Fan Fiction

Swasan (Two/three shot): Sorry I did not want to hurt you (part 1)

Hi guys, I am back with another TS. I also update my ff soon.

It starts from when adarsh was arrested. There are little changes, Dp and Ap knew that SwaSan were innocent but they couldn’t say anything because Adarsh and Parineeta blackmailed them about SwaSan and Ramtha, if Dp or Ap will not behave badly with SwaSan then Adarsh will kill RamTha and SwaSan. Therefore they had to behave badly.
SanLak retuned home and laksh asked forgiveness from sanskar and sweared that he will always believe sanskar. Sanskar forgave but he was angry on swara. In the evening, all of them family were in hall.

“Ms swara gadodia” said sanskar with a stern voice.
Swara was shocked: Sanskar
Sanskar: Don’t get shocked, now get used to be called Ms Swara Gadodia
Swara: What do you mean?
Sanskar: Did you forgot, what I said on the phone. Our relationship is broken now.
Everyone was numb.
Swara got tears in her eyes, “What are you saying sanskar, I know that I went against your promise but whatever I did”
Interrupted by Sanskar, “oh really, you knew it. But still you broke it. You know what it shows. It shows that in difficult time, you never support me. It shows that i am not your first priority. It shows that you don’t care about our relationship.
Swara: But sanskar
Sanskar: Here are divorce papers, sign them now.

Swara: sanskar
Sanskar: I said sign them
Swara: Okay, sanskar, if you get happiness in our separation then I will sign them.
Sanskar: ufff, finally you thought about my happiness. After this divorce you will be free and you can freely show your mahanta.

Swara took the divorce papers and was sign them but suddenly someone stopped her. She tilted her head and she saw her soulmate, her sister…Ragini
Ragini: no, swara you will not sign the papers
Swara: But Ragini
Ragini: Swara, you always stood with me, supported me, brought me to the right path and I didn’t believe you but still you forgave me…Today the time has come that I will support you. (Ragini turned towards sanskar), sanskar, please think about it once again. Whatever swara was only for

Sanskar interrupted, “No Ragini. You can’t understand it. I warned her but see, she just broke my promise even though she knew that this can break our relationship. This is my final decision, she has to sign them.
Shekhar: sanskar beta,we understand that it hurted you a lot but you both love each other. You can’t just separate your self from her.

Shomi: ha sanskar, we can talk about it.
Ap, Dp, Rp and sujata also tried to make sanskar understand but none of their talks affected him. Swara was only crying
Sanskar: Sorry ma..sorry badepapa..but my decision is final
Ragini: If swara will leave this house then I will also leave this house with her.
Laksh: Ragini!
Swara (with tears): You have my swear ragini, you won’t do that.
Ragini (shockingly): Swara…no swara I can’t leave you alone. I will also come with you.
Swara: ragini…please for me….you have to stay here and take care of everyone. And Sans…sorry Mr Maheshwari, I have signed the papers.
Sanskar: Thank you so much Ms Gadodia, now you can do you samaj seva freely as I won’t be interrupting you now.

Swara (emotionless): Ma baba, I am going back to baadi…
Ragini (emotionally): Swara…
Swara: Ragini take care of everyone
Shekhar (Angrily): Sanskar..you didn’t do correct. Shomi, lets go…our daughter needs us as (tauntingly) this family, whom swara considered as hers and always risked her life for them…won’t support her. (turned towards laksh) I hope you don’t do the same thing with ragini…otherwise I won’t leave anyone of you.
Ragini: baba, ma take care of swara.

Shemish went behind swara. Swara was walking on the road aimlessly.

Shekhar: Swara beta, this is not the way to the house
Swara: ma baba, please leave me alone for some time.
Shomi: But shona
Swara: ma please…don’t worry I will return soon.
Shekhar: Beta, how can we leave you alone

Swara: baba, please
Shomi (sighed): ok but please return soon..before sunset.
Shemish went to baadi but were still worried for swara. Swara was walking on the road. After few hours of walking, she reached the temple where she confessed her love to sanskar and became one. She went inside the temple and cried her heart out…

Slowly the time passed. The Maheshwari mansion was dull because it’s eldest DIL was not present. Ragini missed her sister everyday. Ap, Dp, Rp and sujata missed their daughter like DIL who always spreaded happiness in the house and took care of them. Uttara missed her sister like Bhabhi who always supported and guided her like an elder sister. Sanskar became more heartless, arrogant and ruthless.

Leap of 2 years…

Ragini is sitting in the room with a small baby bump (she is 5 months pregnant) and talking with a picture, which was revealed to be of Swaragini.

Ragini: swara, see today I became 5 months pregnant. If you would be here then you would be taking care of me. You would not even allow me to step out of the room. Swara please come back, this house is incomplete without you. Ma, papa, chacha, chachi, Uttara everyone misses you. I know that you didn’t want to face sanskar so you went away from here. I am sorry swara..i could not become a good sister.

