I was not going to post here because someone trapped me also in a swasan ragsan war and I was fed up with the war and all so stopped posting here.. but I thought to continue as many people requested me to do so. I used to post on fb so I am posting here too…
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Episode 19
Sanskar : KAVITA
Swara was extremely shocked as the person standing infront of her will be the last person she wanted to see on the earth…
Kavita : ( pleading tone ) just I wanna talk for few minutes… I will do no damage…
Sanyukta : you have already done a lot damage… even if you try u cant do more….
Randhir : I say move from here… We are not interested in your bakwas…I had my share of craps in college only…. don’t make me do things you will regret…
Kavita : listen randhir don’t argue or threaten… its not good… n I m not talking to you…
Sanyukta : how can randhir argue n threaten… These things have your copyright… He is just saying to mind your business…
SanDhir n kavita was engaged in a verbal argument. .. which seems to have no end… but it ended.. as swara spoke out of blue….
Swara : one secnd guys…
All attentions in her direction…
Swara : listen kavita… If you are came here to create damage then we don’t care… because you can’t….
Kavita : I just wanna talk…
Swara : I don’t have any problm if it’s just talking n not hurting my husband… or it will definitely will not be good…
Sanskar now watches his wife with affectionate looks… like someone in the world cares…
Kavita : I have done lots of damage in the past I know… I even know I can’t change it… that damage is done n so done… I m here just to make things better… I m so happy for sanskar he got a mate like you….
Randhir : ( cutting off ) OMG… swara let me introduce you to kavita’s Oscar winning acting… you know she is fab in it…
Sanyukta : listen miss… may sanskar n swara doesn’t say anything to you… which you deserve to listen… then it’s not the thing… that I will not say… I have seen my friend broken ok…
Sanskar : sanyukta (signs her not to speak)
Sanyukta : till how long… how long…. dammit… she is not even guilty of her deeds…
Kavita : no sanyu…
Sanyukta : it’s Sanyukta…
Kavita : ( starts to cry ) no..no.. Sanyukta… I m guilty n I m here to apologise…
Randhir : ( keeps his hand on his forhead ) ohh.. godddd… again melodrama started…
Kavita : no… ronny… I mean randhir… I m really sorry for what I did… I just wanna talk to sanskar to apologise…
Randhir : whatever…
Swara : like I said earlier I have no problm by talking…
Sanyukta : swara… u don’t know this…
Swara : ( stops her showing her palm ) Sanyukta let me… talk…
Sanyukta : ok.. ( moves her head opposite side )
Swara : yup. .. where I was… hmm… I have problem If you talk to sanskar… you are welcome… but if he wanna talk to you… n if you not hurt him… n most of all.. talk infront of us… We will not mind… (said folding her arms on her chest)
Swara : ( turns to sanskar) we all have given our views sanskar… but it’s your life… you will decide what you have to do…. I m there to stand with you in your what so ever decision…
Sanskar : ( nodded ) hmm… I am all ears kavita… speak up what you want… because I am not the old sanskar to come in your false traps… n I have moved on from you… so your words will not give a great effect…
Randhir : u are doing a mistake yâar. .. u know her… her true colour then also…
Sanskar : atleast let her speak… If she speak which she should haven’t then you are there na ( winked at randhir )
Randhir rolled his eyes…
Kavita : I m really really sorry for what I did in past… I know it is unforgettable n unforgiving…. but I am here to just see.. that you have moved or not… I am happy to see you have…
Randhir : ( murmurs ) drama….god she should try in Hollywood…
Swara : randhir…
Kavita : but I even god given me punishment for my deeds… I know I have used sanskar by playing with his feelings that is not even human shake I know… I was a middle class girl… With great wants that my parents can never fulfill… I was truely in love with anirudh… I know it feels like bullshit I was with sanskar then how anirudh… I was in love with him before collage only…. Sanskar was my first friend in the college… rich , good at heart n honest… mostly innocent… I had no feelings for sanskar… I used him… I was so driven by money that… I forgot to see what is right or wrong… I know playing with anyone’s feeling is a crime… I thought sanskar is also talking it easy n no strings attached relationship…. but I forgot to see a guy like sanskar can never be in a relationship without fully giving himself… he was fully dedicated to our relationship n I never cared many a times hurt him very badly… at last year when he started to talk of marriage n all… I was blank that what I have don’t to this guy…. I even ignored him… treated him badly so that now his feelings for me can vanish… but that was not the case with him… He used to blame himself for everything even in the things where there was no say from his side… from that time I was drowning in guilt… but I had no feelings for him I had given my heart to someone else… even sanskar shared his apartment with anirudh as I insisted… as he had no proper money for the hostel…..
N.. n…. n that night when sanskar came to know everything…. was my plan so that atleast he can move on… I planned the whole situation after he came from home…. I was literally no knowing that tour brother died sanskar… I was literally not knowing…. n that you will leave the college just before your final exams…. I know my sins are bigger than my sorry… but I literally wanted to apologise n see if he hadn’t move on then to motivate him to do so…. but I m happy that you got a life partner like swara (smiles in tears) who can’t see you hurt… you deserve a person like her… m congratulations for the marriage… n sorry…. (she joined her hands to show her redemption)
It was tough for sanskar to swallow so much information in one go…. actually for all… whom he thought is a devil was not actually completely one….
