SWASAN : AASHIYAN [EPISODE – 31]
All eyes were on swasan giving different looks which didn’t affect sanskar but swara was conscious of their gaze and uncomfortable causing her hold around sanskar’s hand tighten.
Sanskar- [whispering] my princess is not afraid right? She doesn’t fear from anyone naa.
Swara- hmmm…
The guests included gadodia’s too. sumi came forward, quite emotional after seeing her daughter after such a long period. She moved her hand forward to touch swara’s face but swara retracted back and hid behind sanskar afraid of new face, causing tears in sumi’s eyes.
Sanskar- maa… [blinking at sharmishtha to make her understand the situation]
Sumi nodded at sanskar and Sujata understandingly kept hand on sumi’s shoulder consoling her.
Sanskar took her blessings and left from there along with swara. Making swara sit on a chair he sat beside her.
Sanskar- what happened? Why you didn’t meet her? [pointing towards sumi]
Swara saw sumi from the corner of her eyes and kept looking at her. It felt like she had seen her somewhere. Her mind was trying to remember and register her and this stress she couldn’t handle. She held her head as it pained.
Swara- I don’t know her and don’t like that lady. My head started paining when I saw her. [said closing her eyes]
Sanskar- shhh relax… koi baat nahi. It’s ok. [cupping her face] see around the decorations, food. Did you like all these.
Swara looked around the bright lightings, flowers, colourful clothes that decorated the hall making it look amazing and she was again her own self. Quite excited that she was, it reflected in her eyes.
Swara- this is party?
Sanskar- hmmm.. [nodded his head]
Swara- wow… sanskar all this happens in party. But sanskar when we do party then only we are there and we eat lots of delicious food. Then why are so many people here?
Sanskar- because ….. that was our party so only we were there. But this party is for everyone so all are here.
Sanskar- now princess you be here for sometime and be a good girl. I will just come.ok.
Swara nodded her head.
While sanskar was away some ladies approached swara and started asking questions. Although rama tried to handle the situation but couldn’t and their questions confusing swara and making her nervous and scared.
Lady 1- how are you swara beta? Long time haan we didn’t get to meet you.
Lady 2- yaa you said right. And swara is this your baby? arree you were pregnant right when we met last time. Very cute baby he is..
Lady 3- arree it is not her baby [to lady 2] don’t you remember what happened. We are so sorry beta about….
Sanskar- excuse me aunty…. Can you please give us a moment. My wife needs to have her food on time…
Lady 3- haan haan why not. But sanskar beta till when are you going to be with swara…. Don’t you think you should get remarr…
Sanskar- [gritted teeth] I am very happy with my wife and I would like to be with her now…. please enjoy the function.
Lady 3- [fake smile] why not..
The ladies left from there talking amonst themselves which was clearly heard by swasan.
lady 1- what happened why were you saying about swara like that.
lady 3- arre you don’t know. i have heard that she is mentally unstable. pagal hai pagal. some days after her miscarriage, heard that she lost her mental balance.
lady 2- ohh that’s why i was thinking that why she is behaving this way. i heard something similar but then seeing baby in her hands thought that they were just rumours.
lady 3- no that’s the truth.
Sanskar- swara [tried to comfort swara who was holding his hand tightly] come sit. See what I got for you. [Tried to distract her mind]
Swara- [in a trance] baby …. Baby hai….. hai baby… [squeezed her eyes shut] i am not mad…i..
Sanskar- swara….[shook her] swara…
Swara- haan sanskar.. [holding her head]
Sanskar- you okay….
Swara- sanskar my head …its paining.
Sanskar- swara relax…. Let’s go to room. Come.
While they were going sujata came to them.
Sujata- sanskar where are you going.
Sanskar- mom swara is not feeling well. I am taking her back to the room.
Sujata- what happened? Swara beta…
Sanskar- nothing mom let it be [sad smile] … you just manage here.
In swasan room-
Sanskar- swara come have something. See I brought sweets for you.
Swara- pre..gnant… [holding her head] baby… my baby…
Sanskar- shhh swara ….swara cool down. Have your food. [forwarded a morsel]
Somehow he fed her little bit food.and made her sleep.
