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Chapter 14 – I LOVE YOU SENORITA
SWARA
I hear a painful maffle in his voice while uttering my name. That was the very first time he called me by my name. I felt so connected and emotional hearing it from him, but before i look at his face, i saw him lying on the bed without any motion. I rooted there shocked seeing him and got panicked finding no movements from his body.
I shook him to get his sense but he went unconscious. Without wasting a minute there, i am with the help of Sita ma, we both drag him to the car and make him lied on the back seat. I drove the car at high speed, knowing the fact that i am scared of fast driving…but now i couldn’t think about myself, i want him to get his conscious soon…i will do anything for that.
We reached the hospital, but now the problem is, the duty doctors and Nurses were not ready to admit him without having the consultation from his closed ones.
I started fighting with them madly to get him treated first, but they were not bulging and i am tensed thinking where to find his family and how i will explain them all this. I saw him on the stretcher lying unconsciously, my tears finds its way and oozing continuously seeing him…though i hate him for what he did to me…but at the same time, i can’t see him like this.
I decided and signed the form as his wife, Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheswari, my hands were shivering while signing the form.
They admitted him and started the treatment…me and Sita ma was waiting outside the room, till the doctors come and informed us about his health. We both sighed realizing that he is alright now.
We peeped inside the room and find him sleeping peacefully having others lost their peace. I was in a choleric mode but my happiness seeing him well overpowered my bad temper on him. We both let him rest and waited outside, Sita ma left to home to get food for us and i stayed back to look after him.
After all the chaos created by him, i find a good nap for myself. I don’t know when i slept, but i woke up hearing the staff nurse calling me to get medicines for him. I went to get the medicines and get inside the room but found him pacing around the room and starring outside.
“You Woke Up?” i asked him surprisingly seeing his shocking face.
He was looking at me surprisingly, his face becomes so bright the moment i met his eyes. It has lot to speak..i know…but i am not the one who will listen that now.
I kept the medicines on the table and Sita ma too arrived there and she gets so happy seeing him all good and warned him Not to do like this again. He nods his head like a kid…an unknown smile appears on my face..yes at times he looks like a kid.
“What the hell? How can you think him like a kid? He hurted so badly and gave pain to you by his words and you are concerning him more than anything?” my brain retorted me back and of course it is exactly right.
All the while his trance was on me and promised to her that he will not do this again. I felt a relief hearing him but avoid looking at him. I took out the medicines and lead him to the bed, giving his medicines before food. I really surprised seeing the great Mr. Sanskar silently obeyed me and gulped the tablets.
I turn to give a sign to Sita ma to give him the food and stepping out but i halted at a place where i was hearing my name once again from his mouth. This time with so much of clarity, infact i found some mischief in his voice. I turned to look at him and found him giving me a painful smile muttering “Thanks”.
I know he really meant it but my deep down buried anger rose on him for his atrocities on me and i replied back, “Being a human, it’s my duty to help you. I would have done this to anyone else, even if it was not you” i was feeling so proud of myself thinking my reply to him and immediately left outside.
I sat on the chair leaning back on it and trying to get some peace around me, but i know god won’t let me sit in a peace for a minute too and now he joined his hands with this dreadful Sanskar to spoil my peace.
Sita ma came out and sent me inside to feed him, he was not eating with her hands and at times i felt he was doing all this intentionally. I got irritated but i still fed him and he ate from my hands like a very obedient guy.
His gaze was piercing me inside but i control my heart and soul not to loose my control and not to make him overpower my feelings again. I washed the place and arranged it in its place and is about to walk out but he stopped me muttering the word Thanks again. I thought to myself, “Sorry and Thanks are the only good words he knows so far”. But he is not less than a beast, a cruel, ruthless and most hurting person…but now he becomes the most naughtiest person also. I was shocked hearing his next words,
“Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheswari”.
I could never explain what i am feeling hearing those three words. My heart beats so fast that it could never get its tomorrow, i couldn’t categorize my feelings, is it because of happiness, excitement, tense, nervous.
I was breathing heavily and not have guts to face him and he continued, “I agree, you helped me being a human, but signing the form as my wife, not all will do and only the rightful person has the right to do and you did it for me. Thank you Once again!!!” i closed my eyes tightly to control my emotions and he again named me as “Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheswari”.
Somewhere my heart jumps and squeals in happiness hearing those 3 magical words but i have to prove him that i am not less than him. I immediately stepped out without even looking at him.
I faced Sita ma looking at me surprisingly seeing me so tensed and nervous. She holds my hands with lot of concern and i give her a smile assuring her not to worry. Soon the doctors came and informed us about his discharge.
I looked at Sita ma blankly of thinking how to pay, i don’t have anything and i know even she doesn’t have the big amount. Whatever she had we spent on getting the medicines and now i am hesitated to ask him and actually i don’t want to ask anything from him…for him.
I don’t know whether he understood or not, he take out his mobile and called to someone to get the amount. I keep rolling my eyes everywhere but not on him. Soon the discharge formality got over and we all driving back to home.
This time i am not driving and take a seat back with Sita ma and settled down comfortably. A quick glimpse on him gives me a look of disappointment. I immediately looked outside and avoids his gaze.
