Swasan- My Someone OS (outlay)

Hey sweeties This is Savanshi back with her another creation…
This is just a plot of my One shot in the frame of My Lead’s POV…
Here is the POV and the story revolves around This plot…
I’m giving This as a outlay of my One Shot so if u all like it and I receive a good response then I’ll update the story very soon… so here I present u with my Character’s POV….
waiting for ur response….
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POV

This world is just a shit. This is the reason why I never believe  someone. People say that I’m introvert. Some think that I have attitude but only I know who and how I’m. It’s not that I’m a person with attitude or  somewhat pride; it’s just a feeling of fear that makes me so.
How much I try to show that I’m brave but deep inside is a igniting fact which I can’t deny that I’m very weak. Yes I’m.
It’s very hard for me to bear the shocks of betrayal. I literally don’t have that much strength to take a heartbreak.

I won’t b able to bear the fact that first someone walks into my life and make promises that he won’t leave  me but all of a sudden those promises get forgotten. They don’t even remember the spelling of PROMISE… so how could u expect me to present my heart for people who are the part of this heartless world. People who don’t value other’s feeling. They just know how to pass there time.

Now do u think I’m doing something wrong by keeping my feelings buried inside my heart. When I know no one will be able to understand my inner turmoil then why should I make a mock of my heart in front of others. It’s far better to be called as a heartless than bearing those unbearable pain of being betrayed by someone who u call ur own.

Just love urself and b a arrogant, unfathomable and  heartless person in this virtual world. At least there won’t b anyone who can play with u and ur feelings.
This is the reality of today’s world. The more u let other’s know about u the more danger u create for urself and by danger I literally mean a great red signal that worst is gonna happen.

This is just the outlay of a corner of my heart. Still my heart carries a lot of burden… thoughts… feelings but those are something that are meant to be locked up in my heart. I’m safe until they are safe. So I just love safeguarding them and keep them far behind the reach of this world.

It’s not that I don’t want to be loved; it’s just that every time the fear of being betrayed takes a lead in the fight between my heart and brain and ther’s where I leave it on my fate. May be there will be someone who is meant only for me. Who will understand me and my heart. Someone whom I can handover my heart and be free from this burden of bearing my feelings. May be he can built up that much trust that I can blurt out my hearty turmoil in front of him.
But still it’s just “MAY BE”…
Hoping that u r here my saviour to be with me… in all my crests and troughs. The one who can give me the feel of being a blessed one.
So here I take a leave in a gleamy hope that u’ll come surely and hold me forever….
Waiting for u my SOMEONE….
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And at last apologies for typing and grammatical errors coz I have written it in a very bad turmoil… so highly apologies for that…