Hi guys… This is pikachu’s first ever os… I am so tensed… I am sooooooooooooooooooooo sorry if u feel bore…
I saw her standing… And a big smile appears in my face… I know she is not mine… And she will never be mine but… I just don’t know about my feelings… I even don’t know her name… But may be i like her…
I sighs and walks towards the bus stoppage and stands there maintain some distance… I know she never ever notice me… But from past 2 months i am seeing her… My first ever crush… I chuckled and shook my head at my own thoughts… Mean while bus came and we both got in the bus… I took my favorite seat beside the window… And sees her sitting beside a fat lady… As soon as she sits… She starts to listen songs in headphones…
I let out a sigh and looks outside… It’s all begin before 2 mnths… I work in a multinational company… I earn well… I have bike also but i prefer bus cause of her… Oops sorry i forgot to introduce myself right???
I am sanskar… Sanskar maheshwary… Nam toh nei suna hoga??? Toh before 2 months…
As usual it’s a fine morning… I took shower and make my breakfast… Well my mom dad lives in delhi and i am here in Kolkata… After that i lock my personal flat… And about to starts my bike but shoot… It’s broken… Oh god… It’s 9… I have to go with bus… With a disappointing face i goes towards bus stop… Bus stand is near… The bus come here almost empty and i took a seat beside window… And Keep my office bag on the seat beside me… I was looking at outside… Suddenly i heard a melodious voice…
‘excuse me ‘…
I turn… And i just mesmerized to see the girl standing there… Wearing a simple white and deep blue combo shalwar suit attached perfectly to her body curves… Big eyes… Long hair…
I came in sense when she again call me…
‘ hallo… Mr ‘…
‘ yes’ i said…
‘can i seat here ‘points to the seat beside me…
‘ sure’ i said… Taking my bag…
I was just seeing her like an idiot and she was listening music while closed eyes… She got down before one stoppage of mine… And my heart broken when i saw her hugging one guy as soon as she got down… I feels sad…
Next day i can’t go with bike my heart was saying to go with bus… I sighs when i saw her in stoppage… From that day i just go by bus to see her… And sighs when everyday i see her with that guy… Idiot guy…
Again that day i see her with that guy… I shook my head and the bus starts…
At office…
Laksh my senior my boss my friend…
It’s lunch time…
Laksh : sanskar tell me one thing… What happened to your bike that you are coming by bus since 2 mnths…
I just shook my head in no…
Laksh : kahi… Love shove??
I just give him a strong glare…
Laksh : arey yr… Marry someone yr… You know ragini was asking when will you marry…
‘and what is the benefit of her if i marry ‘ i narrowed my eyes…
Laksh : to be honest… She has 3 cousin of 21 – 23 age and You are 25… So…
I coughed… And give him a impossible look…
That day evening i was returning as usual by bus… I was shocked to see that guy… With whom my crush is dating… Oh god he and an another girl got in the bus… The bus is quite empty… They takes a sit… I just shrugs my bad thoughts… May be some of his friend… But when i was coming towards bus door as my stoppage came… I saw them romancing with each other… That guy was Caressing her bare thigh… I just close my fist… And hurriedly get down from the bus… If i stand there for a minute…. I will surely punch him… But i can’t… I have no role neither in his life or in my crush’s life…
I thought to tell her… But what should I say… And why the hell will she believe me… Who i am to her… Just a BUSMATE… Whom she never notice or never even see…
This like one more month passed… I was feeling so sad as i can’t do anything for my crush or she regularly meets his idiot boyfriend and i just see them…
One fine day… I was returning from office… My mother called me… She found a girl in Kolkata… I just denied… But she was eating my brain so we end up with a fight… She was crying… Uff… My mom… My thoughts broke when i see her… Immediately i look at the watch… 7pm…What is she doing here… She gets in the bus… As there was no seat empty fortunately she sits beside me… I feels happy… But what is she doing here… I was looking at the window… When i Heard sobbing sound… I looks at her with jerk… Tears are rolling from her eyes and she was doing something in phone or may trying to calling someone… I noticed her… I saw her sleeves are torn from shoulder and she was covering that with dupatta…
I just shocked… What happened to her… She can’t do anything with her phone and throws it in bag… She rest her head against the front seat… She adjust her dupatta…
An urge of asking her raised in my heart but… I can’t ask… I see my coats… And place it on her shoulder from which her sleeves torn and turn outside…
I feels she was looking at me… After sometime she wore it properly… There was silence… I was not looking at her but she was still sobbing… Before one stoppage… She asked me my phone…
‘can you give me your phone ‘… She asked…
I said nothing just took out my phone and gives it to her…
‘ hallo papa ‘… I heard her…
‘ papa can you please come at stoppage ‘
She gives me back my phone…
