When Ragini and Heer reached downstairs they saw that everyone was already present over dere. Heer noticed that only two seats are left. One is between Laksh and Sanskar and the other one is right beside sahil. Though Laksh has gestured Heer to sit beside him but seeing the gravity of situation she immediately sat beside sahil so that ragini can sit beside Sanskat. She knows that laksh must be disappointed due to this but she’ll handle him later on. Right now she needs to keep ragini away from sahik as much as she can because she knows that sahil will leave no chance to taunt her or to hurt her. So without wasting a minute she just sat beside sahil signaling Ragini to sit beside Sanksar..
Ragini felt like thousand butterflies running in her stomach when she sat beside Sanskar. Though it was not the first time that she was going to sit beside him but now after realizing her feelings for him she really feels nervous around him just like a Love sick teenager. She really don’t want to sit beside Sanskar right now as she knows that she’ll definitely do something stupid but seeing no choice wid her she had to sit beside him. She just prayed to her Babaji that Sanskar won’t listen to the raising heartbeats of her heart which was thudding so loudly being him so near to her
“Ragini, why are you not eating anything? Are you feeling fine?” Sanskar asked as he noticed Ragini lost somewhere playing wid her food.
“Huh… Nothing I am fine.” Ragini said as Sanskar’s voice broke the trail of her thoughts.
“No Ragini, you are not looking fine. Do you have temperature?” Sanskar asked while keeping his hand on her forehead and cheek to make sure that she’s not having temperature unknown of the sensation he was creating in ragini’s body with his simple touch.
“Sanskar I am fine. Don’t worry.” She said softly as she felt shiver down her spine due to his touch.
“Are you sure?” Sanskar asked still not convinced
“Yes I’m sure. Don’t worry.” Ragini said while smiling sweetly and Sansksar sighed in relief and resumed having his Lunch.
Everyone on the table were happy seeing Sanskar caring so much for ragini especially Heer and AP. Though Heer was worried few minutes before wen Ragini decided not to tell Sanskar about her feelings for him but seeing the care and concern of Sanskar towards Ragini she felt relieved as she was sure now that somewhere Sanskar too feels something for her but realization was yet to drawn upon him and she was sure that soon he too will realize his feelings for ragini.
But there was one person who did not like all this and that was sahil. He did really not like the way Sanskar was taking care of Ragini which according to him was his right wen Sanskar touched Ragini’s forehead and cheeks to check the temperature he felt like blood boiling in his veins. All he wanted to that time is to scream and shout that only he had the right to touch ragini but was helpless and den he was sure he saw Ragini blushing when she told Sanskar that she was fine. She never reacted in this way when he touched her infact she never let him touch him ever and if he touches her also though friendly by any chance den she immediately backed away feeling uncomfortable but wid Sanskar the way she reacted was like she was liking his touch and dis was unbearable to him yet he was trying his best to control himself.
“Ragini, Please Pass me the bowl of Rice.” Sanskar’s voice broke the trail of his thoughts and he looked at ragini who was again lost somewhere.
“Ragini, ragini are you listening?” Sanskar asked yet again while shrugging her shoulder bringing Ragini back from her reverie.
“Ya I am listening. Sorry wo I was just thinking something.” She said and quickly passed him the bowl of curry in order to hide her embarrassment while everyone looked at her in shock.
“Ragini, wat is this?” Sanskar asked as he looked at the bowl of curry in his hand.
“Curry. You asked for it right?” Ragini asked confusingly and Heer slapped her forehead in disbelief.
“She’s definitely going to make a fool of herself if she behaves like dis with Jiju around.” She thought knowing how nave her best friend is when it comes to hide her feelings.
“Ragini, I had asked for rice not curry.” Sanskar said as he realizes that Ragini had not paid attention on wat he had said.
“Oh I am so sorry here it is.” Ragini said as she quickly takes the bowl of curry from his hand and handling him the bowl of rice. But while handling him the bowl she accidently hits the glass of water in hurry to hide her embarrassment spilling water on sanskar’s jeans.