Sanskar : where is anirudh??.. He is not with you??..
Kavita : (gives a sad smile) you know na… which goes around comes around… I did bad to you then how can god do good to me…. After college we got jobs and were in our own shell only us… (smiles) job house we were managing everything… After one year we married and after that I got pregnant… We were in cloud nine… even we got a promotion… that was best phase of my life… I was one month pregnant. .. anirudh had gone for some work… He was coming at last night… We were talking in phone…n then (crying hysterically ) he hand an accident… Until I reached the hospital he was dead… I was shown to a dead body… I fainted… when u opened my eyes… I was in hospital bed n doctor told I lost even my baby because of lot of stress… I had a miscarriage… I even lost the symbol of our love… I…
She while crying sat on the chair… she was crying… then she got a glass of water infront of her eyes… she saw randhir indicating her to drink…
She took the water and gulped it down…
She stood up… joined her hands…
Kavita : I know I have done lots of wrong things… things which are even crime… I apologise to you sanskar… because god has given me severe punishment for playing with a innocent souls feelings… now I have as much money I want but love.. (smiles sadly ) that is no where to be found… I didn’t come here to gain your sympathy… but to rectify my mistake as much as I can…. now I should leave….
Swara : u can stay… With us…
Kavita : ( smiles ) no I have lost that opportunity long years back… now I m life card there is only loneliness….
Kavita starts to go…
Sanskar : u can stay kavita… I have no problm…
Kavita : ( smiles ) no sanskar I have chosen this path for me… loneliness n anirudh’s memories are with me… n I must say u r very luck to get swara…
Sanskar : indeed…
Kavita went from there. ..
N swara was emerged in the deep thoughts of the night when sanskar came to know everything…
~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~
Swara was sitting in the couch near window in there room….
Sanskar comes taking two cup of coffee in his hand… It was now there one of the routines to have coffee together on Sunday morning….
Sanskar : Tada… special coffee made by business man of the year Sanskar maheshwari… taaliyaan taaliyaan (clap clap)
Now madam have my all time special coffee… n you will be my fan…
Swara : ( laughed at his over acting ) let’s see mister…
Sanskar expectedly looks at swara for her reaction and swara deliberately makes bad faces to tease him…
Sanskar : stop making that faces I know it’s good… ok…
Swara : when you know then why expecting me to say good and waste my energy at Sunday morning….
Sanskar : ha ha ha… very funny…I will die out of laughter..
Swara beats him… and they were enjoying the morning….
Swara out of blue asks : sanskar I have a question…
Sanskar : ( involved in coffee ) from when you started to ask permission…
Swara : umm… Sanskar…
Sanskar : hmm…
Swara : umm.. I.. mean.. u..
Sanskar : swara ask directly….
Swara : ok… how u n kavita broke up what happened… ( said in one breath)
Sanskar : can we not talk about it please now… ( He started to stand up but swara catches his hand in made him sit)
Swara : sanskar until when you will avoid… (softly )
Sanskar : I don’t know…
Swara : u know… u should let free the past or never the less it will return back n grab you…
Sanskar : swara… I. ..
Swara : feel comfortable (keeps his head on her lap n moves her hand in his hairs to calm him )
Sanskar : as you know kavita n I was in relationship in college….There was one guy anirudh… He came to our batch after one year by transferring the college… He was best friend of kavita… n he became my friend to….We shared flat.. because kavita insisted… We were like buddies after wards… but after a year… kavita starred avoid me and spend most of the time with anirudh… I used to feel bad… but I knew they were best friends… I never interpreted so… even I said some times about not spending time with me… so she used to avoid the topic…. I was not knowing what was going… then came last year of college…. I came home as baba called me to visit as soon as possible… till that time everything was OK….. when I came home I came to know adarsh bhai (started to cry ) adarsh bhai was no more… I was no depressed…. but baba told me to go to college again n complete my studies….I was not willing to but I went n only to see my life’s second disaster after adarsh bhai… I reached my flat n thought to call kavita n speak to her may be I will feel better… I tried many times but it went switch off later… I thought she was busy… I went to my flat…. It was silent…n thought to talk to anirudh if necessary… as SanDhir was nit there… Sanyukta’s papa was creating trouble in there life by searching fiance… n was not willing to give them more trouble… but when I went to my room…
N sanskar paused…
Swara : what happened then…
Sanskar : anirudh n kavita were making out in my room…. swara infront of my eyes in my room… on my bed swara… I was so paralysed… when I confronted kavita told she never loved me swara….. Every thing was money… everything… how can anyone do this swara… (He hugged her cried)
~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~
Swara came from her thoughts when sanskar tapped her shoulder…. asking what happened she said nothing…..
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