Fan Fiction

Swasan SS- You have to live without me (episode-7)

Read note at the end of the part and sorry for late. And guys today I going to post something so wait ??? on Tellyupdate as well as wattpad.
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“We just…” He tried to say something but she interrupted him and held his hand.
“Bhai, he’s my best friend and..(He saw towards her and tried to drew his hand but she tightens her grip) my love. We both love each other.” She said and lovingly and with some guilt in eyes looked at him.
Karthik glare at him then he shifted his gaze to swara and angrily slapped her. Tears brimmed in trio eyes. He tightly held her hand and tried to take her with him but she tightly held sanskar hand and conveyed please do something.
“Sir please give us some time” sanskar tighten his grip on her hand and looked straight in her eyes.
“Swara just keep quiet, now I understood why he himself come to us so in future he can get more profit by using you…” He angrily spoke, grip between swasan also loosened, again fear going to win over it. He saw towards her who was silent but this before he could mistook her silence she smiled and again tighten grip and spoke making them shock.
“Bhai please he’s not bad just he went on wrong path…(karthik angrily glare her) Bhai you remember when I used to do mistake you used to scold me or slap me so I not go on wrong path but with him no one was there who could stop him. Please bhai give me one chance I not saying make him free from prison or not give him punishment he deserves that but one chance also” she pleaded
Karthik free her hand and unlock the lock, after it he silently went from there. Swara entered there with heavy heart as she never imagined she’ll meet him here, he turned his face as he doesn’t able to face her. Both of heart were pondering with many emotions, their eyes not able to show it so well.
“Don’t you look at me, my mistake was that much big sanskar. I am sorry I don’t able to notice your true feelings, I was fool who believed your words rather than eyes. I…” Her words left incomplete when he suddenly hug her and started to sob, she just caresses his back.
“I am sorry swara, I am really idiot who not able to decide what’s wrong or right. I hurt you by my words and actions. Please forgive me but swara my love is true for you it’s not lust neither any desire just pure emotions.” He said and make grip more strong as he still had fear she’ll run away leaving him, she was just silent and listening his every word.
He continued… “When I don’t able to find you then only I realized you’re most important for me not any work. When I saw on cliff and marks I lost my all control. That’s why I reacted, I tried to convey my feelings but you denied. It was not also your mistake just I was fool.”
She broke hug and looked into his eyes, she held his hand and made him sit.
“If you love me this much then why you denied sanskar, your words not broken me that much but your refusal broken me.” She
” Swara, you know that I am c” she kept her hand on mouth… “You were”…. He continued.. “I was criminal it means anytime my enemies or police can encounter me or they can use you against me. I don’t mind if anything happen to me but I can’t tolerate even a single scratch on you..” before he could complete she slapped him angrily… He innocently looked at her… ” Why you slapped me, this time toh I even not hurt you”
“You deserve it, how dare you say that you don’t have any problem if something to you and what was that my safety I am that much strong who can handle herself. I don’t need anyone not even you.”
“But I want that you always need me, in your good time and bad time Just you remember me. But I guess now it can’t happen, will you promise me one thing?”
” Hmm say” she
” Never hate me and forget me.( She angrily raise her hand to slap him but he held it and kissed softly) listen me first now I am here it means I have to live in prison for minimum 7-8 years ….”
” Now you will decide what I have to do, listen Mr Maheswari I will never forget you. And I can wait for you entire life so no more discussion over it.”…. He about to say something but seeing her eyes which were filled with anger he stopped and nodded in yes.
Karthik was listening their conversation without their notice as he can’t trust anyone when things come to her. At some point he was happy seeing them but it wasn’t easy for him or anyone at his place accept guy like him. He simply went inside and held her hand. She tried to protest but sanskar signal her go. Last time they exchanged emotions and left things on destiny.
After some days
It was final hearing of court, police bought sanskar. He already knew what’ll happen with him but just wanted to take last glance of his life so he can spend his rest of life thinking about it. But his disappointment today she not came. Before he could entered inside court karthik excused himself and gave a letter to him saying read it before going inside. With trembling hands and mixed emotions he took that and began to read.
Letter
I am sorry sanskar but truth is that I can’t see you going away from me even for single second. That’s why I not came actually more than it I know seeing you going I’ll cry and you can’t see tears in my eyes.
He smiled and saw here there, in a corner she was standing with tears in her eyes. He smiled and signal her to smile.
He sentenced to 4years jail, before going jail he roamed his eyes and tried to search her as he knew she must be here only just hiding from his sight. But unfortunately before he could locate her police took him.
