SWASAN: ONLY FOR YOU [EPI-57]
everyone had their lunch and till then mm people tried to talk to swasan and uttara a lot of times but they never gave them chance to speak to avoid any kind of argument as they clearly did not want to go back in their lives and forgive them.
with the continuous trial laksh was getting frustrated. while others were felling sad. same continued for sometime. swasan family wanted them to get back but could not say it directly as that will feel insulting. so they kept quite.
swayyam took ayush to his room and they were playing together with his toys. ayush was telling swayyam few things about school as he has joined in school. swayyam was listening this carefully. they were enjoying their time with kamala taking care of them upstairs.
here downstairs tanmay and rashika were continuously pulling each other’s leg and dragging sanskar in their talks and teasing each other.
they somehow tried to pass there time in presence of mm.
swara- [slowly] maa do you want to share something. i am seeing you tensed from the time i came. i thought may be preparations but now why are you tensed.
sumi- i want to tell something but will say when we will be alone not now.
swara nodded understandingly still worried about what she wants to say.
finally not able to control himself laksh speaks loudly addressing sanskar in front of everyone.
laksh- sanskar it’s enough. please listen to us and talk something. you can’t just avoid us like that. we are at fault but everyone gets a chance, then why not us.
sanskar did not say anything just stood silent.
dp- laksh
laksh- no papa not today. i understand we hurt him a lot by not trusting him but why can’t he understand the situation was such that we could not think wisely and so this all happened. we are guilty for what we did and are continuously asking sorry from him. why can’t he forgive us and come back.
ragini- laksh please aaram se. don’t be hyper.
laksh- ragini i am not getting hyper. i am just saying the fact.
laksh- [to sanskar] sanskar what is the problem in coming back to home. we are really regretting for what we did. but we should get one chance at least.
sanskar- laksh i already told we have no relation and i am not coming back. you are speaking as if we don’t have emotions. situation was like that that you can’t trust me but remember laksh it’s time and situation which tests our relations and not trusting us you broke our relation and the discussion ends here.
laksh- [a bit angry and wanting to accept defeat] no sanskar it doesn’t get over here. u will have to come back. everyone does mistake. that we did too. and sanskar you also have done mistake in life. you too did not trust me and papa, remember but we forgave you. you did wrong with swara but she also forgave you then why can’t you forgive us. swara when you can forgive sanskar for what he did to you then why can’t you forgive us.
sanskar looked at swara teary eyes remembering that once in his life she was hurted very badly by him. he did not intended to hurt her and he had no personal grudges against her but he acted like a mad in revenge and helped ragini in maligning her character to achieve her motive.
swara- [looked at sanskar who was teary eyed] laksh don’t drag unnecessary topics in between.
laksh- unnecessary topics. swara i am saying the fact. sanskar did not trust us and tried taking revenge and he did so much to you but you forgave and we also forgave him. now that we are at fault then why can’t you both forgive us. why don’t you understand that it was situation in which we got stuck and could not trust you.
ragini- laksh please relax. you are…… [she trails off as she too was involved with sanskar in the revenge thing and was guilty]
sanskar was thinking only about laksh saying that he hurt swara. he was looking at swara with guilt and immense pain and the pain was that he hurt swara who is his everything to him now. although when he did this he didn’t had any sort of emotions for her but thinking of it now it pains him along with the guilt. in the past he argued from swara about forgiving him and not reminding him of this fact as he wanted to be close to her. but now he is a changed person at least in the matter of swara. he can’t bear any thing against her and moreover the thought of her being hurt or going away from him kills him. he had tears in his eyes. swara too looked at him and they shared an eyelock and swara was dumbfounded to see guilt and fear in his eyes and those tears were hurting her. she tried to change the topic immediately. during this time prem’s tune played in their background.
swara- laksh stop it right now. don’t speak rubbish here. the things you are talking are past which i don’t even remember, so stop accusing sanskar.
sanskar could not hold is tears and before he listens anything further he moved upstairs leaving some guilty , some sad and some furious.
swara- [worried] sanskar
laksh- [realising what he has blabbered in anger and frustration to make sanskar acceptthem] shit…. i am so sorry swara. i ……[interrupted]
swara- [angry] laksh what was the need of saying all this. you better know what all happened in past. it was not completely sanskar’s fault. yes he did bad but the reason behind this you knew clearly. then also you were speaking like this.
laksh- [guilty] swara i am really sorry. i spoke all these without realising. i was bit angry and frustrated that you all were not listening to us and hence all these came out of my mouth.
swara- your anger, your frustration, for god sake laksh have control over yourself.
ragini- swara he was angry and you know laksh speaks anything when he is angry without realising. we are sorry.
before swara could say anything they hear some breaking sounds from upstairs and swara got worried for sanskar and tried to get up but then it pained her because she tried to be quick.
swara- aahhhhh. [holding on her stomach where she got stabbed]
sumi and nikita rushed towards her.
