Hey Guys! Missed me??? I missed uh all. I know I have said that my next chapter will be uploaded on Saturday but it’s Sunday. It’s almost a week since I have uploaded. Thank you everyone for your comments in last chappy.
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CHAPTER 11
~The Unexpected ~
“You guys are crazy. I am not getting up”,Swara shouted as the trio tried to wake her up at eight.
All three of them shared a quite smile among themselves.
“We know you are getting up as you don’t want to miss the chicken pizza, do you?” Sanskar said while pulling her blanket.
“f**k you! I don’t. I am not crazy like you”, Swara muttered half asleep.
“Ohh is it so? Well then we trio will eat it up”, Laksh said.
‘We are going to eat”, Ragini said as the trio turned to go.
“Is it from German Bakery?” She asked while sitting up on the bed and rubbing her eyes.
The trio began to laugh.
“You guys better stop laughing or I will cut your heads off” Swara said while her lips cured into a smile.
Swara looked at the box of BBQ pizza and pasta in red sauce and garlic bread with cheese wide eyed. The food smelled delicious.
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One has to be strong when life throws difficulties at you. But no one tells you what the hell you have to do to be strong. It’s not easy, emotions and feelings do not die natural deaths. Life comes in boxes of various sizes, holding moments that are good and bad. The contents may vary in proportion but you can’t choose to escape any one of them at your convenience. An individual decides if they want to make the most of each one of the contents. No matter what our opinion is, we have to accept the things the way they are.
“Bhai! I want to talk with you. It’s urgent”, Laksh said while dragging Sanskar to their room.
“Haan Lucky say”, Sanskar said while drinking a glass of water.
“Bhai actually I…. Just don’t know how to start but I…..”, Laksh stammered while speaking.
“Laksh say what is bothering you?” Sanskar’s thought haunted him.
As Laksh was about to say something, Sanskar got a call.
“Lucky wait Papa is calling”,Sanskar said while going out.
“Haan papa, how are you? Is everything okay?” Sanskar asked as he picked up the call.
“Haan beta I am fine. Everything is fine. How are you? And Laksh? How is he? Is he not troubling you?” Durga Prasad opened his boxes of questions.
“Papa wait, first let me recall your questions then I will answer. I am perfect. Laksh is also good. And your younger son always keeps troubling me and only I know how I tolerate him. He always keeps blabbering stupid stuff. And I poor boy…..”, Sanskar spoke in a childish manner.
“Stop! I know how innocent you are. Badmash! Laksh is your small brother and in my absence you are his father. You have to understand him. It’s your duty to take care of him and look after his happiness. Being an elder brother is not easy. You have to sacrifice your happiness for your younger brother.You has to become his best friend. Remember there are no better friends than brothers and no better brothers than friends. Always try to understand his Point of view. Having an elder brother is better than having a superhero. Sanskar, I am not saying that you should only think about his happiness but also think about your happiness but always remember that he is your younger brother. At this point of time you are his mother, father, brother, friend and everything. I hope you understood what I meant to say”, Durga Prasad said.
“Haan papa! Don’t worry! You just take care of yourself”, Sanskar said before disconnecting the call.
“Laksh you were saying something nah? Continue”, Sanskar spoke while keeping his phone on the table.
“Bhai actually I like one girl. Her shinning eyes and honey sweet voice are like windows to her pure and clean soul. Her face, her simplicity, her voice, her slender fingers. I just can’t stop thinking about her. I am possessed. I am hers. A whiff of her perfume, a tiny chirp from her sweet lips and just one look from those almond shaped eyes can make my day. I don’t need anything else. I don’t know whether my love is shallow or unfounded since I have never shared my feelings with her. But an unrequited and untold love is the purest form of love. There is no pretence in it. Her dazzling chocolate brown eyes framed by long lashes that she flicks constantly can brighten anyone’s world. Her cherry lips look like a frozen rose, dangerous yet beautiful and her ,milky white skin can mesmerize anyone. She is the reason for my smile these days. She is the one who made me believe that even if things are hard in life , I don’t have to worry as I have found who can make me believe that even if things are hard in life, I don’t have to worry as I have found a partner who can help me to make through it. She brought out a part of me that I never knew existed. She made me turn into a better person”, Laksh paused to take a breath.
Sanskar was awestruck and was looking at him with his wide eyes and jaw dropped.
“A guy like you so selfless in love? Pure and untainted! Not a speck of lust! It’s not seen in these days! Is it?”, Sanskar was amazed with his brother’s words.
