SWASAN: AASHIYAN [EPISODE-2]
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the one and half hour wait which seemed to be ages for swaragini ended as they heard the car halting sound outside. swaragini hurriedly came out followed by the others in happiness to meet laksh and sanskar.
outside sanskar parked the car and got down and laksh too stepped out from his side and in the mean time swaragini came out of the house and stood at their place for few seconds to capture the figure in front in their eyes. as they were looking at sanlak respectively, sanlak too looked at swaragini after all this separation was for all the four.
TU HI RE…. TU HI RE
TERE BINA MAIN KAISE JIYUN
AAJA RE….AAJA RE
YUNHI TADPA NAA TU MUJHKO
JAAN RE…..JAAN RE
IN SAANSON MAIN BAS JAANA TU
CHAND RE…. CHAND RE
AAJA DIL KI JAMIN PE TU
raglak moved slowly towards each other. tears flowed down their eyes. while swasan were just standing at there places unmoved. swara’s eyes were moist and any moment tears can escape but other hand sanskar’s eyes had only pain and hurt. love was still there but the pain is too much to express that love.
CHAHAT HAI AGAR
AAKE MUJHSE MIL JAA TU
YAA PHIR AISA KAR
DHARTI SE MILA DE MUJHKO
sanskar remembers the day swara left him all alone. how much their own room haunted him with their memories. each corner spoke of their moments. how he felt at that very moment. he has felt this pain earlier too but it wasn’t such as it is now. the love for kavita was mere infatuation, or teenage love which was just mere out of attraction and similarities they shared. but swara, she is his everything and she only blamed him and left him. he wished to die.
that room where he wanted to stay all day long was now suffocating him as it didn’t had her presence anymore. he was shattered that day. the pain he went through was immense to be handled but he didn’t let a tear drop out his eyes. it was when swara was stepping out the mansion that the tear escaped his eyes and it is today that his eyes began to moisture seeing her but he blinked his eyes to gulp them down not letting them to fall. although it gave burning sensation to his eyes but that was just a bit compared to his heart which is burning every moment since that day.
TU HI RE…. TU HI RE
TERE BINA MAIN KAISE JIYUN
AAJA RE….AAJA RE
YUNHI TADPA NAA TU MUJHKO
how much ever pain he had but still seeing her soothed his heart. he could see the love in her eyes but his heart questioned is this her love in which she couldn’t trust him. how did she thought that he will kill his own brother? the brother whom he never wished to hurt but just once due to misconception but still never wished to harm him physically or ever thought of his death. the fight between them was initiated by laksh and it grew due to laksh blaming sujata and swara which led him to fight back in anger.
it’s only her love and support he wishes for ever but even though he can see her love now he can’t come over the pain.
IN SAANSON KAA DEKHO TUM PAGALPAN TOH
AAYE NAHIN INHE CHAIN
MUJHSEYE BOLI MAIN RAHON MEIN TERI
APNE BICHA DU YE RAIN
he thought was all her promises she did to him meant nothing to her that she left him. left him when he needed her the most. didn’t she knew that she has become his breath, his reason of living that she denied to stay back even though he asked for it and even warned that she can never come back if she left? was there relation nothing to her, didn’t it had any importance to her when it meant everything to him?
IN UNCHE PAHADON SE JAAN DE DUNGA MAIN
AGAR TU NAA AAYI KAHIN
TUM UDHAR JANAM UMMID MERI JO TODO
IDHAR YE JAHAN CHODO MAIN
MAUTH AA ZINDAGI
TERI HAATHON MEIN DE DIYA RE
she knew that he jumped of the cliff to find her, he lived like a lifeless when she was nowhere to be found. she knew if he wouldn’t have got her back he would have given his life too. but still she left him and he wished death but it never came and now he thinks why to die for the one who did not care to listen and believe him and stay back or if not even that could not support him the least.
AAYI RE…AAYI RE
LE MAIN AAYI HOON TERE LIYE
TODA RE……. TODA RE
HAR BANDHAN KO PYAR KE LIYE
swara could see the hurt and pained look in his eyes. she can see how pale and lost he is. how much his health is deteriorated. this is giving more pain to her.
swara- [monologue] i am sorry sanskar for giving you this pain. but now i am there for you. this time truly i will leave everything behind for our love. i know in our relation our understanding for each other and most important love, trust and support that we balanced everything but i ruined everything and i am sorry for that. just this last time forgive me.
