Do read it guys!! First of all big sorry for delaying this ff hell long…. I know u guys must be waiting to read it….. Sorryyyyy! Actually it took me some time to think further in this story and then typing also took great of time of mine aur upar se agar exams ho toh mashalla!!?? par koi nhi abhi ke liye I am back… Do read from now because I am gonna make u little cry so! Biggg thanks for all the likes and comments u all left on the last chappy! Hell excited for this…. Do leave your comments and likes…. Really wish to read each of your reviews…. Suggestions are most welcomed because abhi dimag thoda Kam Chal raha Hai so madat please ?????…. Okkk enough of bakbak…
Link for last chapter!
https://www.tellyupdates.com/sso-met-anika-ff-shyra-chapter-20/
Quick recap
Anika get to know about her disease, she decides to tell shivay about it, here shivay plans to confess something to her… Before confessing his love he tells anika about his past happenings and his family…. Flashback…. Lovely family of shivay… Ragini’s entry… Omkara to deny to Marry Ragini…. She falls for shivay at first sight…. But shivay showed no interest…. Tej threw a party to welcome Ragini….she tries to attract shivay but fails…later shivay goes to check her on tej’s saying …. Now next
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Party started and Ragini went to shivay but he just said a Hii to her and left…. She got angry that he wasn’t even looking at her properly. Media had also arrived, tej wanted to Ragini to talk to them but she wasn’t there….. He asked shivay to get her so he went behind her…. he knocked the door and entered the room, it was dark everywhere…. Suddenly the whole room got lighten up and another second shivay saw Ragini on her knees holding a ring in her hand…., ” I love you shivay!!” she confessed with a broad smile on her face…., ” I know you must be thinking how and when? But don’t worry all these feelings are real. I was going to marry om but in real I had fell for you at first sight… I can’t tell you how much happy I get to know that om and I are not going to get engaged…. Trust me it’s a signal from God that we r made for each other… Now just marry me and let us be the bestest couple!! ” she kept her proposal in front of him….,” no!!….. I mean Ragini….That’s not possible… See I don’t want to hurt you but it’s not possible, I can’t be with you… ” he said while taking pauses, her smile fell from her face….,” Ragini I don’t know what made you think all these things but believe me I never thought of all this….. Please don’t be upset…. ” he said with a fear of breaking her heart….,” hey don’t say that shivay…. See I know u need time to know me and I have no problem with it… I promise we will spend some time with each other and whenever u will feel like we will tell about relationship to our family…. ” she said calmly. Shivay nodded his head horizontally and moved back…,” ragini it’s nothing like that…. I really don’t want to get into relationship… Please try to understand… U are a nic girl u will get someone else but not me… ” he said and turned to go. She caught his hand and stopped him….,” arr baba I am saying na koi jaldi nhi Hai just take your time and then we’ll decide about marriage and all…. Ok ” she said. Shivay felt like not able toh make her understand his point of view…,” why are you not understanding Ragini? I don’t want to have any relationship with you…. Nothing…. Because I don’t feel anything for you…. Did you understand? Now please excuse me… ” he shouted and left.
Ragini’s pov
What does that mean?…. U said u don’t feel anything but what about me…. I want you and I will get you… That’s it!! Whether u agree or not u will become mine and just mine…. Ragini said with anger and adamancy to get shivay.
Shivay came out and stood alone when someone patted his back…, ” hey shivay how r you baby?” a girl spoke and hugged him. Shivay smiled and hugged her back…, ” I am fine Tia and how are u? And what about Robin? How is he doing?” he asked…., ” he is totally alright! And me too but it seems like my friend is kinda upset. Shivay just gave a smile and denied to her…,” it’s nothing like that Tia… ”
Ragini entered the party again and started searching for shivay when she saw shitia talking and she started walking towards her.
” Aww…. So u won’t share with it with your best friend? That’s not fair shivay baby!” Tia said and kept her hand on shivay’s shoulder. Later she started cracking some jokes to cheer up shivay and they both indulged in their collegetime memories convos. Meanwhile Ragini stopped seeing them sharing smiles and hifis. Their bonding didn’t go well with her. Anger was continuously raising in her eyes and she asked for drink from waiter…., ” how dare him? Abhi toh keh raha tha mujhse relationship nhi Kar Sakta aur yaha iss ladki ke saath Kya Kar raha hai?…. Ohhhh so he rejected Ragini Khanna for this girl…. Okkkk now I understood why he didn’t get attracted towards me… U didn’t do it right shivay… U didn’t…. ” she spoke and broke the glass in her hands.
