Say that you love me
Hi Guys I know you all are waiting for my ff…so here I am with best update…so please guys read carefully and understand it as there is a little twist…
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Episode 15 : Sanskaar’s POV
IN Hotel Room
Next Morning
Both SwaSan were sleeping…but not with a smile…they were upset…but why…they were gloomy…but why…they should be happy that they celebrated there New life journey…but they were sad…
The relation which got just name sake…to shoe world…has now become…a reality…a beautiful reality..
Soon both got ready and left the hotel…
Neither in hotel not during journey…no one talks…Both were quite and were thinking about the happenings…both were lost…they were unable to understand action of thereselves…
IN MM
As soon as Sanskaar stops the car in Gradge Swara without uttering a single word opens…the car door…and ran inside…while Sanskaar goes in garden and sat on bench…
IN Garden
***Sanskaar’s POV***
What’s all this…
In order to correct out relation…I think I messed all this…
Swara…A 5 words letter…contains my whole life…but still I’m unable to make her realise this…
When I first time saw her in party…she was looking like a scared kitten…who has lost in a crowded place…and finding her mother…
I was mesmerized to see her innocence which was clearly visible on her face…
That was the first time…I have ever felt for some girl…my whole family knows that I don’t like girls…but Swara she was different…
She was having a charm…a charm to make me…THE SANSKAAR MASHEDWARI get lost in her…
I wanted to meet her again..and we meet…but not like a normal meeting… I have never wished to see her like that..
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She was sitting in that bartered Raj’s lap…my blood was noilonh seeing her in that Place…her place was with me…but she she was with him…
That time I felt like hundered needles in my heart…
I first time in my life…like a girl…and what she was…She was also like other girls…clinging on boys…that was the first time I missunderstood her…
Then when she meets me in hotel…in my room…and when I told her that she is gonna spent a night with me…she was shocked…I was again lost in her innocence…
But then I thought she is just doing acting…and I hurt her…hurt her badly that she go to did sucide…I was really guilty that time…but what can I do…she always meets me in a situation…where u have to do doubt on her intentions…
After leaving her in hospital…I moved from there…I thought that we will never meet again…but again I was wrong…
Don’t know why always Destiny make us meet…then she can’t to my home…I was unknown from fact that she is Shekar unable daughter…so I did with her what I did with others…
I was about to throw her out from house but than Mom came and stops me…when she told me who is she…I was shocked…now I get it that she was saying correct…but still I was not satisfied with it…I again thought that it’s her new act to lure me…
One night When I saw her in my room..sleeping on my bed…I was happy…I always wanted her to be In my room but not as a merry girl..but as my life partner…she was looking beautiful…but again my mind control over my feelings…
I think she is in my room to attract me..I was again wrong…I hurt her badly…badly with my words…I called her characterless indirectly…
I don’t know why I did that…but what can I do…whenever I see her…I always remember one seen…she is sitting in Raj’s lap…
She left from my Room…she was walking like a broken person..that time I realise I have broken her soul too today…but what she said…make my heart break too..she says that she hates me…
Next Morning when I came out from my room Sujhata Chachi told me about Swara…and I was so much guilty…I wanted to apologize from her…and my eyes were finding her…
Just than Uttra came and told all of us about Swara being sick…I felt my heart pinched…but I composed my self…and we a go to her room…
She was looking pale and fragile…doctor said she needs rest…I wanted to talk to her…but I didn’t get chance to apologize…
I thought I’ll do later…but after that…everything changed…she always ran away seeing me…I tried harder to go to her…but she always ran away…looks like she made a wall between me and her…and it all was obvious…as I had hurted her badly…beyond repair…
After Ragini’s marriage…that bartered Raj came with Urvashi to our house…and was speaking Nonsence about Swara…I was controlling my anger…as all know if I get angry…then they would have been dead…it all cross limits when he said that Swara has spent…blo*dy bastared…that’s when I came between Swara and that Raj and punched him in his face…
