Hi friends and sissies, Sara is here to disturb you all. Thanks for all your support. Raksha, about KavyaKavitayini’s reincarnation, you will get to know when I clear about past. Deeksha, about swasan, I will give their scenes from this episode.
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Episode 24:
Chapter 3 and 4
Story starts…
Episode 25
In Rajat’s cabin,
Sanskar hold Rajat’s collar in rage.
“how dare you to say like this Dr.Rajat?”Sanskar screamed.
“Behave yourself Sanskar…”Dp stressed his tone while trying to freed Rajat .
Sanskar freed Rajat from his hand.
“I’m sorry Dr.Rajat… but I can’t admit my Laksh . now only he started to live a normal life”Sanskar said.
“I want to speak alone with Mr.Sanskar…”Rajat said indirectly others to go out.
Dp,Ap and Dadi left the cabin.
“Understand Mr.Maheshwari, before Laksh have hallucinations at full moon day only. But today , it’s not a full moon day and he harmed himself also. we can’t predict when he will have hallucinations and harm himself . He has to be alive to live a life , Mr.Sanskar…”Rajat said.
“is there any other way?”Sanskar asked with a hope.
“if he gain his memory, he will be cured. But for that, we should know what happened in his past 2 years when he was not with you . then only, I can start my treatment Mr.Maheshwari. till then, we have to struggle like this. I have to struggle to save my patient and you have to struggle to save your brother. Did you get any news about Laksh’s inlaws?”Rajat asked.
“Their probability for being alive is very less…”Sanskar said with a guilty voice.
“Do you know who is their enemy?”Rajat asked.
Sanskar nodded no.
“Mr.Maheshwari, if I am correct, there was an attack before a month on Laksh while he was on race track by failing his brake. Why can’t be it’s that old rival doing? Why can’t someone still try to kill Mr.Laksh?”Rajat asked.
Sanskar stood from the chair being shocked, then his face changed in determined emotion.
“ I will take care of it, Dr.Rajat”Sanskar said.
“Moreover, I am going to keep Laksh in hospital just for a week to analyze his mental state. So, don’t worry about him… I hope it wouldn’t be a long stay”Rajat said and Sanskar left the cabin.
“once Laksh get cured, I will separate him forever from you Sanskar. But you can’t do anything against me at that time…”Rajat mumbled in a low voice.
Sahil’s POV
“ I will never leave your hand Laksh, close your eyes and sleep”I said in Laksh’s ears in a low voice.
A smile crept on Laksh’s face and he fell on a deep sleep because of medicine effects.
I smiled sadly. Once, he was my best friend, my Mamu… still, he is my same mamu. But I can’t tell what my relationship with him openly.
“Remember me soon, Laksh. I can’t be just a neighbor for a long time”I said in a low voice. He may not be heard but still I said. It’s paining me to stay away from him.
I heard the door opening sound. May be his family entered. I wiped my tears without notifying them.
“how did this happen Aunty?”I asked Ap aunty.
“he fell down from stairs…”Ap aunty told me while caressing Laksh’s face. but how could it be? If he fell down on stairs, his hands and legs also would be wounded. But he has wound on head as someone attacked him. First time, I felt suspicious about this. When he was with us, he never spoke about his family nor I didn’t meet anyone of them excluding Sanskar. But I also met him in train. I should know about his relation with this family. though I can see love for Laksh, I have doubt on them. I clearly put a satisfied expression on my face. I cannot let them to doubt on me and they also concentrated on Laksh.
“Sahil, I called driver. He will take you to home. Thanks beta for helping us …”Dp uncle said while holding my hands.
“it’s ok uncle. I will go once Laksh wake up…”I said.
“he is out of danger Sahil. So, don’t worry about him. You are also having college tomorrow. don’t stress yourself because of us… Maa, you also go to home”Dp uncle said.
I don’t want to leave Laksh. but I don’t find any other way and Swara ka must be worried if she get to know I am missing.