swara again tried to get up.
sumi- swara you are weak don’t try to get up.
swara- maa i have to go to sanskar.
sumi- i will go and check.
swara- no maa. i will go by myself.
swara tried to get up again and sumi knowing her stubbornness helped her to stand. swara left sumi hands and started walking by herself with difficulty while mm and shekhar looked on with guilt and others worried.
swara was nearing towards the stairs and stumbled a little but uttmay and rashika who were on that side rushed to her and ragini too came and held her hand which swara shoved off. ragini felt bad.
ragini- swara i know you won’t agree to stay back, let me help you reach upstairs.
swara- first i don’t need your help and second don’t interfere in my family.
saying this swara started walking again and winced in pain while climbing the first step when again uttara and rashika held her for support.
rashika- cutie are you ok. [rashika had tears in her eyes which she held back]
swara- [lovingly] hey rashika don’t worry i am fine.
uttara- [worried] bhabhi please let me help u too climb the stairs atleast to reach bhai. see your condition.
swara- [smiled painfully] uttara when the path is to reach sanskar then nothing can stop me. this pain is nothing. i will go by myself.
uttara- bhabhi you have bhai’s swear. i can’t take risk when you are climbing stairs. you are weak. for your satisfaction i will drop you till the last staircase only from there you go by yourself.
swara- ok.
uttara helped swara climb and then swara alone went from there to their room.
uttara climbed down.
uttara- [blankly] you all wanted to be part of pagphera and as it is over you all please leave and i am sorry if i hurt you all. thank you for coming and being a part of my wedding and all the functions.
laksh- uttara i am sorry. please don’t speak like this. i didn’t realise what all i blabbered. i just wanted to seek forgiveness but i again created a mess.
sujata- uttara i had so much dreamt of your wedding doing all stuffs by myself but i couldn’t. at least don’t take away the last hope of getting forgiveness at least from you both. let us stay for sometime. i will talk to sanskar. please.
uttara- i said you all may leave. i don’t want you all to hurt him even more.
sujata- uttara atleast try to understand. laksh said all those unintentionally. let us talk to sanskar.
uttara- maa[sumi] tanmay i am going in. i don’t want to be here. i feel suffocated.
uttara went inside and mm looked on helplessly and guilty and sad.
tanmay saw rashika who was on the verge of crying. he came and hugged her. she too hugged him back.
tanmay- rashika dear relax and don’t worry. everything will be alright. go into your room.
rashika- [chocked voice] bhai…..w.ill….be ……alrig..ht…naa.
tanmay- [caressing her hair] he will be fine. go in your room.
rashika- i..am..fine. i will….stay….here.
ragini- maa [sumi] we are sorry for what happened. but please you try to make swara and sanskar understand naa. we really feel guilty.
sumi- what should i make her understand ragini. give me one reason that will be valid and enough to heal their pain and forgive you.
shekhar- mishthi try to understand from ragini’s side also.
sumi- shekhar first thing call me sharmistha and second thing if i think from ragini’s side i get to know only one thing and that is laksh. she never thought else than him. that day also just because he was in jail and due to those planning and all when swara and sanskar were accused then she did not think about shona even once. she thought was laksh and the words those strangers spoke. she found it more correct than shona. shona pleaded you both right to trust on her. didn’t she tried to explain you and make you both understand what is all happening. you didn’t gave a second to listen to her and shoved her help and went from there.
sumi- ragini thinking and caring about your love is good and yes no one could love laksh like you do but understand the difference between right and wrong. i am not saying you to go against laksh but you should learn to handle situation maturedly. protect your love but at the sametime know to deal things in a better way and don’t be blinded.
ragini- maa i know what you are saying is right but why aren’t you understanding me as you understand swara. that time if i delayed then they would have filed case against laksh. i couldn’t be able to save him. situation was wrong maa and we just went with the flow without realising right or wrong. we are really sorry maa.
otherside scene-
swara was standing at the doorstep of their room, scanning the whole room scattered blanket on floor, things fallen down and a vase broken. she then looked at her love who was standing near the window looking out keeping one hand on the window pane.
when sanskar came in room he was devasted by the thought that he hurt swara. he stood in the middle of the room and flashes of him and ragini drugging her and ragini letting swara do what she wanted. people doubting her and accusing her. he held his head and angry on himself he threw the things and broke the vase. although he has cleared all the doubts raised on her and proved her innocent but still he gave her pain. he always kept in mind to not hurt her but what he thought that time was physical hurt and not the mental and emotional pain he is giving her. now he is feeling like to kill himself for all he did to her.
swara slowly moved towards sanskar
female voice- MOH MOH YE MOH MOH KE DHAAGE
[YE MOH MOH KE DHAAGE TERI UNGLIYON SE JAA ULJHE]*2
KOI TOH TOH NAA LAGE KIS TARAH GIRAH YE SULJHE
[HAI ROME ROME EK TARA]*2 JO BADALON ME SE GUJARE
YE MOH MOH KE DHAAGE TERI UNGLIYON SE JAA ULJHE
KOI TOH TOH NAA LAGE KIS TARAH GIRAH YE SULJHE.