Laksh who came inside room went and hugged ragini. Ragini reciprocated the hug and cried.
Laksh: if you miss her so much then why don’t you tell us about her whereabouts.
Ragini: sorry laksh. I promised her and I can’t break this promise. And thank you laksh, thank you for not telling anyone in this house that only me, ma and baba knows where she is livng now.
Laksh broke the hug and said, “ok now wipe you these tears otherwise our baby will born as a crybaby like you”

Ragini (Angrily): hooo…laksh!
Laksh: Acha, I have a good news, our company is getting for the best company of the year and sanskar bhai is also getting award for the best businessman of the year.
Ragini (happily): That’s great news.

Laksh: yes….bhai deserves this award as he is doing so much hardwork and I still have to learn a lot from him. Acha, the award function is going to held after two days in Mumbai…We are leaving for Mumbai in 3 hours….so start the packing. I will come after getting freshed and help you in packing. And ha, you ma baba and ayush are also coming.

Saying this lakh went to get fresh whereas ragini got shocked as they all are going to Mumbai.

Ragini got worried and tried to call someone but that person wasn’t picking up the phone.
Ragini: come on…. pick up the phone

Ragini kept the phone on the bed and was tensed, “Now what will happen!”
Just then ragini got a call but unfortunately it wasn’t from the person she was calling. Ragini picked up the call.

Ragini: Hello ma
Shomi: ragini, I am trying to call her but her phone is switched off. Even shekhar tried but
Ragini: ma, even I tried but…what will happen now. I hope nothing bad happens. Ma did you call nani ma.
Shomi: I did, but she wasn’t at home so I couldn’t talk to ma properly.
Ragini (nearly crying): Ma…I am really worried about her.
Shomi: beta..you don’t take tension..it’s not good for your health and is shona gets to know that you took tension then she won’t leave me. You don’t worry, I will try to do something.
Ragini: ok ma

Ragini cut the call and started the packing, meanwhile laksh came to help her. Everyone completed their packing and departed for Mumbai. During whole journey, ragini, without anyone’s notice, was trying to call swara but her phone was again switched off. Finally after few hours of journey they reached Mumbai. They went to their farmhouse. Sujata, who was feeling pain in her chest since morning was now increased.

Sujata (keeping her hand on her chest): Ahhh
Everyone shouted: Ma/chachi/Sujata
Sujata (breathing heavily): Ahhh…my…my chest….it…its pain…paining.
Ap: What happened to her suddenly? Sanskar laksh, let’s take her to hospital.
Sanskar lifted sujata and everyone followed him. Ap told ragini to stay at home but ragini denied. Everyone reached the hospital.
Sujata was in sanskar’s arms and he was shouting, “doctor, doctor.”

A girl, who was wearing yellow coloured kurta with sky blue leggings..was sitting in a cabin of the same hospital, heard sanskar’s voice. She recognised this voice very well. She gripped the pen very tightly and her eyes were reflecting the pain. Then the screen focuses on the name board of the girl which says ‘Dr Swara Bose’

Swara: Sanskar

Suddenly a nurse came.

Nurse: Dr…Dr there is an emergency. An old lady got a mild heart attack and Dr mehra has ordered that you have to do her operation
Swara stood up and said, “Prepare for the operation, quick”
Swara wore her gloves, mask and the gown (that doctors wear in operation theatre) and went towards the operation theatre. When she entered and saw the patient, she was shocked to the patient.

Swara whispered, “mom”
Swara closed her eyes and brushed all her emotions and started operating as a doctor. After few hours…the operation was successful.

Dr mehra: Congratulations Dr Swara, once again you did the operation successfully
Swara: thank you sir
Dr Mehra: Go and inform her family members.

Swara was shocked as she has to face her past but she made herself understand, (monologue) “You are Dr Swara Bose…not swara sanskar maheshwari who died 2 years ago. So they should not affect you.”

But still somewhere in her heart she was still sanskar’s swara. Swara removed her gloves and went to Maheshwari family who were standing outside. (swara was still wearing the mask) She saw her ma, baba, ayush and ragini after 2 years. Swara thought that how cute ragini is looking in that baby bump and her little brother grew up now. She was Uttara, who was crying and looked more matured than before. She saw ap, dp and rp. Then finally her eyes landed on sanskar, who was consoling rp, Uttara and everyone else. Swraa closed her eyes and took a deep sigh. She made her heart understand that it shouldn’t affect her now as she is Dr Swara Bose now. But still all the past was coming into her mind. She went towards the family.

Sanskar: Doctor..how is my mom now? Is she okay?
Swara: Mrs maheswari is alright. It was a mild heart attack. Soon she will be shifted into normal ward. I will prescribe medicines, give them in time. And take care of her diet. She should not take stress also.

As soon as sanskar heard her voice, he was shocked. He could recognise this voice as his swara’s voice. Whereas shemish and ragini forgot that swara works in this hospital and now she is standing right infront of them. Swara started to go but sanskar stopped.

Sanskar: one minute doctor.

Swara stopped. Sanskar went towards her started to move his hand towards her mask but swara stopped.

Swara: Mr maheshwari, I have to go.

Saying this swara went into her cabin. Swara removed her mask and sat down on her chair and started to write the medicines for sujata. But then she heard someone opening the door and swara thought that it’s a nurse.