I just nodded and walked . but I felt grip on my hand. Laksh held my hand in sleep. I don’t want to release my hand from his hand. but Dadi released.
“I will be with you Laksh always either as your brother-in-law or as your friend” I promised him in my heart . I came out of Laksh’s ward.
Driver was waiting for me and Dadi. soon, I left to my rented house.
At morning,
Laksh’s POV
I felt a heavy weight on my eyes when I tried to open. Finally, I opened my eyes. My surrounding was completely different. It’s not my room. I scanned the room… it’s hospital, Again and I am connected with lot of wires. Annu maa and papa were sleeping by sitting on Sofa Sanskar bhai was sleeping beside me by holding my hands in a sitting position It might be hard for him. I was making my family’s life so hard. The family whom never leave my hands at any situation. But my heart yells to take revenge against them. it’s all because of Dadi. If she didn’t kill my Sahi, I would be happily lived with my Sahi , my uttu and my family.
But, she shattered my life and made me completely torn between my love and my family. still, I am not able to believe that. When I got my first flash, it’s devan who was stabbing me and telling me that my dadi ordered to kill us. But I didn’t trust that. I believed that it’s my hallucination and my dadi never did like that .From that day, I followed devan. One day, my dadi met him and gave him some money. I even couldn’t believe that.”did you really order to kill my Sahi?” I asked her. She mightnot be know how much I prayed god to get a negative answer. But she broke all my hope in a one answer.”yes, I was” she muttered simply and left me. it completely changed me . I did so many things to make my papa’s head down. I started to call my maa as annu maa. I gave them a lot of pain who already lost their daughter, my uttu. I never realized. When I got my second flash, it’s Sanskar bhai, who is having me in his lap and screaming at me to wake up and my sahi and my uttu both fell from…. My Uttu lost her life to save my sahi . but what I did? I am trying to take revenge against our own family.
From that day, I changed my behavior even I apologized to my papa. But still, my heart yelling me to take revenge for my love . ..My love which even I don’t remember fully than a puzzled memories. My Sahi… even I didn’t remember her real name , when I started to love her and why. But I love her even now without knowing who she was really.My love for her gives me a pain which I can’t describe, and also an immense happiness. My love totally made me a contradicted person and finally , I killed Devan.
Sanskar bhai moved his hand a bit in sleep. Even in sleep, his face is worried because of me. whenever I see his smile , I want it to be plastered in his face forever. But I want to shatter his life as how Dadi shattered my life. How can a person wish two different things? But I am doing. One side, I want to shatter his life .Another side, I am helping to get his love. I observe that my love for my family overpowers my revenge. But my heart wants to take revenge for my love. Really, now I don’t know what I have to do.
Sanskar bhai slowly opened his eyes from his sleep and I closed my eyes. I don’t want to confront him about his lies regarding my marriage, atleast for now .
He stood from chair and caressed my head which was bandaged .
“ I will never let anyone touch you, Laku. I will save you at any cost even if the cost is my life”Sanskar bhai muttered as he thought I was in sleep. I want to yell that don’t show love towards me, don’t make it hard for me. but I kept mum. He left the ward by leaving me in a swirling thoughts.
Sanskar’s POV
When I woke up, Laksh was sleeping because of medicine effects. I don’t have any energy to answer if he confront me about my lies regarding his maritial life. I don’t care even if he hate me for my lies. I want to save him. I should know about Ragini’s murderer.
“ I will never let anyone touch you, Laku. I will save you at any cost even if the cost is my life”I promised. I can’t lose him. I come out of his ward before he wake up. I arrived to my room in my house.
I remembered how Laksh suffered yesterday. I lost all my energy. Before he only got pain at full moon day, but nowadays he is getting frequently. I hold my head with my hands. Really this state kills me from inside. Before I lost my uttu infront of my eyes. I couldn’t do anything to save her. How I witnessed her death being not able to save her, now I am witnessing my laksh’s pain. I want to save him and I want to vanish all his pain.
