Hii friends! A very happy new year to all the readers….. This is Shyra back with another chappy of this ff….. So guys will be posting the other ffs soon!! Really sorry for the delay… Thank alot for all the likes and comments…. Please comment more guys because the next depends on the number of comments ??
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Shivay’s pov
Thank God!! I was thinking anika will feel bad to what I did but it’s alright…. I don’t think….
But before our sso could think more something happened which shook him the core, oh my maata he didn’t expect this to happen…….. ” billuuu, kaha Hai puttar!!” and dadi is back guys!! Shivay stood still in shock listening her voice…
Anika: Billu?? who is there? Shivay shayad koi aaya Hai….
But before she could go out to check shivay pulled her and she landed on her chest.
Shivay : kaun Billu? Koi nhi hai waha anika… He spoke to divert her attention.
Shivay’s pov
Oh God!! How can you be so heartless I mean can’t you see me happy and calm for a while, you know what you r jealous that I got anika but this doesn’t mean you will send dadi in between all this…. You know na what she will do? She will tell her that I m Billu…. What will she think that I m Billu… No… Never… and on the top of it if she said something to anika about marriage and all…..
Anika: shivay my hand…. She got his attention back to her, he was holding her hand tightly.
Shivay : sorry anika…
Anika: sorry but woh Kis liye? She widened her eyes. But before he could ask anything he took her to bathroom and locked it from inside…..
Anika: shivay aap Kya Kar rahe hai?? And bahar koi awaaz de raha hai. Now shivay had no option so he covered her mouth with his hand and made her stand straight against the door.
Shivay : anika please don’t ask me anything now, I will tell u but please wait for a while….
Dadi enters his room.
Dadi: billu….. Dekh teri dadi tujhe surprise dene ke liye wapas aa gayi….puttar kaha Hai…
Anika was trying to speak but couldn’t due to Shivay’s hand on her mouth.
Dadi : kaha gaya yeh?? Bahr dekhti hoon…. And she leaves. Shivay heard the footsteps and sighs in relief.
Shivay : haash!! Dadi chali gayi..! Here anika was shocked due to their closeness, his hand was on her mouth, his hands had a tight grip on her waist and being relieved from dadi’s exist…. Shivay had kept her head on Anika’s shoulder due to which she was able to feel his breathe. He raised his face and found anika looking at him, their face were very close to each other. He slowly removed her hand from her mouth. They both felt a strong connection between them which didn’t allow them to part away. Now anika broke the silence….
Anika: why did you said all that shivay?? She asked looking into his eyes.
Shivay : what?
Anika: just now you said something outside when you helped me…. He reminded the scene before dadi’s entry, how he got close to her and spoke those beautiful words to her while helping her to zip her suit…. He looked into her eyes and couldn’t control his tongue!!
Shivay : because I wanted to tell you all that anika!!
She looked on…..
Anika : par kyun?
Shivay: actually it was just I wanted to help you and nothing. He quickly said all that and turned his face.
Anika’s hope to listen what she expected him to feel faded and she smiled in disappointment.
Shivay’s pov
What the hell? Why I wasn’t able to tell her the real reason for saying all that…. I should have told her that I love her, I think before it gets too late I should tell all this to her and then if she said yes, I will take her to dadi also… Ohh no yeh idea mujhe Pehle kyun nhi aaya? Yes it’s the right time….
Shivay decided and turned to confess his feelings to her. But as soon as he looked at her his friendship came into his mind and he stopped….
Shivay’s pov
No… What if she got hurt? Our friendship will get ruined because of all this…. I can’t afford to loose her once again but love will take our feelings for each other to next level only so why I m thinking so much? I wish she feel something for me…..
Shivay’s confusion wasn’t letting him to confess anything.
Anika: shivay…. She called him. He looked at her and really wanted to tell her.
Shivay : hmm… Haan bolo!