After sometime we both got down… She goes to a old man of my dad’s age and left with gim with my blazer…
I rolled my eyes and left towards my apartment…
That night i can’t sleep… What happened to her… Is that kamina did something…
Next day… I again comes at bus stop… But can’t find her… I feels bad… My heart was searching her and is feeling if she is well or not…
From that day… She didn’t came at stopage… And everyday i goes to busstop with a hope i can see her But she didn’t come… I was soo sad… I don’t know where she lives or what’s her name… After 15 days i saw her with her father… She was sitting on the back seat of a motorcycle which was driven by her father… I let out a sigh… She is alright… But she didn’t notice me… With a disappointing face i got in the bus…
Here my mom was continuously asking me for marriage… I can’t told her that i have already given my heart to someone…
This way another month over…
One day evening i came from office…. Now It’s my habit to go by bus though she was not there…
I unlock my apartment door but… It’s already opened… I frown and i saw my mother and father sitting on couch… I rolled my eyes…
My mom eats my brain for marriage and now dad also on her side… Mom somehow convinced me for see the girl for once… But i put a condition… If i don’t like her i will deny…
Next Sunday… Laksh and Ragini came there… Ragini was grinning as she is my matchmaker… I was throwing daggers at her… But she was giving me a tight smile… I wish i throttle her… With a bad face i go with them… It’s not so far… With in 20 mins we reached…
Laksh : sanskar please for God sake arrange your face yr… Bride will run away…
I just give him a death glare…
We entered… Her mother welcome us… Ragini hugs her masi…
Lady: you all sit… Wo my husband had to go for a urgent work… He will come after sometime…
My mother asked her to bring girl… I was Just looking down…
My mother gets excited as she came… I was just not looking at her… But i snapped my head towards her as i heard her voice… It’s she…
‘namaste ‘… I saw her holding tea tray… I was just shocked… I stands up immediately… Looking at her… While all looks at me…
Laksh : what happened sanskar…
I comes in sense…
‘ ummm… Nothing ‘… I was smiling like an idiot… Is this really true… My crush… Oh god…
After sometime her father came… And we both give interviews to each other parents… And at last Ragini asked her to take me to her room…
I simply followed her… My heart was dancing… Even i wanted to dance but can’t… I only know how i was controlling myself…
We came to her room… It’s beautiful… So neat and clean…
She goes to her cupboard… And i was adorning her room… Suddenly i feel her near me… So i turned… She was holding my blazer…
‘ thank you ‘ she said forwarding the coat…
I don’t know what to say… I just look at her… She was looking down… I don’t know whether for being shy or not wants to see me…
So…. I speak up… She looks at me… I was lost in her eyes…
‘ so? ‘ she again looks down…
‘ you remember me? ‘ i asked…
‘ good people always to be remembered ‘…
I smile…
‘ i thought i never get chance to return your coat’… She said…
‘ don’t return… Keep it with you.. ‘i said coming bit close to her…
She looks at me… We have a small eyelock…
But i remember About her boyfriend…
‘i know about your bf ‘ i said avoiding eye contact…
‘ we broke up ‘…
My heart was dancing more…
‘ are you ready for this marriage ‘ i asked the question which o wanted to ask from first…
She said nothing but again keep my blazer in the closet very carefully…
‘ he tried to molest me that day… I luckily got saved ‘… I heard her chocked voice…
I walks towards her… She turns after wiping her tears…
‘ i am fine… Let’s go… ‘
She walked out…
I just followed her…
At down… Mom ask me through sign… I don’t know what to say… I look at her… She was looking down… Her mother was there.. May be asking her same question…
I notice her slight smile…and her mother’s wide grin…
Her father anounced they have no problem… My mother throwing daggers at me… I looked down and smile while scratching my head…
And all of them congrats each other… My mother feed me a big laddo… I look at laksh who was seeing me with raising one eyebrow and a naughty smirk…
And at last i look at mu crush sorry my would be wife… Who is smiling shyly looking down… I takes a deep breath of the air which is fill with happiness…
Next day…
Last night i thought so much about my future life and wife that i woke up late… 9 :10… Oh hod surely i will miss my bus… I runs to bus stop… The bus started to leave… Oh god…
‘hey stop ‘ i run…
Fortunately bus conductor notice me… And with me some more people enter…
Meri Seat toh gyi… But i entered… And shocked to see her… Sitting… Some tried to sit beside her but i clearly see she denied… I slowly goes towards her… She looks at me and takes her bag from the seat… I sits beside her… I was smiling like a idiot… Oh god… I can’t stop smiling… She is looking outside… But i guess she is also smiling… After sometime…
‘ umm your phone… Can you give me ‘… She asked…
I takes out my phone… And gives her…
I don’t know what she did but after few seconds she returns..