“no Sanskar, you shouldn’t fall weak. You have to save your Laku. still, Ragini’s murder and Laksh’s attack are mystery. You have to find the culprit.” I told myself.
I stood being decided and my vision fall on a photo. It’s Ragini and Laksh’s marriage photo which I saved in my wardrobe. Uttu sent me these photos when I asked her. It might be triggered Laksh’s memories. I took it and toe ring and put it in the locker. I made myself ready for office. Sanskar Maheshwari shouldn’t fall weak atleast for his Laku.
Swara’s POV
When I woke up, Sahil was not next to me.
“Sahil..” I called him but no response. It scares me.
“Sahil..” I came out of the room by calling his name. he was sitting in a chair but why he didn’t responded.
“Sahil… I am calling you for a long time. But you…”I stopped in middle as he didn’t give any response.
“Sahil…” I slowly touched his shoulder and he turned as he was in any other world.
“what happened ,Sahil?”I asked him.
“Mama was hospitalized” he said. He only calls Laksh as mama whenever he got emotional. But what happened to Laksh?. I didn’t ask the question.
“but now he is well”he said.
“See Sahil! He is not the Laksh whom we know .Our life is different than him. so, stop worry about him and go , get ready to your college”I said in a strict tone. Still, I am saying myself to this that Laksh is not the same laksh whom we know.
Sahil gave me a deep look as he is searching some answers.
“don’t you worry about him?” he asked me finally.
“ I don’t worry about him. Infact I hate him. only because of him, I lost my rago ka” I blurted out unknowingly which I hid in the past years.
“what are you saying? You know how much Laksh love Rago ka”Sahil said.
I smiled bitterly. Yes.. Laksh loved my rago ka truly… deeply… even I treated him as my brother… he treated me as his… I don’t know why tears dropped down from my eyes. I wiped it with determinately.
“yes Sahil. If he didn’t enter our life, if he didn’t love her, we wouldn’t lost Rago ka. Still I believe that his enemies killed my rago ka. This reason is enough to me to hate him even whatever he did for us”I said in a determinate tone and left. I don’t have any willpower to continue this argument. I am scared to lose my hatred towards Laksh which I am trying to build for the past two years. I couldn’t deny myself whenever he treats me friendly. I couldn’t deny his friendship . I should stay away from him.
With this decision, I get ready for office.
Swara pov ends…
Police commissioner office…
In Arjun’s office,
Arjun’s POV
I resolved so many cases still now. But this case is really confusing . I don’t have any clue about the murderor. Mrs.Ragini didn’t have any enemies even I enquired about her ex-fiance Aarav. He is settled in US a long before. Who wants to kill a simple girl who just completed her college? Even Laksh’s family also don’t have any enemies as I still now enquired. But what is the loop hole which I am lagging in the case?
“Sir, an old lady came to see you regarding missing complaint about his son” constable informed me.
“let her come…”I said and looked into Laksh’s file.
“ what is your son’s name and from when he is missing? Which police station have you logged the complaint? Where was he work?” I asked while taking my notepad without seeing the lady name.
“My son is Arjun Srivastava. He is working as ACP. He is missing from past 3 years” a voice said.
“maa…” I stood from my chair in shock.
“do you still remember that?” my maa asked me in a suppressed hurt tone. I hurt her so much. I even didn’t call her for the past 3 years from when I left home.
“Are you coming to home or not?” my maa asked me.
“no..” I nodded my head negatively. First reason, I have to face my papa and second reason, my job is dangerous to my family.
“Auch!” I shrieked in pain as she hold my ears.
“maa…” I widened my eyes in shock and she is walking towards door while dragging me with my ears. What will happen if anyone see me like this.
“maa… I will come myself… promise.”I promised her then she left my ears.
She didn’t utter a single word after that.
I escorted her to my jeep.
“Drive to your quarters”My maa said and kept silent. I deserve her silent punishment. She must be worried about me in this three years. First I ignored her calls because of anger on my papa. Next, I ignored her calls being in guilt of hurting her. Because I realized I never been a good son to her or papa as Raj bhai.