After 4 years
Finally happiness was going to enter in their lives after such long years, today her patience and his love going to get theirs price. Before 4 years he was sentenced to jail, that day itself a silent and unsaid promise exchange between them promise of waiting, keep loving, never forgetting each others.
When he came back they immediately married with karthik blessings as he understood his sis happiness is with sanskar only and sanskar is also totally changed person.
They shifted to Delhi as there no one knew about sanskar’s past, it would be easy for them living far away from all those things.
Slowly they started to understand each other more better, their love was increasing with time. After some time sanskar got job yeah it was difficult for him as he didn’t had any degree but with continuous determination nothing is impossible. Swara also started doing job, both were of each others pillar.
Sometimes sanskar used to feel bad for swara as swara was struggling with him but swara always used to make him understand that her happiness is only he nothing else.
With passage of time they came closer but still not take ahead their relationship as their first priority was settlement in their lives.
After some years
Finally all things came on track, they started to live a good life where still little struggle but lot of happiness was there. There world was full of love and understanding. Still something was missing in their life.
A fine day swara was waiting for him in hall as today she wanted to tell him very important thing her face was glowing with happiness+ eyes were filled with shyness. She remembered her meeting with her friend’s word that sometimes physically closeness is also important for relationship. That moment she only realized it that was missing in their relationship. It was not like they never kissed or did some little romance.
Her trances broken by some sizzling sensation on her waist, today instead of turning towards him she looked down and clutched her saree.
“You came let me make coffee for us” she said looking down while with trembling voice. She tried to go but he tightly held her and softly turned towards himself.
“What happened jaan? Today instead of hugging me you’re going away.”
He makes her look upward and found some different feeling in her eyes.
“Nothing like that sanskar it’s just..” Swara tried to complete but before it their conversation disturbed by phone call.
Without listening her he went from there for taking call, she felt disappointment but jerked all this and went for making coffee.
After finishing call he smiled and think something.
“I know shona what’s going in your mind I can feel that but just wait for one week as after one week our 4 year anniversary is coming I want that to be memorable.” He smiled and went in kitchen for helping her as daily.
After making coffee they sat in lobby and started sipping coffee. She was just trying hard to express her feelings but not able to do as she was feeling shy.
At other hand he was enjoying her shyness and smirking in mind thinking about his surprise.
She finally broke her silence and directly spoke looking in his eyes.
“I want to be yours” Swara
“What do you mean shona you’re already mine?” sanskar
He suppress his smile as he can clearly see more nervousness on her face.
“Nothing you stupid, you just go and focus on your work.” Swara
She angrily stood and about to move from their but he held her saree’s corner and went close to her. She started to feel sensation in her body, her heart started to beat with bullet speed.
“I know what you mean but just wait for some more days. I love you” Sanskar
He was still holding her, her all anger turned into shyness and blushed more understanding his words.
“I’ll wait” Swara said
Saying that she went from there.
Next day
It was a kind of new morning for them both were just waiting for becoming each others.
Like usual day they did some chores together but one thing was different today that was romance in air, he was not leaving her even for a second whole time teasing her by his touch sometimes by giving wet kisses or some time by touching sensually. And she was trying to control her morn.
“Sanskar have some shame” swara
She pushed him and ran from there.
“I’ll show you my all shame after some days you just wait for that day. Well now I have to go bye, you also do fast or else you’ll be late for your work.” Sanskar
He took bread and ran from there but after some second he again come back and pecked her lips.
“Now I can go peacefully.” Sanskar
She just remain in that position only after some time she came back in sense and took some breakfast.
Swara’s office
She sat on her desk and looked here there, from some days she was feeling something unusual in office like someone staring her by whenever she looks around no one used to there.
At some corner
A old man was standing there and seeing in one direction angrily.
“I will not leave you both husband wife like he destroyed my everything I’ll also destroy you both.” That man
He remembered how before some years sanskar went jail that time he makes him come on road and how also he beaten his men in ladakh. ( Guys that was that incident when swasan were roaming in market and swara started protesting before some men. Hope you remember that incident if not check previous parts)
That man again closed his eyes and remember how some weeks before he came to know about them.
“Swara my main target is you if you’ll die then he’ll die automatically. You not only destroyed my business but also you snatched my son from me, from that he met you he was mad for you but after seeing your love for sanskar he back out but never able to move on. I lost his charm I lost my son. He’s living like dead body just due to you both. (Guess who’s his son)” That man
Later he went from there without anyone notice.
Same was with sanskar he was also feeling someone is Keeping eye on him.
