you forever…But I left you and I’m paying for it till date…And today,I wanna live with you but you wanna leave me forever…That day I din fulfill your wish but today I’m fulfilling your wish by doing the same thing which I did earlier…I hope one day or other day…you will understand my love for you…I’m waiting for that day to come soon…
Hearing this,Dunno why but Radz felt restless sensing the truth in Arjun’s eyes this time…
Arjun:Radhika…
Radz faced him again…
Arjun:Your letter…I think I don’t need to read it…
Saying so..He gave the letter back to bewildered Radz…Arjun patting her cheeks continued…
Arjun:I love you Radhika… Be happy always and take care of our son…I know you will…
Arjun uttered those words with flooded eyes…Whereas Radz was completely baffled by arjun’s words…she puts the letter in the dustbin and went downstairs bemused…
A few minutes later…
Nandhu:Radhika…Where were you???…I’m talking to you only…
Radz:Oh!!…sorry Di…You asked sth na…
Nandhu:Haaan baba…you said you forgot sth…you got it??,..
Radz letting out a smile began…
Radz:No…Di…I din forgot anything…
Nandhu was clueless what Radz really meant and she also left the second thought on this…
Radz:Chalo…Ansh..bid good bye to Nandhini Aunty…
Ansh:Bye Buaa…
Radz was bit puzzled hearing this from Ansh but she don’t have enough time to pay heeds to these things now…
Nandhini:Bye my chota beem…And Radhika..Take care…I hope you will take good decision…
Radz:Decision???
Nandhini:Nothing…You will get answer when you reach your home…Happy journey…Ritesh…Drive slowly…Ok…
Driver:Yes mam…
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At night…In Piyali’s house…
When you reach the end of what you should know, you will be at the beginning of what you should sense…Yes…Now Radz too at the beginning of what she sensed today in Arjun’s eyes…Her sleeping intuition awakens her once again…Her heart overruled her mind…Arjun’s words keeps flashing her mind…
Flash Back of Arjun’s words:” I left you and I’m paying for it till date …I dinn touched any girl in my life other than you Radhika…Yes I want to ruin your life… I don’t have any option other than spending a night with you that day…I don’t mean that I am right Radhika…But,I mean that I am not that much wrong you imagined as such Radhika… I love you Radhika…”
All these words of Arjun’s made Radhika yelling…
Radz:Nooo…No…Arjun…why you did this to me…My heart says everytime that you was the same whom I loved once…but..you made our relation a joke Arjun…You preferred my body over my heart to hurt me…If you wanna hurt me…you might have killed me the day we met right…What’s need for all these…I cant love you again the way I did earlier…There is no respect left in our relation…When there is no respect,there is no way for love to bloom…
Saying so,..Radz broke down and cried her heart out made Neil,who witnessed all these at doorsteps also to wipe his known tears before wiping his chasni’s…Neil touched Radz shoulder to extend his support made Radz to wipe her tears before facing her friend…
Neil:Chasni…So…It was Arjun right?…
Hearing this form Neil…Radz was bit shocked and she had no words to answer for her Friend’s question…She hugged him and burst out weeping more rather answering him…
Neil: chasni…till when you gonna cry yaar… I cant see you like this…
Radz after parting herself from Neil began…
Radz:No Neil…Sometimes when our heart says we are wrong from what we think naa…Then the pain, which overtakes us left no way in hurting us Neil…But,you are there na…Now…see everything will become alright…
Neil wiping Radz’s tears began…
Neil:No chasni…nothing gonna be fine until you try to solve this first…
Radz inquisitively began…
Radz: Means…I couldn’t get you Neil…
Neil: Chasni…You should marry Arjun yaar…
These words of Neil left Radz standstill…