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i ran down carrying my lugagage…………..i saw her standing the middle of that crowded bus stop and probably waiting for some vehicle…………..i ran to her and touched her shoulder from back.
“ you left me………..without even telling…………..” i bursted out at her angrily.
She stared at me indifferently and then said : as if it will matter if i go telling you……….???
I stared at her for quite some time……………….totally shocked…………..no…………..she wasn’t the swara who was with me in the bus…………..dam…………..she was the swara whom i met at the bus stop………………….’ why she has so many shades” the devil asked keeping his hands on his mouth is a tired way.
“ oh hello, our sanskar has fallen for her……….so its obvious that she is different………….” the angel defended me.
I smiled and thought : alright swara……………….you are different but i am same and this time i would tell you my feelings…………………
Swara stared at me with the fear returning her face………………she eyed me tensed and then said : sanskar……………………thanks for being my friend but can you please leave me alone now………..???
I said softly : ok,………..just tell me where will you go now…………any plans for your destination………………???
She stared at me and then was about to speak when i spoke up : no swara…………you don’t have……….i know…………listen i have am apartment here………………….i just spend some “ me” time there whenever i feel like staying away from my family……….you can stay there till you get job…………please…………….
She stared at me and then said softly : no………i don’t wanna take somebody’s help……..
“ somebody” she still considers you somebody yaar……” devil said sitting in the same position.
“ can you please stop interfering “ the angel stole my words.
“ swara…………i am your friend………….remember…………listen you can’t do this to me……….” i said bit angrily.
“ sanskar………just stop………just friends and that too we became last night only and you expect me to stay in your home………..with what right yaar………..” swara bursted out at me angrily.
I was shocked……………………………….i grabbed her shoulder…….and unknown fear of losing her was pricking my heart and so i confessed : right………………………………..you want to know your right na then let me tell you……………i love you……………i love you like a mad………………………….you are an angel atleast for me because you are my life now,……………i can’t live without you now…………….
She jerked my hands and grasped my arm and took me dragging me.
She then pushed me at a lonely place away which was made by a small gap between two walls…………………………………..
“ you………….you all men are same………you just know how to play with a girls feelings……………………………………….you…………..i never expected this sanskar…………..i don’t know why meeting you i felt that you were different……………..but no…….you aren’t…………same as others…………..you love me or its your obsession……….wanna have me for one night……………..i know you all……….same men……………same………………………” she cried bitterly………………i was numb…………she thought this of me………………………………………………..
I fell on the floor totally numb…………………she saw me…………………….she kept eyeing me crying for some time…………………………she sat next to me ……………..” you thought this of me swara…………………….i was a lustful man to you all the while……….thats why whenever you felt that we came a little closer you distanced yourself from me……………..swara……………..i don’t know what you consider this but for me this one’ s a true love………..you love sm’s writings na,……………………………….but i hate them………………………………you know why because…………..because his characters never suffered like actual lovers do…………………………………..i love you…………..i don’t know …………think me as a lustful man………..think me as a devil but i won’t leave you now……………..atleast till my last breath………….you beat me ………….you slap me you kill me but i won’t leave you…………….promise…………….” i said sitting in the same position.
“ don’t worry sanskar……….i will leave you………………………….i don’t wish to create problems in your life…………….i know i hurt you but soon you will realize that no…………………..i was never yours……………………….i can just say this…………………………i was never yours……………” she said me wiping my tears standing up to go when i got hold of her arm…………….i stood up and said : you are never mine but i am yours………………………………..i too just can say and i am yours and i won’t leave you ever,……………..
She turned towards me…………she was eyeing me for quite sometime………………………………………………then she did something i couldn’t even think…………..she jerked my hand with full force of her body and ran away………she ran away towards the road……………i was shocked……….” swara…………………” i shouted as i saw a car fast approaching her and she running towards it………………i ran…………i ran as fast as my legs could take me…………..” swara………………..swara…………………..” i shouted madly but she never listened and ……………….and hit the car……………………………………….my world was snatched………………………………………………..i lost her……………….no can’t …………………..i won’t loose her………….i won’t…………………………………………………
Ragini was about to turn the page when she saw the time…………….it was three at night…………………………………….” oh god…………..i need to read next part but have to reach office at 6: 00 ……………..if i get late……….nooooooooooooo………….i can’t get late at my first day………………i need to read it……………” ragini thought totally tensed while her moist eyes are seen.
“ why yaar………..why is sm writing such a sad story……………if something happens to swara then………………no nothing will happen to her………………..i will read tomorrow……………………i know sm will surely completely their love story,……………….” she said as she kept the book on the table.
She eyed the rabbit with a faded smile and then left it down.
Running towards her cupboard the took out the dress , she and nikita selected and spoke to rabbit : you also want to read na……….so sorry…………….come…………….i’ll take you and sm’s book to office…………we both will read there in free time………..now i will get ready……………….and you tell me how i look………
She ran towards the bathroom and took a quick shower and got ready…………………………” how am looking ????” she asked the rabbit smiling forgetting completely about the book and just having her SM in her heart and soul.
The rabbit jumped indicating that she looked amazing while she smiled seeing it.
“love you…………………love you……love you……….my sweet bunny………………ok from today your name is bunny…………………..” she smiled as she took it in her arms……..
She saw the clock and saw it to be 3: 20 , “ we have time………..so i will make you to look good…………after all you too will meet SM…………………..” she stressed the last word ”SM”
She quickly searched her wardrobe and found a black piece of cloth from her old dress…………she took the rabbit and placed the cloth on his neck in the form of a bow.
“ looking handsome haan……….” she said with a majestic look.
Her bunny again jumped while the book fell down of the bed due toit.
“ oops…………bunny we have to read it na……….don’t behave like this…………” she said picking up the book and then caressing it.
“ i wanna read it yaar…………………..” he murmured as she saw the time and it was 3:45
She quickly closed the book and kept it in a side hand bag……………….” no ragini…………first SM ……………then his book………………” she said making a puppy face looking towards her bag sadly.
She then convinces her heart and puts the rabbit in her bag………………she holds her bag and runs outside…………..she finds everything dark outside and goes to her parents room .
Seeing them sleeping she goes inside and hugs her mama………..
“ ma………….i am going……….bye……………” she says hugging her while she’s sleeping.
“ her mother opens her eyes still sleepy and sees the time.
“ where are you going at this time………….its not even four in the monring………….” her mother asked shocked but still sleepy.
She smiles and says “ oh my sweet mama………………………you keep sleeping hum to jhola uttakhar kaam par chale(mom , you keep sleeping……………i am going to my work…..”
Saying this she kissed her cheeks and left.
Guys a question:
a ) should i upload 1 episode after two days
b) or 1 after four days……
this one’s a medium one, if a) then it will be a little shorter than this and if b) this it will be a little longer than this……..
love you………….
be happy………..
Credit to: Piyali