Hii guys… sujata is back with ep 11… I can’t believe I completed till ep 10… plz keep reading n enjoying Dr… n commenting to motivate me…
Ep starts :
Swara : ( whispers ) KAVITA
Sanskar is looking at her like a lion to his prey… Keeping eye on her each movement to find a response…. her silence is killing him with thousand daggers… people say silence speaks a lot bt he was here clueless of the silence… He was a person now standing on a abandoned road with fog present every where waiting for a light to come so that he can see the path ahead… swara is the light for him.. bt her silence is the fog which is nt letting him move ahead… He just wanna now Hug her and wanna answer her thousands of questions which he expects her to ask… bt she is nt asking even a single one.. dat is giving a ache on his heart…. He has lost everything till now… He is clear to the fact that he was nt suppose to get attached to swara bt he couldn’t resist himself from nt getting attracted to her… yup he is attracted to her…. bt it’s wrong it’s sin for him… bt it’s nt the time to think all this…. presently the thing which is most important is SWARA…. can he call her HIS SWARA. .. no he can’t. .. no .. that’s it… its the reality… u cant avoid it even though u want to…
He knew swara is nt there for him to be forever bt now he is nt ready not ready atall for it… not ready for separation…… may be never he will be ready for it…bt atleast not now.. ..now he cant bear it any more…
Sanskar : ( choked voice ) Swara I… I… can explain…
Swara looked at him direct to his eyes…like reading his soul… trying to find every key to the door of questions she what’s…. connecting everything lyk 2+2=4…
He was here nt able to read her expressions they were unreadable… they were … something. .. something he can’t explain… bt her eyes… its the thing that is the mirror of her life… that contains lots of pain… immense pain… He had a thought may be the pain is given by himm… He always gives pain to the person he would never lyk to give he thought. …. n its nt new for him…
Suddenly swara left his eyes n turned n started to walk…
It was lyk a thunder lightning to sanskar… He was nt able to move a inch… lyk floors have plastered him with themselves… his thoughts were lyk he lost her… He again lost someone precious… again… again… how many times god will do this to him… He had stopped making contact with anyone… even distant himself from his own family to nt face it… to nt face the loss of any dear one… thn again god send this girl to him… just day before yesterday… to give medicine to his wounds… n how merciless god is…. she nt even finished doing the cure… He is again snatching her…
He was in his inner turmoil… bt he came out of it.. bt the sweetest voice he always wanted to hear… that was the cure of his every problm. ..n he looked at the source of it…
SWARA she was standing a distance away..n looking at him.. He was nt able to catch what was going on…. He had lost his mind completely…
Swara : what are you doing there. .. let’s come wanna complete the shopping…
He was confused what is going on in his life… It was his life n he was clueless… Some times simplest thing can be found to be most complicated… she just ignored kavita lyk it kavita doesn’t exist…. It was lyk total happiness for him.. bt he ws also confused lyk how can she. … she think herself to be my wife. . Thn how can she take it too light… It can’t be. .. ya it is happening…
These thoughts were killing him internally…
He had to ask to her… bcoz he is damn sure she heard it… thn how can she ignore it… If he will nt ask thn these questions will kill him….
He ran towards swara to match her pace…she look normal lyk nothing happened.. He was happy bt his mind was nt.. He felt as if he is nt important to her… is loosing him as easy for her??.. she said she loves me.. thn is it easy to loose love ones? Is it easy for her to hear her love loved someone else.? Is she really in love with me??.. or its just bcoz of the memory loss… as she thinks I am her husband? ?..
He wanted to ask these questions… bt can’t… He can never ask these. .. as If any of the question will reach her thn truth will also reach her… n that will nt at all good for her health…
Sanskar : mm..mm… swara… wo… I can …can… explain… that.. kavita..n .. mmm.. I past… u know. ..
Swara : I know sanskar…
Sanskar : ( stunned ) u know. .? …
Swara : hmm.. as sanyu said. .. I can understand she is ur past…
Sanskar : ( sighed ) listen… hmm..mm.. Thanks. ..