“OMG! I am so sorry. I’ll just clean this up.” she said as she brushes her hand over his jeans to wipe away the water while everyone on the table muffles away her laughter.
“Ragini, ragini its fine. Don’t worry.” Sanskar said while holding her hand
“But Wo…” Geet tried to protest only to be interrupted by him again.
“Ragini, I said na its fine. Don’t worry for that. I’ll just go and change. But I think you are really not feeling fine. I think you should take some rest. Come, I’ll take you to the room.” Sanskar said while getting up from chair.
“No I am fine. Trust me”
“Ragini no more arguments now because I am not going to listen it. Nakul, bring mine and Ragini’s lunch in the room itself. Sanskar said paying no heed to Ragini’s arguments.
“Ragini beta, sanskar is right. You should take some rest. Sanskar you take her to the room. I’ll ask Nakul to bring both of urs lunch over dere only.” AP said and Ragini sighed knowing that now she has to do wat Sanskar has said. Having no other option, she quietly went away wid Sanskar to their room leaving everyone behind smile on their faces.
“Aww! They both look so adorable together.” Uttara said as she made a dreamy look.
“Ya I know. See how much Bhai was taking care of Bhabhi. They were just perfect for each other.” Laksh said non chalantly unknown of the amount of Rage he was increasing in sahil. Already the sight of Ragsan together was unbearable to him and now he had to listen all these remarks also for them. It was getting difficult for him to sit over dere peacefully as everyone was just praising their togetherness and care for each other.
“Arey sahil Bhai where are you going?” uttara asked as she saw sahil getting up from his seat.
“wo I am done wid my Lunch so I am going to my room feeling a bit tired.” he said but Heer knows why is he leaving all of a sudden. He is not able to bear seeing Ragsan together and anyways its good only if he realizes by himself that he had no place in Ragini’s heart and quietly went away from her lyf, she thought as she continued having her lunch seeing sahil’s retreating figure.
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Later that night Ragini got up from bed feeling bored due to resting for whole day. Whole day Sanskar had not let her stepped out from the room since the tym they both came in their room. After making sure she had her lunch he had securely tucked her in the spread and haven’t left her side until she slept. And then wen she woke up in the evening she saw him sitting on the couch engrossed in his laptop. She very quietly got up from the bed and tip toed towards the door making sure that he didn’t notice her but boy was she wrong. She had hardly reached towards the door wen she heard his voice
“Don’t even dare to step outside the door and go back to Bed.” His voice made her stop dead in her tracks. She immediately turned to face him only to find him still looking at the laptop
“How do you know that I was going outside?” Ragini asked standing over dere perplexed.
“That’s not important Ragini. Now stop questioning and go back to Bed.” He said in strictly.
“But I am fine now and moreover I am feeling bored too. Pls let me go I promise I won’t do any work. I’ll just chat with Heer.” Ragini said while making a baby face thinking that Sanskar would melt but she didn’t know that her husband had solution of every excuses made by her.
“Heer is not at home. She and uttara had gone out for shopping with Laksh. Kavya had gone to meet one of her friend. Nikhil is at office and maa has gone to attend some cultural function and sahil is resting in his room so basically there is no one at home wid whom you can chat. So now stop arguing and go back to bed and take rest” sanskar said while still not raising his head up
“But…” she couldn’t complete herself as she saw Sanskar’s warning gaze enough for her to shut her mouth. She pouted and goes back to bed mentally cursing herself for her stupidity during Lunch due to which she was awarded with this useless rest.
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“But I am getting bored now” she said out loud as she got up from the bed after thinking wat happened since noon till now.
“Ragini, tu bhi na ekdum stupid hai. Kya zarurat thi dining table pe Sanskar ke saamne itni stupidity karne ki. Ab bekaar me hi itna rest karna pad raha hai. But what can I do whenever he’s around my heart is not in my control. But den also u should control Ur feelings around him or else he’ll come to know. From now onwards control Ur erratic heartbeats in front of him atleast. But where is Sanskar? He is not here in the room. Wen I had gone back to sleep den he was over here only. May be he has gone outside for some meeting. I’ll do one thing, I’ll just go to study and read some books and den come back to room before Sanskar can come. Haina Haan.” She thought and den slowly stepped out of room to go towards study.