Anika: i want to tell you something…. She took a pause….I wish I could get someone like you as my life partner( She spoke and waited for him to react. As soon as her words got into his mind his eyes stopped at her face, he couldn’t believe to what he heard) …. I know you must be thinking that what am I saying but shivay seriously you are just perfect!! She said and smiled. He had no expression due to such big confession from her side ( she continued) I really wish my mom had selected you for me, I know it sounds really stupid but you made me speak all this…. She laughed at herself…. You don’t shivay that how much lucky will be the girl whom you will love…. The person who can do so much for a girl who is just his friend, God knows how his love will be… Her eyes got wet, she looked down and smiled.
Shivay : anika….
Anika: shivay please let me say it…. Aap Soch rahe honge ki main yeh sab Kya keh rahi hoon….. Main bas aapko thank you bolna chahti hoon…. Thank you shivay!! Thanks for always being there for me… And one more thing I don’t know about anyone else but you will be the most important person of my life…. Till the end shivay!! Till the end…
He never thought that she wanted a life partner like him, now he didn’t need to think or get scared because she also liked him…. He got very happy listening to her.
Shivay’s pov
She wants someone like me…. It means she won’t leave me if I will tell her that she is the only girl whom I loved and will love!! Anika you don’t know you took my all confusions away by saying all this!…. Thank u!
Here Shivay’s happiness had no boundaries but there was something more special to come for him. He was lost in happiness of having a hope of Anika and his future together when she hugged him. He got more surprised, he always saw anika to be a reserved girl but today she was something else. He took her in his embrace and smiled. Though they had shared their first hug but every time the situation wasn’t good but today everything was fine!
Shivay : anika even i want to tell you that I lo….
He was about to say it when anika placed a soft kiss on his neck. This made shivay loose his all control.
Shivay : anika… He spoke in his husky voice.
She slowly came out of his arms and had closed her eyes. He slowly went close to her and kissed her forehead. A sweet smile adorned her lips. Finally anika forget her fears and let her feelings for shivay overpower her mind…. Though she didn’t confess exactly what she needed to but it was a beautiful beginning of her life where she had learned to accept her feelings. Shivay always wanted to confess but never got the chance and whenever got….. Some or the other tragedy came between both of them. Today again he was about to confess when his friendship came in between but this time miracle happened and anika told him about his special place in her heart. He could have also confessed but he chose to feel the presence of anika and their unconfessed love, that is what love is!! It can lead you to the worst just to take you to your Mr. Right or Ms. Right!!
Anika realized their her position , she blushed and as now shivay also come to know to that she had some feelings for him…. He smiled looking her blushing.
Shivay : I wish I could also have a life partner like you anika! He also said his wish to her which made her surprise. You know what! I don’t know about myself but if I talk about perfection then it’s you…. Anika smiled looking at him. I think the person whom you will love…. He won’t need to ask anything else for himself from God because u will be a greatest happiness for him!! he won’t need any reason to be happy…..
Anika: hmm…. Don’t say this much shivay otherwise I will think something which is not possible…. She said.
Shivay : but what if I want u to think that only?? He raised his eyebrows. She couldn’t take it anymore as now her each feeling was unstoppable to outshine itself. Though now she started accepting her feelings but she needed more time to confess and Shivay’s proximity was making her weak.
Anika: I think ab Hume bahar jaana chahiye…. She started leaving as it was really difficult to face him after their moments and his talks. Shivay was smiling or should I say he got something really unexpected…. They both came out of the room. Anika was thinking about shivay and was blushing.
Shivay’s pov
Now I need to talk to dadi first…. Only then I will take anika to her….
Shivay : anika just eat something and I will be back in sometime. She nodded.
He went to dadi’s room and entered….
Dadi : Hayeee mera Bacha! Kaha tha tu…. Maine tujhe Kitna dhundha…. Apne kamre bhi nhi tha….
Shivay hugged her as he as very happy.