JAAN RE……..JAAN RE
AAJA TUJHME SAMA JAUN MAIN
DIL RE….. DIL RE
TERE SAANSON MAIN BAS JAUN MAIN
swara- [within herself]- sanskar i know i have done a grave mistake but i want to rectify it. i wanna live with you and be yours again and this forever such that i never move apart from you.
CHAHAT HAI AGAR
AAKE MUJHSE MIL JAA TU
YAA PHIR AISA KAR
DHARTI SE MILA DE MUJHKO
TU HI RE…. TU HI RE
TERE BINA MAIN KAISE JIYUN
AAJA RE….AAJA RE
YUNHI TADPA NAA TU MUJHKO
sanskar- swara that day you just did not stepped outside the house but showed how weak and non- understandable our love and relation is. for once you could have stopped and we would have talked. but you left. i wouldn’t have ever stopped you from supporting ragini or going to baadi. i supported you the time when baba took you on our wedding day or when maa needed your support. same way this time too i would have supported you this time too. all i wanted is your trust and support for me. that you stand for me but you chose to stand against me, against our love.
sanskar- now also i feel to call you and take you in my embrace. to hug you and release all the pain i have in your embrace to feel free, free from the loneliness and dejection i am caged in. but i can’t. i will not ever allow myself to melt for you again.
SAU BAAR BULAYE
MAIN SAU BAAR AAUN
EK BAAR JO DIL DIYA
EK AANKH ROYI , TOH DUJI BOLO
SOOYEGI KAISE BHALA
IN PYAR KI RAHON MAIN PATHAR HI KITNE
UN SABKO HI PAAR KIYA
EK NADI HOON MAIN CHAHAT BHARI
AAJ MILNE SAGAR KO AAYI YAHAN
SAJNAA.. SAJNAAA
AAJ AASUN BHI MITHE LAGE
swara- i know sanskar i have given you pain but i went through the same pain. when your eyes cried sanskar i also cried. how could i live peacefully sanskar when you were not there. i had to share so many things to you sanskar but i didn’t got a chance. i wanted to clarify everything between us but couldn’t. tears were the only thing i had but after long time today tears also seems to be sweet as it is of happiness to get back to you.
TU HI RE…. TU HI RE
TERE BINA MAIN KAISE JIYUN
AAJA RE….AAJA RE
YUNHI TADPA NAA TU MUJHKO
JAAN RE…..JAAN RE
IN SAANSON MAIN BAS JAANA TU
CHAND RE…. CHAND RE
AAJA DIL KI JAMIN PE TU
here raglak side both come to each other and ragini kept her hand on his cheek to feel if he really came, he is really there and cried to realise it’s truth. laksh too cried silently seeing her after a long time. they hugged each other.
ragini- [cried] lak..ss..sh…..you came…where did you go……please never leave me….. lak..s..sh.
laksh- i came naa….i am sorry……i will not leave you all again.
at that time ap came forward crying seeing her son after so long time.
ap- laksh
raglak broke the hug and moved apart and laksh met all the members of the house one by one having emotional talk. ap, sujata and uttara cried hugging him.
sanskar who was looking at swara averted his gaze towards laksh and family members and seeing the reunion he felt a huge weight was lifted from his shoulder. but swara had her eyes fixed only on sanskar. she only wanted him, his embrace.
PAL PAL….PAL PAL
WAQT TOH BITA JAAYE RE
JARA BOL… JARA BOL
WAQT SE KI WOH THAM JAAYE RE
swara started moving towards sanskar who was still standing near his car. sanskar who looked at swara from corner of his eyes saw her coming towards him but did not look at her. she came and stood a feet away from him and then he looked at her and they indulged in an eyelock without saying anything to other.
here ap asked laksh to get inside the house and obliging her they all moved inside. sujata turned to see sanskar and saw swasan standing. sujata was angry on swara for leaving sanskar. she went and interrupted them.
sujata- sanskar…choraa [said slightly shaking him by holding his arm]
sanskar- [coming to sense] haan mom [yes mom]
sujata- sab andar gaye. chal andar [everyone went inside. come let’s go]
sanskar- hmmm…
without paying heed to swara sujata turned and started walking inside and sanskar too moved inside without speaking anything.