Swara : no need sanskar… I can understand every body has a past… may b I too had one… bt I dont remember it…
Sanskar felt a stone on his heart… whn Swara said she too might have a past… yes… she might have one… n bcoz of this blo*dy memory loss she doesn’t remembers it… bt whn she will remember it thn.?
Thn? This is the question that by thinking only his body stiffens n he gets shiver on his spine… He doesn’t want to face that thn ….
What ever he feels for swara… is something spcl. .. something unique… that can’t b explained… that beyond the world… yup in these few days.. she had created a special place for her self in his heart…. n now he can’t deny he is attracted towards her… ya may b lov… no no.. He can’t love. .. just he can’t. ..
Swara : n this also gave me answers to my many questions. …
Sanskar : ( shocked ) bt u didn’t ask any…n I didn’t answer any… n what typ of questions…
She was walking bt halts n look at sanskar… lyk she knows everything abt him… n unknowingly he starts to avoid her gaze or eye contact. ..
Swara : sanskar u know silence speaks a lot….
Khamoshiyan aawaaz hain
Tum sun’ne to aao kabhi
Chhukar tumhe khill jaayengi
Ghar inko bulaao kabhi
Beqarar hain baat karne ko
Kehne do inko zaraa..
Khamoshiyan.. teri meri khamoshiyan
Khamoshiyan.. lipti hui khamoshiyan
Kya uss gali mein kabhi tera jaana hua
Jahaan se zamaane ko guzre zamaana hua
Mera samay toh wahin pe hai thehra hua
Bataaun tumhe kya mere sath kya kya hua
Khamoshiyan ek saaz hai
Tum dhun koi laao zaraa
Khamoshiyan alfaaz hain
Kabhi aa gunguna le zara
Beqarar hain baat karne ko
Kehne do inko zaraa.. haa..
Khamoshiyan.. teri meri khamoshiyan
Khamoshiyan.. lipti hui khamoshiyan
Nadiya ka paani bhi khamosh behta yahaan
Khili chandani mein chhipi lakh khamoshiyan
Baarish ki boondon ki hoti kahaan hai zubaan
Sulagte dilon mein hai khamosh uthta dhuaan
Khamoshiyan aakaash hai
Tum udne toh aao zara
Khamoshiyan ehsaas hai
Tumhe mehsoos hoti hai kya
Beqarar hain baat karne ko
Kehne do inko zara.. haa..
Khamoshiyan.. teri meri khamoshiyan
Khamoshiyan.. lipti hui khamoshiyan
They were staring at each other… lyk never ending.. till eternity …. they didn’t move a inch… n watched each other like capturing each others face forever in there heart…
BT they came into the real world whn a child dashed with both of thm… He said sorry n ran away… leaving an awkward silence between both of thm… Both started to stare here n there… bt atlast sanskar spoke up…..
Sanskar : I can’t read silence… u know…
Swara : no one can… u can only feel it…. n u know ur face is soo readable…
Sanskar : ( cutting off ) just lyk ur eyes… (swara started to avoid eye contact ) I can see immense pain in thm.. does that is because of me… (said intensely )
(Pause)
Swara : do you still love her? ?..
Sanskar : huh? ?..( shocked. .. This was nt at all he expected..)
Swara : do u still love kavita (hopefully looking at himm)
Again silence engulfed both thm… they just staring at each other.. With thousands of questions in there mind…
Sanskar was in a gr8 dilemma… what to say or what nt to say… can he share with her.. mind was saying no.. u can loose her. .. bt heart Was saying yes.. u can.. u have to loose her one day or the other.. bt may b she can cure ur soul wounds…
BT the biggest questions was what to answer her… do I love kavita till now..??.. its true I am nt able to move on from her…. bt after swara’s arrival I just forgot only that kavita was once in my life. … bt do I love her till now? ?.. my mind gave the answer… I took a deep breath…
Sanskar : no.. I don’t love her now… bt I am nt able to forget her till now. .. Until. . Until. .. u came in my life…
Swara : ( sighed ) thm…do you love me…??..
This was something sanskar even didn’t know. .. did he love her… He don’t know. ..bt what to say her. ..as now he is seeing immense love for him in her eyes as this love is nt 2 days old bt years old… lyk she had loved him for years…
Sanskar : I. .. I. .. told you earlier…na. … mm..