Swara: nurse, I am prescribing mrs maheshwari’s medicine, go and give it to sans…I mean mr maheshwari. And tell them that they can take her tomorrow.
Person said with lots of love: Swara

Swara was shocked as this voice was of sanskar’s. She raised her head and saw sanskar standing with tears in his eyes, she can also see her whole family behind him. Everything started to rewind in her mind. The grip on her pen got tighter. Swara stood up.

Swara: Mr Maheshwari, I have prescribed the medicines for Mrs Maheshwari. Here are the medicines and I think you can take her to home tomorrow.

Sanskar ran and hugged swara tightly. Swara was gripping her kurti. Swara pushed sanskar, who stumbled back but laksh caught him on time.

Swara (sternly): Mr Maheshwari, be in your limits. I am your mother’s doctor. And yes, call me Dr Swara or Dr Bose..not swara.

Sanskar held swara’s shoulders and said emotionally, “What are you saying Swara? And where did you went away leaving me..huh.. Did you know how I lived without you for those 2 years.”

Swara: You are crossing your limits, please leave otherwise I have to call security guards to send you out and I think you would not like to get kicked out

Ap: Swara beta, I don’t know what pain you are going through but still please (joining her hands) forgive us beta.
Swara: Badi…I mean Mrs Maheshwari, please don’t do that…you are elder to me

Sanskar: Ma, baba, ragini why aren’t you guys saying anything. Please make her understand, she will listen to you.

Swara just went towards ragini and shemish and hugged them.
Shekhar: How are you beta
Swara: I am fine baba and ragini…you It’s your 5th month..right
Ragini nodded

The whole maheshwari family were shocked.
Sanskar: It means you knew where swara is.
Ragini: because she gave us her swear and why do you care, you were the one who divorced her.

Just then a nurse came and called swara for an emergency case.

Swara: I have to go now and take care of Mrs Maheshwari.

Saying this swara went away. Sanskar burst out of crying because of the behaviour of swara.

Shekhar: What’s the point of crying now?

Saying all of them went towards sujata’s ward and stayed there. Soon it was night and everyone was thinking how to gain forgiveness from swara except shemish and ragini. Only one was allowed to stay so Ap decided to stay with sujata. Sanskar was sitting in a car with Uttara, ragini and laksh while shemish, dp and rp went in other car. Just then sanskar saw about 4 goons surrounding a girl, but then they got shocked as it was none other than swara who was crying and begging them. Sanlak came out and started beating the goons mercilessly, specially sanskar as they were trying to touch his love…his wife. Swara who was very scared went and hide a car and was blabbering something. RagUtt went towards swara without anyone’s notice. They were shocked to see swara’s condition. She was hugging her knee, shivering, sweating and blabbering. She was getting some flashes of girl under a goon,who trying to molest her.

RagUtt: Bhabhi/swara

They went near her, they could her swara blabber, “no…no..don’t com near me. Only sanskar has right to touch me. Save me sanskar…save me. Don’t touch me. Don’t..please only sanskar can touch. Where are you sanskar…please save me sanskar.”

Uttara: Bhabhi..looks its me, Uttara. No one is touching you..bhabhi
Swara was getting more scared and was crying more.
Ragini: hey bhagwan, I think she got the attack again
Uttara: Attack…what attack Bhabhi.
Ragini: I can’t tell that now. Her injection might be at home. Now only sanskar can handle her.

Just then sanlak came as goons were arrested by police. Sanskar was shocked to see swara’s in that condition. He went towards her and cupped her face, “shona, I am here, you sanskar is here…look at me swara” Swara slowly looks at him….she stares him with fear for few second and then hugs him tightly. She was hiding more into him, trying to hide her herself in his embrace just like a child hugs his/her mother when it gets really scared.

Swara: Sans….San…Sanskar Sanskar. They…They touc…touched me. Th..They didn’t lis…listen to me. They..they…
Just then swara faints.

Sanskar got worried, he broke the hug and started shaking her: Swara…swara
Ragini: sanskar, lets take her to her home.
Laksh: but we don’t know where she lives.
Ragini: I..I know her address.
Uttara: lets go…

Sanskar lifted swara and went inside the car. Laksh was driving the car and ragini was sitting beside laksh. While Swasan utt sat at the back. Swara was still holding sanskar’s shirt tightly. Sanskar was getting teary eyes.

Uttara: bhai, don’t worry Bhabhi will be alright.
Sanskar (emotionally): I killed your Bhabhi…uttara..I killed my swara
Uttara: Bhai what are you saying.
Sanskar: Uttara, few years ago. swara was teased by few goons and she beat them, taught them a lesson but today, I saw a different swara.
Ragini: sanskar, I am still angry on you but I know that only you can bring my old swara back. You are right, she isn’t that swara anymore.

Sanskar hugged her tightly. Soon they reached swara’s house. It was a beautiful small mansion. Sanskar picked swara in his arms. Uttara ringed the bell and they saw dida standing in front of them. Sanskar got shocked seeing dida.

Sonia.L

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