Hii guys what’s going on…. I m back with my nxt chapter ep 13….. hope u will enjoy it….
Earlier ep :
https://www.tellyupdates.com/?s=Stay+away+husband+
My frst SS :
Ep 1 : https://www.tellyupdates.com/swasan-zindagi-ban-gayi-ho-tum-meri-short-story-1/
Ep 2 : https://www.tellyupdates.com/swasan-zindagi-ban-gayi-ho-tum-meri-short-story-2/
Ep 3 : https://www.tellyupdates.com/swasan-zindagi-ban-gayi-ho-tum-meri-short-story-3/
So my ep starts ::—-::
He stopping the train of his thoughts went near the crowd… pushing ppl he entered…. as he entered he was shocked to see the scene… bt other shock also came attached to it… Some one back hugged him…. He again got a shock n he turned n looked at the person… person hugged him… bt he was numb…..
He was not able to react what to do….
Girl : ( while hugging n sobbing ) I was so afraid I thought I lost u…. where were u….
After realising he is nt saying anything she broke the hug… n shaked him…
Girl : sanskar….
Thn sanskar came to his senses n just in a microsecond took her into his embrace in a bone crushing one….
Sanskar : where was u…. I was searching u like mad… plz don’t do this to me again plz…. don’t…. I was half dead even thinking of not u in my life…. SWARA plz… don’t go…
Swara : ( rubbing her hand to and fro on his back ) I am not going anywhere…. u heard I am nt going anywhere… I m right here… n where will I go leaving u…. I love you dammit… I LOVE YOU SANSKAR…
Sanskar was extremely happy by hearing it… not only the confirmation made him happy that she will not go… but those 3 words gave another height of happiness that can’t be measured…. He didn’t loved her but the fact that she loves him gave 100th times more happiness which he got from his feelings….
Thn she broke the hug….
Swara : sanskar what you are u doing here…..
Then he turned to the girls body lying beside who has cut her veins….. her condition was miserable…
He looked at her : I thought u were… no wo actually I saw crowd and came here…
Sanskar : ( thinking ) what I was going to say… she would have got suspect…. as why will I think her to b that girl…
Swara : sanskar her condition…. Omg how it happened…
Sanskar : ( to a random person ) how much tym it will take to ambulance to come here. …
Just then he saw ppl coming with a stretcher to take the girl…. He tried to help bt he was himself injured… He got badly hurt in leg and hand…. because to clashing to things while searching her… Earlier it ws not noticed by him… bt now it was noticeable… as he was dragging himself….
Swara saw this…
Swara : sanskar u r hurt… oh my god… come with me plz…
Sanskar : I am fine swara… nt a big deal…
Swara : may be not a big deal for u…. bt it is very big deal for me…. now shut ur mouth…n come…
He just smiled and nodded….
Swara started to give him support….
Sanskar : Arre it’s nt needed…. I m nt handicapped ok…. I can manage by myself….
Swara : shut up
Thn she went near the ward boy n talked to him for while…. Sanskar was not understanding what she ws doing.. After few mins she came up with a white box in her hand…
She came near him…n jestered him to sit n started to open the box…
Sanskar : what!!!…. are you mad…. I m nt gonna sit on the floor… what will ppl think about me… no way….
Swara : yes way… just now u were sitting on the floor n dont know what you were doing. .. I saw u from far… I tried to call u… thn u went to those aunties…. thn I went back of u… thn u again started to run…. even aunties tried to stop u bt u were nt listening….. now just shut up n sit aaj bht bhagwaya h mujhe tumne….
She said all this while opening the frst aid box which she took from the ward boy… Sanskar was just staring her lovingly bcoz he even missed her blabbering…. He just wanted it to never stop….
Sanskar : ohh…. hello…. I ran after u lyk a mad…. u can ask from any prsn in the mall… All will say this is the mad prsn who is finding his wife like devdas….
Swara : ( naughtly) Acha…. devdas bt devdas was lover nt husband n he used to love paro…. bt u don’t love me so u r nt a devdas…
Ok…
Sanskar : ( thinking ) I am half devdas…. as I am nt ur love bt even nt ur husband…. thn what I am of u….
Swara : ohh.. hello phir kavita dreams mai involved ho gaye….
Sanskar : ( uncomfortable for the topic ) Swara u know na…
Swara : ya sanskar I know u don’t love me bt u respect my love n I respect u…. n so I will never force u too love me back….
