Hello lovelies. So guies do read it and do comment. Hm so I wanted to say yes saanskar will be grey sided but donβt worry he wont turn into black side.
Nd ya I wanted to ask you guies I was thinking to start a new ff that will be on reincarnation. So tell me how many of you are interested.
Ep 7th
βI am so sorry gini please please forgive meβ he pleaded hugging me with concern.
βIts okay sanskar I will always be there for you. Its just that I m little upsetβ I spoked after some seconds of silence. While hot tears full of pain landed on his shirt through my cheeks where I have hided my face so as to cry secretly. Gini you crying he immediately came out of the hug and wiped off the tears.
βI am sorry gini I just played with your dignity. I donβt know but everything blackouts in a second and I could not see anyone except you. You know what gini..
And he started narrating his story while he gestured me to sit. I sat on the couch opposite to him and started listening to him carefully as if I was likely to have exams the next hour
βIn these years I have not searched for you. I thought you left me for sid and I was really angry on you. I became a heartless beast. My employees donβt want to work with me. Even at times I just could not handle my anger and kick off peoples. The day you left me I signed off fighting from pressure and that beast inside me captured my inner feelings. I started drinking and and Iβ
βShhhhh stop sanskar pleaseβ I careesed his face. βI know I should have trusted you. I was wrong. I should have trusted you after knowing the extent you love meβ I said while trying to keep him calm
βVese I wanted to ask one thing who is this laksh?β he said while I was surprised seeing him coolly asking about a guy from me. This is the proof that he is recovering
βVo he is my friendβ I replied while I was expecting him to readily pounce on me. βFull name?β
βLaksh somani my classmateβ i said while goose bumps crawled down my body. I was really proud to say his name. unknowingly I felt happy nd contended. He has something special to do with my heart. Whenever I take his name from my mouth I hear a guitar sound in my ears.
βWhat the heck?β I jerked nd came out of imagination, I saw his eyes widened with surprise no actually this must be understatement with shock
βWhat happened sanskar? Are you okay. You know himβ I asked curiously
βUmmmmm. Let it be. I wanted to know one thing do you still love meβ I was unsure why did he skipped the topic so fastly
βWhat type of question is this?β I stiffened a bit with the type of question I had to answer on. Though its answer was sweet but mouthing it in my voice for sanskar was becoming hard for me
βSay naβ his eyes bleamed for my answer.
βUm I ya ya I love youβ I replied and tried to be as lovingly as possible
βHaah okayβ
While I stared him and then at ceiling above us hiding the sky the moon and its moonlight. I just remember an incident that took place 7 years back when I first came to knew about his depression.
Flashback:
βSanskar why did you punched him so hard sayβ I held his color in anger. I just donβt like sanskar fighting with anyone and that too for me.
βGini he he took your name from his mouth with dirty intention he called you hot se*y ndβ he said while I left his color
βshut up you jerk. It is not right it was my matter then why did you poked your nose in betweenβ I shouted at the top of my voice.
βIt was my matter damn it you are my business rightβ
βSanskar you are unbelievable you kick off anybody on road. Cant you just control your angerβ I shouted at him while I could see his red eyes, he grabbed my arm tightly and pinned me to wall
βDonβt you get it gini it is my matter how could anybody say anything to you. If in future also it happens then I would do the same and ya why cant you just wear a kurti and come, if you know you will called hot in these dressesβhe yelled at me while his grip tightened
βSanskar ah its hurting please leave meβ I begged while tears started building up. βYou promised me that you will get over your anger while we moved in a relationshipβ tears full of pain nd anger flowed down my eyes paving there ways onto my cheeks. I felt betrayed. I hated the ways he was talking to me,the tantrums he was throwing on me.
βVo I vo I ah my head. Yes gini I promisd but this was different. Gini donβt cry I cant see you like this ah ah gini save me my head is spinning everything is blurring upβ I panicked seeing him like that. I could not think anything nd I immediately hugged him and tried to calm him up but to my horror he fell off on the ground. I was bitterly shocked.after a second I came into my senses nd took him to the hospital.
