He stopped in front of the small block of flats Swara lived in and was about to leave the car when……….He couldn’t believe his eyes.
There was Swara standing with some guy who was holding her and telling her something and she was laughing.
She looked so beautiful . This can’t be true. His Swara with another guy.
She belongs to him and nobody else. He was angry. No. He was mad. He wanted to leave the car and punch the guy in his face. He wanted to scream.
But he just stayed in his car and watched them together. God it hurts so much. He clenched his fists and started hitting the steering wheel.
He didn’t even notice the blood that started flowing. He didn’t even feel that he was hurting himself. The pain he felt inside was overwhelming. Once again he was crying because of his Swara.
Swara said goodbye to Karan and got into the building. She had a very nice day but was a little bit worried. She didn’t hear from Sanskat today which was unusual.
She was at work and then had dinner with Karan. She really needed to talk to her best friend.She was about to have a shower when she heard the knock on the door. She opened….
“sanskar….hello.How are you?”
“May I get in?” he asked and his voice was cold as ice.
“ Of course . Welcome to my new flat”
And then she noticed his hands.Covered in blood.
“ God what happened to you” She came closer and wanted to touch them and see what happened. But he just pushed her away.
“ Sanskar what…….?”
She couldn’t finished the sentence. Suddenly he was close to her and kissing her. She tried to free herself from his embrace .
“Stop it. Right now. Stop.”She pushed him away.
“ What were you thinking sanskar? What got into you?”
“ So tell me Swara. Is he better than me? What has he got that I don’t have? Why did you have to do this?”
“ What are you talking about?” And it came to her. He must have seen her with Karan.
But she wanted to tell him.“sanskar I hoped we will see each other today, I wanted to tell you everything. I met this nice guy and I wanted your opinion”
“ My opinion? What do you want to hear? That I like him? That I like you with him? No Swara. I don’t like it. I don’t like it when it’s not me touching you but some other man. You are mine Swara and I won’t let you get closer to this man. Do you undersand Swar? Do you understand?”
“ sanskar did you drink? What is wrong? Why are you doing this? Why are you doing this to our friendship?” She started crying .
“ I don’t give a damn about our friendship Swara. I don’t want your friendship. I want you.”
She didn’t know what to say or do. She loved him but this was not what they should be doing.
“ Sanskar what about your wife? Your children?”
“ I want you.”
He acted like a mad man and was saying all the wrong words.“ No Sanskar. I don’t believe you. You don’t really mean what you are saying right now and you know it. I think you should go now . And please never come back. Goodbye.”
She opened the door for him and waited. He was standing there. Still angry with tears in his eyes. She wanted to hug him so much. No, can’t be done. Never.
“Leave, please leave now. And never come back. For the sake of both of us. And your family . And mine. Please never come back. “
He looked at her. “ I love you Swara”
She pointed at the door.
“ Go, now ”
He left. The door closed.She sat on the floor crying uncontrollably.
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Sorry for late and short update I’m little bit busy today.