Swara : sanskar ur face always deceives u… u cant keep a mask on u lyk other business man u know… I have seen love for me in ur talks…. In ur care… In ur actions… even in ur eyes… bt what u said at morning was nt touching ur eyes.. I want truth sanskar….plzz…
It was high tym for sanskar. … He can’t tell the truth abt marriage… as it’s about her health bt he can atleast tell her about his feelings. .. as she should feel betrayal at anytime… as he will nt be able to bear it…He sighed n avoid eye contact…
Sanskar : truely speaking… I don’t know…. I can’t say that I m in love with you… bt indeed I am attracted towards u….. I m sorry..
Swara : ( smiled weakly ) don’t b sorry for nt loving me sanskar…. love can’t be forced n my love is enough for we both…
As she said it. .. He just looked at her shockingly… He can’t take it anymore he just wanted to divert the topic… It was getting hell serious… n he is nt ready for it…
Sanskar : ( smiled ) no body can say by ur childish activities that u can b so serious…. n will talk so deep..
Swara : ( laughed ) u didn’t heard the proverb or what hubby.. don’t judge a book with its cover… Every time it’s nt the same what looks… n thnx for saying truth.. (smiled ) n the questions u were asking ws that.. I was thinking why u rejected me.. means earlier… now I got the answer…
Sanskar was sooooo relieved that it didn’t took a negative turn n everything is being negative again… He could have never thought the trip we have started with so jolly n funny starting can b this serious… n swara who he always considered as a kid… has so much deep thinking…. n maturity to handle things. .. even much better than himm…. or any other normal girl…
Sanskar : Acha ab chalo…. We have to do the rest shopping… as I can’t afford one more leave… that will nt match my image….
Swara : ( laughed ) u r the boss sanskar. .
Sanskar : so what. .. boss too has to maintain his image….
Swara : waise I have to take revenge
Sanskar : now what I did…
Swara : u ignored me fully… whn u found ur frnds…
Sanskar : sorry yâar. .. actually after 2 years. ..
Swara : I can understand… bt revenge toh banata h…
Sanskar : ok.. jo hukum aapka…(bowed )
Swara : ok.. (laughed ) Mr. Gentleman… buy me the costliest dress of the showroom…
Sanskar : that’s easy one…
Swara : nt soo easy.. nt costliest by its price…. leave it.. u will understand…
Sanskar nodded his head confusingly..
They moved to a traditional boutique hand in hand…as if nothing happened…
They did lots of shopping… n swara bought many suites. .. Sanskar wanted to tell her. . That baba wouldn’t mind but he got office calls…. n till he returned… its was too late… so he avoided the topic…
Sanskar had many bags on his hands.. as if he was barely able to walk properly…. swara offered a helping hand. .. bt male ego what can she do.. atlast they were in ground floor n sanskar had doubt that he will be able to take thm all till parking… n now he can’t even ask swara’s help as he earlier rejected. ..n bags were really heavy to b carried bt her… so best option he found was to take it turn by turn…
Sanskar : u told costliest. .. bt u bought all simple n average priced dress…
Swara : I know…. bcoz they were nt that worth it…. n money it nt everything…
*Sanskar remember kavita saying she was with him for money… n a unknown smiles comes to his face seeing swara*
◇ I didn’t write that scene bcoz I will write it whn sanskar’s past with kavita will be shown… that how she ditched him ◇
Swara : the first dress u saw was the costliest for me.. bcoz it was ur choice…
Sanskar smiled n tears were brimming on his eyes bt he controlled. …
Sanskar : swara u wait here… With half baggage as we can’t take all at one go… so I will keep half in the car n thn will come to take the rest half… ok? ..
Swara : bt sanskar I can also take na..
Sanskar : no u will nt.. they are really heavy…. u will nt b able to handle it..