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βDoctor how is he? What happened to himβI asked with a unpleasant tone. I saw him staring at me. Actually he was not alone staring me, the way I was looking my hairs messed, my kajal worn out my lipstick half off as if I was a abandoned women
βHe is now fine but please see that he takes his medicine on time. But what happened that made him that angryβ I told him about his fight and all the incidents after that
βBut what what medicinesβ I was heck shocked as if I had heard of a chudail on a dark night
βSo he didnβt told you? You are ragini right?β hain he knew me was I so famous.
βHan but how do you know meβ
βSanskar has a sort of depression which make him a wild beast sometimes. He has no control over it.β
βwhat..So itβs a type of dual personality disorderβ I was shell shocked of the recent revelationβSay doc I am really worriedβ
βNo ragini the beast is not is other personality it is him only. Just the difference is it makes him blank and anger overpowers his other feelings emotionsβ
βI didnβt know about it but how do you know meβ
βSanskar told me about you in one of his curing sessions. Actually he is overprotective towards youβ
βBut whyβ what is this going on. This means I didnβt knew sanskar even a bit
βThis is all connected miss. The basis of this depression and overprotectiveness towards you. See his depression started when his bhabhi died in front of his eyes due to an accident. He loved her a lot. She was like a best friend to her. His family is not supportive towards sanskar because of his dancing passion and therefore it made him more connected to her. She supported her always. And then you came and now he donβt want to lose youβ
βOh butβ I tried to interrupt in between but in vain
βLet me complete. I am not sure. Its is the conclusion I can make out as for the information given by himβ
βHm so how could I help him doctorβ
βAs for now you can make him keep calm. Donβt leave him. Hug him to give him warmth nd made him take medicines on timeβ
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βSanskar do you take your medicines regularlyβ I asked coming out of my thoughts
βVo vo I I donβt take them from past 6 yearsβ now here I was really angry
βSanskar wth how could you do this and that is why you reacted like thisβ I concluded
βSorry from know I will take them but only if you give them from your beautiful handsβ
βHaha funny okayβ Though I made sure I look calm but because it came upto my dignity a storm was flowing inside me
βGini I..β
Knock knock
βDamn who must be there. If its mom then I am gone Sanskar go for know. From the window you came go na pleaseβ
βBut say I love you firstβ I was so irritated. Was it the time to joke
βI love you go go nowβ I said being frustrated
βKon?β
βIts me betaβ Oh no mom had to come only at this time ughh βCome in momβ I had to hug her after meeting her after 2 months βSo how is masi knowβ
βShe is better beta. Sorry I left you aloneβ momma caressed my face
βNo mama its okayβ
βAre you okay you are looking tensedβ
βNo momma I am okay vo work pressure you knowβ I said trying to hard the emotion inside meβI am tired let s sleep its too late mommaβ
βBeta wait I have a surprise for youβ
βYes that my marriage proposal have been approved by youβ Oh shit why cant I control my tounge
I bit my tongue
βSo sanskar told youβ she pouted
βUm yeahβ I said and smiled sheepishly
βAre you happyβ
βYes momma. I am happyβ I replied
βWait I ll be back after freshening upβ she said
Momma came after 5 min
βMomma please sing a lori for me pleaseβ I pouted
βOkay comeβ
I slept on her lap she started
Chandaniya chup jana ho lori lori β¦β¦β¦β¦
After seconds of lori I slept
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I love you ragini and I will get you at any cost.
Your creamy cheeks, rosy lips your small nose nad your big eyes I wanted them to be just mine.