Sanskar : ( diverting the topic ) Acha were u went??? I was so worried…
Swara : I will tell you everything now sit…. apni enquiry baad mai kar lena…
They both sat on the couch near by…. swara took sanskar’s foot in her hand. .. sanskar hesitated bt swara assured him by eyes….
Itni mohabbat karo na
Main doob na jaaun kahin
Waapas kinaare pe aana
Main bhool na jaaun kahin
Dekha jabse chehra tera
Main toh hafton se soya nahin
Bol do na zara
Dil mein jo hai chhipa
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
( sanskar is staring swara lovingly… He can’t take his eye off her. .. swara unaware of the fact is doing her dressing properly…. even seeing that he doesn’t get hurt by it… blowing air to the wound… )
Mujhe neend aati nahi hai akele
Khawabon mein aaya karo
Nahi chal sakunga tumhare bina main
Mera tum sahara bano
Ik tumhe chahne ke alaawa
Aur kuch humse hoga nahi
Bol do na zara
Dil mein jo hai chhipa
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
(After the dressing she makes him stand… n starts giving him support to walk by keeping his arms on her shoulder n her hand around his waist…. *it happens whn line comes “nhi chal sakunga tumhare bina mai”* he resists bt swara is a stubborn she didn’t gave any heed to his resistance)
Hamari kami tumko mehsoos hogi
Bhiga dengi jab baarishein
Main bhar kar ke laaya hoon
Aankhon mein apni
Adhuri si kuch khwahishein
Rooh se chahne wale aashiq
Baatein jismon ki karte nahin
( sanskar is just staring her… He doesn’t even know where she is taking him.. she took him to the car n made him seated n was buckling his seat belt as sanskar became reluctant that he will drive …. While buckling it her hairs fall on her face sanskar locked it back her ears… they had n eye lock…. thn swara left him and sat beside him….)
Bol do na zara
Dil mein jo hai chhipa
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
Bol do na zara
Dil mein jo hai chhipa
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
Main kisi se kahunga nahi
They were in the car n sanskar was driving and in between stealing glances to see Swara… then his phone rang… It was from rishav…
R : Arre where are you sanky I reached….
S : sorry yâar rishav I found her n we are heading home….
R : ok… koe nhi… n here a suicide attempt took place….
S : I know. .. I saw it… take care ok…
R : ya ya… u have some private moment with bhabhi… met her after so long….
S : rishav!!…
R : ok ok… I will nt disturb more bye….
Before sanskar can yell more he hanged up…
Swara gave him a questioning look… He then told her how tensed he was…. n how he searched her… how ppl thought him mad… n how he contacted rishav…
Swara : ( laughed ) omg… that’s literally funny Mr sanskar maheshwari begging ppl for his wife….
Sanskar : ( stiffed look ) that was not funny….
Swara : it is… ok bt why u took so much tension… It was nt a big deal… I would have been found….
Sanskar suddenly angrily applied brake n looked at swara with furious eyes…. as if he is gonna eat her in a second…. swara has not seen this side of sanskar…. fear was evident in her eyes….
He tightly gripped her shoulder m almost yelled…
Sanskar : it ws not may be a big deal for you…. bt it was a BIG DEAL for me… can u hear… It was a very big deal for me….
Swara just nodded n said : sanskar it’s paining…. u r hurting me….
Sanskar thn loosed his grip n closed his eyes…. when he again opened them this tym no anger was there only pain resides in those eyes it was moist this tym… swara was not knowing wat to do just looked at him unblinking….
Thn sanskar suddenly took her in his embrace…. n she felt that her suits shoulder got wet…
After sometimes sanskar composed himself….
Thn his glance goes to her clothes she was no longer wearing her jeans and top bt a red colour suit….
Sanskar : whn did you change it… n now say where you went…
Swara : when you went… then I realised that I am in jeans and top n what papa will thinks of me first came in my mind… so I thought before u come I should change to these to suits…. so went in washroom to change…. when I returned u were not there… so I thought to go to parking area.. I saw u have kept the bag bt u were not present there… I almost waited for u for half and hour guarding the luggage bt there was no trace of you…. so I thought to go again up and check on u… then I saw u sitting on the floor don’t know doing what… Until I can reach you…. u went to those aunties… thn I again reached you… bt again u ran away to that accident spot…. I thought u became mad… even those aunties recognise me n we three shouted for u… bt u didn’t gave a heed… even I apologise to those aunties in behalf of ur cold behaviour towards them… n then I went near u… so that’s it…
Sanskar : ( his mouth formed a “o” ) because of ur stupid suit changing ceremony I became half mad… are u out of ur mind I told you nt to move…. bt u being stubborn… urggg…
Swara : ( diverting the topic ) Acha…. why u yelled at those aunties they were really sweet….