Sanskar- I am sorry, I couldn’t do anything to avoid this. I thought you are recovering and when I will bring you here may be you would take things positively but I forgot that people don’t let us forget things. Sorry. [kissed on her forehead]
he went near the window and looked at the sky.
sanskar- we miss you. if only ….. [a lone tear escapes his eye] she still remembers you both, although forgot everything. i tried so much… so so much to amke her normal. i felt it would bring her back. things were improving for good but maybe it was wrong decision to bring her here. i shouldn’t have. it’s said that mother and child have the greatest connection, your mumma proves it. i just wish that day never came in our lives… i just wish…
he closed his eyes in despair remembering the past.
Flashback—
Swara heard the honking of car and looked down the window. She got happy and nervous too seeing raglak, ap and sujata arrived. Hurriedly she came to sanskar who was busy on call and tapped his shoulder.
Sanskar gestured what happened.
Swara- [slowly] mom, ragini and others arrived.
Sanskar- [keeping hand on phone] just one minute. Let me finish call then we will go down.
Swara nodded and leaned on his shoulder holding his arm. A minute later when his call didn’t end she poked him and he looked at her.
Swara- I am going and I will go slowly. [she said assuring him] Don’t worry. You come after finishing the call.
Without listening any further she came out of room. Sanskar sighed and in few seconds dismissed the call to go after swara.
Downstairs-
Parineeta saw outside the window that everyone is getting down the car and uttara is outside and then her gaze fell above the stairs in corridor, where swara was coming from her room. Thinking something a smirk formed on her lips and she hurriedly from her room took hair oil and spread on one of the stairs at topwhich led towards the main door of house.
Parineeta- [thinking] poor swara. You came in my way, now see what I do to you.
Then she went out.
Outside-
Ragini- maa I am going in. I am feeling nausea.
Ap- wait I am coming ragini.
Ragini- it’s ok maa. Its due to journey. I will go. You already are loaded with so much work.
Ragini started moving inside.
Parineeta- [seeing ragini going inside] hmm.. that’s even better. Either ragini or swara or both.
She silently came in behind ragini and hided. Swara had reached down the stairs and was now to descend the stairs that led towards exit door and ragini ascended the stairs and smiled at swara but just then her smile changed to horror as her leg slipped because of the oil.
Ragini- ahhh…
Swara- ragini….
Just then ap sujata, laksh and uttara entered the main door and saw ragini about to fall and swara who was just in front of ragini with one extended hand, everyone shocked to the core. Even sanskar who had descended half the stairs was also shocked seeing this.
Swara- ragini you fine. [holding her hand and pulling her towards herself]
Ragini- [stabilising and breathing heavily] haan.
Swara moved ragini and made her stand safely towards the railing.
Swara- just relax everything is fine. [she said comforting her]
Parineeta got angry seeing both are safe.
Swara looked at the stairs and found oil spills.
Swara- oil on the stairs????
Swara- leave it. chalo let’s go in and make you sit. [she said to ragini]
Swara turned to go in but her sari got stuck in her sleeper and she tried to balance herself but couldn’t and hence slipped at the edge leading to complete misbalance.
Swara- ahh ragini.
she called ragini to grip her hand which already were holding her’s but in fear of falling which ragini just now felt and possibilities of what could have happened if she fell, ragini couldn’t comprehend as such what to do and her hold on swara’s hand loosened.
Swara looked shockingly at ragini as her hand slipped from ragini’s hand and a scream escaped her lips as she hit her head on stairs falling on it and rolled down bumping on her stomach 2-3 times.
swara- [screamed] ahhhhhhhhhhhh
her scream echoed through the house shocking everyone and took away sanutt’s breath.
sanskar/uttara- swaraaaaaa/bhabhiiii
ragini- swara…
ap, sujata stood shocked at their places.
Rolling over the last stair swara fell over her back. She screamed loud due to the pain emerged in her womb and forehead due to getting hit.
swara- ahhhhh [screamingly cried] unhhh ahhhhhhhhh
Holding her belly she cried with extreme pain curling her legs up as the pain increased by each passing second.