βEhhhhhhβ I heard her voice. Oh god why cant she leave me alone
βhiβ I had to say
βkeshe ho mele babuβ oh how buttery is this I hate her
βOh baby I am fineβ
βBut I am upset and I am warning you if you betray me then I will not leave nd will expose youβ
βAle mela babu why are you feelng this you know n I only love youβ
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βGoodmorning beta wake its already 8 donβt you have to go to officeβ I thought I was hallucinating but reality striked me mom had come yesterday and now it was 8
βMom its 8 why didnβt you wake me earlier. I had to make breakfast as wellβ I jerked
βDonβt forget I am back. I have made your breakfast. Go get ready knowβ she ordered
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βGoodmorningβ I said to everyone and weny towards my cabin
Hm these are all fine. Now let me check this. Okay so I should distribute the works. Laksh might help me.I called peon nd ordered him to send laksh to my cabin
βMam he is not thereβ
βIs he on leaveβ
βMam no application have been arrived yetβ
βOkay goβ I donβt know but I was feeling uneasy.He didnβt came to office and didnβt gave an application too despite knowing these office rules. No but he is not like that. He is so discipline in this matter and he also didnβt inform me too. let me call him
Switched off. What know his phone is also switched off. Now what. Uhhh why am I feeling lonely and alone. Why am I missing laksh so much.I should call sansku
βHi giniβ
βHi sanskuβ
βAny problem you called me at office hoursβ
βNo I was feeling lonely soβ I tried to be calm
βIts okay gini donβt worry I am on the way to your office to meet harsh and md of the company. I will meet you and goβ he assured me
βTy sanskuβ
While I tried to capture my mind towards my work
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Knock knock
βCome inβ I said
βHeyβ
βLaksh you. Why did youtook leave and you didnβt inform me also. You know how much I missed youβ I said in a hurry without realizing what I said
βOh so you missed meβ oh shit now what would I explain him
βAh I mean yes butβ.Why are you staring at me. Come sit downβ
βYou are gorgeousβ he replied
Seat has left behind. What do you want stop there.He came closer towards my seat while I missed my breathes. I sensed him coming
βSo you missed meβ he came more closer while our foreheads touched
βYes I missed you so muchβnd a tear escaped from my eyes while I looked into his painful eyes
Tring tring
I came into my senses. So he was not there it was just a dream damn it, why I have only laksh dream
βYes sayβ I took intercom
βMam sankar sir is waiting for you can I send him inβ
βYa okayβ
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βHi giniβ while I stood up and went towards him
βCome in. so this is my cabinβ
βTatz cool gini. Why donβt you work with meβ while he looked at me eagerly
βNo sansku its my new job and bdw co are going into merger so top level s are going to work in same buildingβ he smiled
He gave me a clever move look
βHan yr how could I forget thatβ he replied casually
βVese you look hot in this formal dressβ he tried his flirty dirty tricks on me
βAh so your daily dose chaluβ gave him a unbelievable look
βHehe tum ho hi itni beautifulβ while I imagine him singing ladki beautiful kar gayi chull
βWhat everβ
βGini look at me. Are you happy with this marriageβ
βHan han sanskarβ
βNo actually pandit ji told us the muharat and that is in two days or after 6 monthsβ he said
βSo 6 months is betterβ
βNo gini I wanted to marry you after 2 daysβ he replied casually but I was not so happy
βBut sanskar its too fastβ I tried to reason it out
βPlease gini. If you would be there with me than I may recover fast pleaseβ
βHm let me talk to mammaβ now I have no choice left
βVo my mamma will talk to herβ
βOkay but for now sit down and I will order green teaβ
βYeah so you remember my choiceβ he said while his eyes shined
βHm how could I forget you. You were my everythingβ
βAnd ragini you you were and will always be my sunshine. Sunshine to my dark face. Sunshine to my grey side. You are a medicine to my life and you are a rose to this beast. I I
βShhhhhh stop stop sanskar. Why always you start your sorry story and spoil my romantic moodβI saw one his eyebrow moved towards northwards
βYou are saying this to lighten up the moment. Hainaβ ughhh today I was saved
βUmmmmmm yaβ
βHuh I know you so wellβ ya he was right he literally knew me well.