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On the other hand sanskar was in his study working on his laptop for the presentation next day but his mind was all lost in Ragini. He didn’t understand wats wrong wid Ragini since morning. She was so upset wen he talked to her at their room and den her clumsiness at the dining table. As far as he knows Rgaini she was not the girl who could do such clumsiness. Ya its true that she often speaks without thinking and in turn it becomes just another stupidity of hers, he smiled as this thought cross his mind as he remembered their first meeting. But the way she was behaving today was really a matter of his concern.
Sanskar’s Monologue:
I finally closed my laptop as I was unable to concentrate on the presentation. It’s strange that Sanksar Maheshwari who never gets distracted is now getting distracted just wid the thought of his wife. I thought of the change that our relationship had seen in dese 5 months. There was so much awkwardness between us wen we both got married though we were good friends before this marriage but due to this sudden change in our relationship this awkwardness had made its place between us but den slowly and gradually our relation did changed and now that we are very much comfortable wid each other
Ragini’s innocence, her care, her down to earth nature is bringing life back to me which seems to be lost somewhere after Swara’s death. But now a days there is something else also that I am feeling towards Ragini apart from respect that I had for our relationship. Ragini’s every acts affect my life. Wenever she smiles due to me I feel like my life is worth. I can’t see her in pain or in tears be it for whatsoever reason. When Papa was admitted in hospital fighting between his life and death only I know how hard it was for me to be strong for Ragini who had just broke down. Her tears were piercing my heart; why, I don’t know that.
I had become so much habitual of her that it seems to be impossible now to move a step ahead without her. Wen she was away for almost whole month it seems that my life has stopped somewhere. Though she always made sure that I don’t face any problem yet her presence seems to be important for me. May be that’s why I use to go to meet Ragini at her home on the pretext of meeting Papa. What’s wrong wid me? I was not like this especially in our relationship where I know that all this can just give her false hopes yet I can’t stop myself from doing all dis.
Today wen I saw her in tears wid swara’s pic I just wanted to engulf her in my arms and take away all her pains. I know what I am thinking was all wrong yet it seems all perfect. I can’t see her in any trouble that’s why I had made sure that Ragini took proper rest in spite of all her protest and I didn’t moved also until I was sure that she had fallen in deep sleep. I know whether I wanted to accept it or not but its true that something is really changing in my heart towards Ragini. No matter how much I try to deny it but I can’t ignore the attraction that I am feeling for Ragini. But I had to stop myself because I know that all Ragini can feel for me is just respect and nothing else. I just can’t make things difficult for her due to this unknown feeling but then y its being difficult for me to stop myself.
I know it’s wrong. I can’t feel for her in that way especially den wen I know where all dis can lead to. Then why my heart is not in my control. Why her tears give me dis much pain? Why her one smile makes my day? Why I always wanted to be her side wen she’s in any kind of trouble? Is it just an attraction that I am feeling due to our relationship or something else which I am not able to realize yet?
(Sanskar’s Monologue ends)
sanskar’s trail of thoughts has been broken wen he heard some sound from outside the study. He instantly recognizes it as a sound of Ragini’s anklet and very well know that it’s Ragini only. He smiles knowing that she must be feeling bored as he had not let her stepped out from the room once and now wen she got a chance den she won’t let it go.
“She just can’t just remain at one place for long” Sanskar thought as he remembered how she was trying to make him believe that she’s all fine and can go out of the room. Only he knows how hard it was for him to suppress his smile that has been formed wen she had pouted and den complaining to her Babaji. He shakes his head in disbelief and opened his laptop back to work on the presentation.
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“I guess Sanskar was saying true. There’s really no one at home. Chalo koi baat nahi. I’ll just spend some time in study and den will come back to my room.” She thought as she made her way towards the study. As soon as she entered the study she saw sanskar already present inside the study. She slaps her forehead at her bad luck because she knows that once Sanskar would see her in the study he’ll again send her back to room to take rest. Least she knows that Sanskar had sensed her presence long back.