Sanskar- [descending down the stairs hurriedly skipping few on the way] swaraa.. [completely shocked]
Lifting her upper body and cradling her face..—swara …..[saw her bleeding forehead]
Swara- ahhh….. sanskar……….ahhhh..uhhhhh…….bahut dard ho raha hai sanskar…[it’s paining a lot sanskar]…..aaahhhh [crying in extreme pain]
Sanskar- swara shhh……I am here….. nothing will happen……
Laksh- [coming to sense] sanskar bring swara …..i am taking out car…. Quick.
Sujata- hey bhagwan sanskar chori ko jaldi utha …. Kuch jyada hi chot lagi hai. [oh lord….sanskar pick her up…. She has got hurt a lot….said being shocked and tensed]
Sanskar lifted up swara hurriedly and came out and sat on the backseat of car with others following behind and they were hurried to the hospital.
Swara- [clutching his one hand and other holding her abdomen strongly she moaned in pain] ahhhh.. sanskar babies…….. it’s paining…… save them……..ahhhhh please….[slowly drifted to unconsciousness]
Sanskar- swara…… swara….. pls don’t close your eyes….. swara….. open your eyes swara…..swara…….[panicked] laksh drive fast….. she is not responding ……. Swara…… swara please open your eyes…. Swara….[tears escaped his eyes]
On reaching the hospital she was immediately taken to the OT and soon doctor arrived.
Sanskar- [on seeing the doctor] doctor my wife….. please save her and my babies…. She is in her 4th month…… please doctor…
Doctor- please let me see the patient…..excuse me.
All except uttara were shocked by the revealation of swara’s pregnancy. They didn’t had a hint of this earlier and now in this situation it was a complete shock.
Ap- swara is pregnant? 4th month?
Sujata- sanskar tune pehle naa bataya. Hume pehle kyun nhi bataya chore? Key ho raha hai ye sab [sanskar you din’t tell this earlier. Why didn’t you tell us earlier? What is all this happening.]
Sanskar sat on the seat feeling exhausted and drained with horror and shock of the accident. It just took couple of seconds to change everything. He is scared if things go wrong. He and swara have just started their life fresh and this….. he is traumatised with the turn of events.
Sujata- will you answer me? I am asking you something. Sanskar
Sanskar- i…. mom…
Doctor came out the cabin
Sanskar- doctor.. swara
Doctor- mr. maheshwari your wife’s condition is critical. I am sorry to say but she has internal bleeding in her womb and there are less chances that we could save your baby. please sign the consent so that we could start the preparation. [nurse brought the consent form]
Sanskar- less chances….. what do you mean by that….. do you understand what …. What you are saying…..
Doctor- I am sorry. I will try my best but I had to make you aware of the situation. Please sign the papers.
Sanskar- no I am not signing… you just save them all…
Doctor- mr. maheshwari try and understand….. cooperate with us.
Sanskar- its you who is not understanding anything…. Do you umderstand wh….
Laksh- bhai calm down. It’s the protocol. Sign the papers. Let them do their work. Delay will not do any good. Please bhai understand. Operation will not start until u sign them…
Sanskar- but…
Laksh- bhai please…
Sanskar signed the papers with trebling hands and sat on the bench palming his face.
Meanwhile dp and ram too reached the hospital and were shocked knowing the status of swara’s condition. Uttara told others about when they got to know about swara’s pregnancy and other things. As time passed sanskar was becoming more tensed and agonized.
Finally the operation ended and doctor came out.
Sanskar- doctor….
Doctor- your wife is out of danger now but I am sorry to say that we couldn’t save the baby.
Sanskar stumbled back..
Doctor- mr. maheshwari please sambhaliye apne aap ko….. we are sorry for your loss. your wife is unconscious for now. she will soon gain her senses in some time. You need to be strong to handle her.
The doctor left leaving behind a stunned expressionless sanskar who was fighting a war within his heart. His babies were no more.
Although he didn’t know about the baby for a long time but does it take time to build hopes, weave dreams…… no it doesn’t but at the same time the cruel fate even doesn’t show mercy to break them in an instant.
Sujata- [concerned and shocked] sanskar…chora..
Sanskar just went behind swara who was taken from OT to her ward.
Half an hour later-
Everyone was in cabin as the nurse informed that swara gained consciousness.
Swara slowly came to sense and looked around, realisation dawning upon her of the event occurred. She looked at the machines, the bottle of blood hanging from the stand and connected to the iv needle which was pierced in her skin. She dreaded with the obvious and her grip subconsciously tightened around sanskar’s hand which was holding her’s.