Finally, we are in home after that horrible incident. I left him and walk front but he hold my wrist and stops me in moving further. I hesitantly turn and look at him, he watching me carefully and says, “Won’t you help me till my room?”
I know what he wants now and it’s my turn now. I freed my hand from him looking into his eyes saying, “I think your both legs are capable enough to carry you to your room. The wound is on your hand…Don’t forget that”
I glare him and move to my room without waiting for his reply. I fall in my bed, crunching the pillow to my face and try to calm down my emerging emotions. I hear his voice crossing my room talking to his manager.
I try to give a least care about that but my spoilt heart never ever listened my mind and i rush to open my door. I waited for him to go to his room and opened my door to face his manager looking at me surprisingly.
He smiles looking at me and i reciprocate it gently. With lot of hesitance, i initiated the talk, “What he said?”
“About what mam?” he questioned me back with due respect.
I search for my question now, how to ask him? i stammer a little asking him, “You both were talking something now…right? I mean…what i want to…ask is…did he say anything about him going to office tomorrow?” somehow i finished framing my question to him.
“Yes Mam, he is not coming to office tomorrow and informed me to get all the files to home which needs his attention” he finished politely.
I give him a sigh relief and he leaves greeting me. I quickly get into my room before he catch me and lost in my self-thoughts, i was worried whether he will go to office and again indulges himself in his work and not caring his health, he has to take the medicines properly on time…if he goes to office then definitely it won’t happen.
But at the same time, i am little in a discomfort mood thinking he will be in home tomorrow and i have to face him anyhow.
That’s my biggest challenge in front of me, i cannot show him how much i am cared for him but at the same time, i need to show him how much i hate him for his dreadful behavior with me.
I prayed god to give me the strength to show him my hatred towards his attitude and cold behavior and to make him understand how pained it was.
SANSKAR
I am amused seeing her getting tensed and nervous, it gives me much more confident that she will forgive me for sure. I am so happy thinking the way she cared for me, after a long time i getting an attention from someone who can care me whole heartedly.
I am overwhelmed seeing her and at the same time, i am so guilty for hurting her feelings badly. I hurt her by my venomous words and it will be really difficult to make her forget.
I showed the anger on her which is supposed to be on other person, but i showed it on her being helpless. I hate myself for being so heartless to her and now i realized my blunder…i am so eager to erase the blunder by my move towards her. I get a strong gut feeling that she too likes me, and thus led her to go to any extent to save me…thus she becomes Mrs. Maheswari.
A smile appear on my face muttering those words, it’s so magical for me now. My heart jumps in joy but i still did not keep any name for it. My heart dwells with multiple feelings towards her, initially it was only lust and thus made me to reach her, later in the name of lust i got her in my home and waited for to come to me with her will…i know she is not that easy woman who slipped into others bed for money or just to have s*x.
She is something special who dignifies herself strongly that she is not of that type woman and that makes me fall for her more…in the sense she created an eagerness on me to have her in my bed…i tried a lot to control myself but every time i fall for her again and again…just by seeing her.
The jealous feeling she had when i got a woman with me in home, the fire in her eyes still glittering…now i am feeling so happy and excited to know whether she too have the same kind of feelings which i have for her.
“First of all, do naming ceremony for your feelings boss” after a long time, my mind friend mocked me.
I smiled mumbles, “I need her…forever…i can’t be without her…not even a minute…i always want to see her smile…i want to have her beside me…for my whole life”
“Which means?”
I shut my eyes slowly and there i see her face, one and only her face, her smile, her big hazel eyes, nothing could occupy me..i see only her in my closed eyes.
I smiled saying, “I LOVE YOU MY DEAR SENORITA”. I snapped opening my eyes finding a new world in front of me having my angel. I looked at the closed door and gives a winning smile saying, “Now, no one can dare to seperate you from me…not even you”.
My thoughts are disturbed finding the doctors inside and discussing about my discharge and yeah i want to go out from this room as fast as i can.
We paid the amount and walking to the car, i was thinking to make Swara drive again to home…just a wish to see her driving…but before i say something i see her sitting at the back seat with Sita ma and she gives me a quick glimpse and turns her face to other side.
After reaching home, she left me with my manager and walks front but i hold her wrist asking her, “Won’t you help me till my room?” i genuinely expected her to come and help me but the answer she gave me was a shocking one and i never know that my senorita also can talk like this, which i did not know these days.
“I think your both legs are capable enough to carry you to your room. The wound is on your hand…Don’t forget that” she gave me back and thus gives me a smile instead of getting angry.
I like to have a word war with my senorita from now on…trust me..it gonna be more entertainment, and fun filled one. I see her running to her room and i informed my manager what needs to be done in the office in my absence and tells him to get the files to home…he came till my room and gets all the information he need and left.
I came to my dressing table and look at my image in the mirror..in fact i keep starring it and suddenly i jerked seeing her in front of me..inside the mirror.
I am surprised and shocked…i extended my hands to the mirror to touch her but she gets disappeared leaving me like a mad. I hit my had at the back and again glance at the mirror with a smile saying, “I love you Senorita”.
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