Swaragini-Ae dil hai Mushkil (RAGLAK TS) shot 2

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Thank u so sooo much guys for the response u guys gave to me…I wanted to give a long part bcz it was supposed to be a 2shots…but as usual, it become #3shots…so tomorrow I will give u a long final part, till then plz enjoy this one and let me know how was it through ur #lengthy_comments…?plz guys,I am a good reader and would love to read ur lengthy comments.. So plz give me a review so that I can improve..I will be eagerly waiting for ur comments.. Love u all❤❤❤
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#Ae_dil_hai_Mushkil (shot 2)
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“Good night buddy??”
-Nikhil’s message popped out.
she replied as usual, But today even her best friend’s msg couldn’t bring her smile back.

She looked at the time.
11:55 pm
She huffed and switched off the mobile and lay down the bed closing her eyes.. But tears never left her angelic face. Her eyes showed so many emotions…love,anger,sadness…. But she was helpless… Helpless that he still mattered to her.
“Not again ragini… Not again…!!.”. She murmured herself.
“The ragini who loved her laksh unconditionally died that day…her life,her LAKSH, he himself gave her a slow painful death.”

She closed her eyes forcefully after taking her usual sleeping pills.

in this 2years sleep never blessed her without it..but today, even being too tired, she felt impossible to close her eyes..
She opened her eyes all frustrated.. She went near the window and looked at the sky.. She felt everyone looking at her with pity eyes,except one…that one bright star… Her mother.. Only she understood her untold words… Her tearful past,present and upcoming future…

How badly she wished her mother to be with her..the ragini every one known had everyone in her life but the bitter truth was…she was,she is, she will be all alone.. As always!!!

She looked at her mother’s photo which was hanging on the wall..she was the only one who heard her story so patiently..even nikhil understood her,but now she wanted to keep a distance form him..she was aware of his feelings for her…she said him that wasn’t possible…She looked at herself.. 2years…long 2year…everything changed…she wasn’t the same ragini anymore..but moving on with nikhil wasn’t possible..She can never love him…and he understood her being her best friend…but putting her in a riddle..

His words still echoed in her ears..

“ragini, true love isn’t easy… It must be fought for…bcz once u find it,it can never be replaced…and I am ready to fight for u…until I die bcz u worth it.. And I know the place of LAKSH in ur heart isn’t replaceable and that’s why I fall in love with u…but trust me,we will be friends like before ,I won’t let u feel uncomfortable with me..”

She know he will keep his promise.. But the thing wasn’t that..it was just.. Just she understood him well..she understood his pain…indeed she will..he was right that LAKSH ‘s place in her heart wasn’t replaceable but he forgot that the heart once called LAKSH name wasn’t anymore beating… It was broken.. Broken to million parts but scribing his name in every piece..
And she never wanted to make her best buddy go through the same pain…the pain of ignorance, pain of heartbreak…

The pain she was going through was OK for her..bcz she was used to it…from childhood…
She closed her eyes letting her go through the past for once again…

She was a girl who never got to know wt was “love “…she lived her life without a mother with her father who never cared for her and strict grandparents who ruled her.
Still her innocence found happiness in other’s happiness, gave 200%in every relationship ..she carved for love…she was visible to everyone, still was an unknown figure.. Everyone needed her for their needs… And her innocence let them play with her emotions…

She still can’t get out of the shock when she got know abt her father having an affair with shomi maa…swara being her half sister… Her heart cried a lot for her mother.. Still she stood for her father’s happiness and gave them the space in family even when her own grandma was against it.
Again her life came to an end when she got know, her love never loved her… Yes..her LAKSH never wanted to get married to her..

“Laksh”
The name it’s self have a magic. It had a power to heal her pain even after being the reason for it.he was the person whom she loved, she carved to call hers,feared to loose…but she forgot “in this world,there is always a danger for those who are afraid of it”.
He was the first boy who entered into her life..a forced entry bcz of their parents.but when he entered, she saw a world of new mode… New version of life,something so different and colourful than she ever seen..a life with happiness, enjoyment and whatnot???

He showed her everything..every single thing… and crushed her heart saying it wasn’t for her..and she stood silent as always.

But another heart break was on the way..

She forgot, the whole world was selfish, and let him use her innocence…”sanskar”.again an unexpected entry. He acted like a person who lost his mental balance, and she selflessly took care of him like a child and he become a reason for LAKSH to to come again to her life giving her a new hope.but it also got broken when she got know he was in love with her sister… And the funny part was ,her sister ,forwhom she fought against the entire world,was in love with him even after knowing he was engaged to her..and sanskar,her friend who has to be a solace for her turn out being the selfish one who took her innocence from her…used her to take his revenge,and she easily got manipulated bcz of the ignorance she got back from the so called parents who was busy in their only daughter marriage.. Swara’s!!!.

She wanted to gain her laksh, but she forgot the way she took was wrong. And she did terrible sin letting her soul regret forever in her life…!!!that too for him..for her laksh!!!

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Will continue from here tomorrow… I am busy with some personal matters..but will give u next update tomorrow itself..for sure…so keep smiling???