Swasan…. Married to a drunkard part 5

Hi guys… Again less comments… Koi nei… Just 3 more epi… Bear me…

So let’s start…

Swara open her eyes and sees sanskar almost over her… Both looks in each other eyes and both lost… Swara 1st break the eye lock and gets up… Sanskar also gets up…
Sanskar (feels embarrassed and somewhat guilty) : i… I… I Am sorry… Wo… I was just…
Swara didn’t paid any attention to his talks… And just murmur it’s ok…. She takes her clothes and goes washroom for freshen up… Sanskar let out a big sigh.. ..
He starts to read some files… Swara comes with white and red combo simple cotton shalwar…. With wet hair… Sanskar looks at her and lost himself… She was looking so pure and beautiful… He was starring at her like an idiot… Swara apply vermillion and wear magalsutra… And also wears her bangles… All the time she was lost in somewhere… Sanskar notice this… Then she again goest to closet and takes out sanskar’s clothes… And other necessary things… Sanskar notice this… After many years someone doing this things for him… He feels happy… But again reality heats his mind…
Sanskar (in mind) : no… She will not live here with me… It’s just a marriage like playing with dolls… I can’t make her my habits… I should talk to her…

He sees swara is adjusting the bed… Sanskar goes near her… Swara notice him… And turns…
Swara : go have bath… I will prepare your breakfast…
Sanskar (quite strict tone) : no you will not Prepare breakfast…
Swara (frowns) : and why so??
Sanskar : look swara… You are just a guest of my house… Why are you doing all this…you will leave this place after some days… Why are you doing this…
Swara : who said i will leave you and what rubbish you are talking?? ?
Sanskar : i have already told mr mehera to make divorce papers and you will be free soon…
Swara looks at him with still eyes and a tear escape… Sanskar’s heart makes jolt…
Swara just grab sanskar’s phone…
Swara : hallo wakil saab…
Mr mehera : ji Mrs maheshwary…
Swara : did sanskar tell you to prepare any papers…
Mr. Mehera : yes wo… Divorce papers??
Swara : don’t need to prepare… ?
Mr. Mehera : but mam.. Sir…
Swara : i am telling you na?? Is that not enough??
Mr. Mehera : yes yes mam… Ok…

Swara cuts the call… And looks at sanskar… Sanskar is shocked…
Swara throws the phone on bed and was about to go… But sanskar pulls her with full force.. And she landed on his chest…
Sanskar : why did you do this?? What you want?? I thought you are a very good girl… But u also want money right?? ??
Swara looks at him… With angry teary eyes… She said nothing…
Swara (after few seconds) : because i promised to my drunkard husband that i will never ever leave him…
Sanskar loose his grip on her arms… As he can see truth and pain in her eyes…
Swara : i… I.. Have no one sanskar… People says we need some reason to live life… When i have no reason To live life then you forcefully brought me here… You tied me with you… And i can’t remove this vermillion and mangalsutra when i was about to leave this city… And now i will not leave you sanskar… Bhagwan na kre if you become a beggar also.. Then also i will beg with you…
Sanskar looks at her eyes deeply… He can sense truthfulness in her eyes… Their eyelock breaks as his phone rings… Swara went down… Sanskar looks at the caller id… Mr. Mehera…
Sanskar : yes mr. Mehera.. Cancel the divorce paper…
He gets ready… And goes down… He finds swara is waiting with breakfast…
He left…

Days passes.. 1 day… 2 days.. 3 days… 7 days…
Sanskar decreases his drinking habits somewhat willingly and somewhat for medicine effect… Sanskar starts like swara around him… He often sees her to be sad and lost somewhere… Though she said she will not leave him… But he knows she was in relationship with laksh… She does all works but stays quite… Talks only when she needed… At night sanskar drinks but can’t drink that much so he comes with all his sense… He feels something fishy… But didn’t get times to think for work pressure and in home he always indulge in admire his wife… Aman told him swara is a bubbly type girl… But he never find any bubbliness in her in this 7 days… It’s a habit of sanskar that he sleeps only hugging her wife… Now a days he doesn’t drink so both of them sleep separately… But sanskar always wait for her sleep And when she sleep she always comes towards sanskar and sanskar also smilingly engulf her in his embrace….
One fine day… It’s Sunday… No office … Last night he was disturbed very much as he can’t drink a single glass… His past was chasing him…