Sanskar : sweet my foot… they are double faced… I hate double faced ppl (swara gulped) they were b*t*hing abt u infront me… n telling me irresponsible n devdas as I was on floor…
Swara : why were u at floor…??..
Sanskar : aaah….. mmnm.. nothing spcl… just was checking if land would have engulfed u as it did with sita…. thn I will request land to return u.. bcoz u were no where found… n only land was area remained to b checked….
Swara laughed whole heartedly n sanskar just smiled seeing her bright smiling face…
They were talking about today…. how different it was like a movie… comedy, emotional, action, drama n all… It was too late means 10 oclock at night… they have spend their full day together…. they were enjoying this moment to the fullest….. Sanskar doing so…. so that he can capture it all for the life time as he knows swara will not be with him forever n even the question “who am I to her” is ringing in his head… answer is simple “stranger” bt that is not acceptable for sanky….
He is just involved in her bubblyness cute acts… arguments….n stubbornness….
Suddenly he had to stop the car bcoz of great jam… which will take some time to be cleared out…. Sanskar ws happy as even now he will get tym to spend with swara alone…. bt now both were silent just watching the endless jam n never ending traffic…n busy life of ppl which doesn’t stops for anyone… that’s the truth of life no one stops for anyone in this metropolitan city life…
Suddenly swara holds sanskar’s one hand and takes it in her hand… she didn’t turned to him… so he also turned back to the view of the road… bt this silence was broken….
Swara : ( looking at the road ) why are you doing this sanky…??..
Sanskar : what I m doing….
Swara : with us…
Sanskar : ( closed his eyes n then open ) Swara I told I can’t love you… its nt u fault….. its me….. I can’t love anyone…
Swara : ( still seeing the road) I am nt talking abt us sanky… In us u not consider ur family…. u have a family dammit….. Sanskar u have family….. baba, Panchi n I are ur family….
Sanskar : what I m doing. … I m doing nothing to them…. I work for them… what else you want for me…
Swara : (now looking at him ) u said right u are doing nothing to them… money is only not the thing matters sanskar…. u have to give ur time also to them… they what u… nt ur money… ok…
Sanskar is just looking at her blankly as if she is taking something rubbish…. n he again goes to lane of flashback….
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In sanskar’s flat….
Kavita : I want some money yâar sanky….
Sanskar : again…. what happened Kavi…. day before yesterday only I gave you some…. I don’t have any now… when adarsh bhai will transfer me I will give u… ( sanskar is sitting on his couch of his room n working in his laptop told her without looking at her..)
Kavita : what are you doing now u cant even look at me n talk…
Sanskar : doing assignments…. sanyu was hell angry with me as I didn’t do the previous assignment as I went to party with u… so doing it. .. I don’t wanna make her angry again…
Kavita : urgggh… Sanyukta is more important than me to you….
Sanskar now looks at her n leaves his laptop n stood just infront of her…. takes her hand in his…
Sanskar : no sweetheart bt studies are important too na…. N u know sanyukta is my best friend….
Kavita : I know…. bt I am hell angry with you….. so don’t talk to me…
She shoved his hand n turned away showing her back to him… Sanskar just smiled at her antics….
Thn he back hugged her n keep his chin on her shoulder….
Sanskar : sweetheart I am there na toh cool u down…
Kavita : yâar ur time is not so important… world runs on money… If money is not there thn u are on road… n u don’t have that right now… even u keep an account of when I take money from you… are you thinking me as a gold digger….
Sanskar turned her to him n hugged her tightly….
Sanskar : no sweets I can never think about u like that…. I love u… don’t say that ever again….
Kavita : sanky just remember my words this world runs on money if money is in ur hand then u r the king or u r worst than a begger…..
Sanskar : bt if love ones are near to support…
Kavita : (cutting off ) these are only stories n myths that you can live without money…. money can buy anything….
Sanskar : bt money can’t buy my time…. The precious time I spend with you….
Kavita : who needs ur time when money in hand… (then to cover up ) means money is most important in the world baby I am just saying so….
Sanskar : I understand… I will ask adarsh bhai to transfer money as soon as possible….
Kavita : awww…. u r so Sweet n I love you…
N she left with a bright smile….
Sanskar : ( smiled ) love you too….
