Alano
I didn’t know why I shouted like this to my amigo, huh…. It has been only hours… a mere f**king hours, but I couldn’t take her out of my mind.
A knock disturbed me
“whaaaaat?”
“your time is up”
Making annoying faces I went to the door and open, I through a bunch of money to the guy on the foor and went back into the room. I hold the girl again, flipping her hairs
“I am tired sir…. please”
“almost finished”
I told her dryly while I uncover her shoulders, sometimes brothels become really annoying.
It was 8 pm and I was on the way to my home when kapeer called, he has been calling for a while urrghhh ese dolor en el culo (that pain in the ass)
“haan kapeer?”
“dude, easy the chill! Where are you?”
“going home”
“aari that early, come to XY club, we are going now”
“we??”
“me and sanskar, come on…”
I was hesitating but I needed to get her of my mind
“ok”
I changed my way going to that club… something changed in me badly in matter of hours.
Meuu, her name giving me shivers which I cant explain, and the endless black of her hairs and eyes kills me… she was so beautiful to be in such sinful place, I hate it to the guts… but then I was harsh to her, she was a b*t*h, Rafi’s b*t*h… I was confused and didn’t know what to do?? After sanskar went last night she stayed beside me, I watched her reflex in the mirror she wasn’t aware off and I saw her glance me sometimes with looks I couldn’t fit but I loved it…
I remembered her words as she say
FB
“would you like glass of water?”
I was sitting crossing my legs in proud pause, which I didn’t do offtenly, something was pushing me to keep longing at her but bitter words left my mouth
“people come here to drink alcohol muñeco {doll}, hadn’t your man taught you that”
Again hurt flow her eyes!! Why is she so much hurt to my words, she must be habituate to it, and why in hell I feel bad for her hurt, f**k…
“sorry sir, shall I bring a drink??”
“huh… if I will ask one, it won’t be from you muñeco”
That time a tear slipped the corner of her eye and it pierced me… she stood quickly and left to the bar and I gulped my drink, huh b*t*hes always go back to the pimp. I had enough of that night too and I was slipping out the door when I heard a girl cry in pain and agony
“please rafi ….. don’t give me more, what is my fault?”
“that you are a useless b*t*h, I taught you and you… urghhh I will deal with you later”
Knowing very well that this sound belong to that girl Meuu and rafi, I wanted to crush his bones but I simply walk out and went straight home…
FBO
Ever since then her face printed to my mind, I kept being restless on my bed as her black endless eyes stare me and when I finally slept she disturbed my dreams. She was f**king there, smiling to me and opening her arms, and I am like lost puppy ran to her. I jerked of my sleep and it was a hell day for me.. she didnt leave my thoughts all day… and hee image kept getting to my mind…
I reached the club and go in, and took mints to spot kapeer and sanskar who was in his black mask hiding his ID. Rumors always spread about me and kapeer but we less care about it, but sanskar even a word can affect his financials which I will never agree. I got closer but then stop in my tracks, she was there…
Rafi: alano sir, finally here..
I composed myself and went sitting, again I was between her and kapeer, I whispered to him
“what are they doing here?”
“how do you think we came here?! Sanskar said it will be last time he look for that girl and we asked this chick to tell us which club she might go mostly tonight”
I groaned as he called her that, but can I blame him? She was again all sultry type, but her eyes still held same broke and sad.
“sorry”
It was a whisper, from her, but I was sure it was only for me to hear
“for what?” I whisper
“for seeing me. I know you hate me sir”
“huh don’t flitter yourself, what you can possibly mean to me so I hate you or care about you”
A chock left her lips and I was hurt for that sound…
“sorry” she whispered again…
“why you do this? Being sl*t like this? Don’t you care about your boyfriend, forget that, don’t you have respect for yourself or family if you have any”
I couldn’t stop the words as it slipped past my lips like unstoppable train… I looked at her bowed head and slowly she raise her head and her eyes killed me on sigh, pain and hurt and void defined it and ever so feathry she spoke with no tears staining her face
“a coin have two faces sir”
And I am f**ked, my favorite statement, I used this statement in many of my sculptures inspirations, and she used it now with me. What did she mean?
I felt a poke on my side from kapeer and I looked at him to find him totally shocked and sanskar standing in his place looking same direction. I looked and almost got my eyes out…
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Sanskar
I promised myself today will be the last day I come for that search, my last hope, part of me didn’t want to find her, gave up all this nuances and get back to my controlled life, other part that still remember what it mean to be what you are wanted her at any cost.
I was getting bored and hopless and before I spill words of leaving I heard some cheering from left side at the bar….
You know she like the drama
Yeah she is s*xy mama
When she dance everybody go o o O!
On bar table sit a girl in tight jeans, knee boots, tight black top curving her br*asts, holding a bottle of beer in a hand and drinking

She jumped down dancing like the free girl she is
Haan, dekho bholi kitni
Utni par tedhi cheez hai
Baatein kare hai kadwi-kadwi
Phir bhi lazeez hai
Ittar gulaabon wali
Bottle sharabon wali
Total tabahi wala scene hai
I heard a female telling (Tigersita)
I looked to my left and the voice belong to meuu, so I am not imagining, she is here…. I heard two gasps and peopel stands, alano and kapeer (tigersita ??)
She was dancing full of energy and free, she was here, damn it… move Sanskar, catch her before its too late…
She jumps on a table then to a chair rolling it dangerously like a circus player then sitting on the chair straddling it. She kicked the chair and moved like drunk and again moving her hips …. She zoomed her palms in camera move and then I realized that she saw me
Ho table bajaa ke gaaun
Chadh jaaun kursi pe
Poori karun main manmaaniyaan
Chaahe samajh lo nashe ka ye nateeja hai ya
Pagalpan ki nishaniyaan
Ittar gulaabon wali
Bottle sharabon wali
Total tabaahi wala scene hai
Her face lit up like a chirsmase tree, she waved my way but then her eyes draft to my left and her lips went wider, she ran our way but quickly she was at meuu side graping her hands and taking her to the dance floor both dancing and moving their hips and many guys around them dancing and being touchy and I couldn’t hold, I moved forward and pushed a guy behind her away and then turn her to me looking angry to her but all she did was smiling. She took my hands and moved them so I dance with her, was twirling around and looking me deep in the eyes and I got caught in the wide doe eyes she have…. My body moved on its own and I started to dance…
Moving around with her and touching her body with me, going all crazy and frenzy, I let myself go…. One more time… I am free….
Naina donali se kyun goli maare kishton mein
Kaahe naa jhatke se jaan le
Moti ki maala leke
Gori gori japte hain
Tu bhi humara kabhi naam le
Laakhon karodon wala, tan tera sone jaisa
Man se chhokariya tu mean hai
The song ended and another started but I got my senses when I heard a loud whistle and a cheer voice (oh yea sanky) I looked and kapeer was cheering out loud and alano as shocked as happy his face, I couldn’t warp it. I look back to tigersita to not find her there, blood boil in my veins and went straight shot to my head to blow out, I ran from the touching bodies, I faced meuu
“where is she?”
“I don’t ..”
I warped my hand on her fragile throat and squeeze
“WHERE
IS
SHE?”
“ahh ahhh… maybe… restroom awww”
I left her and immediately gone there and there was long way of girls waiting outside, I fought the urge to barge in and see if she was inside, it was eating me… suddenly I heard door behind me open and I was graped inside from behind and door closed again…
“YOU” I shouted
She locked the door “yea… meeeee Sanskar”