He again saw the same dream…
A girl is playing with a boy…she was playing and laughing… The boy was holding her by tummy and was twirling her round and round…
Girl : hahaha… Vai stop… Hahaha… Vaiiii…..
Boy stops and kiss her forehead tightly…
Girl : vai… U will never leave me na…
The boy nodes in no… And hugs her…
Again scene change…
A girl of 19 years old slapping a boy repeatedly… The boy was crying and tolerate all this silently…
Girl : vai… I never thought you are so cheap… You are not my hero… You are a villain…
The boy try to cup her face… But the girl runs down stairs… Boy runs behind… But the girl slips and falls down…
The boy shouts: uttaraaaaa
Sanskar wake up with jerk and shout uttaraaaa… He was sweating badly and breathing heavily… Swara also wakes because of sudden jerk and shout…

Swara : sanskar… Sanskar.. What happened…
Sanskar with teary fearful eyes looks at swara and hugs her…
Sanskar (hugs tightly and murmur) : swara… I did nothing… Believe me…
Swara rubs his back…
Swara : sanskar… Calm down… Nothing happened… Sssshhhh…
Sanskar hugs her more tightly… After sometime he calm down and depart…
Sanskar : sorry…
Swara : are you okay??
Sanskar nodes positively… Swara was about to get down from bed sanskar stops her…
Sanskar : swara…
Swara looks at him…
Sanskar : you sure na… You want to be with me??
Swara frowns…

Sanskar : if you ever heard something wrong about me then what will you do??
Swara comes near him… And cups his cheek by one hand…
Swara : i will come and ask you about it… I trust you… You willing not lie to me…
Sanskar just takes her hand and kiss it… And murmur thank you… Swara smiles a little…
Swara release her hands… And went to washroom…
At kitchen swara was preparing his juice… She takes her medicine and was about to give in that juice… But she jump from her place after listening a cold angry voice…
‘what are you doing swara??’…
Swara looks at the door… Sanskar was standing there… With angry face…
She immediately hide the tablet in her palm…
Swara (stammer) : sa… Sa.. Sanskar… You… You here??.. You.. Go na… I will… I will bring your breakfast…
Sanskar comes closer…
Sanskar : what are you hiding swara?? ?
Swara (nodes in no vigorously) : no… No.. Nothing…
Sanskar hold her right wrist and pulls her closer….
Sanskar : open your fist swara…
Swara (try to save) : sa… Sanskar there is nothing…
Sanskar : ok then show me…
Swara : sanskar… Wo…
Sanskar (hell angry and top of his voice) : swaraaaaaa i said show me…
Swara close her eyes and still closing her fist… Sanskar Just makes her turn roughly and back hugged her tightly… Her back glued with sanskar’s stout chest… Sanskar wrap his hand around her tummy tightly and by other hand he tried to open her fist… And obviously sanskar succeed…
Sanskar (in low dangerous voice) : what is this swara… (no response).. (this time with top of his voice and shakes her still in same position) Swara… What is this??
Swara starts crying…
Sanskar : is this anti addiction pills??
Swara gives up and nodes positively…
Sanskar makes her turns… Still swara holding the tablet…
Sanskar : you are giving me this from one week right??

Swara with tears bend her face… Sanskar lifts her face by chin… Then takes the tablet and makes swara holds that between her forefinger and thumb and also eat himself by her hand… Swara shocked…
Sanskar : arey what are you seeing give me water yaar… How can i gulp this tablet without water…
Swara quickly make him drink water…
Sanskar cups her face and wipes her tears… Swara looks at him…
And kiss her forehead…
Sanskar : you don’t need to hide this and you can give me this directly… Ok?? But han i have one condition… (comes closer) i will eat by your hand only… ??
Swara still looking at him shockingly…
Sanskar : if you can stay with your drunkard husband then your drunkard husband can change for you…
Swara close her eyes and cries… Sanskar gets sad…
Sanskar : hey… Why are you crying…
Swara nodes in no : thanks…
Sanskar : ummm i don’t want your thanks… I want your friendship… So friends??