I stopped before my quarters. She came out of jeep silently.
“Maa…” I called her and hold her hands being not able to with stand her silence and ignorance. I can’t withstand her silence and ignorance for 30 minutes. But I ignored them for the past years.
“First, we will get in…”she said.
I opened the door. Suddenly, I heard color paper’s are flying.
“Happy birthday Ajju!” My maa, Raj bhai said.
“Happy birthday Ajju!”my papa who is holding cake in his hand, wished me. I couldn’t take it further,I ran and hugged him. he is my hero always.
“Ajju!” I felt that he caressed my hairs.
“I am sorry papa.!”I apologized for whatever I did in the past. He wanted me to become doctor but I wanted to be IPS Officer. Once I completed my MBBS, I told my wish to him. he refused and in a quarrel, I left the house as I challenged to become IPS officer without his financial support.
“It’s ok ,Ajju! Leave the past… I should not have spoke like that”My papa said.
“Maa… I told you naa they will forget about us when they see each other. I am just his brother ok, but you are his maa.you shouldn’t forgive him as easy as papa. First, he didn’t talk with you for past years, now he …”Raj bhai started.
I pulled maa towards me from him and side hugged my maa and papa.
“they are my maa and papa also… they wont anger on me” I said in a middle of smiling and side hugging my parents .
“and you are my best brother “I said while pulling him with us. We all share a family hug after a long days.
My phone buzzed.with Sanskar maheshwari’s name. I have to meet him about the case.
“You carry on your work, Ajju. “My papa patted my shoulders. I want to be with them. but I have to see my work also.
I hugged my maa and papa once again and left for the work.
Sanskar’s POV
I have been waiting for ACP Arjun . I want to speed up the case. I want to find the culprit soon. I already told my private detective also.
“May I come in,Sir”Swara asked permission.
“yes, come in” I said in a normal tone. I thought to express my love once I won the tender. But now I can’t. our life is already in danger . I can’t put her life in danger because of my love. I am going hide it until I catch the culprit. Moreover, I don’t want to think about my life now.
“Sir, how is Laksh? he is fine naa”She asked me with hopeful eyes. I can observe special concern for Laksh in her voice and eyes.
“yes he is fine and take care of the tender works until he get back. He will be back in one week” I said in a professional tone.
“ok sir.” She left just saying that. I feel myself as a prey in spider cob whenever I think about Laksh. How am I going to save him from his mental problems and unknown enemies. I hold my head in pain.
Finally, I give a call to Acp Arjun.
“ I will be there soon, Mr.Maheshwari.” he said.
I cut the call then I remembered about Laksh’s marriage photos.
I called Dr.Rajat and informed him about this. I don’t know how Laksh is going to react. I am ok even if he calls me a liar or cheater but I don’t want take him any stress about that lie.
Swara’s POV
I came to office soon before my normal time. My heart started it’s war being concerned about Laksh. Though I hate him, I couldn’t deny myself for worrying about him.
Once Sanskar sir came office, I can ask him. I waited for him and he also arrived.
I entered his cabin and asked about Laksh.
“he is fine…”Sanskar said but I am still feeling restless. I couldn’t concentrate on my work. Finally, I gave up and left the office to see laksh.
I was standing in bus stand and a car was stopped before me.
“Get into the car if you are going to hospital”Sanskar said while opening the door.
I sat next to him .
Sanskar’s POV
Arjun confused me a lot.
He is so confident that Ragini or her family members didn’t have any rivalries and problems which could snatch their lives. But , Laksh also don’t have any enemies. In business, we don’t have that much rivalries. Then, who the hell it is?.
I banged my hand on my table . I can’t let Laksh stay in hospital for a long time by staking his safety. What if the killer again come to attack him ? I have to do something .
I left to hospital and in a way, I saw Swara in bus stand. It’s not the way to go home. Then, what was she doing here? I asked myself. Isn’t she going to hospital to see Laksh?
I stopped my car before her.
