swasan – A complicated love story (59)

Episode-59

@Swara’s room…

Ragini- why do u care if sanky won’t talk to u??

Swara- (suddenly see towards her leaving her sobbing) what are u saying ragini??
Sanky is my best friend.. If he won’t talk to me then why won’t I care…
Obviously I do care..
Plz ragini ask him to talk to me na..
I promise I will not do anytging like that again… (Again started sobbing).

Rag- aacha.. Shh.. Dont cry swara.. (Make her head placed in her lap n started caressing her hairs) u know na.. If u will cry more then u will feel more weak n sanky will think that u r irresponsible and dont take care of urself.. Then again he won’t talk to u.. (swara nooded still in her lap)..

Swara- (innocently) sanky maan jayega na..??
U know I became so much addicted to him that if he dont talk to me na.. I dont feel anything good…

ragini -(trying to make her realise her feelings) are u sure u only consider him as ur friend n nothing else..

Swara- (getting up from her lap n saw towards her) ofcourse ragini.. Infact best friend..
Why are u talking so round and round..?? Plz tell clearly na what u wanna say..

Ragini again make her lie on her lap n continued her talk…

ragini- I think u have started liking him..

Swara- Ofcourse I like him.. He is so sweet. I know he is sometimes sadu..( making faces) but he is sweet n he always support me in every situation..
Dont know what happened to him… he is not talking with me.. (crying face)

Rag- lisent to me carefully swara n dont interrupt in between..
Do u feeling good when he is not talking to u?? (swara nodded in no)
Can u see him being friendly with sone other gurl more than u..??

Swara- but he is more friebdly with u na.. I dont mind that..( innocently)..

Rag- except me.!

Swara remembered a day..

–Flashback–

Swasan and raglak were in shopping mall n were shopping dresses for award function..

raglak left to other section now only swasan are left..

swara was showing him dresses which she has selected for him ..

swara- sanky see..( showing a suit).. It will look perfect on u.. U will look handsome..

Sanskar was about to take that dress from her hands.. A voice interrupted in between..

Voice- He is already handsome..

sanskar saw back n found a girl in one pice dress open hair.. Gorgeous lady..

She came and hugged sanskar..

Sanky – omg! Shanaya.. Long time yr. ( hugged back)..

They both were talking endlessely n forgot swara n she was watching them like hww..
How can u forget me??

Swara went towards sanskar n tapped his shoulders..

Swara- wont u imntroduce ur friend with me??..
I was waiting that now u will introduce us but u forgt that i m also here with u.. (sad)

Sanky- (side hugged swara) are mera baccha!! How can I forger u?! U r to my jaan.. Aacha meet her she is shanaya my college friend..

(Looking towards shanaya) n shanaya she is swara my bestest friend..( still side hugging her)..

Swara was just staring sanskar’s hands which are on her shoulders..
she was feeling an unknown happiness in her heart being so close to him ..
But didnt realised it why??
After sonetime shanaya left n they completed there shopping n went towards mall restaurant to have something as she should not starve for long time..

Sanskar ordered n swara asked him..

Swara- how can u forget me while meeting ur frnd?? M i not ur friend.. Jao I won’t talk to u..

Sanky- are syappa queen aab tak to theek thi acganak kya hua?? (oh syappa queen.. u were fine till now then what happened suddenly??)

Swara- nothing happened suddenly.. ?? (*making faces) huh!! How can u ignore me..??

Sanky- yr u r sriously a syappa queen .. Tell me can anyone ignore his life..?

Swara nooded in no..

Sanky- then how can I??

Swara-(confused)

Sanky- are yr u r my jaan.. ( indirectly confessed)

Swara playfully beat him on his hands ..

Swara- jyada makhan lagane ki zarurat ni h..

Sanky- (in mind) yr tujhe kaise bataun?? What u r to me??
Gaash!! koi ni mera bhi time aayega tab tak tujhe satane me maza,aayega.. Are wah kunj.. U to made a rhym..

Sanky- Waise! why are u soo jealous of shanaya.. (waise tu kyu itna jal re thi shanaya se.) She was so sweet..

swara- sweet my foot.. Chipkali khin ki.. Kitna chipak re thi tumse.. (Moking) he is to already handsome.. My foot..

sanky- what?? Dont u find me handsome..?? (Fake cry)..

swara- stop ur drama know… I know u r handsome..

Sanskar ka famous look.. One eyebrow up..(omg! He is looking dashing.. Hehe)

swara- ha I mean.. Vo vo u could be handsome if u would have seen my selected dress that time but no u wanted to talk to that chipkali (lizard ) only…. Huh!..

Sanky- jealous..

swara- my foot!

She felt irritated n left from there n sanskar after her..

–Flashback Ends–

ragini- shaking her.. what happened swara?? where r u lost??…

swara- I was searching the answer of ur ques..

swara- what u concluded..??

swara – yeh. I have problem with him being overfriendly with any other girl ..

rag- that exactly what I wanted to listen.. Now its upto u to know why u feel so??

swara- why??

rag- I thing u have started falling for him..

swara- (immediately get up) noo.. It can’t be possible..

rag- why it can’t be possible?

swara- mere kismat itni aachi nhi h.. I can’t fall for him ..

rag- n why do u think so..??
Love is such a beautiful feeling that can happen anytime anywhere and with anyone..
All u need is just to accept ur feelings..

Swara again started crying..

rag- now why are u crying??

swara- vo .. (Told everything about her marriage)..

rag- patted her head n consoled her..

She was feeling bad for swara as she has gone through a lot..
Altough she knew everything about her marriage but listenibg her story from her side shows how much she is in pain..
N she is hiding her pain from everybody..

rag- swraa.. Jo ho gaya so ho gaya.. it cant be changed but this will not stop ur life na?..
Think about ur n sanky’s relation…
Just follow ur heart n dont think about past..
Dont let ur past come in b/w ur present n future..
She kissed her forehead n left..

Swara was in deep thinking..

swara- do I really love him..??

Heart- yes u do..

Brain- no u can’t. Ur not good for him..

Heart- love doesnt see anything..

Brain- but u need to see.. U can’t spoil his life..

Heart- ur not spoiling his life.. May be he also love u.

Brain- yeah! First u should find out..

Both brain n heart hifi n left swara alone..