At office…
Between work my phone beeps…
I look a unknown number message…
‘ It’s my number… And my name is swara… Marriage got fixed but don’t know your fiance’s name… Bad manner ‘…
I laughs… Swara… What a name…
I told laksh about everything… He just shocked…
‘ what a luck yaar ‘… He said in amusement…
‘ so toh h ‘i said with a grin…
7day later…
It’s quite crowded in the bus… I make her sit at my place… As she came late… I was standing just beside her…
‘ sanskar ji… You sit na… ‘she said with pout and concern..
I felt so happy… After listening my name from her mouth… For the 1st time i love my name a lot… But what is this ji…
I gesture her no… She takes my bag on her lap… I smile…
On the next stoppage a girl came and stand in front of me… Oh oo… Her intention is not good i think… She is falling on me repeatedly… And i was going backward… Suddenly…
‘hey girl… You seat Here ‘.. I look at swara…
‘ no need’ the girl said annoyingly…
‘It’s needed… You are looking not well… ‘ she forcefully makes her sit… I was giggling… She stands in front of me… I smile… She is looking cute as her cute nose got red as in anger…
In the next when the bus jerk… She was about to fall but i hold her by waist… She clutched my shirt tightly… I look at the back of her… I saw a middle aged man intentionally pushing her… I pull her near my chest while throwing daggers at that man… She steps to me and stands quietly… I look at her… My hand is still on her back… Slightly touching… Protecting her… She is smiling…
‘ i have bike… From tomorrow we will go by that… ‘ i said glaring at that man…
‘ then why you always go by bus?? ‘ i look at her i don’t know what to answer… But then i bend slightly and goes near her ear…
‘ to feel your presence around me… ‘ i says in husky voice…
Then look at her…
‘ so my guess was right… You are… ‘ she said looking at me…
‘ your stoppage came ‘ i look outside the window…
She looks at me… Then goes out…
It’s 6… I was returning home… Mom called me… Our merriage is after 1 months… She is afraid… If by chance i change my decision… I chuckle… But suddenly i notice swara… Standing at her stoppage… She enter in the bus… I was looking at her shockingly… She simply sit beside me… I was still looking at her… Bus started…
‘ what are you doing Here… ‘ i said with a angry tone…
But she said nothing…
‘ i am asking you ‘ i said again…
But again no response… She simply looking at her phone…
‘ swara’…
She looks at me…
‘ did you give answer to me?? In morning ‘ she asked with pout…
A desire to kiss her pout came in my heart for that i turn my face to control my self… I somehow composed…
‘ what were you doing that too this much late’… I asked turning to her…
She said nothing… I sighed…
‘i fall in love with you at the first sight… So i regularly started to ho by bus to see you once… But i know you love someone so i keep quiet… ‘ i said in flow…
‘ you are my first crush first love and will be the last one ‘ i said in husky voice near her ears and pecks her their… I feel her body stiffen… Oh shoot. . What i did…
I turn murmuring sorry…
‘ i was preparing notes after class in library and then i look at watch its 5:30 so i decide to go in 6pm ‘s bus… I know you will return by this… I look at her… She smiles and looks down… I also smiles…
Our hands touched as the bus was running… I nervously and slowly put my hand upon her… We both were looking other sides…
I slowly entertwined our fingers… I close my eyes and feels goosebumps in stomach as soon as i feel her soft palm… We sits like that…
‘i… I… Love you too ‘ i snapped my head towards her as i heard her slow voice…
‘ That’s for me ‘ i asked with mixed emotions in my voice…
‘ hmmm’
I Was just numb…
‘ i fall in love with the jacket owner who gave shelter that night… In that one month i always hug your jacket… So that i can feel you… I never expected that my love has this much strength that i will get you one day…’ she complete…
I was just shocked… Meantime our stoppage came… We both starts to walk towards her home…
After sometime its quite lonely place… I can’t control and pull her in a bone crushing hug… And she receprocate…
After 1 month we got married… And that’s how my love story started…
My busmate now my wife…
Sorry if you feel bore…