AAYI RE… AAYI RE
LE MAIN AAYI HUN TERE LIYE
JAAN RE…. JAAN RE
AAJA TUJHME SAMA JAUN RE
swara felt bad and more tears came out her eyes. she saw him going inside and then saw all have went in. composing herself she also came inside mm.
swara- [in mind] no swara you have to be strong and control yourself. you have come back for sanskar and for your love. you have to correct everything because you yourself messed it up all.
meanwhile ap was not leaving laksh for a second. her happiness knew no bounds. she was quite emotional talking to him.
ap- laksh where did you go leaving your maa. how are you beta and where were you these days.
laksh- maa i am fine and i never meant to leave you maa. how can i leave you all.[ to lighten mood] and maa who leaves there beauties. i can never think of doing such things. my beautiful maa and chachi i never left you and you know what you both are looking horrible with these tears.
ap- [slightly slapping on his cheeks] when will you be serious laksh. i..
laksh- aahhh
ap- [worriedly] what happened beta.
ragini- laksh are you ok.
laksh- [putting hand on his cheek where ap slapped slightly] nothing maa. and ragini i am ok. just bhai gave a nice blow. he is quite powerful. [he said with love, guilt and admiration towards sanskar while rubbing his hand over his cheek to reduce the pain]
ap- [took it in wrong way and angry at sanskar] [worriedly] is it paining beta?
laksh- no maa. just a bit. [he said smilingly]
ap- [angrily] sanskar how can you raise your hands on him? see what you have done.
dp- annapornaa [said to make her quite]
swaraglak and shemish were shocked as ap said like this to sanskar. while maheshwari’s were shocked too but not much because they knew ap was not talking to sanskar and completely ignoring him in these days.
sanskar- [hurt by her tone and question] i am sorry maa. i am sorry laksh [said being hurt trying to control but chocked a little]
sanskar saying this went upstairs before anyone could even react. swalak were the most shocked persons. swara didn’t knew what to do.
laksh- maa [said shockingly] why you spoke like that to bhai.
ap- you were hurt so i….. it was his mistake and it needs to be pointed out. and over that you also left house because of him only naa.
laksh- what??? maa i didn’t left home because of bhai. i left because i was in guilt and i had other reason too. but you shouldn’t have burst out on bhai.
ap- but he hit you.
laksh- and if he didn’t then i wouldn’t have come back…..not atleast now. it’s all because of him that i am standing here.
sujata- jiji mahra chora kabhi bhi galat naa karega laksh ke saath. [jiji my son would never do wrong with laksh. [said sujata in tears]
laksh- i should go and apologise to him. i will just come. [and removing hand of ap holding his hand he climbed the stairs hurriedly.
meanwhile sanskar came in guest room and closed his eyes tightly to suppress his tears because he has vowed not to cry. for two minutes he breathed in silence calming the hurricane in his heart and then moved towards bed and picked a bagpack and came out of room making his way through corridor downwards where laksh met him.
laksh- i am so sorry bhai. because of me maa raised voice on you. i am so sorry.
sanskar- [fake smile] it’s ok laksh.
laksh- please will you forgive me for what i did in past without knowing the truth. i am sorry i did not trust you. please bhai.
sanskar- [closed his eyes for a brief moment and then said] it’s ok. i forgive you. and it’s completely not your fault that you couldn’t trust me. it’s my mistake as well that i could build that trust in you by my wrong doings. so it’s completely ok laksh.
laksh bowed his head down- please i am sorry.
sanskar- i said naa it’s ok laksh.
laksh- i know bhai it’s not easy to forgive. i know i can’t be forgiven completely. but still i hope soon i will gain it and we be like before.
sanskar- hmm….. i have to go laksh… so bye.
laksh- [snapped and looked at tha bagpack in his hand] [shockingly] where are you going?
precap- wait..
i am sorry for being late and not being able to reply to your comments personally. but now with every episode i will write when i am going to update next.
NEXT EPISODE WILL BE TOMORROW ITSELF.
thank you all my sisters and friends to welcome me back. thank you deeksha for waiting for my return and others too. i can’t acknowledge all of you so sorry for that but i read everyone’s comment and i was overwhelmed.
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