She looked at the person sitting beside her with all the concern and guilt for her and could ask only the single question that for the mean time meant everything to her, which made others cry for the loss.
Swara- hamare bacche toh theek hai na sanskar? [our children are alright na sanskar?]
Sanskar stared at her with pain, words refuging to come out of his mouth. His eyes mirroring the answer to her question which she didn’t want to read at that moment.
Swara- [she said her heart beat accelerating] mujhe pata hai sab theek hai. Tumhe batane ki zaroorat nhi hai. [I know everything is alright. You don’t need to say]
She loosened her grip from his hand fearing of the negative feelings and expressions of people around her. Sanskar looked at swara reactions and knew he shouldn’t delay the news as it’s now or never. He tightened his hold on her hand seeing her retracting her hand and uttered those words that crashed her world.
Sanskar- you suffered miscarriage. Our babies are no more swara.
She shivered as he spoke the words out his mouth, looked at his eyes which screamed the truth, the pain coursed through her and her breathing turned erratic and everthing blurring around her.
Swara- no..[shaking her head in no]… NO [she whishper screamed]
her hand on its own accord reached her abdomen trying to feel her baby.
swara- mera baccha… [my child]
Her breathing turned shallow and tension filled in the air. Sanskar screamed for the doctor and everything was so rushed around.. he felt everything slipping out of his hand as he left her hand when escorted out of the room. He was not understanding what to do. he had never seen her so weak, pale, fragile and now her condition. What is happening around him. He wants to vent out his emotions, cry out, scream at everyone and none for his condition, swara’s condition, where every happiness just slips out of their life at the earliest, like they have no rights to be happy.
He walked out of there not able to see swara’s condition and worried for him sujata followed him right after and found him sitting in the other corridor.
Feeling the affectionate hand over his head, he looked up at his mother and all resolution broke free as he cried out.
Sanskar- maa……swara…… mere bacche[my babies]……. They were twins maa. I can’t take this maa. …… swara….. she is betraying me again…… I don’t want to lose her. [cried he not able to bear the pain] why all this is happening maa…….what do I do.
Sujata- sanskar… shhhh chora sab thi… [shh everything will be fin…]
Sanskar- swara loved the babies too much…… she…..i couldn’t save her from falling. She fell just in front of my eyes and i… I couldn’t…..
Sujata let him cry as she knows the pain of losing a child is heart wrenching.
Sujata- sanskar swara ko thari jarurat hai.abhi ro le par phir Sambhal apne aap ko uske liye. [sanskar swara needs you. cry out now as much you want but then please try to compose yourself for her]
Somehow composing himself he stood and went near her ward. Doctors by then had controlled the situation but not completely.
Sanskar- doctor swara…
Doctor- mr. maheshwari for now the situation is under control. Mrs. Maheshwari’s bp went low and the news of miscarriage was a huge blow for her which I think she didn’t stand well. That’s why she suffered so. We need to keep her under observation for few hours and then we can tell you about her status.
Sanskar closed his fist tight to control himself from breaking down.
Sanskar- can I sit with her inside?
Doctor- [hesitant] umm… yaa only if you cause no disturbance and…
Sanskar- i..i will just sit beside her that’s it.
Doctor nodded and left.
Sitting beside her, a lone tear escaped his eyes.
Sanskar- [thinking] sorry for not being able to protect you all three. I wasn’t able to ……I am sorry. Please don’t punish me like this…..it is getting difficult to survive through this. Please don’t lose hope and come back to me. [held her hand and caressed her hair with the other hand]
Some four hours later, swara was stable and gained conscious. Sanskar was relieved and kissed her forehead. Doctor checked her and left.
Sanskar- don’t ever do this to me. I…… we will survive through this……[diverting the topic looking at her blank look] how are you feeling now?
Swara- how is our baby?
Sanskar was taken aback with the question. He did inform her about the miscarriage and that had let to her critical situation and again she is asking the same.
Sanskar- swara…[whispered]
Swara- please tell everything is fine because I know everything is fine. Our babies…..
