swasan… dont hate me chap 21

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Recap
Swasan moments…

Chap
DAYS PASSED LIKE SECOND.. 10 DAYS HAVE BEEN PASSED.. DAY BY DAY SANSKAR’S HEART WAS FEELING MORE HAPPINESS SEEING SWARA AROUND AND SWARA TOO FELT THE SAMS WITH HIS PEWSENCE..BUT SHE ALWAYS BRUSHED THE THOUGHT AWAY FROM HER MIND…

@morning
Ragini was sleeping when swara woke her up…
Ragini: offo…plz let me sleep na…
Swara: didi… Wake up…get ready… Today is haldi…
Ragini woke up with a jolt…
Swara: hehehe… See hearing the name of haldi my didi woke up…
Ragini blushed..
Swara: now get ready fast…

Ragini came after taking bath…her hair open…a simple saree adorned her beautiful body…no makeup… Just kajal…
Swara: didi… You are looking fabulous
Ragini: tujhe toh mai hmesha hi achi lgti hu…

@ laksh room
Laksh was sitting besides mirror half asleep… Sanskar was helping him get ready
Sanskar: wake up…today is your haldi
Laksh: why these people apply haldi…i mean today haldi…next day chilli…then garam masala…i mean wats the need…see i look good without applying anything..
Sanskar throws a little water on his face..
Laksh: ahaaa….bhai…
Sanskar laughs…

Haldi ceremony was going on..
Laksh was sitting on a stool while ap comes to him with bowl of haldi..laksh is about to run when sanskar holds him tightly
Sanskar: abhi kaha….let ma apply haldi on you
Laksh: bhai ho k kasai ho…kya chahte ho…
Ap: you stop talking… Otherwise i will put haldi inside your mouth…
Laksh shuts his lips tightly…
Ap applies haldi on his face arms and legs…
Everyone do the ritual…
Ap: now completed… Go and take bath…
Sanskar: are mom abhi kaha…
He takes haldi in his hand and smears his face with haldi…
Laksh: mom…see bhai…
Everyone laughs…

Ragini was sitting on a stool… Ap was applying haldi on her…
Ap: beta…. You are already beautiful… After applying haldi your glow will increase

Swara: didi sambhalna… Jiju will get heart attack…
Everyone present there laugh…
Ap: ha ha…tease her… When you will get married na she will tease you…dekhna…
Everyone again laugh but a dagger pierced swara’s heart…past memories came in front of her eyes… She managed to get a fake smile on her lips…

@evening
Ragini and swara were sitting on the bed… Their hands have been covered with mehandi…
Swara: didi… Your mehandi… Its soo beautiful
Ragini: yours too…but n feeling hungry now…
Swara: me too…
Ragini: let me go outside… I ll call ma…
Ragini goes out…she was moving fast but suddenly someone held her from waist and pulled inside her room…
Ragini: laksh… U scared me
Laksh: are…now get used to all this….let me see your glow na…
Ragini: glow…what glow…
Laksh: are…u ve applied haldi na…so let me see…
Ragini: offo… Yaha p mai mar rhi hu and you are becoming shahrukh khan…this mehandi… Because of it m not able to eat anything… Leave alone eat…m not even able to touch my back….an ant bite me there…
Laksh: ohk my love… Let me help you….
He turned ragini… Her back was facing his front…he seductively placed his hand on her back…he removed her long hairs…her back was visible from her backless blouse…
Laksh: here….
Ragini: no… A little right…
Laksh moved his finger.
Laksh: here…
Ragini: no…a little bit left…
Laksh: here…
Ragini: ya….
Laksh exhaled his breath near her back…ragini felt electrified… He kissed her back inhaling the fragrance of her…ragini closed her eyes with a sudden reflex..

@ swara’s room
Swara was sitting alone when sanskar saw her…
Sanskar: hey…miss heena..
Swara: sanskar.. Can’t you call me swara…
Sanskar: ok swara… Show me your mehandi…
Swara: ok….see…
Sanskar saw her hands partially covered with mehandi…
Swara : u know ragini didi will get very dark colour from her mehandi..
Sanskar: why…
Swara: budhhu… It is said that dark shade of mehandi means more love from husband…
Sanskar: oh come on…i don’t believe..
Swara: but i do
Sanskar: why…are u so sure
Swara lowered her gaze…she was looking at the floor…
Swara: because… When i got married.. My mehandi was very light…and see….
Sanskar felt his heart was sinking… He looked at swara who was staring at the sky full of clouds….
Swara: in my life…love is not written… My life is dark as this night…
Sanskar: swara…
Swara: It is the reality of my life…
Sanskar: why do you think so…what if you get someone who loves you more than his life…
Swara was shocked on his questions
Swara: i will not get someone… Because after knowing my reality..
She let out a sigh and continued
Swara: my life doesn’t have a lover or prince charming….
Sanskar who was listening quietly her words broke his silence
Sanskar: why do you think so that anyone will not love after knowing your reality… Haaa…
He turns her face towards him…she looked at him…
Sanskar: if someone loves you truly then these difficulties don’t matter… Love is for soul…not for body swara…

Tears escaped from swara’s eyes… Sanskar cupped her face
Sanskar: swara…whatever happened wasn’t your fault…. you deserve love swara….you deserve MY LOVE….

Swara was shocked to hear this… Sanskar came to senses when he found what he said…
Swara: what…
Sanskar turned unable to face her…
Sanskar: nah…nothing…
Swara: do you fall for me…
Sanskar closed his eyes and nodded… Swara’s heart was beating very fast… She felt a kind of pleasure mixed with pain…pleasure of getting someone’s love and pain of not able to accept it…
Tears escaped from her eyes…
Swara: sanskar… Why do you want to spoil your life…
Sanskar: no swara… Don’t say…
Swara : yea sanskar… Your love can’t change reality…. You are very good person… N me…a used girl…
Sanskar: no swara don’t say these words…you are my love and my life…
Swara: sanskar…. But…m used by ttwo people to satisfy themselves…. How can you love me…
Sanskar: because i love your soul swara… It doesn’t matter what was your past…i dont care…
Swara: society will taunt you
Sanskar: i don’t care when you will be with me
Swara: m not pure
Sanskar: for me you are the purest soul of this world…
Swara: i…i don’t deserve you…
Sanskar: i don’t deserve a life which doesn’t suit your standard..
Swara: how can anyone love me this much…
Sanskar: i don’t have any answer…. Haa…i m not forcing you.. I just wanted to make you realrealise that you can be loved….good night…

He turns and looked at her once….he goes from room…but his words were echoing in swara’s ears…YOU ARE MY LOVE… She turned and looked at the clouds… Moon was planning to play hide and seek… Finally it came out of clouds and moonlight spread all over….
Swara removed her mehandi and was shocked to see….it was completely dark red…a shade of maroon….first time in life swara saw her mehandi so dark….again sanskar words echoed in her ears..YOU DESERVE MY LOVE SWARA….a smile spread on her lips…

Precap
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