“Get into the car if you are going to hospital” I said to her while opending the door for her. She sat next to me.
I drove towards hospital.
Swara’s POV
Finally, we reached hospital. We are waking towards Laksh’s ward.
Sanskar opened the door and there is some doctor who was talking with Laksh. Laksh and Dr didn’t see us as we opened the door partially.
“don’t you have anger on your brother and your family that they lied about maritial status?” Doctor asked Laksh.
“No…. if he lied to me, he should have a reason. “Laksh said.
“will you not confront him?”Doctor asked him.
“no… I will wait until Sanskar bhai opensup the truth by him self. I trust my Sanskar bhai”Laksh finished with a smile.
Sanksar went out of ward without making any noise to not get attention. I followed him.
“Sanskar!” I touched his shoulder to stop him. but he hugged me.
“Sanskar… everything will be alright” I patted his shoulder to console him. I can’t withstand his tears.
I hugged him back. After a minute, he broke the hug and left after mumbling a sorry to me.
I looked at my hands.
“Did I hug him? why did I call him by his name ? how can I ? I don’t have any relationship with him neither friend .then, why can’t I withstand his tears? Why did his sadness affects me?, why did I worry about him?” I looked at the way Sanskar left while getting puzzled about my feelings.
“oh Swara! it’s not fair. You came to see your friend who is hospitalized. But you didn’t buy anything for me apple or orange atleast a get well soon card. You are so kanjoos…” I heard dramatic Laksh’s voice behind me.
I turned to look at him. he hold my shoulders with a smile.
“come… let’s buy a some cold drink in this hospital canteen…”Laksh said with a grin. I can feel the fakeness in his smile for the first time. I don’t know why I felt in that way but I let it in that way.
“how did you get hurt in your hurt?” I asked him while sipping my lassi.
“ I don’t know.” He shrugged his shoulders. His eyes shows that he is telling truth.
“leave about me. how is Sanskar bhai? he must be worried about me. so take care of him along with office works.”laksh said.
“hmm… take care of your health Laksh. be careful. Next time, I will beat you if you make us worry about you”I said with a smile. But inside, I have so many questions.
If they both share this much good bond, then why Laksh stayed with us as an orphan. I didn’t see Sanskar in at that time atleast once.
Being puzzled about my feelings and Sanskar-Laksh relationship, I returned to house.
At Arjun’s quarters,
Arjun entered his quarters while Rajat put some luggages.
Arjun looked at the luggages questioningly.
“we are shifting here…”Raj said.
“but this quarters is very small”Arjun worried.
“tell this to maa who is coming here tomorrow and still, she is having so temper against you. so, clear it soon”Raj said.
“I deserve it bhai”Arjun said in guilt.
“Ajju!”Raj made Arjun sit on a chair.
“bhai, when I completed my IPS training, I didn’t feel happy though I won challenge against papa. I felt void. My batch mates are celebrating with their family but I was alone. But I saw papa in the crowd. He came for that ceremony. I saw pure happiness in his face though I won the challenge. At that time itself, I analyzed myself how selfish I am. I wanted to speak with maa. But Guilt in my heart didn’t let me to call her. being a stubborn, I never understand their feelings. But I wanted them to understand me. Sometimes, I thought I never deserve their love and the danger in my work never let me to call them”Arjun opened up.
Raj patted his shoulder supportively.
“I never thought my little big choti bhai will cry like a child…”Raj teased him to make him normal.
“I missed you all so much bhai”Arjun said while hugging him.
Raj broke the hug after some minutes.
“Take care of maa and papa Ajju”Raj said.
“are you going abroad for studying more?”Arjun asked.
“May be… I may be leaving our family for my work”Raj said.
“then, return soon bhai.”Arjun said while heading towards kitchen and caressed his flat tummy as he is hungry.
Raj smiled by seeing his brother antics.
“wait! I will cook. I don’t want to be patient in my own hospital”Raj teased and get into kitchen.
Precap: Full moon night
To be continued….
Sara is signing off… take care … see you all soon..