Sanskar- please don’t do this to urself and me swara [joining his forehead with her, tears escaping his eyes] please. i..i am sorry.
swara- mere bache thik hai sanskar. [my babies are alright sanskar]
sanskar- swara…. please… it was a …a…miscarriage…. our babies are no more…I don’t have strength to see you in that condition again. Please accept the truth and don’t behave like this. Please [tears fell on her face from his eyes]
swara- sanskar….. hamare bacche….. sab thik tha.. sab.. to…kyun… kaise…. mein… [sanskar…. our babies….. everything was alright….everything… then…why…..how…i..i ]
Tears rolled down her eyes looking at sanskar. She closed her eyes and sobbed. He took her in his embrace and cried too. soon sujata and others entered the ward.
Sujata- swara are you fine? don’t worry everything will be fine. I am there for you. [caressed her hair]
Swara sobbed in sanskar’s embrace, not leaving him.
Swara stayed in the hospital for the day under the doctor’s surveillance and was discharged the next day. She remained silent , just like a lifeless being. Sanskar wanted her to talk to him, he wanted to talk to her but suddenly it felt like a distance was created in between them. She was unusually quite and it distressed him. Sanskar carried her to the car as she was weak to walk properly. They soon reached maheshwari mansion and again he carried her to their room and she was allowed to rest. All still couldn’t cope up with grief and shock.
a week went by and swara was in a much better condition now. but these days was very difficult for sanskar. Seeing her quite or simply lying quietly and staring at nothing was not he ever wanted to see. But what could he do. she wasn’t in talking terms too. he tried to initiate talk with her, even talk about the loss of baby but she would simply stare at him. Today sanskar has gone to office for an important meeting. swara walked out of the washroom very slowly as she was weak and looked at the empty room when her gaze fell on the gift she gave to sanskar and tears stinged her eyes. She went to cupboard but there she saw the teddy and some other things they bought on knowing the news.
She clutched the teddy and cried to sleep. when she woke up she was breathing heavily and sweat beads formed on her forehead. She closed her eyes and remembered what she saw…
DREAM- sanskar talking to the baby. baby being the only solace when she was away from sanskar. Then her falling from the stairs. Sanskar telling about miscarriage but just then Someone calling her mumma, she recognized the voice as her baby. She followed the voice, calling out for her baby desperately.
Swara- baby where are you… see mumma is waiting for you…. She can’t live without you both… please come to mumma.
Voice- mumma I am there with you mumma. You only forgot me. Now what can I do. you are sending me far away.
Swara- no.. no my baccha…. I am not sending you away. Please don’t go.
Voice- I am there with you but if you will forget me then I will go away….. [the voice became distant.]
Swara- no don’t go, I am there baccha. I haven’t forgotten you. I love you baccha. Baccha please don’t.
Dream ends
Swara- I haven’t forgotten you baby. [with tear drained face] I can’t forget you ever. Yes you are with me. I will take care of you. You are with me… [caressed her belly] I love you my babies. Everyone told me lie. Even your papa got convinced with the lie but I know my baby can’t leave me.
Swara- I will tell your papa that you are there. Don’t know what all he has thought and believed. You don’t worry and please never go away from me.
Wiping her tears she decided to arrange the things. Sanskar came back by evening and saw teddy on the bed and other things too. he had kept them in the cupboard and what surprised him was seeing swara smiling faintly seeing the teddy.
Sanskar- swara what are you doing? [hesitantly] Vo I kept them in the cupboard then ..
Swara- but why?
Sanskar- [furrowed eyebrows] I didn’t wanted you to ….i thought you will remember about our lost babies [he said hesitantly]
Swara- sanskar…. Please don’t say like this… our.. babies.. our babies are sa(fe)…[interrupted seeing her eyes brimmed with tears]
Sanskar- shhh I won’t. don’t think much about it. You know after that day today you actually talked about… you are Ok naa. [hugged her] i missed you so much. it kills me to see you just staring at nothing. please don’t do this ever to me. i can’t bear. we will overcome all problems, everything together. never go away from me.
Swara- ok.
sanskar kissed her forehead and made her sit on bed.
sanskar- i will just freshen up and come. we will have dinner together. ok
Sanskar went to washroom.