He extends his hand… Swara looks deep in his eyes…. Sanskar feels bad as she didn’t give her hand for handshake…
Sanskar (said with love and affection) : i will always trust you swara… I will never leave you alone… Please…
Swara close her eyes and gives her hand for shaking… Both smiles…
Sanskar : ok… Now please give me breakfast… Rats are playing in my stomach…
Swara smiles and takes his breakfast trey and goes to dining area… Both have their breakfast…
After finishing sanskar goes to his study room… Swara indulge in preparing lunch… After preparing she sits in her favorite place of this house… In her room… Beside that window… She thinks about her ma papa… She cries…
Just then sanskar comes he feels sad… Seeing her crying…
Sanskar : swara…
Swara wipes her tears… And looks at him…
Sanskar : do you need something?? You can ask me…
Swara nodes in no…

Sanskar comes closer and sit beside her very closely and holds her hand…
Sanskar : swara i have decided something…
Swara (think that he wants to take their relationship in next step… She becomes afraid) : wha.. What sanskar??
Sanskar : ab jab you want to live with me… So…
Swara (afraid) : so??? Sanskar look… I need sometime… I…
Sanskar (cuts her) : arey let me finish yaar… I want to tell that… If you set up your mind that you wanna live with me then… I want to Introduce you to everyone as my wife… Like in my office media… Business field… You Ok with it na…
Swara (sighs in relief) : han.. Ok..
Sanskar : waise what you thought?? ???
Swara (stammered) : no no.. Nothing…
Sanskar : ok…. Let’s go for lunch…
Both stands up… Swara was about to go… Sanskar pulls her… Her back hit his chest…
Sanskar (low husky voice) : i will never touch you untill you want wife… And kisd her hair…
Swara shocked as he calls her wife…
Sanskar wink at her… And goes down… Swara smiles genuinely…
Both had their lunch with little talk… After that sanskar was about to go out… Swara gets worried thinking that he is going to pub…
Swara : ummm… Wo where are you going…
Sanskar smiles…

Sanskar : don’t worry i will not go pub… And i have some work and i will come in evening…
Swara nodes and again indulge in her own works and thoughts…
At evening…
Sanskar comes but didn’t find swara… So he goes up stair… Before going he sign some men… As they are holding some bags…
Sanskar sees swara sitting there looking at sky..
Sanskar : swara???
Swara turns and smiles…
Sanskar : come here…
Swara comes near him…
Sanskar makes her seat…

Those men keep the bags in the room and went…
Sanskar buys lots of saree… Suit and also jeans top for swara with matching jewelry and sandal…
Sanskar sits on his knees and sit in front of swara…
Sanskar : these all yours swara… Itne din me ek chis Jan chuka hu… You will never ask anything for you… So i bought this all by myself… Waise i don’t know about your choice and also i have no idea in girl’s thing… You see…
Sanskar takes out one red color saree and place on her lap…
Sanskar : kaisa h…
Swara was not looking at him…
Sanskar : swara ??
Swara keeps it aside and also sits in floor and cried out loudly…
Sanskar : swaraaaaaa…

Swara clutch his shirt… She let her pain out after 7 days… Sanskar also didn’t say anything… He wait for her to stop…
Nearly 30 min later… Swara somewhat stops…
Swara : sanskar… I don’t need anything… I am missing my ma’s embrace… Dida’s payar bhara hugs… Missing my guitar… Missing baba and ragini also… I am missing all theses things… I don’t want anything… I just to hug ma and want to cry…
Sanskar kiss her head and hugs her tightly… Then departs and cups her face…
Sanskar : you wanna meet them…
Swara 1st nodes in no… Then yes…
Sanskar smiles…
Sanskar : ok.. I will take you there… And you will get your guitar soon… Please don’t cry please…
Swara just wipe her tear… And looks at him hopefully..
Swara : sachi sanskar???
Sanskar nodes in yes…
Swara hugs him tightly…

Screen freeze in their hugging position…

Precap : swasan and dadi face to face…

Guys i know it’s getting bored… I know… I myself feel bore while writing… But i have to end it na… So bear me for 3 days only … Thank you…