Rumya drabble :mana ki hum yar nhin

Saumya entered the college after a long time, she went to Pune after leaving oberoi house.
She was really nervous ,not about catching up with studies after a break ,she was nervous about meeting the guy who has occupied  a place in her thoughts even though she has not met him for 2 months .

Everybody knew about their wedding but shivay told the media that it was an accidental wedding so it was a relief that she doesn’t have to give an explanation about it to all.

She was lost in her thoughts but just then she saw him at some distance engrossed in talking to his friends.
She got nervous and afraid .
She thought what was their status ,they were not friends and love seems far away.

Mana ki hum yar nhin
,lo tay hai ki pyar nhin

But she did pray to God that he don’t get to know about her  presence because she can’t look at his eyes.

Phir bhi nazaren na tum milana,
Dil ka aitbar nhin..

She doesn’t trust herself anymore,she couldn’t help herself to forget about him.She was so strong but she felt weak in front of him.

She was about to turn but she saw that rudra was looking at her direction ,she was wondering about what would be his reaction.Would he come to me? or would he even pass a smile to me?

Raste me jo milo to hath milane ruk jana,

Sath me koi ho agar to door se hi muskana

Lekin muskan ho aisi ki jisme ikrar nhi

Saumya and rudra were just staring at each other with blank expression ,just then chubby called saumya.Saumya goes near them ,all of them started to talk to her but he was just staring her,she was not listening to them at all ,her mind was just trying to figure out what his eyes are saying.

Nazron se na karna tum bayan ,
Woh jisse inkar nhin

Suddenly  all friends  started talking about their accidental marriage , saumya didn’t say anything because she wanted to see rudra’s reaction .

Phool jo band hai panno me ,
Tum usko dhool bana dena

She was sure that he would again insult her like he did in that plane.For him her memories  were just a mistake.

Baat chhide jo meri kahin to ,
Tum usko bhool bata dena

Chubby joked that he should call saumya as  bhabhi now but rudra just spoke the first sentence since she came to them ,
“it was a mistake guys not a real wedding”,
saumya’s heart was paining but she  laughed  a little on his reaction it was so predictable.He hates her.

Baat chhide jo meri kahin,
Tum usko bhool bata dena.

Saumya was about to go but rudra’s voice stopped her.
Rudra was looking at her and says slowly ,
“sometimes we get attached with fake things emotionally but eventually they leave you ,making you realize that you don’t have right on them.”

lekin wo bhool ho aisi,
Jisse bezaar nhin

Saumya was numb ,more than the words his eyes told her that she belongs to somewhere in his heart  too but he is unable to accept it.
Saumya smiles a little with a thought that even their past brought them in this strange situation ,they have a strong  connection because of that.

Tu jo soye toh meri tarah
Ik pal ko bhi karaar nahin

She was not the only one who affected ,he was in the same condition like her.

Mana ki hum yaar nhin,
Lo tai hai ki pyar nhin…

Saumya realized a brand new phase of life that day ,
the phase in which you are not friends with him,
you are not strange to him,
you are not in love with him but you are a habit which his mind wants to leave but his heart is not giving him the permission to leave.