Swara- [to herself] he believes that our babies…. No I will not tell him anything. What if he doesn’t believe me. No I can’t , I won’t tell him that babies are absolutely fine. [keeping her hand on her stomach] bacchas we won’t tell papa anything about you both. Sorry… but if he won’t believe your mumma then. So I can’t tell him.
Swara after miscarriage was traumatised about the loss of her babies. She couldn’t believe it. it was unacceptable for her. she lost everything with the babies. the stress, the pressure, the events that had occurred in her life had made her weak, emotionally, mentally and losing the babies was the last straw of her bearing and she lost it.
she believes that her child is still alive.
NEW FF PAST 2
After that belief was strong that her child is alive. hiding from everyone, even fooling sanskar she took the medicines, supplements she used to take during pregnancy and cleverly threw away medicines given by sanskar. sanskar has started going office for few hours on swara’s insistence. he didn’t want to but swara somehow convinced him but one thing that she requested sanskar has shocked him for a while but he thought to let that pass as after the incident it may be that she wouldn’t want instantly to mingle and no one can expect that from her too at this stage, according to them.
what she asked sanskar was that she doesn’t want to dine with everyone and would like to be in room for somedays and no one interferring in her this decision.
the same day-
swasan sat on the bed. sanskar has held swara in his embrace and kept showering kisses on her hair to reassure himself.
sanskar- swara..
swara- hmm…
sanskar- i… [took a deep breath] i am sorry for not being able to save our babies. [instantly palmed his mouth]
sanskar looked at her as a lone tear escaped his eyes.
swara- [teary eyed] please i… i don’t want to talk about it.. please. [pov- they are with us sanskar but i know if i say you, you will not believe me. i can’t say about them to you but why are you talking such. it hurts please never say these things, iour baby feels hurt sanskar]
looking at her teary eyes sanskar bobbed his head in yes and hugged her.
sanskar- never…. just i am sorry. let’s go down today and have our dinner.
swara- hmm….
they moved out of room, sanskar’s one hand around her shoulder. in the corridor swara looked towards the stairs and stilled, she remembered the incident. this one week she was lost in her own world, forgot about everything else, and had never stepped out of the room, but now as once out of the room she remembered each and every incident. it was scaring her. she looked towards the dining table where everyone else was present for their dinner. badi maa serving ragini her food and asking her to eat fully. the environment was gloomy yet everyone needs to move on and so all were trying to move on from the incident. but a mother’s heart gets torn when she loses her child and moving on is difficult for them and for swara it was more than difficult.
sanskar feeling the sudden change in swara looked at her.
sanskar- what happened. is everything alright.
swara- [looked at him with blank look] can we please have our dinner in our room.
sanskar- [concerned] what happened?
swara- please sanskar….. i don’t want to go down. i ….i just want to be with you…. please ….. [tears brimmed her eyes] please lets just be in our room.
sanskar- ok.. ok…
they came back in room. he made her sit on the bed.
sanskar- you wait i will bring our dinner.
swara held his hand tight when he was about to go.
swara- please don’t… don’t go.
sanskar- swara… [embraced her] what happened.
swara- i don’t want to go down….. i….i sanskar don’t want to meet anyone ….. i want to stay in our room….. only……[held him tight]
sanskar- shh it’s ok. [after a while composing herself] i understand…. i understand….. you don’t worry. you don’t have to go down.
5 days passed from then. sanskar asked sujata that not to coerce swara to come down and not to disturb her much. so it was either sanskar, uttara or sujata who would bring in swara’s or swasan’s meal in their room itself.
ragini once gathered courage to meet swara when she was brought home but when swara didn’t aknowledge her presence she never came to meet her again out of guilt.
ap would come, ask her wellbeing each day once at least along with sujata. she also felt bad for swara and guilty for her harsh behaviour which ocured due to overprotectiveness for raglak’s child.
in these five days everyone felt pain seeing swara caressing the teddy and sleeping clutching the teddy tightly, but she never cried. everyone thought she is remembering her lost babies but none knew that she is living in an illusion that she created for herself , where she believed her child to be alive.
sanskar sometimes felt her behaviour odd but couldn’t pinpoint exactly what.