she stood behind him and held his right hand and rested her head on his back. sanskar came out of his thoughts at the touch and composed himself.
swara- [with immense love and care] sanskar
sanskar could not respond to her due to his guilt and he held back the tears formed in his eyes. sensing no response from him she moved back and interwined her fingers of right hand with his and held his hand tightly.
male voice- [TU HOGA JARA PAGAL TUNE MUJHKO HAI CHUNA]*2
KAISE TUNE UNKAHA, TUNE UNKAHA SAB SUNA
TU HOGA JARA PAGAL TUNE MUJHKO HAI CHUNA
TU DIN SA HAI MAIN RAAT AANA DONO MIL JAYE SAAMO KI TARAH
YE MOH MOH KE DHAAGE TERI UNGLIYON SE JAA ULJHE
KOI TOH TOH NAA LAGE KIS TARAH GIRAH YE SULJHE.
sanskar was just feeling her love in form of her these acts and shame on himself for doing those with her. [god when he stop thinking about it hehehe]
swara- sanskar won’t you look at me. turn once please.
sanskar closed his eyes in pain and guilt and then turned towards her. they both shared an eyelock. swara with love filled in her eyes and sanskar with love, guilt and pain.
swara- sanskar what happened. what is bothering you. see what laksh told is past and you don’t need to think about it. ok.
sanskar- [chocked voice] [lied] i …am… not… thinking…..about…it. [swara smiled sadly]
sanskar- [realising something] what are you doing here. i mean how you came upstairs.
swara- i was worried about you. you suddenly came upstairs and you looked sad.
sanskar- [avoiding eye contact] nothing like that. i didn’t want to be the part of this drama. i mean everyday they come up with same issue. so…[trailed off not able and not knowing what to say further]
female voice- [KI TERI JHUTTI BATEIN MAIN SARE MAAN LUN]*2
AANKHON SE TERE SACH SABHI SAB KUCH ABHI JAAN LUN
KI TERI JHUTTI BATEIN MAIN SARE MAAN LUN
TEZ HAI DHAARA BAHTE SE HUM AAWARA
AA THUM KE SAANSE LE YAHAN
YE MOH MOH KE DHAAGE TERI UNGLIYON SE JAA ULJHE
KOI TOH TOH NAA LAGE KIS TARAH GIRAH YE SULJHE.
swara- sanskar you know your eyes speak everything to me. i could read you through your eyes. from the day we were together whether we say it be our fake marriage or our journey to be together since then i have been reading these eyes. sometimes i failed surely but know i can read them without any fault.
sanskar looked at swara the moment she said all this and again they got captivated in an immense eyelock.
sanskar broke the eyelock and picked her up in his arms and made her sit on the bed gently adjusting the pillows behind her. he picked up the blanket and properly placed them on bed covering her feet. he picked up other things and kept them at their respective places. as sanskar started picking up the broken pieces of vase swara tried stopping him.
swara- sanskar leave it. servants will clean.
sanskar did not listen to her and continued and then got a cut with the pointed edge of one piece.
swara- [worriedly] sanskar
swara hastily tried to get up and hissed in pain gaining sanskar’s attention. sanskar left the pieces there and came to swara.
sanskar- swara are you ok. why are you trying to get up. you are weak, why don’t you understand this fact and listen to me.
swara- why don’t you listen to me. see it’s bleeding. go and bring the first aid box.
sanskar- it’s just a little cut. it will be ok.
swara- are you bringing or shall i get it by myself.
sanskar went and brought the first aid box. swara took it from his hands and started cleaning the cut while blowing air and then put a bandaid over it. she had tears in her eyes and a tear drop fell on his hand. sanskar immediately held her chin up and again was guilty for the tears in her eyes.
swara kissed his hand and said him
swara- sanskar don’t hurt yourself.
sanskar wiped her tears and kissed her forehead.
sanskar- [he wanted to free himself from this guilt and pain.] swara i will be back soon.
swara- where are you going.
sanskar- don’t know. but just want to be alone for sometime. [before swara oppose] please.
sanskar once again kissed her forehead and moved out after adjusting the blanket and saying her ‘don’t walk and stress yourself. it’s not good for your health’.
swara just looked at the retreating figure of sanskar with tears in her eyes feeling the pain visible in his eyes.
sanskar descended down the stairs only to find raglak, sujata and shekhar and sumi indulged in conversation who stopped seeing him coming down. sanskar paid no heed to anyone.
sanskar- maa[sumi] i am going out. swara is in room. i will be back soon.
sanskar did not wait for an answer and started moving out. sujata and laksh tried to speak to him but he was quick enough to walk off without giving them chance to speak to him or stop listening them call his name.
he sat in his car and drove off.
done with this part.