Next week, Anniversary day
Today was most beautiful day for swasan as this day was only when they get each other no matter how much they waited for each other but this day make everything correct.
Both wake up smile on face and admire each other.
“Happy anniversary jaan” sanskar said and kissed her forehead.
“Thanks sanskar and you too but sanskar I thought like every year you’ll pretend to forget and gift me something special in evening.” Swara
“This year everything will be different be ready we’re going somewhere” sanskar whispered in her ears.
Before she could ask he went from there leaving her all puzzled.
After some time they left in car, he was continuously driving and she resting on seat as he was not giving her answer.
Slow melodious song + cool breeze was making environment little romantic.
“Huhh I thought something interesting will happen but he’s not even talking to me.” She said to herself and turned her face towards other side.
“Just some time I know you’re eagerly waiting to know but I want see that happiness on your face which I’ll get after seeing that surprise.” He thought
After some time they reached at some place.
“Swara… (she was not opening eyes just sitting with angry pout.) Shona…. Jaan please see where we reached.” Sanskar tried to pacify his princess but his princess more adamant than him.
“Good night let me sleep I don’t wants to see anything.” She said and turned her face other side.
He hit his head seeing her but next moment he smiled naughtily and started tickling her.
“Jaan open eyes and see surroundings or else I’ll keep tickling.” Sanskar
“Huhh” Her reaction but next moment only her eyes started glitter with tears.
“Ladakh…” she just managed to say that and looked at him, next moment itself she throw herself in his embrace.
“We’re here sanskar I can’t believe we’re here. You know sanskar this place is very important as this place given me you.” She was speaking all this with happiness filled voice while he was just admiring her.
“Thanks sanskar for taking me here now I don’t want anything from my life if next moment itself I’ll die…” She not realised what she was going to say his grip loosed which make her word incomplete.
“I am sorry it just slipped from my mouth I didn’t mean that.” She tried to pacify him…..
“You know Swara what’s most important for me.” Sanskar said in stern tone
She well know answer but love to listen from him.
“My life and that’s you, so please never say that again I can’t even imagine my life without you.” Sanskar said and hugged her tightly.
“I promise I’ll never leave you.” Swara
For some moments both remain at same position later they break hug and entwined fingers.
“Let’s move” Sanskar
Both move towards that hotel where they first time met and luckily they got that room only where she first time entered and asked him for that room. They smiled remembering their journey all things was too peace full for them.
“Well Shona this time not ask my room” he said and put his hand around her neck.
“Definitely not Mr Maheswari now this room is our. Well Mr Maheswari I don’t think your intentions are good.” Swara said and roam her fingers on his chest.
“Well I am seeing whose intentions are not good.” He said and pulled her closer.
He going to kiss her on lips but she pushed him and ran from there.
“You make me wait for one week now you have to wait till night.” She said and ran from there but not before kissing on his cheeks.
“Its enough for now” swara

Present
His trances broken by karthik voice who informed him that they reached at their destination.
His face became more pale just a fear was running down his spines. Like his heart already knew what’s going to happen now.
Both entered inside a cave where whole surrounding was dark.
“I think she’s not here” karthik said and turned to go but his surprised sanskar continued to moving like robot. He tried to stop him but sanskar being sanskar not have any single heed to him.
“She’s somewhere near us I can feel her.” He said and continued to move.
At other hand, a girl is lying somewhere in dark.
A mid aged man entered there and sat near her.
“I am sorry, you’re here due to me.” He said
“No it’s not your mistake it’s my fate” She said with difficulties as she was not able to take breath properly due to excess drugs given to her.
“I wish I could help you. Well a good news for you…” Before he could complete she smiled sadly and spoke making him shock.
“He’s somewhere near me I know I can feel my sanskar.” She said with sad expression there was no excitement or happiness was in her eyes.
“Swara then you should be happy he’ll save you or possible then I can also able to help you both.” He said
“ You know due to drugs and torture my body became useless I don’t know how many days I’ll able to live. That’s why I wanted that he never able to find me.” Swara said with mix emotions.
That boy wiped his tears and gently touched her cheeks.
“I’ll pray for that he win.” Saying that boy went from there.
“And I pray he loose.” Said with painful emotions.
Swara again became unconscious.
To be continued……
Note: If you used to read my bride in veil then you might be waiting but guys I not going to post that story on Tellyupdate, it will be only on wattpad and further work will be also there only. Yup me only used to write that story only ???…
About this story posting on telly I am not sure I will post here or not…
About Adhm (Ae dil hai mushkil) I ended here but it’s continuing on wattpad if you wish you can read that.
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