“Had u planned to stand on the door only or u wanted to come inside also.” Sanskar said breaking Ragini’s thoughts. She turned her head towards him only to find him engrossed in laptop
“How do you know that I am standing over here?” Ragini asked surprisingly while entering inside.
“That’s not important Ragini. Anyways tell me wat brings you here? Do you need something?” Ragini asked as he puts his laptop aside and looked at her.
“Ya, I am feeling bored now. I mean I am taking rest since noon and I can’t take that anymore. And please you don’t ask me again to go back to room and take rest because if I’ll stay in that room for one more minute then I’ll definitely go mad.” Ragini said it all in one breath while slumping on the couch beside him making baby face and Sanskar couldn’t help to chuckle seeing her antics.
“Fine I won’t ask you to go back to room and take rest. But tell me wat had you planned to do in study.” Sanskar said as he took back his laptop and again started working on his presentation.
“I can do anything like I can read some books or I can write something or can just sit over here and watch you working and even better I can help you in preparing your presentation.” She said and Sanskar stopped in his actions and looked at her confused.
“You’ll help me in preparing this presentation?” Sanskar asked while still not believing
“Ya ofcourse. Don’t you know I am very good at PPT’s? My group secured first rank in MBA at the time of presentation because of me.” Ragini said while raising her invisible collar.
“Ok I believe you but seriously its perfectly fine Ragini. I’ll manage it.” Sanskar said as he again shifted his gaze back towards Laptop.
“Sanskar please let me help you Na. u can work on other things in the mean time I made the slides. Please.” Ragini pleaded making a puppy face and Sanskar just couldn’t say anything
“But Ragini how will you able to made the PPT. u knew nothing about this project.” sanskar asked trying last time.
“I know about this project. It’s the project for xyz Hospital at the outskirts of Delhi which is being constructed for the people staying nearby with all the facilities so that they don’t have to go far in the case of emergency. The total worth of this project is about 25 crores and if it has been successful den MC will see the profit of around 15 crores. Right?” ragini said and Sanskar stared at her with his mouth open
“How do you know about the details of this project? I mean I didn’t discussed it wid you.” Sanksar asked unbelievingly
“Wo last night I was arranging your files den only I came across this one and den I overhears you talking to Nikhil bhaiya regarding this project so I came to know about it.” Ragini said while smiling sheepishly.
“Acha. So my Wife has now started spying on me.” Sanskar said teasingly and Ragini looked at him surprised. This is for the first time he had called her his wife so openly. Sanskar too realizes wat did he just said.
“Anyways now u are so adamant to work on this presentation den here it is.” He said while handling her laptop
“And ya if you need any help then””
“Then I’ll ask you don’t worry” Ragini said in between before Sanskar could complete himself
“Hhmmm” he could just said this only seeing her so much excited. He looked at her as she had started working on the Presentation and den left to other corner to work on the blue prints.
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It’s been 2 hours since they both were in study working on the presentation and dey both were so engrossed in their respective works that the lost the track of time. It seems that they both were enjoying wid their work. Ragini finally keeps the laptop aside as she was done wid more den 50 % of the presentation so she decided to take some break. She stretches her arm to relax her muscles and raises her head to look at Sanskar only to find him sleeping on the chair wid his head resting on the table.
“Probably he must be very much tired that’s why slept while working.” She thought as she looked at sanskar’s sleeping form.
Music…
Then as if trance she slowly started to move towards him without removing her gaze from him. With every step she was taking towards him her heartbeats were raising like she had just done a marathon. Finally she stands near him and looked at him closely.
Saathiya..
Saathiya..
Pagle se dil ne
Yeh kya kiya
Chun liya..
Chun liya..
Tujhko devane ne
Chun liya
Dil toh uda uda re
Aasman mein badalon ke sang
Yeh toh machal machal ke
Ga raha hai sun nayi si dhun
She noticed each and every feature of his face which she was not able to do before. The frown on his forehead while he was sleeping, his thick blank Hairs, his stubble that always gives him a strong and Macho look and den finally her gaze falls on his perfect M shaped lips. She so much wanted to feel those Lips against hers, to be loved by him. The very thought has aroused her so much and she mentally whacked herself for having such an erotic thoughts.