Swara : ( fake anger n overwhelmed by his care clearly seen on her face ) it’s my hand nt some delicate petal of flower that it will break if I carry thm…
Sanskar : ( winked ) it’s is even more delicate than petal for me…
Swara : ( blushingly ) u r so cheesy…
Sanskar : ( smiled ) sangat ka asar…
Swara : hawww… kuch b…
Sanskar : Acha now… be here only don’t move from here ok…
Swara : ( hold sanskar’s hand ) don’t leave plz….. I m scared…
Sanskar : swara it’s a mall people will nt eat u ok.. ( He said this even if he ws feeling uneasy leaving her )
Sanskar : n dont move from here (swara nodded innocently n sanskar smiled )
Thn he turned away To go to parking for keeping the baggage…. He turned to look at swara… n he found her little scared … He was nt feeling good to leave her….bt he thought he is being over protective…n he left…
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He hurriedly came n keep the baggages on the back side of the car.. as he wanted to reach to swara as soon as possible he was feeling uneasy…
Whn locked the car n was going to return… his phn rang… displays – ACP RISHAV SINGH
He stood at that place just seeing the caller… He was nt able to move… He thought why is the day so dull today for him… now only he came out of a serious discussion… n now again..
Actually rishav singh is a school friend of sanskar. .. Sanskar discussed about swara’s case with him. .. as he can’t lodge a complain.. If he does so police will come to take her statement n that will nt be good for her…
Thn he closed his eyes making himself ready for the bad news… lyk rishav could have found abt swara’s family.. or about those goons…
BT until he could receive it… The call ended…
He again called him..
S : hello rishav….u called any progress…
R : no yâar sanky.. no progress ( hearing it a relief passed on his body..)
S : bt now what can we do…
R : nthing can b done until she gets her memory back..
S : n If never comes back thn.. ( He smiled )
R : thn u will have to keep her at ur house forever…hahaha… ( now sanky was lyk jumping in happiness bt didn’t showed )
S : may it be true ( murmurs )
R : u said anything…
S : huh… no.. bt what can we do..
R : Arre marry her… she thinks u as her husband only.. Just make it official…
S : shut up rishav..
R : Arre …. giving a good suggestion… isn’t she hot or not…
S: shut up rishav.. One more word I will surely kill u…
R : Arre baap re… so much Gussa.. n dhamki to police… hahah…. n that too for a girl. ..n given by women hater seems interesting… do you lyk her..?..
S : rishav bas.. bht ho gaya… say any lead of her or her family…
R : no yâar. .. u just told it was omni van white colour in ABC road… There are millions of omni vans yâar. .. u didn’t have its number even….
S : yâar it was dark couldn’t get it… n family. .?
R : no yâar. .. u r nt allowing even to add a photo on newspaper then what can I do…
S : yâar if that will be done thn.. those goons can find her n can harm her n even my family…
R : we will give security na…
S : no I can’t take the risk.. sorry. ..
R : let’s c thn.. what happens ok…will c u later…
S : hmm.. bye yâar. ..
R: bye..
Convo ended… Sanskar looked at the phone n said : sorry rishav… I don’t want that she find her family so soon.. so I am nt allowing by giving excuse of my family… I know I am being selfish… bt I am selfish… I don’t wanna let her to go.. atleast not till her memory comes back…
He thn stopped his thoughts as swara came into mind…. He ran to reach to her as soon as possible….. don’t know bt he was feeling uneasy… as if she is going away from her….
He ran n reached ground floor… only to find where he left swara was empty… his heart dropped to his stomach as he was nt able to see her… an unknown fear came into his mind….
Sanskar : ( murmurs ) If those goons found her. …
His heart beat stopped for a min… only bt thinking this…
Screen freezes at sanskar’s horrified face…
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How was the ep guys? ??. Hope u lyked it. .?
How was the intense scene… hopefully it was intense. ?
How was serious swara? ..
Is sanskar started to fall for swara? ?.
Will sanskar share abt kavita to swara…?.
Where swara has gone? ..
Is she left himm? Or she got something about her past? ?..
Or those goons really found her? ….
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Many questions ri8 guys.. bt keep patience my sweetos ?. …
Swasan new love story coming again. . BT news also says swara will nt live with dida or shomi bt a new entry called EHSAAS… let’s see what happens…
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