βOo la la nothing newβ
βHuh. You are looking stressed todayβ he was again right
βVo hm.. gussa to ni karogeβ
βSay naβ
βVo laksh I had not seen him from yesterday evening nd he is not picking up calls nd even he is not picking up his landlineβ
βShhh shhh calm down gini he might be busyβ
βNo he is not so irresponsible. I should go to policeβ
βNahi nahi bilkul nahiβ He reacted weird. Well he was actually sweating profusely
βWhat happened sanskarβ
βVo police. No ways if laksh would have gone somewhere himself thenβ
βHan butβ
βNo but vut gulaboo. Stop thinking so muchβ
βGulaboo who is gulaboo sayβ I faked anger
βYou. See yourself you have turned whole pinky pinkyβ he said while his lips curve in a small smirk
βSo rude you mr monkeyβ
βOye do I look like monkey. Whole lot of girls are behind meβ he said proudly
βHan they are behind you because they cant tolerate a money beside themβ I started laughing
βWhat the heck they just want me to accept them as their gf. See how much in demand I amβ
βHaha the monkey in circus also have lots of demandβ
βYou gini wait I will not leave you easily gini. I will see on our special nightβ
βShhh you shmeless chiiiii euuuu I hate youβ ughhhh his shameless side is always behind me
βNo donβt say that againβ his eyes literally welled up
βHey sanskar it was a joke yr. see now you turned pinky pinky. Now yu are my gulabooβ I tried to lighten up his mood
βChiiii gulaboo I am a stud, a blokeβ he replied
βNo but you look so cute yrβ while I smiled sheepishly
βYou like itβ
βI love itβ
βThen I will always be like thisβ
βHatt you flirty filthy man. Everytime flirtingβ
βGini you look so cute at this sort of faceβ nd I gave him whatever look
**********
I will not leave you. You betrayed me. You lied me. I will definitely not make this happen
I loved you and what did you gave me. Now see what I will do. Face it beta face it
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So this is it. Do comment sorry for typos yr
Recap: marriage of ragsan. Shocking revelations. Ragini hurted to the core. Laksh nowhere to be found.
38 Comments
Oh GOD …sNskaar has done smtng to laksh..amazing update dear…
tysm sree
really confusing who is good or who is bad
but love ur ff love the intense
lisa tysm
Ooh My God
I literally dieing for your next part
So many suspense…..
And yaa I’m interested in your new ff
Please write that new ff
Ty abi and i will definitely see to it
Awesome
Ty ammu
ahhh di , so much suspense . awesome and interesting episode . cant wait more . update asap…sorry for not commenting on the previous update . how r u ?
Tysm varshu. Its okay and i am fine
Hw u
Awsmee3
Ty dilent writer
oh my god its amazing.
loved it
Thanx ashi
this part is amazing
i was a silent reader till now. But this 1 is the best di
Tysm nishu
Nice
Ty lovely
Awesome
Tysm ash
amazing dear….omg so confusing who’s s good and who’s bad? ??…laksh where r u? ?waiting for nxt one…tkcr dear….
Asra thanx a lot dear. It means a lot for me
Ya i will update soon
I thought of stopping my ss but people like you come as an anzel for others
Its sooooo interesng yaaaaaar….!!!!!i jst loved it!!!amazng fabulous fantastic π ….post nxt part sooon plz plz…
Keeep rockng n stay blessed dr π
N yeah plzzzz start ur new story…. π π m already excieted for it !!hehehe π
thank you so much.. bt i must tell you you are an amazing person literally.. nd if i say i mean it
Fab but want Raglak don’t want ragsan to get married and I hope Sanky hasn’t do e anything to lakshya .. lived it so post soon xx
dont worry in the end raglak will be together and wait for the twist
awesome
Tysm hema
it’s dam amazing
Tysm ragz
Is sanskar is betraying ragini
Wait Fr my next update
Awesome Superb
Really confusing alot
Waiting for the next one…………..
Are you truly saying it
Actually really whether He is really loving her or just pretending it
Ragini in a confused state
Your confusion will be clear soon
Waiting for it