Episode 10;
Scene 1:Chatrapati Shivaji international airport ,Mumbai.
The flight on which Avni was travelling along with Neela ,Ali and Reha finally lands on the airport ,they were waiting for their luggage while Avni was thinking about her REVENGE the sole purpose for which she was alive ,she wanted to destroy Neil , Neil Khanna the only man she ever loved ,but ya she loved him just loved him ,but now she hates him,she hates him for destroying her life ,a voice brought her back to reality.
Reha:Avni,lets go.
Avni:Huh…..oh ya lets go.
Scene 2:Pareikh Mansion .
Neela:Avni,I got a call from my friend ,she said tommorow is the opening of her casino,so there will be a masquerade dance ,and you know that I cant go there so I told her that you will be going there.
Avni:But..
Neela:You will go.
Scene 3:(next day)A casino.
Avni was standing in a corner staring at the couples who were dancing and so was …………..Neil ya was also present there ,then he saw Avni.
Neil:(Thinks)She ,also might be like me ,…….heartbroken I should ask her for dance,He approached her ,Ma’mm would you mind if i steal you for a dance.
Avni:(thinks for some time)No ,I wont mind.
So Neil leaded her towards the centre ,he held her hand they felt connected by an subconscious jolt ,they danced and got lost in each others eyes.
Though they both had felt that they knew each others voice but they didn’t recognise it clearly .
Then the announcement was made to go to corner with your partners and remove your mask ,so everyone did so including Avneil.
Neil:(muttered under his breath)Avni.
Avni(literally shouted)NEIL KHANNA .
Neil hugged her but she pushed him .
Neil:Avni I am sorry for what I did four years ago,I heard from karan that you were cheating on me.Forgive me I love you.
Avni:I dont like you, I certainly dont love you, I hate you.
Avni’s words were soul shattering
Neil looked into her eyes, once filled with love, shone with pain.
Betrayal.
Deceit.
Neil:I am really sorry.
Avni:(Kuch zakhmon ke karz lafzon se ada nahi hote”)The debt of some wounds can’t be fulfilled with word.
Neil:Avni,I know but didn’t you ever think about me in these 4 years.
Avni:(Kambhakt khayalon ne hi toh zinda rakha hai … varna sawaalon ne kab ka maar diya hota)Your memories have kept me alive … or else the questions would’ve killed me a long time back.
Neil:Than why don’t you love me.Please come back in my life.
Avni:You have to put yourself in My place to understand the voluminous amount of courage it takes to Stand up, to hold onto yourself even after bearing the weight of Bleeding and Weeping Heart, which is surrounded all over by pointed shattered pieces, ready to pierce through it anywhere and everywhere.But still i didnt give up. I fought, i Fought harder. I reassembled myself for the sake of My Revenge. I channelised my strengths made myself more powerful and composed. All for what.? To learn One day that You have some reason to make me go through this Hell and You Want me back.It took me a little too much to glue all my broken pieces into Myself back, but what i was greeted with, was just a replica with multiple cracks and crevices that can not be completely fused together. I cant even imagine putting a life or hope in that broken cracked replica of My inner self. Who gave you the right to decide for Me, without consulting me. You didnt had Trust on your going to be Wife.? Maybe i could have handled better than what u thought. But No.! You Chose to Give me a Scar of Lifetime just like the already existing one on my Chest(bullet mark), except This one is Invisible and concealed inside me,Is it that casual for u, like pressing a button of Robot and Tada “Wifey Mode On”. No Neil, I am not a Robot.!,You didnt think even for once, before pushing me to this Hell. Your Heart didnt reprimand for once?And now, You have the audacity to Ask me to return to You. How am i supposed to React.? Feel like Flying on cloud 9.? No Neil.! That Avni is already lost somewhere, never to be recovered. And You made sure of it,I wont let my Hard Work, that i have put in shaping myself, go in vain. Finding yourself, Your existence, amidst all the accusations and allegations, is the most Difficult work, something i have succeeded in. And in no Cost i am going to let myself down. I am not going to weaken myself so much so as to depend on you.Never show your face to me again I hate you.
Her eyes were brimming with tears. His eyes mirroring hers. And in that moment Neil found his Lost Hope. The very hope he will cling onto untill his last breath, untill He win his Avni, His Lost love Back.
Avni turned back and went away from there .
Background music for Avni:
I know I can’t take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that’s waiting is regret
Don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you’re asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I’ve learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?
It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you’re back
You don’t get to get me back
Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
Tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
…………………………
Background music for Neil:
Barson ho gaye bichhde
Ab saath nahi ho tum
Phir aisa kyun lagta hai
Jahaan main hoon wahin ho tum
Kya karoon main apni ungliyon ka
Kisi ki bhi tasveer banaaun
Tumhari ban jaati hai
Ye sirf mera pagalpan hai
Ya tum bhi mere liye pagal thi
O o…
Kal raaste mein gham mil gaya tha
Lag ke gale main ro diya
Jo sirf mera tha sirf mera
Maine usey kyun kho diya
Haan woh aankhein jinhe main
Choomta tha bewajah
Pyaar mere liye kyun
Un mein baaqi na raha
Ho…
Humnava mere
Tu hai to meri saansein chale
Bata de kaise main jiyunga
Tere bina
Ho.. Humnava mere
Tu hai to meri saansein chale
Bata de kaise main jiyunga
Tere bina
Har waqt dil ko jo sataaye
Aisi kami hai tu…
Main bhi na jaanu ye
Ki itna kyun laazmi hai tu
Neendein jaake na lauti
Kitni raatein dhal gayi
Itne taare giney ki
Ungliyaan bhi jal gayi
Ho…
Humnava mere
Tu hai to meri saansein chale
Bata de kaise main jiyunga
Tere bina…
Ho.. Humnava mere
Tu hai to meri saansein chale
Bata de kaise main jiyunga
Tere bina
Tu aakhri aansu o yaara
Hai aakhri tu gham
Dil ab kahaan hai jo dobara
De dein kisi ko hum
Apni shaamon mein hissa
Phir kisi ko na diya
Ishq tere bina bhi
Maine tujhse hi kiya
O…
Humnava mere tu hai to meri saansein chale
Bata de kaise main jiyunga tere bina
Ho..
Faasle na de ki main hu aasre tere
Bata de kaise main jiyunga tere bina
Aazma raha mujhe kyun
Aa bhi ja kahin se ab tu
Kaise main jiyunga tere bina
Seene mein jo dhadkane hain
Tere naam pe chale hain
Kaise main jiyunga tere bina
Jawaab mill gaya mujhe
Main tumhari zindagi mein kahin nahi tha
Phir bhi main hi tumhari zindagi tha
Sirf main hi tumhaare liye pagal nahi tha
Tum bhi…
Humnava mere tu hai to
Meri saansein chale
Bata de kaise main jiyunga tere bina.
Neil followed her but it was too late she was gone,she said to himself,I will win you back,I will make you fall in love with me back.
I hope you all enjoyed the episode,bye for now.
XOXO,
-Shia.