Days went by like that…the couple get close day after day but Rudra never cross the limits between him and Soumya…whenever he tries to do something more than a hug, he noticed her innocence and back off…
He just can’t shock her with something like a kiss when she’s trusting him so much…when she’s giving him herself without retain to take care of her…
Most thing he loved is when she comes every night to sleep in between his arms…he makes sure to press her tight against him…God…he starts to addict everything about her…he wants to smell her, to touch her…everywhere…to love her his way…but imaging her reaction makes him stop those thoughts…
Today, after work, he dropped her from college back to home…he starts to like her blabbering too, he listens to her carefully…but never answer…
He should always show her his hard side because if she got all comfortable with him, she would hug him in every moment, the way she does with anika and gauri bhabhi, prinku and Dadi…he knew her so much now…
When they enter OM, she would run before him like a butterfly and took Dadi’s blessing…
This little girl…
Why he adores each of her antics to the core???!
Rudra smirks looking at her greeting anika too and giggling with her and then he excuses himself, he needs to have a little nap in his room to take back little effort…
He doesn’t succeed to sleep well yesterday night too
And now when he posed his head on the pillow, He could only feel her soft scent…he got angry at this situation and closed his eyes to sleep…
***
It was 8 o’clock of the night and he’s still sleeping
Soumya decided to went to the room and wakes him up
In their room
She looked that he doesn’t change or even take off his shoes…
He was sleeping like a tired child…
Soumya smiled at this new sight of her husband
He’s hugging the pillow, under him…he’s sleeping deeply
Like that, he’s the most vulnerable human being
She sits on the corner of the bed and tried her best to remove his shoes but no result
She makes enough effort to take them off that she wakes him up…
He wakes up frightened, feeling that someone is pulling his feet hard… He retired his leg suddenly and Soumya also frightened with the sudden move as he held her arm and pushed her closer to him…
He crushed her against him violently and she hissed in pain
Rudra-Soumya?
He said with sleepy eyes
Rudra-what are you doing?
Soumya-are you ok?…sorry…sorry I wake you up this way…I was just…I saw you sleeping uncomfortably with your shoes
Her innocent eyes…he can’t anymore…his hard hold on her arms loosened and he relaxed
Rudra-I…
She starts mumbling
He rubs his face with his two hands
Rudra-I was just so tired, I slept like that
His eyes and lips are puffy and his hair is messy when he wakes up like that and Soumya retains a smile
Rudra-I’m so hungry
He added…he’s cute…so cute…
Soumya-really?…you wait here for just some minutes, I will bring your dinner here!
She runs from there to the kitchen while he refreshed up and changes to his random clothes
She comes with his dinner
Taking care of her husband, she liked this lot
She posed the food on the desk, making a place for it and then runs to her books…
If life looks that easy that Soumya thought and behave, there will be no complications at all, Rudra thought
But if she knew what he’s thinking right now…she would never come closer of him
And she would never smile that bright smile to him
If she knew what he’s thinking to do with those lips of hers, with this little bit chubby but perfectly shaped body of hers, she would never accept to sleep in the same bed as him
If she just knew what he was dreaming when she’s trying to take his shoes off to make him comfortable, she would never be ok to even talk to him…
He smirks…
Rudra-Soumya!
He whispered her name and she turns to look at him
Rudra-you have to feed me
He said looking straight at her eyes
Soumya-me?
Rudra-yes…I’m still tired and you wake me up suddenly
She looks at him silently and then gets up slowly…he could see she’s hesitating
Rudra-is there any problem?
He asked firmly but he’s teasing her and testing what she’s able to do with him…
Soumya-no…
They sit on the sofa and Soumya takes the plate of food on her lap…she looked at it and then at Rudra
He arched his eyebrow
She takes a deep breath looking at the food and then So slowly, she feeds him…
She doesn’t know that something so simple such as feeding someone could be that intimate and could make her all shy…
It’s maybe because he’s so close of her
Or maybe because whenever she puts food in his mouth…her fingers touch his lips…he makes sure to lick her fingers lightly time to time…
Her heart is beating fast because he’s fixing her…
She knew he’s her husband and there is not any danger to take care of him the way any wife do but…something inside her is worried and excited at the same time…
Rudra-do you have any assignment to do tonight?
Soumya-I did all already this evening
Rudra-I have enough thank you
He said and was about to stand up
Soumya-but…you didn’t eat all your food
Soumya takes the bread and deepened it again and was ready to force him to eat more but he catches her wrist to stop her
Soumya-please
She pleaded
Rudra-please what?
Soumya-take this last one
He smirked
Soumya-for me
She added
He doesn’t know why but he opened his mouth and takes the bite from her
Soumya looks at him smiling but that smile vanished when he forced her to get closer
He still holding her wrist to keep her beside him and takes the plate from her
He puts it on the desk and then he pushed Soumya closer…
For the first time, he couldn’t resist her anymore…
He has at that moment to kiss her
Silently and looking at her firmly to that she can’t say anything
He pushed her against him and makes her sit on his lap
She looks at him with that innocent look…he ignored it and holds her waist with his two strong hands
She looked at him troubled
He comes closer
She looked down…she’s breathing difficultly…her heart is beating so fast and her cheeks are red from shyness
Rudra looked at all that but he was in the same situation…he’s breathing hardly and his heart is beating fast
He cupped her face and gets closer…his warm breath is caressing her face now
She closed her eyes tight…
She watched this at so many dramas before…she knew it when the hero got close like this that he goanna…
Kiss her???!!!!
But she never dared to watch this…each time, she closes her eyes when the actors got close like this…and now, this happening to her…
Oh god, oh god, oh god
No no no she can’t…she just can’t
But she can’t move also…she’s immobile like a statue and unable to push him…
Rudra looked down at her lips and then at her angelic face…she’s closing her eyes so tight…he would love to keep looking at her eyes
He wants her
Damn how much…
He leaned to kiss her…
His lips were about to touch hers and then…
A knock on the door was enough to separate them
-…Soumyaaa
Soumya opened her eyes and gets up of his lap suddenly and then runs to open the door
Anika-Soumya, your favorite movie is on TV now…you come, we will watch together
Anika held Soumya’s hand but then stopped seeing her all troubled and doesn’t make any move to walk with her
Anika-what is it, Soumya, you don’t want to watch it?
Soumya-I…of course…
Soumya turned to see Rudra…
It’s like she’s asking for his permission to go
After all what happened, she doesn’t know how to behave or what to say to him plus he seems angry…
But…She just followed Anika but her mind and heart are with him only…
With the memory of his almost kiss…