SWASAN: AASHIYAN [EPISODE-7]
id mubarak to all of you.
thanks for all the support. and as i said that i will post on monday, wednesday and friday so i am back today with the new episode.
FLASHBACK CONTINUES-
sanskar would have left if ap wouldn’t have spoken.
ap- i think that since laksh has come back we should thank god and also swara and ragini should come back as the dil of this house.
sujata- bilkul sahi kaha jiji [absolutely correct said jiji]
ap- so let’s go in the temple and then laksh and sanskar will fill swara’s and ragini’s maang for welcoming them back in the house. ji [to dp] shall we?
dp nodded.
ap- swara- ragini come beta. laksh sanskar you also come fast and then sanskar you can go for the trip if you want. [said to sanskar normally, happiness evident in her voice for the return of her son]
[NOTE- in the flashback that i have shown in episode 4, there swara just decided to leave sanskar but did not said that she will not fill her maang or anything as such, do read it again for any sort of confusion.
this modification is because whatever the condition may be, a lady always applies sindoor (vermillion) on her forehead as significance of her marriage. so according to me this drama in serial was sort of unrealistic and that was serial so i can’t change but in my ff i try to potray more of real things than fictional. i hope you understand]
ap moved forward and followed by the others but swara and sanskar were standing at their places. swara was seeing sanskar to know his reaction and move and sanskar was fighting with his own self. one side the turmoil in his heart about their relationship and his resistance to move forward with all the happenings of past 2 months and other side his badi maa whom he calls maa has spoken to him normally and rather said him to do something after complete one month and 3 weeks. what should he do?
their trance was broken by uttara who came and shook sanskar.
uttara- bhai what are you doing here. chalo naa. [to swara] bhabhi come, we all are waiting.
it was then sanskar looked at swara briefly and just walked out towards temple making his decision to follow ap’s words for the meantime and look after what he has to do later. and he don’t want to disappoint ap, especially when she spoke to him after so long.
uttara nudged swara and she too came in the temple. all were praying to god and were joined by swasanutt. sanskar was standing folding his hands while looking at krishna’s idol sceptically. here swara looked at sanskar briefly before praying to god. she prayed to make things fine and most importantly bring happiness to sanskar, the spark of contentment in his eyes rather than pain and longingness and that innocence with his most important smirk which makes him look the most adorable and happy man in the world. she prayed that take whatever it costs from her but return the happiness to sanskar which he deserves and get her freed from the guilt and the feeling of doing sin by snatching away from him the most important thing from him that is the love and trust of his life.
while praying so her eyes watered which she wiped quickly before anyone could see. on the other hand sanskar just questioned god that is he so bad to deserve all this and what all fault he has done to not get the only thing he wanted and needed for his life.
after praying to god for bringing the happiness back to home and uniting her family ap gave vermillion to both sanlak.
ap- chalo swara aur ragini ki maang bharo tum dono. [now you both fill swara and ragini’s hairline with vermillion respectively.]
raglak looked at each other and laksh happily put vermillion on her forehead which she happily accepted. here swasan were looking at each other. sanskar was again on hanging position between his decision.
ap- sanskar kys soch rahe ho. maang bharo swara ki.[ sanskar what are you thinking. fill swara’s hairline]
sanskar nodded and took a pinch of vermillion the holy red powder and slowly extended his hands to fill her hairline when his phone rang diverting his attention. holding the vermillion box he received his call which was from office.
sanskar- hello..
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while sanskar started talking swara looked at him and yet again her eyes got filled with tears. uttara interrupted sanskar.
uttara- bhai you talk later naa. see bhabhi is waiting and others too. come bhai. fill bhabhi’s hairline and then she will be here. chalo do it fast.
sanskar- uttara one second…
uttara- no one second. badi maa bade papa you tell him to keep the phone. here we are waiting and see him, he is talking with office staff.
sanskar- [sighed] [to the person on call] hold for a minute.
sanskar came to swara and yet again the pain in his heart ruled him but keeping it aside he finally took vermillion and decorated her hairline with his own hand marking her as his. not able to control two tear drops escaped her eyes which she closed to feel him making her as his again. that feeling of being belonged to him only makes her heart fill with joy and dreams. sanskar extended his hand to wipe her tears because they still pierced him but stopped in mid way and retreated. abruptly turned to dp, he asked for his leave as it is important.
sanskar- bade papa i need to go. i am getting late.
with the nod of dp as approval he bent to take his blessings and others too and walked from there while hugging back laksh who came forward to him to again ask his forgiveness. patting his back with a faint smile he finally came in hall and picked his bag. glancing once from the corner of his eyes he saw swara standing by the pillar looking at him with tear filled eyes. he averted his gaze, not wanting to melt or make decision at that moment and murmuring a bye left without exchanging a word with swara.
this is it for today. i know i am giving short updates but sorry can manage this much only. will post on wednesday for sure but will see if i can post one tomorrow too. sorry for making you wait and also for not replying to your comments but i assure you that i read each one of them.
and a big thank you for reading my ff.