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Sanskar : world runs on money if money is in ur hand then u r the king or u r worst than a begger…… money can buy anything…
Swara : ohh I see….bt money can’t buy happiness sanskar…. money can’t buy the tears papa has shed for u (sanskar shocked as he has never seen Dp crying nt even whn his mother left them) don’t be shocked sanskar… its reality…. baba is crying everyday from few years…. I have seen n Panchi also told me… bt u r so much involved in urself that u don’t give a shit…. He just asking plz god give my old sanky back to me… i don’t know how you change n how was you earlier…. bt plz I m begging you plz change again to your earlier form….. I can’t see papa like that…. He has given me warmth of a parent when I am a orphan plz….
He was just looking at her blankly… seeing the girl who is begging for his father’s happiness…. how can she be so selfless n how can he be so selfish… This was just coming in his mind….
As sanskar didn’t gave any response…. so she again looked at the window…. n said..
Swara : u know Panchi is a sweet cute n naughty child….
Atlast sanskar found is lost voice….
Sanskar : no swara she is a calm child…. she never spoke to me more than a word or two… she is silent…. today I was shocked that she played a prank….
She again looked at him removing her eye from the window….
Swara : u are half wrong n half right…. u said wrong that she is calm…. she is not atall like that…. n then second thing you said it right…. she only remains silent with you….or when u are near by…. yesterday I talked with her n she opened her heart infront of me.. as she is a child so it’s easy for her….
Sanskar : I am nt understanding what you are saying. ..
She again turned to the window….
Swara : it’s only the problm sanskar…. u r nt able to understand anything so these things are happening….
Sanskar : plz don’t accuse me of the thing u have not done….
Swara : I am accusing you of the thing which u should do bt u are not doing….
Sanskar : urggg swara say it clearly….
Swara : ( looking directly at his eyes ) u know how it feels when u don’t have yours parents by ur side( teary eyes ) u will never understand…. bcoz papa was always there for you…. bt I can understand the pain Panchi is facing bcoz I am in the same condition…. bt I have u sanskar I have your care… bt what abt Panchi… she is too small bt she had to face that grief of her parents death…. she is finding a father figure in you bt u are not giving it to her… u know how many times she has waited for you in parents teachers meeting bt u never appeared… u know how much taunts she has to hear from other students bt u never cared… bas giving food n shelter is not enough sanskar…. why u cant give any love or effection to her even if she deserves it… why not…
Sanskar just looked down with guilt… He has no answer…. He was so much involved in his life that he never turned to his family…. they had to fight all things alone….
Sanskar : I…. feel…. adarsh bhai’s presence when Panchi is near so even I keep distance….
Swara : bt sanskar bt what fault is of her in it…. she needs love n care…. she needs you…. plz don’t make some much difference that one day she will start hating u….
He was just holding back his tears so that he doesn’t breakdown infront of her…. m started to see outside the window….
Then again he felt her hand in his… .. bt he didn’t turn bcoz he know if he do so he will breakdown badly….
Swara : ( soft voice ) I trust you sanskar…. u will make everything well…. u were not knowing the facts so I took the initiative to inform you… I didn’t mean to hurt you ok… bt I also know kavita place a big role in troubles of your life… I m nt talking in jealousy or something like that… bt please for ur family erase her… she is not good for you n specially for your family…. We just want your time n attention sanskar bcoz we all love you…. n I will always support u with whatever decision you take….
Her words were ringing like a bell on his mind…..
After that whole journey Was only occupied by silence….
When reached home Panchi n DP had slept already… Sanskar mentally thanked god for it… as he was not prepared to face them after what happened in car….
He was feeling guilty…. even guilty was an understatement… He was feeling miserable….
He laid on bed bt his mind was only thinking abt swara’s word…. After coming he didn’t exchanged a word with her…. nor did she did so…
Soon his thinking stopped as sleep engulfed him in his lap….
So here’s the end of most exciting day of sanskar’s life… morning prank…. breakfast. …. making stories…. shopping…. making swara speak to him…. modern swara… sandhir meet…. kavita revelation…. missing swara….n now his families sorrow… so much in one day… uff. …
Next : frnds meet… Sanskar singing for swara…. swasan frst kiss… Sanskar’s harsh behaviour….
Hope u enjoyed it… ab tak ka sabse bada ep… actually I mixed two ep…
Thnx for appreciating for my previous ep guys… missed me I guess… n plz comment that motivates me a lot… n silent reader also comment….