Shivay : I just love you dadi!! You gave me the best surprise…. If you wouldn’t have advised me I wouldn’t have got her back…. Thank you dadi! And you know what dadi are even she has some feelings for me! I can’t tell you I m so happy!!
Dadi got very happy looking at shivay….
Dadi: khush reh Hamesha, ab mere Billu ko woh saari khushiyan milegi Jo usse Hamesha se Milni thi…. Main tere liye bahut khush hoon mera Bacha…. Par woh hai kaun?
Shivay : actually dadi she is here only but I wanted to tell you something…. Dadi till now I haven’t confessed that I love her so please abhi usse Kuch mat bataiyega, main usse khud batauga but thoda special tareeke se… He said happily to her.
Dadi : Chal Thik hai par ab usse Milwa to sahi….
He takes her to anika. She takes dadi’s blessings and smiles.
Dadi: Kitni pyaari bachi hai…. Bilkul meri pasand ki…
Shivika smiles. Billu tu iska Pura khayal rakhiyo, aur tu anika kisi bhi cheez ki zaroorat ho toh Billu ko bol dio….
Anika: Billu kaun? I mean I don’t know dadi…
Shivay : dadi now I think you should take rest!! And baaki baatein Kal…. He tried to stop dadi from revealing shivay being Billu….
Dadi : Acha Ruk toh jaa Billu….
Anika: what? Shivay aap Billu hai? She couldn’t control her laugh….
Dadi:Haan Yehi toh hai mera Billu…. Kyun Billu… She laughed.
Shivay : dadi I had told you na that don’t call me Billu but you…
Dadi and anika both laughed at his expressions…. Shivay gets angry and leaves the room.
Dadi : yeh Billu bhi na badi jaldi gussa ho jaata hai…. Par dil ka bahut Acha hai mera Bacha…. Iski khushi ki hi chinta lagi rehti hai mujhe bas…..
Anika: don’t worry dadi now your Billu has a friend and that’s me!! So from now I won’t allow him to be angry for too long! She smiled.
Here shivay was sitting near pool area. Anika comes and sits beside him.
Anika: hmm… So u are Billu… She teases him.
Shivay : you also started anika! I m going…
Anika: Okkk I won’t call you Billu! Is it fine? Now leave this anger and have food billujii!!
Shivay : hmm… Better!!… What? Kya kaha tumne…
Anika : billujii!! She made a pout and teased him again.
Shivay laughed looking at her…
Anika didn’t expect him to laugh after teasing again!
Shivay : Ohhh anika I didn’t know that you have such cute side also!! He continued laughing.
Anika composed herself as he was right….since the beginning she was very uptight with him.
Anika : sorry I was just… He came close to her…
Shivay : hey its good that you let your feelings come out! Please don’t be sorry for such cute things…. You can be happy whenever you want and I will be really happy if the reason behind your smile is your Billu Jii… He smiled. Ufff again his words did a magic on her and her cheeks glowed red. He whispered in her ears…., ” yours billuji anika!!” he stretched the word yours in his husky voice. She blushed and left smiling.
At night
Shivay had asked anika to sleep in his room and he was in other room. She was very tired so fell into deep slumber. Suddenly she got some flashes in her mind…. She started sweating because of the nightmare…., ” veer please leave me!! Please…. Please… Leave me…. Let me go!! Maa please I don’t want to go with him… He is not nice maa please save me please ma!!” she was repeating the same words again and again. She woke up and looked around herself to find someone but seeing nobody she got more scared.
In other room
Shivay was very happy and was just reminces anika…
Shivay: I will ask anika to wear a pink lehanga on our wedding… No red…. Nahii… Which is her favorite colour?? Wait let me ask her…. He gets up and goes to her room. He knocks the door but gets no respond…. To be continued.
Precap : Shivay’s proposal for anika but with a twist…. So keep reading!!
Lots of love!
Shyra!