swasan my incomplete love story chap 36

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Wishing you all good things on this New Year!
Have fun, joy, peace, love, care, luck and success ahead!
Happy New Year to All my readers and friends!
May the year be brighter than the one gone by; enveloped in goodness and wellbeing; bliss and endowments.
Always keep smiling 🙂

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“Sometimes love isn’t a feeling to be seen …. It is a feeling to be felt. Sometimes love isn’t what two individuals share, love is much beyond that …!! Not everyone is lucky to be loved by a family of their own.”
-Ameera
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Sanskaar’s pov:
My jaw dropped at the bit of news! Is the doctor mad or what? My hands automatically went up to his collar! Filmy right? I know you all must have the feeling of reading or watching daily soap…. But I am helpless.
“Are you crazy?? How can you simply say that SHE WILL DIE?” I yelled at him. Shekar uncle was trying to pull me away from him but I was adamant.
“Please try to understand the situation…. Miss Gadodia has very less time, so just stop acting filmy and immature and please go to her instead of holding my collar here!!” the ever calm doctor said.
URGH!! He drives me crazy. I need to see swara. I pushed everyone out of the way and ran to see her.
I can just imagine their shocked faces….but I had to see swara.
Why? You know in movies when the heroine is in critical stage and the hero of course it’s me confesses his feelings to an unconscious heroine and a medical miracle happens…. Likewise….. I know it’s filmy but right now….. No other option.
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Swara’s pov:
I slowly opened my eyes. My vision was a blur. All I could see was plain white or wait is it grey or blue?
WAIT?! I HEARD HEAVEN WILL BE EXTREMELY BEAUTIFUL…. AND CHEERFUL…I NEVER EXPECTED IT TO BE DULL AND DEPRESSING!!!!!!!!!!! Wait maybe I can spot an angel!!
Wait that’s not important! WHERE THE HELL IS THAT BEEPING NOISE COMING FROM?? Beeping noise….. FROM A MONITOR??? And and…. I looked at myself to find me in hospital clothes.
The first question!!
WHO THE HELL CHANGED MY CLOTHES??
OR
WHEN I DIE DID THE CLOTHES CHANGE BY ITSELF? THEN WHY AM I IN HEAVEN IN HOSPITAL CLOTHES? I AM NOT IN AN UNCURABLE DISEASE IN HEAVAN AM I?
Second!!
WHAT AM I DOING HERE?
I WANT TO GO PLAY OR ……OR COOK OR….. * pouts
The suddenly I heard a voice to which I jumped. A voice familiar, a voice which I always loved and always wanted to hear… (By now u might have guessed whose voice)
“So…look who finally decided to wake up!!” I heard a sarcastic male voice.
“Sanskaar?” I whispered
“That’s right!” saying this he smirked leaving me confused.
“ARE U DEAD TOO?” I asked a little concerned.
I mean don’t get me wrong but this is the first question anyone in my place would ask….
He simply shook his head…. And came close to me. I was sitting where I was not knowing what’s going to happen.
“Both of us are alive in this room but trust me when I leave this room only 1 of us will be alive.” He smirked.
“What…………what do u mean??? I am alive?? But….but how?” I asked unable to believe my ears… sanskaar came close to me. I gulped. Something didn’t seem right.
“What did u think? U will take this cowardly step and free yourself from my clutches? You’re wrong!!” he growled.
What was wrong with him? Something’s not right!!
He grabbed my hair forcefully with his fist.
I winced in pain.
“ss…..aaaaaah…….. What are u doing?” I yelled trying to fight him back but I was weak against him. Why? Because I just attempted suicide!!
He brought my face close to his…… very close.
“If u do a mistake….. Then u shud suffer right?!!” he said ever so sweetly.
I shuddered.
“pp….ll…plea…se leave me” I plead to him. He let go of my hair causing me to fall back on the crazy hospital bed. Uff!! It’s not so soft. Urgh swara are u crazy? Here sanskaar is acting like a maniac and u worry about the crazy bed.
He scanned the room around him and his eyes spotted an instrument which made him smile…more like smirk…. My eyes followed his gaze and I spotted the same thing he was eyeing….. I was confused… why does he need um… hospital scissors?? He shifted his gaze from me to the scissors and vice versa.
He went forward and grabbed the scissors and came back to me. He eyed my wrist. I tried to hide it behind my back but too late… he had already caught my wrist. No matter how hard I struggled he didn’t let it go. He held my wrist tighter than ever and slowly started cutting off the bandages and ……….and…..
“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah” I screamed in pain as he slowly started to slit my wrist….. Blood began to pour out of the cut.
Cut after cut in my wrist……. He wiped off his prints from the scissors and pressed my hand against them causing my print to appear in the scissors.
“There!! Now my work is done…..” he said with a smile
Tears were making their way down my face. I couldn’t stand the pain. There was like 15 cuts? I don’t know….
“Now it will look like a double suicide…” he said with a satisfied smirk and brought his lips close to my ear.
“Have a happy and safe trip …..swara.” he said and stood near the doorway watching me die doing nothing but smiling.
I couldn’t breathe….. There’s blood everywhere………..I…I can’t keep my eyes open.
My breathing quicken and quickened and quickened and……………………..
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Ok guys! I know u all are ready with your swords, daggers, knifes, and every possible thing aimed at me ready to be flung at me……………….. But please be patient…….the story demands this scene. Hope u understand
“Patience reaps better fruit.”
Ok! I am the first girl ever to wish New Year at the second week of New Year but still. Sorry I was unable to reply to your comments.
Crazy princess- your wish will get fulfilled.

Thank you all for your comments, crazy princess, nive, chandu, mica, Isabel and everyone else who commented. Pardon me for not putting all your names coz honestly I don’t have time…. I Have loads of homework’s…. And stuffs to do….. Hope u understand. Hope no one felt bad. If any of my regular commenters felt bad for not mentioning names please say it in the comments. I will surely mention your names.
I wrote this part in a rush so pardon me for grammatical errors.
i j=know this part is extremely stupid and idiotic so negative comments welcome. How was this chap? Please let me know coz despite all my workload I wrote this!! Was this a Long chap or short chap?

Precap- TWO HUGE HUGE HUGE SURPRISES FOR READERS.