6th day-
sanskar had gone to office and swara was in her room when she felt pain in her belly. she was feeling uneasy from morning but now the pain was increasing she clutched her belly tight.
swara- ahhh…. why suddenly this pain.
she felt fearful. she needs to consult a doctor. only this thought crossed her mind. she took her purse and directly went outside, asked the driver to drive to the hospital. none saw her going.
reaching the hospital she asked the receptionist for the doctor as it was urgent. she was asked to wait for just few minutes. the doctor was coming.
in maheshwari mansion-
uttara came to check upon swara but found the room empty. thinking may be downstairs she came down and searched for her but found her nowhere.
uttara- maa , badi maa. did you saw swara bhabhi?
sujata- she must be in her room.
uttara- no maa. she is not there and neither downstairs. that’s why i am asking you.
sujata- what…. where did this girl go.
ap- sujata… calm down. she must be in the house only. where would she go. let’s see once again.
they searched the whole house but found her nowhere.
sujata- uttara call her.
uttara- maa i tried but bhabhi’s phone, she left it in the room itself.
ap- what should we do now. where to search her.
uttara- i am going to inform sanskar bhai. we shouldn’t delay.
sujata- haan.. [yes]
on call-
sanskar- hello uttara
uttara- bhai… bhai swara bhabhi is no where in home.
sanskar- [alerted] what do you mean.
uttara- when i went to check on bhabhi room was empty, we searched in the home, but she is nowhere. even she left her phone in the room itself.
sanskar- what? i.. i a m coming. uttara ask the guard, if swara went out he would definitely know. ask him now [ordered sanskar exiting the office in hurry]
uttara- haan.. haan bhai… one minute.
connecting call to bluetooth he started the car to maheshwari mansion, meanwhile uttara went to ask the guard about swara.
uttara- [to guard] bhaiyaa did swara bhabhi went out?
guard- ji maam… vo swara maam went in car with driver ashok.
uttara- [on call to sanskar]- bhai bhabhi went somewhere taking the driver ashok.
sanskar- ok
sanskar- [called ashok the driver] ashok where are you now?
driver- bhaiyaa XYZ hospital. swara bhabhi asked me to bring her here.
sanskar- swara, is she fine.
driver- ji don’t know bhaiyaa. we just reached 5 minutes back.
sanskar- keep me updated. i am coming.
and he cut the call.
sanskar- hospital…. what happened that suddenly she visited hospital.
he drived the car fast feeling restless. for swara.
while in the hospital.
doctor- yes mrs. swara. mrs. swara are you fine [seeing her pained expression]
swara- doctor i am feeling pain in my belly suddenly. please check , i don’t want anything to go wrong with my babies. it was alright till morning but suddenly .. i am not understanding. i just want my babies safe.
doctor was shocked listening to her, as she knew about her miscarriage but controlling her expression she asked her.
doctor- please go to the room and lay in the stretcher. nurse take her in the room.
as soon as swara left the room doctor called sanskar retriving his number from the computer.
sanskar- hello
doctor- mr maheshwari i am doctor.ABC speaking. your wife mrs. swara is here. i would like you to come urgently.
sanskar- thank you doctor for informing. i am on the way. is she fine? please tell her to be there, i …. i am just reaching. please doctor.
doctor- yaa. make it soon.
sanskar- yes thank you doctor. [and he rushed for the hospital]
doctor came in the room to check on swara.
doctor- swara where is it paining exactly.
swara- doctor the lower region.. here.
doctor examined her for good 20 minutes.
doctor- from when are you feeling the pain?
swara- it was mild in the morning but slowly it increased. [she said with a pained expression] doctor my babies are fine right.
doctor- swara… [hesitant] you.. you arent pregnant anymore…… there’s no baby. you suffered miscarriage some 15 days ago. [said holding her hand calmly, gauzing her expressions]
swara stared at the doctor and then removed her hand from her hold.
swara- if you don’t want to do my checkup just say it to me. why are you saying ill about my babies. you… you don’t have any right to say that. [furiously] my babies are alright, with me and will soon come too this world. do you understand this. i don’t want to get my checkup done by you who speaks just nonsense. how… how can you say ill haan. how? [got down the strecther]
doctor- mrs. swara…. listen to me.. mrs. swara.
swara came out of the room to the cabin.
so here it is guys. after a long time i have posted. my exams are in fifteen days. so lets see when i post the next epi.
love you all and sorry for the long wait .