This is probably for the first time wen she was looking at him so closely. He was looking so innocent and calm in the sleep oblivious to all the worries around him. Her hands itched to caress his face but she controlled her urge somehow. Finally, not able to control herself anymore she slowly raises her hand and caressed his jaw line feeling his stubble under her palm.
She gently ruffled his hairs as if taking away his entire worries wen she felt Sanskar holding her hand and keeping it underneath his face. She gasped at his sudden action. For once she thought that he has been awake but then she felt relaxed wen she saw him sleeping wid a smile on his face.
“Sanskar! Sanskar get up.” she called out to him softly while trying to release her hand but Sanskar was nowhere to wake up instead he hold her hand more tightly preventing her from freeing her hand.
Ragini sighed as she saw his childishness in his sleep and den again tried to free her hand from his grip but more she tries to free her hand more tightly his grip gets. Finally she frees her hand away with a sudden jerk causing Sanskar to wake up from his deep slumber and den everything went automatically.
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Next Ragini found herself landing on his lap with his hands wrapping around her waist protectively to prevent her from falling as a reflex. Ragini hides her face in his chest in fear while clutching his shoulders tightly in result of which Sanskar made his grip around her waist more tight gluing her body against his. Ragini could hear his raising heartbeats die to their sudden proximity as she places his head near his heart. She slowly draws back her head to look at him only to find him looking intently at her. They both kept on looking deep in each other’s eyes as if trying to read each other hearts. Both didn’t know how long they were lost in each other’s eyes as if the time has been stopped for both of dem.
Sanskar stretched his hand out and removed the lock hat was caressing his cheek and tucked it behind her ear gently brushing his fingers over her cheek in the process feeling her soft skin. Ragini closed her eyes and clutched the collar of his shirt tight in her fist as she felt his touch. All this were just arousing new desires in dem to which they both were unknown. There was no sound in the room except the sound of their thudding heart and erratic breaths. Sanskar looked at her closed eyes and quivering Lips which was not less den an open invitation to him snapping the last straw of his self-control. He had bend down his head also to feel those petals against his wen he heard the growling sound of Ragini’s stomach bringing both of dem in reality.
(Pls. pause the song over here)
Both of them realizes what they were doing and in what compromising position they were in. Sanskar gently releases his grip around her waist. She immediately gets down from his lap and straightens herself. Sanskar too quickly gets up from his chair and straightens himself. Both looked other side feeling embarrassed. It was not less than a bliss for Ragini to be touched by Sanskar like this but she knows that probably Sanskar won’t find it good. He can blame himself for losing his control like this but least she knows that deep in Sanskar’s heart he felt that nothing could be more perfect den this but just like Ragini he too felt that she may not find it right. Probably they both have forgotten the emotions they were lost in each other’s eyes few moments back in their awkwardness.
“Wo I…” Both turned to say at the same time to remove the awkwardness between them nd den stopped.
“Wo I am feeling hungry.” ragini said wen she saw sanskar not saying anything and looking other side and Sanskar closes his eyes as he realizes his mistake. yes it was his mistake only that he had asked Nakul not to disturb Ragini for anything while he took care of both of theirs Dinner and later got so much engrossed in work that he had forgotten everything around him.
“Hhmmm lets go and prepare something in the kitchen.” Sanskar said as he moved outside the study wid Ragini silently thanking God for letting him stop in his actions or he won’t be able to face her if he had gone a step ahead in his actions.
Ragini too went with him without saying anything as she was not in the state of saying anything after such proximity of them. It’s good that they both have distracted themselves on the pretext of making dinner at least like this they both and especially Sanskar won’t think about it and won’t feel guilty for his actions because she was not at all guilty for whatever transpired between them as it was from one of those perfect moment that she had dreamt from the moment she realized her feelings for him.
Shocked na… ki laziness ki dukaan ne itna jaldi kaise update kar deya.. Ok so dis is it guys! hows it guys? And ya remaining part of the song will be covered in the next update… and next update will only be on……..
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