“Bhai my intentions are not to sleep with her. I really love her”, Spoke Laksh.
“Who is that lucky girl?” Sanskar winked.
“Ragini”, Laksh spoke without realizing what he said.
“What seriously? Amazing! Congrats! Ragini is a very nice girl. I am very happy for you”, Sanskar said while hugging Laksh.
“No bhai. Not Ragini. I just don’t know how her name came in my mouth”, Laksh spoke in nervousness.
“Then?” Sanskar spoke a bit scared. He had got a little clue about what was coming in front.
“I love….”, Laksh stammered.
“Speak it up damn it”, Sanskar shouted. Laksh’s silence was tearing him from inside.
“Swara! I love Swara!” Laksh said making Sanskar shocked.
When we are in love, it feels like it will last forever. We put all our trust in the person we are in love with and share our darkest secret with them too. But there comes a time when you have to take a decision against your choice, even if no one is at fault. The most difficult thing to explain in life is the simplest truth called love. After hearing Laksh’s feelings Sanskar felt as if the time have stopped, someone have pulled the rug beneath his feet. He was not able to digest what he heard just now. It was like a snake and ladder game in which you are almost at the top when you are suddenly bitten by a snake at the 98th position and come crashing down. All his dreams had been shattered in few minutes.
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye…
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Laqeeran vich likh di judaai
Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Ho tera, woh mera
Saath nibhaaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni
“Bhai! Say something! Will you help me to propose Swara?” Laksh asked.
“Lucky! I will think about it”, Sanskar managed to speak.
“Okay bhai! Now m going to my friend’s house. I will be back by the evening”, Laksh said as he went out.
“Laksh is your younger brother and in my absence you are his father. You have to sacrifice your happiness for him. Your one decision will change his life, it will decide his future. He is your responsibility. Bhai I love Swara. My intentions are not to sleep with her, I really love her”, all these words kept echoing in his ears.
Sanskar being frustrated went out to the balcony but his inner voice did not leave him alone there too.
Aisa bhi kya milna, saath hoke tanha
Aisi kyun sazaa humne hai paayi, Ranjhana ve
Phir se mujhe jeena, tujhpe hai marna
Phir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai, Saajnaa ve
Laqeeron pe likh di kyun judaai..
When things go wrong you feel so miserable and all you wish for is to completely erase the bad memories. When things are not under your control, you feel so helpless before and your so called destiny. Sanskar wanted to run away far away from there.
“Nooo! I cannot take everyone’s life for granted. I have to make a decision”, he muttered to himself.
Then Sanskar felt a hand on his shoulder. He immediately wiped his tears. He turned behind and saw Ragini. Ragini came and sat behind him.
“Sanskar! I need to say something to you”, Ragini said.
“Yes Ragini say”, Sanskar tried to be normal.
“Sanskar! I have to say this today because if not today I can never say. Sanskar I have fallen in love. I don’t know when, how and why but I have fallen in love. Sanskar!!! I love you. I cannot even imagine my life without. I don’t know what you feel for me but my love is pure. I love you from the bottom of my heart”, Ragini said.
Gair sa hua khud se bhi, na koi mera
Dard se karle chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholun jo baahein, bas gham ye simat rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan.
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni
“I will be waiting for your reply”, Ragini said as she walked away.
Sanskar was dumbly looking at Ragini. He had not yet recovered from one shock and Ragini threw one more shock on him.
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye…
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Lakeeran vich likh di judaai
Few hours changed his whole life. This was surely not what he had expected. It was unexpected.
#To_be_continued
So guys how was the chappy? Do you thnk that I was running in this chappy? Well yes I was running here! I will finish this ff in more 10-12 chaps! A big huge SORRY for not uploading since one week. But don’t worry I was well and fit n fine! Nothing had happened with me =D Actually the fact is that I was busy with college homework n all. College will reopen today(Monday). I am in verge of crying. Holidays khatam!!! 🙁 Even if I got time I was very lazy to type!!!! But I will try to post thrice a week from now on!
I have got an awesome idea for a OS. I will write it as soon as I get some time.
Actually no season 2 of that revenge wala ff! Sorry Tanya,Karishma, Priya,Chotu n Shona! What to do I am running out of time now-a-days!
And yeah Anu! If you are reading this then let me inform you that I am not talking with you. I am angry on you. Kattii!!
THANK YOU!
Love you all forever! 😉