Later Ragini called rudra to call Tia on terrace. Rudra went to Tia….,” Hii lady baba! Makdi is calling u…. ” he said….,” Makdi?? Rudy who is that? ” Tia asked confusingly…..,” Ohhh sorry I mean Ragini… Ussi ke liye toh yeh party di Hai Papa ne… She is the one who has come back from US!! ” rudra said…,” Ohhh but why is she calling me I mean I don’t know her that much… ” Tia said with a smile. Rudra raised is shoulders signing that he doesn’t have any idea….,” Okkkk let me ask her… By the way where is she? ” Tia asked….,” Terrace! ” rudra said. Tia nodded and went to the terrace.
Later shivay felt some strange feeling and he looked around and found Ragini nowhere. He remembered her proposal…,” where is she? I wish she got my point. ” he sighed with a tensed face….,” shivay have u seen rudra? I had asked him to send me the some details but he is no where…. ” Janvi came and asked shivay….,” rudra? No I don’t have any idea about him… Kahi party enjoy Kar raha hoga… ” he said….,” can u please get him to me… It’s something urgent to talk to him…” Janvi requested and shivay nodded with a smile. He went to search rudra but didn’t find him anywhere. Soon he had searched him for every where when a waiter told him that he had seen him going towards terrace and shivay followed to the terrace.
The party was going on when Ragini came running to the party. She was breathing heavily, everyone got shocked seeing her like this…., ” tej uncle… Janvi aunty… Aap Sab jaldi chaliye…. Wohhhh…. Wohhhh terrace par…. Please… Jaldiiii chaliye…” she said and pretended to be hell scared. They all ran to the terrace and got shocked seeing the scenario, even Ragini was he’ll shocked after what she saw…., ” shivayyyy….. Yeh tune Kya kiya?” pinky spoke and fainted….., ” pinky get up… Shivay what you did?” Janvi said while holding pinky.
Flashback paused
Shivay stopped speaking when anika carresed his shoulder…, “shivay what happened? What had happened at the terrace? Please boliye na…. Please…..” she insisted him to speak when shivay closed his eyes and tears fell on ground…., ” i killed Tia….. Maine Tia ko maar daala…. I had killed my best friend” he said and burst out crying…., ” I killed her anika…. I killed my best friend….” he was crying senselessly and tears were flowing from Anika’s eyes seeing him…., ” what are you saying shivay? Wait a min… Please stop crying…. Please and tell me what had happened? I am sure u can’t kill anyone shivay…. U can’t….” she wasn’t ready to believe what he said just now and insisted him to speak the truth….., ” Sach Yehi hai… Maine hi Maara hai Tia ko and because of this my all family left me…. None of them want to see a murderer’s face…. They hate me… They just hate me…” he said crying vigorously. Anika didn’t say anything seeing him like this and embraced him in her arms….,” I don’t know why are you saying this…. But I know there is something else…. ” she spoke…..,” Billu Kab tak chupayega uss baat ko puttar? ” dadi came with tearful eyes. Shivay saw her and ran to her…..,” dadi please u won’t speak anything. Anika got up and came to him…., ” please swear on me that u won’t say anything to anika and not only anika… U won’t say this to anyone….” he kept her hand on his head. Dadi felt Helpless and looked down…., ” and anika ( shivay turned towards her) I don’t know what will be your decision… The thing is I didn’t want to hide anything related to my past and specially from U so I have confessed everything…. Sorry I can’t tell u anything more so now as much as I have told u, on the basis of that u have to decide whether u will accept this murderer or not… That’s why I didn’t confess before and now u know everything about me so the decision will be yours and fully yours” he said while wiping off his tears. Anika didn’t say anything and looked into his eyes and remembered about his health issues….
Anika’s pov
No anika…. U can’t tell him anything about your health, he is already alone and after what all happened with him he won’t be able to take this…. I won’t reveal anything to him… Atleast for now I have to hide my problem…. I have become his strength not his weakness….
Seeing anika not replying to him, shivay thought her answer negative for him…., ” it’s ok anika if u have any problem with my past, then u don’t have to take any decision…. I know tum bahut achi ho but I don’t want u to take any decision out of sympathy…. It’s totally alright, only I had told u to choose happiness so if it’s no from your side… I have no worries… Just be happy!! that’s why I didn’t say what actually had to be said…. ( he smiled)… Hmm at last i would say u are a true friend anika… Thank u for coming in my life… Thanks!! ” he said with eyes full of sadness and face faking a satisfying smile.
Even now anika didn’t speak anything to him and was looking at shivay….,” anika puttar mera Billu…. ” dadi was about to speak something when shivay stopped her….,” it’s late now… Dadi I think u should take some rest and anika i also go and take rest…. ” he said and took dadi to her room.