Both Urvashi and Raj left from our house…
Swara was so scared that she fell down…that’s when I lost her and take her to her room…doctor said that she is stressed…
That’s when she cried her heart out infront of all…and I got to know that she is innocent…that time I felt like I should die… for hurting such a peciouse soul…I was not recovered from this shock when Dad asked me to Marry with her…
It’s true that I like her…but Love…I was confused about my feelings…and morover…I’m not worth of her…I have hurted her many times…and I don’t know what will I do if we get married so I refused…All elders were upset from my decision but they remain silent and respect my decision…
I thought to apologize from her for my all mistakes…and at night I go to apologize…from her but when I heard her talks with Uttra…I was so much angry..,i told Uttra to leave…and that’s when I shouted on her again and left from her room…whenever I wanted to clear misunderstandings between us she always do something which makes me angry…
After 2 to 3 days Dad brought a good alliance for Swara…I my self check the background of that person…and I was satisfied with it…but again Destiny…which make is both one…
But Again That Raj…I thought that they would have been learnt there lesson but no they were like…A Dog’s Tale…which always remain twisted…how much you try to straight it…
He kidnapped Swara…that was the time when I realised…MY LOVE…for her…I was so much scared…but thanks to God…I found her soon…but she was in miserable condition…
My blood was boiling seeing her state…I started to punch that Raj madly…but soon police officers came and make us both apart…they told me to see Swara…
I gently lifted her and take her home…I was very worried seeing her state…all were worried…that’s when Rohan came and tell us all that Groom’s family has broken alliance…all were shocked as tomorrow is wedding and now this…
That’s when Dad announced my and Swara’s wedding…I was happy but scared too…I was scared…that I had already hurted her and now in future I can’t tell about my anger…as I’m very sgoty tempered…but Dad didn’t give me any choice…and soon we both get married…
I asked Dad for time…as I know Swara is not well and she is studying to…and recently which all happened…she must be needed time…and I was also confused from this sudden relation…so I think it’s best choice…
I always remain distance from Swara as I don’t wanted to force her…in this relation…but I also know that she is hurted From my gesture…but I remained silent…
Yesterday at RagLak house…she was looking beautiful…I wanted to take her in my arms and tell her my feelings…but I was confused…what will she think about it…I know she likes me…but I was still confused…when all left the venu leaving her…I thought we can spent some time together…
But when she said to Ragini that she don’t wanna go with me…I was so much hurted…as she didn’t trust me…I thought to remove her insecurities…
I thought to go somewhere and talk about our relation…but she keep saying about that project…this thing hurted my Ego…I mean she should think about us…
It was so beautiful envirment and we were together…but she…she was only in her project…I took her to my favourite…place…
That place was very special for me…when I first time visited it…I was so happy that I decided I’ll celebrate my first night with my wife here…and that’s what I did…
When we enter in room…I was laying on bed…but she was again avoiding me…by standing near window…I thought to remove all walls or hesitations and insecurities between us…
And that’s what I did…according to my POV…I loved her with my full heart…I saw hesitation in her eyes…but I was determined…to show her MY LOVE through my Actions…and I showed her too…but she didn’t respond…I thought she is shy…as she didn’t stop me as well…
But today morning…she was also silent…I didn’t know why she is not talking…may be I think I was wrong…I about my have done this…I just…just wanted to show my love…that’s it…
***POV ENDS***
After thinking all this Sanskaar also moved towards inside…
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Next Episode :
Sanskaar(angrily and holds her from shoulders) : what you think…you can get rid of me…then let me clear one thing Mrs Swara Sanskaar Maheswari…that you are wrong…once I get something…I never leave it…I may kill you…but about leaving forget it…(pulls her more close to him)YOU ARE MINE…ONLY MINE…So forget about that I’ll ever leave you…!!!
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Guys I have explained Sanskaar’s POV…I think now you may all have clear your misunderstanding…of you all are still confused then tell me…I’ll clear them too…!!!