For you: A Shivika Ts (Part 2) (b)

Hello So here is next one and Your comments really inspire me alot.
Recap-Shivika meeting and Anika appointed as new wedding planner of shivay.
Shivay’s pov
I saw omru running to Anika and tears in eyes of 3.They hugged just like before.Love gives us memory which no one can steal but it also gives pain which no one can heal.Even I wanted to do that but no I can’t. I saw his lover yesterday he was marrying some other girl.I told khanna to find info. About him.Maybe he is betraying her.I can’t let wrong happen wid u because you broke my heart into pieces but those pieces still luv u.You taught me how to love
You taught me how to laugh
You taught me how to cry
But you haven’t taught how to forget.
Shivay – Agar ye mel milap khatam ho gaya ho to Miss kya aap apna kaam krengi.Tommorow is wedding.I’ll give u money for work not for this.
Ru’s pov
I saw my angel my bhabhi.She changed alot.Pain was visible in her eyes.After bhaiya’s scolding she left us and then was talking to khanna to know about wedding.She wear formal dresses now not at all her bubbly dresses but full sleeves shirt and pants.

Anika’s pov
After listening to shivay’s words I realised I’m nothing to omru now.Khannaji told me everything I’ve done my job .Only somethings are left.I also met aditi she is a good girl.Shivay would be happy with her.It is very difficult for me to do this. How difficult is it to me to listen Miss instead of anika from his mouth? I act like I don’t care but deep inside I SWEAR IT KILLS ME. It hurts so much when sm1 makes you feel so special yesterday and makes you feel you are nobody today.But I have to do it ,do it FÔR YÔU shivay.I am giving myself pain The pain of love.Wait..I’m alone now.No one is there I have time.I took my partner :my cutter from my pocket , opened 2 buttons of my sleeve and aaah .I’m feeling pain not of separation now but due to cut of my hand.These droplets of blood they gives me satisfaction.Don’t know what is this? my punishment to hurt shivay or my healer which gives me another pain so that I forget my biggest pain for sm time.None knows why I wear full sleeves.I know – to hide my numerous scars which I daily give myself from past 3 months.It doesn’t matter because love itself is the most slowest and influencial poison.
I haven’t ate from morning but who cares?None have time for me like shivay no one cares for me like shivay.Anyways I have to go to our room :no his room.Don’t know why he called me?
In shivay’s rom
A- sir you called me?
S-Yes.Suggest me a wedding gift for my beautiful would to be wife.
A- yes yes sir.
S- Should I gift her bangles.
A-yes sir.
S-no I don’t think bangles reaches to one’s heart.I tried it.
Shivay turned and sipped some juice.( Both remembered their old moments with Bangles)
S- leave it.What about a car?
No reply
S- I asked you don’t you listen?
No reply
S- say
Shivay’s pov
I turned to see her but I saw her unconcious on floor.Don’t know what happened.No one is at home.I called doctor and holded her in my arms after a long time.She was still beautiful.I made her rest on bed but wait! What is this ? I saw something red between her hairs.Is it sindoor? But why?
Doctor entered-
D- Mr oberoi to check her I need to change her clothes .Do you have some clothes which I could make her wear.These clothes are suffocating her?
S-Sure doctor
Shivay’s pov
I went to her wardrobe .I was admiring her things but suddendly watched those papers.past flashed in my mind and I took random clothes gave it to doctor and went to Hall.What is truth? That night or the morning after that.Her lover or those papers?Tring Tring Khanna called me –
Khanna -Sir her lover is an actor and actually he is not his lover but was hired to act. Also According to him he was hired by Tia mam.
What is happening? Doctor called me I should go there first.
Doctor- Mr oberoi Are you her husband? ( guys doctor don’t watch tv ?so she don’t know about them)
S- No
D-sorry actually when I saw her mangalsutra ..
Leave it.She fainted because she haven’t ate something from a long time and she looks mentally disturbed.Also she is having numerous scars on her hand .Try to find about them.It looks like she cutted her hand by herself and keep her happy.
S- yes doctor
Shivay’s pov
I went to her.She was wearing mangalsutra Which I tied on her neck.And that red thing that was sindoor.What about these numerous scar?..My cute anika who could get hurt by flowers cutted herself by cutter .The feeling itself is killing me.Even she didn’t ate anything.I just stared her innocent face And then I observed her dried tears who left their prints on her cheek.Wish I could trust you…….. 3 hours have been passed staring her.It had been 3 of night and my wedding is at 7 .So much confusion but only 1 can have solution Tia..I need to find her.

precap- ? you might have understood..

So tell me how is this? And all chamelis accepted.