Anika started walking and reached outside oberoi mansion, Malika was waiting for her outside and as soon as she saw anika walking out she ran to him….,” anika… Thank God u came… Okkkk did you tell him? What did he say anika?…. Is he alright?… ” she asked while clutching her shoulders. Anika was not in her senses and keep standing like statue….,” hey ani… I am asking u something…. Will say what he said? I know he loves u a lot…. He must be broken right? ” she again asked with a thin layer of water in her eyes…..,” why are you quite ani? Arr Kuch toh bolo Kya kaha shivay ne? Ani tumne usse Bataya? ” Malika tried her level best to ask her but she wasn’t ready to speak anything when malika felt angry on her…,” Okkk so u won’t tell me right? I will ask him only…. Then u will be OK right? ” Malika said and started walking inside….,” Malikaa…. ” finally anika spoke her name. She stopped And came back to her…., ” hmm….. Ani bolo…. See Sab Thik ho jayega aur shivay haina tumhare saath… Main bhi toh hoon…” she said and hugged her…., ” Malika please go back home!” anika said…., ” what? No I am not going anywhere?” she denied…., ” if u wanna keep this friendship with me just go otherwise I won’t talk to u lifetime” anika said without looking at her. Malika got shocked to see her such behavior…, ” hmm… Emotional blackmail… Thik hai I have never denied u and today also I won’t do so but I promise this is the last time anika… Last time” Malika said and went crying from there. Anika didn’t go back inside and begin walking.
Here shivay was broken down in dadi’s lap…., ” puttar mera man nhi maan raha hai tu ek baar phir usse baat Kar Billu…. Usse bata De na sachaii….” dadi said….., ” no dadi! When my own family didn’t even once denied to what they saw then how could I expect from anika…. U know what dadi for even now I feel that she trusts me but when she didn’t say anything, I got sacred that what if she said no… I can lose my love but not my friendship ! And on the top of it it was my mistake that I forgot everything about my past and just fell for her but I don’t know what happened to me? After remembering everything I felt like she shouldn’t spend her with a criminal…. ” he said and wiped off his tears….,” yeh tu baar baar kyun bolta Hai… Tune Kuch nhi kiya aur main… ” again shivay stopped her from speaking further. Now shivay held her hands and remained like that….
Here anika reached on road and kept walking aimlessly…. Tears were continually spilling out of her eyes…her all mind was thinking about shivay….
Anika’s pov
Why me? Whyyyyy it’s always me? First I couldn’t say him anything for such a long time…… I kept myself away from him following what maa said…. Agreed to marry veer…. Maa insulted him…. Never believed that even he can fall me though he…. Decided to end my life but he saved me…. Finally we two started getting close to each other but see now where I am…. I don’t know how much time do I have? I didn’t know that I was suffering from this disease aur pata bhi Kab chala Kab Sab Thik ho chuka tha… When we were about to get close to each other…. And the destiny again played its dirty game…. Within few seconds it snatched everything from me and now when I decided to tell him about all this…I came to know about harsh experiences…… He misses his family…. He is hiding something from this world…. He has so many problems in his own life and I was about to put mine also on him…. She sat crying on the road….
She kept on cursing her destiny for her situation meanwhile breaking down on the middle of the road…. Her tears were not ready to stop…. Song played…
Mainu ishq tera lae dooba
Haan ishq tera lae dooba (x2)
Aisa kyun hota hai
Tere jaane ke baad
Lagta hai haathon mein
Reh gaye tere haath
Tu shaamil hai mere
Hansne mein, rone mein
Hai kya koyi kami
Mere paagal hone mein
Mainu ishq tera le dooba
Haan ishq tera le dooba (x2)
Har dafa wahi
Jaadu hota hai tu jo mile
Ho… sab sanwar jaata hai
Yaara andar mere…
Ik lamhe mein kitni
Yaadein ban jaati hain
Main itna hansti hoon
Aankhen bhar aati hai
Mainu ishq tera le dooba
Haan ishq tera le dooba (x2)
Fursatein kahaan
Aankhon ko hai meri aaj kal
Ho… dekhne mein tujhe
Saara din jaaye nikal
Aur phir aahista se
Jab chhu ke tu nikle
Teri aanch mein dil mera
Dheeme dheeme pighle
Mainu ishq tera lae dooba
Haan ishq tera lae dooba (x2)
To be continued….
Precap : someone’s entry….. Shivay hell angry???…. A beautiful and emotional proposal for shivay…. ???????Next epi will be full of turning points and twist so do read….
Will post tomorrow if got more number of comments!! ? ?
Other two ffs are on hold….. Sorry for that!